s1/e1- pilot from Red's POW
So how does one go about getting close to a woman? I gave myself up to the FBI. Admittedly it was a risk. One trigger happy newbie and my life would have been over. But it was a risk worth taking.
To see her again.
To talk to her for the first time.
To have the second chance, that only she can give.
She drew my blood today. I felt her skin touch my skin. I felt her breath on my cheek. I've found the whole incident oddly arousing. I guess that doesn't say much about me.
I wish I could just tell her the truth about her husband, but that will push her away from me, that is if she would even believe me.
In any case we managed to save the generals daughter today, that's a start. One day maybe I can get into Lizzy's… good graces.
Later I pitched the blacklist. I know they will comply with my immunity request. They won't be happy about it, but they will do it.
That means I can spend more time with her.
The monster who wants to be close to the beauty. A creature of the night who craves the sunlight.
I want her, and I will do everything to have her, even though I sure as hell don't deserve her.