Ok Chapter 2

Once again I don't own twilight

B POV

"You love me? ME! What the hell is this some kind of joke?" I could not believe it Victoria loves but why?

"Bella it's true I am love with you. I know that you are with Edward and you too love each other but I love you and want to be with you. James was never my true mate. Please Bella give me the time of day to show you we should be together. If I have to start drink animal blood I will for you." I looked in to her red eyes and she looked into my eyes we held each other gaze. I search her eye for any lies, but all I saw was truth and love.

"Victoria I am not sure if I can love you or anyone else. Don't you see how broken I am. He E-E-E ward. Leffft Me." I was staring to cry. She toke a hold of my hand. She didn't say anything she let me finish. "He said that he didn't love me and I wasn't good enough for him." She hissed at that but she let me keep going. "I tried to run after him but I got lost in the woods and just laid there. Broken just broken because I cared for him and I loved him so much that I hoped he felt the same way too. But he didn't I was nothing to him nothing because he left me like a toy you out grown and toss in the garbage." I started to shake. Then Victoria let go of my hand and pulled me in a hug. I relax right away in to her arms but kept shaking. Why does her touch make me melt into her? She feels so soft and hard at the same time. It was not the gentle hug I was used from vampire. This hug was tight. It was like she was trying to keep held together with her arms. She rocked me back and forth over and over again till I stop shaking.

"Bella you are not nothing, but you don't look broken at all. You look strong and brave to me." She kissed me on my head before letting me go. It made me shiver and I could feel a little tingle from where she kissed me.

"Well I not as broken as I once was I act like a zombie. Then I found some old bikes, and Jake and I have been putting g then back together. Jake is my best friend, with his help I am starting to act like a person again." It felt good to talk else about this other than Jake. I can't tell Jake the whole story because I would have to tell him about vampires. And would a one way ticket to the loony bin. "Victoria I would like you start at when did you start falling in love with me. I have to understand where you are coming from." She looked around the room before grabbing my rocking chair and putting it to the side of my bed.

V POV

"Well Bella it all start the day I first saw you." With that I start to explain to her what had happened almost a year ago. A day that made me realize who I was supposed to be with, I looked at her and started my tale.

Flash back

James, Laurent, and I were running down to LA for the night life. We had grown bored of Washington. Plus James wanted to hunt down a human that he found 13 years ago. So we were going to LA when James stopped he had smelled some vampires in the area. The closer we got the more vampires we could smell and hear. They smelled odd like almost animal like it what strange. When we got there that is when I saw their strange gold eye. It was one of the oddest things I have seen in all my years. Of course I have heard of some golden eyed vampires, but I just thought they were rumors. As we got closer that is when I saw her. She was so pretty no that not right gorgeous more like it. Her hair was thick and brown and had a bit of wave to it. Her eyes were like deep pools of chocolate set in a heart shaped face. I feel like I was being pulled to her. Victoria what is wrong with you. Your James mate you have been for a very long time stop looking at her now. Ok why can't I stop looking at her she just a human a week human. What is that wonderful smell is it coming from that girl no it can't be her it smells too good to becoming from a human. Get you head in the game girl. Oh My God what is going on? I miss everything they have been saying wait did they say her name what is her name? I so fix on this human that I didn't notice James getting in a fight with the rest of them. All at once she was pushed be hiding them. I felt sad and toke step to her that when a small gold eye step in front of her and hissed at me. This angered me and crouched down getting ready to jumper her that when Laurent spoke up.

"We can see that the game is over." He said trying to calm the station but not working for James had a look that said it all. We were no longer going to LA no that human had just gained a few extra days of life. No he had a new human to hunt. The girl that if my heart could still beat would be going crazy for her, and I didn't even catch her name.

"James, Victoria let's go!" Laurent yelled at us. I toke one last look the girl. As soon as we were about 10 miles a way that is when James started to put his plan into action.

"I have found my new game. This will be the best game ever. I can't wait to taste her blood. This is going to be fucking awesome!" He was excited but his smile no longer made me smile. It made mad how he dare go after him my human. Wait did I just think of her as my human. Ok I have to stop drinking the blood of crack whores. I found my voice and spoke up.

"No James let her go. After all she being protects by so many vampires, and after all you said we were going to LA to dance and get new clothes. You promised me." I said trying to use my most baby sounding voice I could. That ways worked on him. To be honest I hated my voice it sound like a bimbo.

"My love. I will get you new clothes and even a car in LA, but baby you got to let me have my fun. The faster we get started the fast we get to a dance club and a new ruby neck less. OK my little ginger snap." He said while grad my head and crashing his lips to mine. But something was wrong. His kiss didn't turn me on any more. Sure it was a good kiss but it lost it fire. I pulled away and head to town with James. Laurent said he wanted out of this game and left to god knows where. When we parted ways with him, James started looking for her scent. They must have made a false trail because we just left like we were going in a big circle.

"Fuck this lets head into town Tor. Made we can find her scent in a house that can give me a clue." This made me worried again if he get to her what will I do. We did find her scent at a school and from there we went to Arizona were James knew they would take her he was so good at this game. That he was right about 99% of the time it was crazy. So went and from there we went to her house and got a video that James said would be prefect of the stage. He likes to think of the ending of his games as a big theatrical performance. When everything was ready he would call out action and the paly would begin.

"Ok baby everything is ready let the play start. I and action." As he said this he walks out to meet Bella. When I found out her name I was so happy to put a name to her and such pretty name to. As he did his little speech I was wondering how to get him away from her just so she could make a run for it and she could a lest have fighting chance. But then Bella did the one thing that made James games worthwhile she fought back she spared him with pepper spray. That's when he starts at her. I fast as I could I ran to look for something that would start a fire so I could light James on fire with I was not going to let him kill her. I still did not know why I could let her died but something deep inside told me that if she dies I die. When I found gas and a lighter and returned. The Cullen's had come and were saving Bella and killing James my mate. I was odd because I should be really angry but I am just pissed off that it is not me that going to finish him off. That is when some of the Cullen's saw me and charged at me. Well thanks to ability to scene danger I ran the other way they chased me. I ran till I felt safe.

For a long time I was shell of a vampire I was drink too little and a going out in the sun and not giving a shit till. I stared to think to really think. Why was I so sad sure I lost James he was my mate, but he never act that nice to me. I loved him but was I ever in love with him or did I just like the idea of being in love with him. So at least I would have someone. Plus what about Bella I still can't get her out of my head. Every time I think about her I fell happy more happy then James ever made me. Bella what are you doing to me? This played over in my head for months till one day to hit me. I was walking in Center Park I saw a boy talking to a girl and I head every word he said.

"Jane I love you. I don't care that everyone thinks I should be with Mary. She doesn't light up my world when I think about her, you do light my world. The way you smile, laugh, tell a joke. I am crazy for you. Yes maybe I like the idea of being in love with her but I have never been in love with her, but I am not in love with her. Because you see I love you and I am in love with you as well." With that they kissed, and I ran to Forks. I love her Bella's my true mate why else would she have this effect on me. I truly love her! I hope she can find a way to love me to. I hope I can get close to her and talk to her.

End of Flash Back

"So Bella that the story. It took a day to get to you and then another day to get close to you. I wanted to make sure that I would not be killed before I got to talk you. But it looks like all the Cullen's are gone." Looked at her and she let out sigh.

"Yes they all left because I am nothing but weak human that looks like dish rage next to them." I saw my angle start to cry again. Why can she not see what I see?

"Bella you are not a weak human." She starts to say something but I could not take it anymore. I toke her face in my hands and closed in on her lips. I could smell her it was the best scent ever. I could hear her heart pound in her chest her breath turned ragged. She closed the distance between us. When I felt her soft warm lips on me, I lost control. I got off the chair and straddled her weaving my finger in her hair. I let out a moan she felt so warm and soft. I licked her lower lip and she opened her mouth. She tasted like sunshine warm and bright. When I felt her tongue enter my mouth it drove my wild. I loved the way she started to take control. My lips moving with hers and her tongue explored my mouth. I toke her bottom lip in between my teeth and bit it lightly she let out a sexy low moan. I felt her hand roaming my back side. Then all of a sudden I felt her hand go under my shirt. I let out another moan her warm hand was making its way to my breast. Then like rain on a parade. I heard a car pulling up to the drive way. I pulled away she looked so sexy with her hair all messy swollen lips and very rosy cheeks. It was hard not kiss her again.

"Bella you might what to get your hand out of my shirt. I think your father is home." She blushed deeply as she pulled her hand out of my shirt.

"I-I-I am sorry. I know how hard it is for you to keep control around are us and I am so stupid. I should know better by now." She looked down and away from me. I didn't like that she apologize.

"Bella never say you are stupid. I was the one who attacked you. If anything you should be mad at me. Now listen your father home. I'll go out window and come back later tonight just leave you front door open so I can come in ok." I gave her one last peck on the check before going out the window. I would rather leave using the front but her father was home and I didn't what to make trouble for her.