I slowly open my eyes trying to recall what had happened

"N-No not p-possible" I mutter as I recall what had transpired earlier I then quickly stood up and looked down to see the cavern of cleavage I now own that and the voice which came forth confirmed everything...Monokuma arrived then he… killed...Monomi, my last chance to return to my….body t-then I-I… I could feel my cheeks heat up as I remember that last thing I did before I passed out,

'What is wrong with me- or maybe this… body as I know I never felt that before… but it doesn't feel right blaming Mikan for this as I don't know anything about her' I thought while I stared at the cavern

I shook my head as I tried to think about other things

'Where… am I anyway?' I then took a quick look around I seemed to be on a bed with windows above me and to my left, I could see sunlight peeking through the curtains

'so I was passed out that long huh,' I then looked towards my right and nearly jumped right next to the bed was Chiaki, eyes closed lightly snoring sitting on a metal stool

'I guess she brought me here, huh?' I thought as I looked beyond her to see a metal desk with some bottles a top of it and some… books? And then there was also a weird-looking chair behind that metal desk then to the right of that was a bookcase

"Oh, so you seem to be awake" I could hear Nagito's voice suddenly to my right, looking towards where Nagito's voice came from I could see him leaning against the wall near a door

"Y-Yeah," I say with a small blush still on my face

"Good, Good I guess we should explain everything, huh? Nagito then started to walk towards Chikai and started to softly shake her

"C'mon Chiaki get up!" he softly yelled at her

"Up, Up, Down, Down-" Chiaki muttered out some nonsense as she was awakened by Nagito she then gave a look around then turned towards me and nonchalantly said

"Oh, you're awake…. Good *yawn* morning"

"Y-Yeah c-can you tell me what happened after…" my face once again started to burn

"Well after you… passed out everyone started talking about how this all fake and had their disbelief before they all scattered which after they did that Chiaki and I got your… stuff and put it back in your apron…" Nagito then pointed behind him where the apron I was wearing was now hanging on a coat hanger near the door where he was leaning against when I awoke

"Then we carried you back to your cottage but it seems that you only had Mikan's key so this is your room now I guess," Nagito let out a small smile at what could only be described as a poor attempt at a joke. Seeing that no one was reacting he continued

"Chiaki then cleaned you up and put you in some fresh clothes" Nagtio stated with a soft smile

My face heated up once again as I was reminded that most likely everyone saw my "Outburst"

"Your clothes were wet, it was gross getting you all here so I hope you didn't mind" Chiaki then added on to explain her reasoning seemingly unfazed by everything that had happened

I felt disgusted with myself as once again I tried to seek a reason to why but I was soon interrupted as Nagito seeing my blush seemed to think I was blushing for another reason as he began to wave his hands as a soft blush appeared on his face

"Oh! Sorry, I wasn't allowed in here while Chiaki cleaned you up so don't worry I didn't see anything" he said with a slight smile in an attempt to make me relax

"I-I see T-Thank you" I stutter out with my blush still most likely still apparent thankfully it seemed that feeling from earlier was gone...but I kinda missed it...as when it...

But before I could finish my thoughts Nagito chimed in once again

"No problem Hajime...may I talk to you sometime later?"

"S-Sure?"

"Great"

"Hey Nagito, we should let Hajime explore his room...I think" Chiaki said with a finger to her lips

"Of course Chiaki, take your time Hajime, I think everyone is meeting at the Hotel later okay?" Nagito said while opening the door and left then Chiaki followed she got off the stool and started to walk to the door but before she opened it she turned towards me

"... Hajime….if you need to…. talk I am available… okay?" she said with multiple stops as she uncertain what to say but she found it

"Yeah, of course, see you later Chiaki"

She then nodded and left leaving me alone in my room...alone with only my thoughts and the reality of everything that had happened….it started to press harder and harder and harder on top of me it felt so suffocating how could any of this be real? It felt like some sort of sick cosmic joke was being pulled on me that this all for someone's sick entertainment my body began to shake as disbelief took over

"How!" I yell out tears falling from my face

"Why?" I tearfully call as I collapse into a ball my breast pressing against my thighs

"What did I do to deserve this?" I cry out to no one tears began to fall even harder as they hit against my fatty thigh

Then it started once again the feeling the… arousal my body was enjoying my despair it was disgusting...but it felt so good…

"NO! I am not going to fall I am going to get my body one way or another dammit!" I yell out trying to convince myself that there were ways that some miracle would just appear and save the day that some bright light would come but it was difficult to keep that view that almost childish view that things would…. Just work out, in the end, it was unrealistic but… this entire situation was so was it so unbelievable that would happen

'But how…' I once again could feel despair rise then it hit me

"Monokuma...that… thing has to know a way to return me back to normal… right?" I say aloud trying to think of ways to return to my body

"But so what? Even if he has a way he won't…" I quietly mutter

"But if Monokuma has a way… there is a possibility I can learn it… or… or if it's some technology I can find it when I leave this Island… yeah t-that something" I say hopefully though that hope was fragile I still held, I held it not caring for that it was a slim chance that it was possible I just had to believe...hope that it was possible

I slowly get out of the bed I now would be sleeping in for the current time my body unsteady definitely still not used to...but I would get better at it I felt like that might be something I shouldn't be looking towards but what did it matter I would get my body back somehow

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