Hello! It's been a while for this one haha

I'd like to inform there are TW for this one, so please if these are triggering for you don't read it.

Take care of yourselves,

TW: attempt SA and afterwards.

Not beta'd.

She stretched out like a cat coming out of her deep sleep. The bed was so comfy and so warm. There was someone next to her and it took her a moment to remember the night before. It's been a month since she first spent the night with him, and she had spent close to no time in her apartment. Whenever she had any free time, she spent it with him.

Her mother was getting more suspicious, and she was in no hurry to divulge her relationship. The farther her mother stayed from it, the better. She had never felt like this before, not even when she fancied herself in love. It was new, exciting and scary.

She felt his arm around her waist and he pulled her even closer to him, breathing in her neck. She rubbed her eyes and saw a few rays of sunshine sneaking through the drapes. "Time is it?" she asked, still sleepy.

He didn't move, just groaned in response. She grabbed her phone from the nightstand, squeezing her eyes to see the clock. She gasped and sat up in a hurry. "Shit ! Elliot, I'm gonna be so late," she exclaimed, removing his arm from her as he protested.

"It'll only take you like 30 minutes from here to the bookshop," he said.

"I have to go home first," she said, picking her underwear from the lamp near the bed. "I didn't bring any clothes, remember? The last ones I had here are already dirty. I knew this would happen." She put her dress back on.

She had planned to go home last night, but he convinced her they could wake up earlier. Right. "Get up!" she shook him, so he would wake up.

"I'm up, I'm up," he dressed quickly and they moved to get her home.

Besides being late, her morning had been really nice, she should have known something was coming.

She got home a little after 9. Alex would stay until 11 a.m. and she'd take the afternoon shift. Thank God for her friend. She entered the house in a hurry, everything was silent. She kicked her heels and put her purse down by the door and her long coat hung in the hook. She entered her room, closing the door with her foot, not even noticing it never fully closed. She had just taken her dress off again when her entire body froze.

"Well, well, well," Rob said. "I always knew you could put on a good show, babygirl." He sneered at her.

She gasped and quickly grabbed a pillow to cover herself. "What the fuck are you doing? Get the hell out!" She shouted.

"Awn," he entered the room, closing the door behind him. "But I thought we could have so much fun together." He started moving toward her.

"Stay away from me!" She backed up as much as she could, but she was already against the wall.

He came at her grabbing her arm hard and throwing her at the bed. She started struggling against him, but he was much bigger than her. She screamed but he hit her across the face and quickly covered her mouth with his hand. "Nah, nah, nah," he said. "Be quiet." He whispered in her ear.

Her face exploded in pain and she felt her whole body trembling. This couldn't be happening. He ran his hand over her stomach up to her lace covered breasts and then down to the edge of her panties. "Your mother thinks you have a boyfriend. Do you? Does he fuck you good? I bet he'll never be enough when I'm done with you," he says. "Little girls like you always like it rough, uh? Why don't you stop moving for me?" He momentarily let go of her arm so he could open his pants.

In a lapse of thought, her instinct worked and she kicked as hard as she could. Surprised by the hit, he fell backwards and she took the opportunity to run. She had never been so happy to have left her bag by the door. She grabbed it and her coat and ran out of the apartment still bare feet.

She waved at a taxi and by some kind of miracle the man stopped for her. With shaking hands, she opened the door and got inside.

"Lady, are you okay?" The driver asked. She must look like a mess. "Do you need me to drive you to a hospital?" He sounded worried.

"No! No hospital, please. Take me to this address," she gave him the address. He looked at her indecisively, but followed her request. She rested against the seat and the first tear fell down her face.

Alex didn't understand what happened. Liv never showed up to her shift, and she had never done that before. She wasn't picking up her phone and Liz was livid she had to close the shop for the afternoon.

She was almost at her door when she saw a small figure pressed up against her front door.

"Oh my God, Olivia?" The other woman's head shot up and Alex stopped in shock at her appearance.

She looked like a mess. Her hair was all over the place. Her lip was splinted and a bruise was starting to form on her right cheek. Her eyes were bloodshot and she was barefoot. "What happened?"

"I- I need help, please." She said in a small voice. Alex rushed to help her get up and inside.

She moved to take her coat off but she held tightly onto it. She looked at Liv confused.

"I, I need clothes," Alex whole body froze.

"Liv, do I need to take you to the emergency room?" Olivia shook her head, hugging her middle. "Liv, who did this? Are you-" she hesitated. "Are you hurt somewhere else?"

"No, I just," she hiccuped. "I just need a shower and clothes, please." She begged. "Please, Alex, I need to feel clean." She started crying.

Alex thought about it, and finally sighed. "Come with me," she pulled Liv to her bathroom, showing her the towels. "I'll grab some clothes for you, take you shower. When you come out, we're having a talk." She left, closing the door behind her.

Olivia took her time undressing. Her body was starting to hurt now that the adrenaline was coming down. She looked at herself in the mirror, sadly stating she looked as bad as she imagined. She entered the shower letting the water turn as hot as possible, before going in. She started rubbing herself, but the more she did, the less clean she felt. She let out a frustrated groan hugging her middle again and backing against the wall. She slided to the floor, and with the water still on, she started crying.

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