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(Master to Kitten, Kitten to Master)

'Thoughts'

[Kitten speech]

Harry's Emotions and Fear


Harry was in his bedroom. He was trying to draw. He was having a hard time. He knew Layla was dead and she had been tortured to death. The adults told him that Voldemort had killed her. He later overheard Fay and Augusta talking about it.

It was at those times that Harry cursed his sensitive hearing. It wasn't helpful. It made him even more scared to let anyone out of his sight.

Knock knock

"Come in." Harry said

Severus opened the door and walked in. "Hello Harry."

"Hi." He put his pencil down.

"I just wanted to see how you are doing." He said, "And I want the truth."

"I know." He sighed.

Severus went over to his bed and sat down. He was a patient man. He knew that Harry would tell him. He just needed a few minutes to think about how and where to start.

"I just am feeling so much at the moment. Scared, guilty, angry, and sad." He admitted.

"Well which emotion do you want to start with?" He asked.

"I don't know." He whispered.

"Come here." He said.

Harry did as he was told. Once he was close enough Severus hugged him. It broke the dam and Harry began crying. Severus didn't say a word. He rubbed Harry's back and let the neko cry it out. He felt bad for the child and cursed both Dumbledore and Voldemort.

'He shouldn't have to go through this.' He thought.

Eventually Harry cried himself to sleep. Severus realized this and laid him down in his bed. He used a spell to clean Harry's face and covered him with a blanket. He made sure to remove the jewelry he was wearing.

"Sweet dreams child." He said before leaving.

He used a locator spell to find Fay. Once done he went to her. She was with Augusta having tea in the garden behind the apartments.

"Hello Severus. Care to join?" Augusta asked when she saw him.

"No. I just want to tell you that Harry is asleep." He went on to explain what happened.

"Poor child." Augusta said.

"Indeed. I suggest a mind healer." He said.

"I already contacted him. He will be here tomorrow." Fay revealed, sad that her son was going through this.

"That's good. I will inform the others." Severus said.

"Alright." She said, knowing Harry needed all the support they had.

"Poor child can't catch a break." Augusta sighed as Severus left.

"No he can't." She agreed.

The two finished their tea and then Fay went inside. She wanted to be there when Harry woke up. She had to have a talk with him and tell him about the healer.

Unfortunately for Harry his rest wasn't peaceful. He was plagued by nightmares. It wasn't just one. They were constantly changing. There was one constant though. That was Voldemort.

He dreamt that the dark lord had managed to get his hands on everyone and killed them. Sometimes it was just one person and sometimes it was multiple.

Sometimes Voldemort just used the killing curse and sometimes he tortured them to death. When it came to the youngest kids getting killed he woke up with a shout.

Fay was right there to comfort the poor neko. She assured him that they were all safe. She even got them to come to him since he needed to see them.

"It's okay Harry. I'm safe and so are the others." The naga comforted him.

"Thank you. Wait, where is Lucas?" He asked.

"I'm right here." He entered the room. "I went to get you a wet cloth and some water." He said.

"Oh." He was relieved.

"Sorry I scared you." He hugged him.

"It's okay." He said.

"Tomorrow your favorite healer is coming." Fay told him.

"Okay." He said.

"The appointment is around one in the afternoon." She said.

"I'll be ready." He said.

"Good." She smiled.

Once Harry had calmed down the group split off. Only Lucas, Fay, and Severus remained with Harry. The neko smiled at them. He was happy they loved and cared about him.

"You all don't have to stay here. I kinda just want to spend time in my kitten form." He told them.

"Are you sure you will be okay?" Fay asked.

"Yes. I'll probably play with the younger kids." He answered.

"Alright. Well, you know to get us if you need us." She said.

"I do." He said.

"Good."

She left the room and Harry changed into his kitten form. He left to find Vasuki and the twins. They were outside playing. The naga spotted the kitten and was excited. He loved playing with kitten Harry.

Nick was there and smiled. The kids chased Harry around. This meant that the kids would be worn out and easier to put to bed. It also meant that Harry would be distracted. He felt for the kid. Hopefully things would get better.


(With Voldemort)

The dark lord was pissed. Potter was nowhere to be found. He blamed Dreamer for it. She made it so that the family went into hiding.

He needed to end Potter before the child could end him. Especially since he was starting to feel weaker and he had no idea as to why. He was starting to find it hard to concentrate. Still he managed to fool his minions into believing he was still all powerful.

"M-master?" It was the minion he had given the mission to get his horcruxes to.

"What is it?" He stared at the scared man.

"I have your horcruxes." He said, handing him a box.

"It is about time." He hissed.

"I h-had trouble, especially since the list kept crossing items out." He whimpered.

"WHAT?!" He grabbed the list.

"S-sorry master. Whoever is taking care of these are doing it quickly. I think there is m-more than one person doing it." He whimpered again.

"Leave!" He hissed, "Before I decide to curse you."

The minion quickly ran for his life. Meanwhile Voldemort looked at the last remaining horcruxes. He now knew why he was feeling so weak. He only had his current soul piece, the one in Nagini, and the cup. He needed to really protect them.

'How the fuck did they know all the locations?' He wondered. 'No one but myself knew about them.'

He believed that somehow a traitor managed to get a hold of that information and told the minister. He was pissed. Whoever the spy was they were going to die a slow and painful death. That he vowed.