Hello. I am back to writing. An idea popped up into my head but again I haven't written in a few years so yes.
I stare at my reflection in the mirror. Tristan steps into his bedroom looking at his fat hoovering over his jeans. It was the fifth week before Eli's play and spring break. " Ew, I look disgusting" He said to himself under his breath. He looked at the mirror, there was a picture of him, Maya and Tori from middle school all smiling together. Wow, I was so thin then. He pondered a moment to himself to think now, they had boyfriends and were going on dates having adventures but for him, he could not even get a date but he was crushing on this kid Fab, who He barely knew. His brother was the new Hockey star and had Anya, who he saw once a month when she came home. His parents were accountants for a law firm so he did not really talk to them about body image, relationships or nothing like that. I was invisible, Tristian thought. He sighed in the mirror throwing a stuffed animal at his bed curling up knowing Maya was probably sucking down a chocolate milkshake with Cam. He heard the door open from downstairs and heard a girl's voice, who must of been Anya. He heard his brother's bedroom door close and giggling started fading.
Tristan wondered how friendships work. Things were easier in middle school. There were no dates but just drama club and music. He hated himself so much. There was not so much more he could take but following his own way. He wrote in his notebook, I wonder why no one likes me. He remembered a guy trying to like him as a game in middle school. The names hurt in middle school but not as nearly when he got to Degrassi. Maya had to stop the taunting and a guy told him why couldn't he stand up for himself. He quickly wiped the tears flowing freely down his face. He didn't realize how much he could take anymore but the sounds were drawn out by his mother calling him down for dinner.
" I got you burger king." His mom, Michelle said from downstairs. Tristan ran downstairs seeing Owen already scarfing down a burger because he can eat like that. Anya was watching in disgust who was drinking a diet coke. Tristan looked at the french fries in front of him and pushed the plate away. Owen looked up and with his mouth full. " Are you eating that." Tristan shook his head and tossed it to Owen. His mom looked at him as he got up from the table and went to his bedroom. Mother's know when everything is not allright with their child. She went up and knocked on his door quietly leaving Owen and Anya to clean up for themselves.
" I can't help you, if you do not tell me what is wrong Tristan." Michelle said through the door.
" Leave me alone, pretend like I don't exist." Tristan stated. Michelle sighed knowing Tristan was in one of his moods yet again for the third time. Tristan logged onto his facerange account seeing a picture of Tori and Zig eating ice cream sundaes. Her chocolate curls flowing in her face and the sun shining behind them. Ugh, Tristan yelled enraged everytime he logged on either Maya and Tori had pictures of Cam and Zig up. He slammed his computer screen shut. Maybe, tommorow would be better. Hardly, he thought to himself. He brushed his teeth, and stepped on the scale he weighed 250 pounds. He logged it into his nook and put it back into his desk drawer.
A/N: I know, its short please tell me if I should continue or not. Beta Reader would be appreciated.