LeavesofMyself: This is a 2-parter, so please be patient while I read and reread the second part, looking for errors.


Pairing: Kevin x Eddy

Rating: M

Warnings: PWP, homophobia, sexual harassment, physical violence, mentions of blood, abandonment, vulgar language, and underage drinking.


Eddy yawned for the third time in 20 minutes, his arms stretching high over his head in an effort to loosen some stiff muscles. Eddy tuned out his teacher, instead daydreaming about lunch and what he was planning to have.

'Man… I'm so hungry, I could eat a horse.' Eddy thought to himself as time slowly ticked by. He was in a serious debate with himself: On one hand, the cafeteria had hamburgers today; on the other, it was also pizza day.

'Maybe I can just get both,' Eddy thought, his blue eyes staring unseeingly at the whiteboard in front of the room.

Eddy was so lost in thought that he nearly jumped when his cellphone gave a soft buzz. Discreetly, so as not to be seen, Eddy casually pulled his phone from his hoodie's pocket, setting the phone on his lap just below his desk, out of the view of his nagging teacher.

Kevin: Meet in the gym bathroom in 10?

Kevin and Eddy had been dating since sophomore year, but only recently went public with their relationship. They had received a mix sort of backlash from their classmates: there was some support, lots of criticism, and some outright nasty comments/behavior. Eddy, for the most past, just let the jeers slide off his shoulders, but he could tell it was starting to weigh on the red head.

Eddy looked thoughtful for a moment, weighing his options but already knowing his answer.

Eddy: See ya there.

Eddy glanced at the clock, wishing the time would tick by faster. Eddy huffed in frustration, as it felt like time was slipping backwards as he continued to watch the red second hand complete one full rotation.

Four agonizing minutes later, the bell rang, signaling the end of class. Eddy scurried out of the room, blatantly ignoring the homework being yelled over the chaos of students packing up. Eddy quickly made his way to the gymnasium bathrooms, torn between meeting his lover and following the parade of students into the cafeteria.

He was starving, that much was true; but he also hadn't seen Kevin in nearly two weeks – the red head having been kept busy with his sports and an unexpected illness. With a hefty sigh, Eddy sucked it up and walked into the boy's bathroom, looking around the rather large room for any signs of the jock.

Eddy found nothing, all of the toilet stalls empty and no sign of anyone anywhere near the showers. Eddy grumbled in annoyance, pulling his phone from his pocket. Just as he had opened his text messages to inform Kevin that he was waiting, strong arms jolted Eddy forward a little, a loud 'Boo' ricocheting throughout the tiled room.

"Fuck!" Eddy yelled as he dropped his phone while simultaneously jumping away from his antagonizer. Spinning around, Eddy glared heated daggers at the tall red head as the other doubled over with laughter.

"Fuck you, it's not funny!" Eddy hissed in agitation, his small frame bending down to retrieve his phone, "Better not broken my damn phone."

Kevin held his palms up in a universal sign of surrender though he continued to laugh. Eddy's face contorted with barely controlled ire, his stance shifting to cross his arms over his chest in defense.

"Are ya done?" Eddy seethed, waiting for the laughter to die off.

"Almost," Kevin replied as he stood back to his full height, a gleeful smile painted on his face.

"If ya just wanted to annoy me – ya did. I'm leaving," Eddy grumbled back, his small frame moving to shove by the jock but a set of calloused hands stopped him.

"I'm sorry, babe" Kevin started, only earning a side-eye death stare from his younger lover. Kevin stopped laughing as he turned Eddy fully around in his arms, the shorter male glaring down at their feet with a frown marring his features.

"I'm sorry," Kevin stated, a more serious and sincere tone taking over his voice. Eddy heaved a sigh before nodding his head in acknowledgment.

"So, what do ya want?" Eddy asked, his arms remaining crossed over his chest, letting Kevin know, unconsciously, that he was in no mood for games.

Kevin frowned as he pushed himself into Eddy's bubble, watching as tense muscles relaxed just the slightest bit. Kevin leaned down and placed an innocent peck on Eddy's lips.

"Just wanted to see ya." Kevin replied as he wrapped his arms around Eddy's waist.

"Well, ya saw me. Can I go now?" Eddy grumbled, tilting his head upwards to look into green eyes. Kevin frowned, his own agitation beginning to rise.

"What's your problem? Ain't seen ya in two weeks and you've got a stick up your ass." Kevin said as he pulled away from Eddy, the younger male pinching the bridge of his nose in an effort to stop his oncoming headache.

"Nothing… I'm just tired," Eddy sighed as he glanced away from the jock, "Just… never mind."

"Whatever, dude… I just wanted to see you but-" Kevin started, his own stance becoming defensive.

"I know, I know; I'm sorry," Eddy blurted out, interrupting the red head before he could go on a rant, "It's just been… a hard… couple of weeks."

Eddy gave Kevin a sincere apologetic smile, one in which the red head had zero will power to ward off.

"Gimme a kiss if you're sorry," Kevin teased, his lips curling in a smug smile. Eddy rolled his blue eyes but moved closer to do so. With a huff of irritation, Eddy stood on the tips of his toes, one hand reaching up to grab the collar of Kevin's green shirt, bringing him lower so he could connect their lips. Kevin offered his lover zero help, taking in a small amount of joy in getting Eddy to work for it.

Eddy kissed Kevin on the lips, lingering for a few seconds before pulling away. Eddy let go of the other's collar, his feet planting firmly on the group once more.

"That's it?" Kevin snorted.

"Well, what do you want from me?" questioned Eddy, his arms thrown up in defeat.

"Kiss me like ya mean it," Kevin started, watching, amused, as Eddy let out a grunt of annoyance.

"Ya gotta help this time," Eddy said as he wrapped his arms around Kevin's shoulders. Said jock leaned down as Eddy stretched upwards, their lips locking in an intimate kiss.

It was slow, sensual even, causing a shiver of arousal to crawl up Eddy's spine. They stayed that way for several minutes, their tongues dancing in a slow but passionate tango. Just as they pulled apart, Kevin used his body weight to push the smaller male backwards, until Eddy's back hit a wall. Eddy let out a grunt as he was pressed into the wall behind him. Kevin captured his lips in another kiss, this one more frenzied with want. Eddy gave a small moan as the red head devoured his mouth, pulling away for mere seconds to catch his breath before diving back in.

Kevin's hands traversed his younger lover's frame, pausing momentarily on Eddy's round butt, before he squeezed, pulling the slighter male tightly against him. With minimum effort, Kevin hoisted Eddy upwards, the shorter male's legs automatically wrapping around the jock's waist. The duo stayed lip locked, even as Kevin pressed into Eddy's lower body, a moan escaping the smaller male at the friction.

When Kevin finally pulled away, he trailed his lips to Eddy's exposed neck, nipping the flesh lightly, pulling a mewl from his younger lover. Kevin set about kissing and nibbling on Eddy's neck, doing his best to leave behind hickies. Eddy's head fell back against the wall as pleasure washed over him.

"Ke-Kev…" Eddy started, a long, drawn out groan leaving his mouth as Kevin bit down harshly on his collarbone. Eddy wrapped one hand tightly around Kevin's shoulders as his other hand held onto the back of Kevin's head.

"Babe…" Eddy mewled in a breathy moan, the red head still attacking his hot spot on his neck. The red head rolled his hips into Eddy's, drawing a low moan from both parties. Then Kevin did it again and again.

Eddy's gasped as pleasure laced through his frame, his body wanting to desperately recuperate the affection, but his mind saying the opposite.

Just as Kevin shifted one of his hands to maneuver it's way up the inside of Eddy's red hoodie, Eddy grabbed Kevin's hand, stopping him in his tracks. When Kevin pulled away from the crook of Eddy's neck, confusion written on his face, Eddy shook his head.

"I'm not having sex in the school bathroom," Eddy gasped in-between catching his breath and simultaneously pushing down his desire. Kevin groaned loudly is disapproval, his head plopping down against Eddy's shoulder.

"Eddy…" Kevin whined, need dripping in his voice. Eddy shook his head again causing the red head to mutter a soft 'damn it' before he gently lowered Eddy to his feet.

"Fuck…" Kevin muttered, his hands trying to readjust himself, though the task was a bit difficult. "Fuck, Eddy, now I'm hard."

Eddy snorted in sympathy as he adjusted his hoodie back into position.

"Sounds like a 'you' problem," Eddy said as leaned back against the wall, arms crossed over his chest, clearly trying to ignore his own arousal.

"Fucking tease," Kevin replied, stiffly walking over to the sink and splashing cold water against his face. Eddy snickered in response, walking up behind the red head and wrapping his arms around the other. Eddy placed a gentle kiss to the red head's clothed back, before simply resting his forehead against the other.

The duo stayed that way for some time, Eddy resting against Kevin's muscled frame as the red head held onto the sides of the sink in a death grip, trying desperately to will away his 'problem'.

After roughly ten minutes of silent companionship, Kevin reached down and unwrapped Eddy's arms from around his waist. The shorter male took his cue, slipping back a few inches to give the jock some space as he turned to face Eddy.

"I got practice after school, ya coming to watch?" Kevin inquired, his green eyes locking with Eddy's blues.

"Can't," Eddy started, his hand reaching up to pick imaginary fuzz from the red head's shirt, "I gotta work tonight."

"Ah… forgot you had that job. When are ya off? I'll come pick you up." Kevin said, a small frown of disappointment catching the corners of his lips.

"Nah… don't worry about it. I get off late." Eddy said, shuffling slightly on his feet, uncomfortable under Kevin's intense stare.

"I don't like you walking home at night," Kevin said causing Eddy to roll his eyes.

"I'm not a girl; I'll be fine." Eddy said defensively.

"Obviously, I know you're not a girl," Kevin stated, watching as Eddy's face twisted with ire, "I still don't-"

"Since ya know… stop treating me like one," Eddy interrupted, irritation clear in his voice.

"I'm not!" Kevin said adamantly, his own frustration coming through, "I'm treating you like someone I fucking care about."

"I can take care of myself!" Eddy hissed, anger beginning to shine in his blue eyes.

"Ya know what… What-the-fuck-ever," Kevin hissed back, really not wanting to fight with Eddy but unable to stop the annoyance in his voice.

The two fell into a bitter silence, both irked at the other for various reasons. The silence was splintered by an ear shattering bell, signaling the end of lunch period and start of their next class.

Feeling slightly guilty, and not wanting to leave on semi-bad terms, Eddy looked up at Kevin, "See ya tomorrow?"

"Yeah. My parents won't be home; they're going to some race or something." Kevin replied swiftly, bending down to peck Eddy on his kiss-swollen lips.

"Oh… Can't wait." Eddy said teasingly, a flirtatious smile stretching over his lips as he winked at the taller male.

Kevin smirked back, "I'm gonna make you hoarse from screaming my name this weekend."

Eddy shivered, lust lingering in the back of his mind, "Promises, promises."

The duo exited the bathroom together, each waving the other off as they parted ways at the end of the hall.


The bell rung for the final time that day, signaling the end of school and the start of the students' weekend. Eddy left the school grounds, alone, like he normally did on most days. Double D and Monobrow having drifted apart from him somewhat as he found himself spending more time in Kevin's company or working. It pained Eddy to think about his friends and, as he moved along the sidewalk towards town, Eddy vowed to try and start spending more time with the other Eds.

Eddy walked several miles into town, his black backpack slung over one shoulder. Eddy carelessly flipped through TikTok, chuckling every now and then at a few videos. Before he knew it, Eddy was walking across the parking lot towards the entrance to his work.

Eddy had gotten a job at the start of the new school year. He wasn't really qualified to do much, so he got a job at a local fast food joint. It wasn't glamorous and the customers could be assholes, but hey! It paid.

Eddy walked in through the front door, immediately walking towards the back of the restaurant to place his backpack on an empty hook. Eddy pulled off his red hoodie, his work shirt already on underneath. Eddy opened his bag, stuffed his hoodie into it while simultaneously pulling out his hat. He hated wearing it and usually his manager didn't care one way or another, but he had been warned that the owners would be stopping by, which meant he had to be in full uniform – hat and all.

Eddy placed the hat on his head before walking back out to the front of the establishment. He quickly went into the bathroom and relieved himself before the start of his shift. After thoroughly washing his hands, Eddy went up to the register and clocked in.

Eddy went over and waited for Carlos to finish ringing in the order he was working on before the Spaniard took off his headset, thrusting it into Eddy's face. Eddy mumbled a 'thanks' before he began to move mechanically, almost on autopilot.

His work hardly ever deviated from the usual: take orders, get orders together, and hand them out to the public. Sometimes he got bitched at, mostly for the mistakes of his coworkers; he still had to take it in stride – false smile and venomously pleasant tone through it all. People were assholes, generally speaking, and Eddy found it somewhat amusing to be overly pleasant to someone who was having a meltdown over a burger. It was like they were looking for a fight, but Eddy never really gave them the satisfaction of getting worked up. Then the customer got even more angry because they couldn't argue like they wanted to. Eddy would remain fake through all of their cussing, yelling, and demanding free things until the customer eventually gave up and left in a huff.

It didn't always work like that… Eddy has had drinks and food items thrown at him in a fit of rage. Unfortunately, Eddy found this becoming more of the norm as he noticed how the public seemed to get more and more entitled. Eddy has also been confronted with physical violence, one particular customer completely melting down and shoving one of the registers off the counter, then moving on to do the same with cookie display case.

It wasn't all bad though. Eddy got to meet various people, sometimes striking up conversations when it was slow. He especially liked getting to know some of the regulars, eventually learning each of them by name or food/drink order.

Eddy finished putting together a rather large order for a couple who always came through, ordering off the dollar menu in an effort to feed a local peewee football team. Once he handed over several bags, Eddy breathed a sigh of relief. It was about that time at night when it would quiet down, giving Eddy amble time to clean the front dinning area and prepare it for closing.

When Eddy finally managed to close the dine-in seating, he got to work on closing down what he could behind the counter. It was usually only a small skeleton crew left at this time of night: the night manager, a kitchen worker, and himself… it wasn't uncommon for it to just be Eddy and his manager sometimes.

The fast food joint finally closed, shutting the outside lights off around midnight. The trio worked diligently and quickly to finish the clean up as fast as possible.

Eddy walked out of his work a little before one o'clock in the morning. He had his book bag over his shoulder once more, his work hat stuffed into it along with his hoodie. Eddy was usually hot after just getting off work; he would use the cool night air to cool off.

Eddy set about walking back to his cul-de-sac, but, before he could, his manager asked if he wanted a ride home. Eddy contemplated for only a moment before accepting the offer. Eddy climbed into the passenger seat of the vehicle and clicked his seat belt into place.

Eddy and his manager made small talk, his manager, being in their late 20s, talked about how he was going to go home and game for awhile. They got to discussing video games: their favorite game, best genre, etc. Before he knew it, his manager had slowed his old Honda outside Eddy's dark house.

With a swift 'thank you,' Eddy exited the vehicle and walked around to the side of the house, where a door led into his bedroom. Eddy stopped just before entering the residence, watching diligently from shadows as his manager swung his car around the cul-de-sac before pulling back out on the road. Eddy waited several minutes, ensuring the coast was clear before he silently made his way across his yard and into the street.

Eddy silently moved through his neighborhood, eyes kept at a constant motion as he began to cut through Jimmy's side yard. Eddy climbed through thick brush and crossed over the creek, only to end up at the entrance to the junkyard.

Eddy subconsciously moved through the piles of scrap and junk, closing in on the familiar purple van that used to be his hideout when he was younger. Quietly, Eddy opened the back of the scrappy van, slowly climbing into the red, shaggy interior. As Eddy closed the door to the van, he pulled his cellphone from his pocket and used the flashlight to see. Eddy placed his phone, light up, on the old, purple comforter as he slung his backpack to one side of the van. He glanced over his small amount of possessions and reached for the baby wipes. Eddy quickly and methodically wiped down his body with said wipes before he pulled a loose pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt from the small pile of clothes he had.

Once changed, Eddy grabbed his phone and shut off the light, casting him into a eerie darkness that he had grown accustomed to.

'Fuck… I should've gotten lunch today.' Eddy thought as his stomach gave a loud grumble in hunger. Not wanting to dwell on his near constant hunger, Eddy opened up his phone, taking the time to send Kevin a text that he made it back safely before he went through his social media profiles.

When Eddy got off his phone and laid down on the ragged mattress, the comforter stinking of musk, he willed his tears back as the weight of his life slammed back onto his shoulders once more.

At the start of the year, Eddy decided it was time to come out to his family… so he did. He always thought his parents would love him unconditionally… turns out, their love was very conditional.

Eddy had been backhanded by his father while his mother wept on the sofa. They never thought their own child would be so ' immoral'… It hurt, he wasn't going to lie. It stung like a bitch when his parents called him vulgar names. But nothing hurt more than his parents telling him that if he was going to be a 'faggot,' then he wasn't going to be one under their roof. So, they tossed him out. He was allowed to grab a small amount of clothes and very few personal items before his dad literally threw him from the house.

Eddy had tried to get back into his old room after a couple of days of allowing his parents to calm down. He found that the locks had been changed… not only on his bedroom door, but on the front and back door as well.

That's how Eddy found himself, abandoned and homeless at 17. He didn't want to burden anyone else, nor did he want to share his shame… so, Eddy had made a makeshift home out of his old hangout. No one ever came to the junkyard anymore, at least, not anyone he knew.

Eddy had been secretly living in the old, run down van for nearly two and a half months. However, it seemed that no matter how much time had passed, he always found himself utterly devastated every time he laid down in the musty, old bed every night. Most nights, the devastation became too much, and Eddy would end up sobbing himself to sleep… not that anyone was around to hear his cries.

Tonight would be no different.


Eddy woke to sound of his phone's alarm screaming at him. Eddy grumbled, before snoozing the alarm. When his alarm went off again, Eddy sat up, stretching to loosen cramped muscles. The old mattress was uncomfortable at the least.

Yawning, Eddy reached for the baby wipes again and proceeded to wipe away the musty scent of the bed he had been using. Once finished, Eddy shuffled through what little clothes he had, until he finally settled on a pair of grey sweats and a Beatles t-shirt.

Once dressed, Eddy grabbed a bottle of water out of the pack he bought and grabbed his toothbrush and toothpaste. Eddy opened the back of the van as he brushed his teeth, using the bottled water to rinse his mouth out and clean his toothbrush. Once Eddy was finished, he climbed out of the retro van and closed the doors.

Eddy walked towards the outhouse not far from him; he never questioned why it was there… he was just thankful that it was. After relieving himself, Eddy grabbed the compact hand sanitizer that he kept near the porterhouse and doused his hands with it.

Eddy pulled out his phone and checked the time: 8:30. Sighing, Eddy began his trek back to the houses, his feet moving swiftly, yet quietly. As Eddy neared Jimmy's yard, he stopped behind a rather thick tree, peeking over the side to watch each of the windows on the back of Jimmy's house. When he was satisfied, he quickly looked over at Nazz's windows, looking for any sign of movement. With nothing happening in either houses, Eddy power-walked through the yard, across the street, and to the side of his house.

Eddy sat out of view for nearly twenty minutes, before the sound of a garage door opened up. Eddy stood from his seated position and walked towards Kevin's house. Since being homeless, Eddy had made it a habit to meet up with Kevin early in the morning when the jock began his workout routine.

Eddy rounded the side of Kevin's house, watching as the red head pulled on a pair of shoes. Eddy walked into the slightly cool interior of the garage, a small smile on his face as Kevin looked over at him.

"Mornin'," Kevin said as he sat down on his bench, warming up his muscles with a light weight.

"Mornin' hot stuff," Eddy said with a bright smile. Kevin snorted at the nickname, but said nothing else as he continued his warm ups.

"Did ya have a good night?" Kevin asked as he switched out his weights.

"Oh… yeah. Worked, got back, did a little social media, and went to bed." Eddy offered up, taking a seat on Kevin's weight-lifting machine – the jock always preferred free weights for some reason.

Kevin hummed in response, focusing on keeping form with his weight lifting. Eddy sat quietly to the side, watching his boyfriend's muscles bulge under the weight they were lifting.

'Fuck… he's hot.' Eddy thought as he drooled over the red head. The duo ideally chatted while Kevin went through his routine, Eddy handing the jock his water every now and then.

Some time passed before Kevin finished his last rep, his body glistening in a light sheen of sweat. Kevin rested on his bench for a moment, allowing sore muscles to breathe. Eddy stood from his position and straddled Kevin's lap. Ignoring the slight stickiness of sweat, Eddy quickly leaned forward and kissed Kevin.

The red head reached out and settled his hands on Eddy's hips, his tongue slipping out to gently pry Eddy's mouth opened. The two continued their slow make-out session, each taking their sweet time to map out the other's mouth.

"I think you need to do cardio," Eddy said when they pulled apart, a sly smile on his lips. Kevin laughed, his hands pulling Eddy tighter to him.

"Oh yeah? What do you suggest?" Kevin said, mischief dwelling in his green eyes. Eddy grinned wickedly before he rolled his hips down into the red head's lap, eliciting a moan from the older teen.

"I'm sure you can think of somethin'," Eddy whispered between them, his smaller frame moving in to seal their lips together once more.

Kevin, impossibly turned on, kissed Eddy hard, making his lips plump from the abuse. Kevin roughly grabbed Eddy and ground his groin upwards into Eddy's, causing the smaller male to gasp from pleasure.

When they pulled apart, Kevin leaned forward and took Eddy's earlobe into his mouth, his teeth lightly teasing the flesh. Eddy groaned, his back arching with the pleasure.

"I should fuck you right here, with the garage wide open, so everyone can see…" Kevin teasingly whispered into Eddy's ear, making him mewl. "You'd like that… wouldn't you? Being put on display so everyone knows who you belong to."

Eddy groaned loudly at Kevin's dirty talk, the red head getting him more and more worked up. In retaliation, Eddy ground his hips his Kevin's, making the jock groan lowly at the friction.

"Ke-Kevin… please," Eddy begged, body already trembling from his desire.

Kevin pushed Eddy off his lap, to which the smaller boy voiced his disapproval. Kevin stood and quickly took Eddy by the hand and led him into the house, up the stairs, and into the jock's bedroom. Kevin shut the door behind them, more so out of habit than anything else.

Kevin roughly pushed Eddy onto his bed, taking very little time to climb over his lover. Eddy spread his thighs, allowing Kevin's bulky frame to nestle between them. As Kevin captured Eddy's lips in a passionate tango, he rolled his hips into Eddy's, drinking up his loud moan.

Kevin pulled back and immediately attacked Eddy's neck, peppering it with love bites and kisses, stopping every now and then to suck on a sensitive spot of flesh.

Eddy mewled and panted under the red head, loudly voicing his appreciation. Kevin reached down and pulled at the hem of Eddy's shirt, causing the shorter male to sit up slightly so his shirt could be pulled over his head.

Kevin pressed a hand to Eddy's chest, pushing the younger male roughly into the mattress below him. Kevin swooped down, his mouth attacking Eddy's neck and collarbone once more, before slowly going down to take one of Eddy's nipples into his mouth. He gently bit down on the perky bud, causing Eddy to arch into his body.

"Oh… fuck," Eddy moaned, one hand coming to rest in the jock's red hair while another grabbed the blanket tightly. Kevin rolled the bud around his mouth, alternating between sucking and biting. When Kevin was satisfied that the bud had been thoroughly abused, he moved over to it's brethren, repeating the process.

Eddy, not being able to stand the torture anymore, pulled Kevin's head up and kissed him, frenzied with want and need. Kevin hummed into his mouth, eagerly accepting Eddy's affection.

As they remained lip-locked, Eddy rested one of his hands on the red head's neck, his fingers teasingly ghosting over the sensitive flesh behind Kevin's ear. Eddy's other, more adventurous, hand reached down between them and lightly traced his fingers over the bulge in his lover's pants. Kevin pulled away from the kiss, a hiss escaping him as Eddy repeated the action, his fingers trailing slightly harder. Kevin's head dropped to Eddy's shoulder, a low groan filling the air as Eddy slipped past the waistband of Kevin's black sweatpants, his fingers dancing lightly over the head of Kevin's cock.

Eddy took the opportunity to retaliate, his own mouth working over the red head's neck, teeth lightly nipping sensitive flesh here and there. At the same time, Eddy gripped the tip of Kevin's cock, teasing the slit at the head by slowly running his thumb over it.

"Fuck, Eddy," Kevin groaned, his lips crashing against Eddy's in a sloppy, wet kiss. Eddy teased the head of Kevin's cock again, pulling his hand away when the red head rocked into his fingers. Kevin growled in frustration when Eddy kept his fingers just a hair away from contact.

Kevin pulled back from the kiss, a devious look on his face as he swiftly leant down and bit Eddy's collarbone. Hard. Eddy gasped in pleasurable pain, his back arching deeply into Kevin's body above. Blue eyes nearly rolled backwards as a strong shiver raced up his spine.

Kevin gently kissed the spot in a false apology, his teeth slightly sinking into flesh again in a silent warning that he would do it again.

Eddy mewled, his hands pulling at Kevin's loose, red tank top, wanting to feel Kevin's skin on his own. Taking the hint, Kevin sat back and pulled the tank off, tossing it behind his shoulder as he sat back on his knees.

With a swift move, Kevin reached over into his side dresser, hands deftly grabbing the bottle of lubricant he kept there. Pulling the bottle from it's hiding place, Kevin tossed it onto the bed next to Eddy's trembling frame.

Kevin slide down the bed slightly so that his head came to Eddy's lower belly. Kevin mouthed over Eddy's clothed cock, causing the young teen to choke back a moan.

Kevin teasingly nipped at the flesh just below Eddy's navel, loving the way his lover jumped and trembled at the contact. Kevin reached up and grabbed the waistband on Eddy's sweats, swiftly pulling them down and off in one fluid motion.

"Commando, huh?" Kevin said, a smirk on his face as he watched Eddy's body be revealed, inch by inch. Eddy blushed, mumbling a quiet 'you like it' as he laid bare under his lover's darkening green eyes.

Kevin settle back into place, his mouth moving slowly over the skin just above Eddy' cock. The smaller male groaned as Kevin blew hot breath over his hard member. Eddy nearly sobbed as Kevin took hold of his member and swallowed the tip, his head shoving roughly into the pillow beneath his head.

A long, loud moan echoed through Kevin's room as he swallowed more of Eddy's member, before slowly… so slowly, dragging his lips up the length of Eddy's cock. Kevin pulled off of Eddy with a wet 'pop'.

"Kevin…" Eddy gutturally groaned. Kevin simply patted Eddy's thighs, signally that he wanted Eddy to spread them. Spread them, he did, his thighs falling open to display both his member and his tight hole.

Kevin grabbed the forgotten bottle of lube and thoroughly lubricated his fingers. Reaching down, Kevin slowly smeared the excess lube over Eddy's puckered hole. When he was satisfied, Kevin pressed a digit to Eddy's entrance, teasing it slightly before pushing his finger into the tight warmth.

Eddy gasped, his back arching slightly at the sensation. When Kevin began to move his finger back and forth, Eddy gave a soft moan, encouraging his lover. Kevin leaned back down and took Eddy' member back into his mouth while pushing a second finger into the loosening hole.

"Oh… fuck, fuck, fuck!" Eddy chanted as Kevin sucked on his member while pumping his two fingers in and out of him. Kevin pumped his fingers in slowly, making sure to thoroughly stretch Eddy's tight entrance before he slowly pushed in a third finger.

Eddy gave a whine of pleasure and pain, Kevin doubling his efforts to pleasure Eddy, quickly setting a steady bobbing pace over the younger teen's cock. Kevin's lips would slide down Eddy's hard member just as he pushed all three fingers into Eddy's sensitive channel.

When Eddy's small whimpers of pain faded, Kevin pushed in his last finger, stretching Eddy wide enough to take his own aching cock. Eddy gasped at the sensation, his back arching, one hand settling on the back of Kevin's bobbing head, while the other reached lower and grasped the jock's wrist.

Before long, Eddy's body began to rock against both sensations, his cock pushing into Kevin's mouth while his body pushed back on the fingers deep inside him. Kevin maneuvered his fingers, twisting them until he eventually hit Eddy's spot, the smaller teen moaning loudly as he did so.

Kevin set a brutal pace, fingering Eddy's entrance hard and fast, fingers pressing against Eddy's prostate every time. Kevin took Eddy's length in fully, swallowing around the hard member as Eddy moans grew more frenzied.

Eddy used his leverage on Kevin's wrist to fuck himself back onto the red head's fingers, pushing them hard into his spot, holding them there for a moment and grinding down onto them.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," Eddy sobbed, the pleasure becoming too much, "I'm gonna cum… Ke-Kevin!"

Hearing Eddy's declaration, Kevin sucked harder on Eddy's cock while he pushed his fingers into Eddy's loosened hole, mercilessly pushing into Eddy's sweet spot over and over again, causing a never ending cascade of pleasure.

A mantra of 'I'm cumming' spilled out of Eddy's mouth as his back arched, a sob of ecstasy ringing loudly in the silence as Eddy came. Kevin moaned lowly, the older teen swallowing Eddy's spent. Eddy's hole tightened against Kevin's fingers, the red head repeatedly pushing against the prostate, even as Eddy began to come down from his high, a sob on his lips as the sensation became to much.

Kevin pulled off Eddy's softening member, his eyes watching as he continued to pound Eddy's sweet spot. He didn't stop until Eddy had tears in his eyes, his fingers pulling slowly out of his warm channel.

Eddy laid gasping beneath his lover, his body twitching every now and then from pleasure. Kevin gently laid over Eddy's flushed, sweaty frame, his lips delivering soothingly sweet kisses to Eddy's lips and cheeks.

Kevin began to lightly nip Eddy' neck as Eddy wrapped his arms around Kevin's shoulders. A low moan escaped his bruised lips as Kevin's thick length dug into his groin.

Kevin pulled away and sat back, spilling more lubricant onto his hand as he stroked his length. Kevin shuddered at the sensation, before lowering back down onto Eddy, his member rubbing back and forth over Eddy's loosened entrance.

Eddy gave a hard 'mmph', his body shivering as the head of Kevin's member passed over his entrance, the red head pushing in slightly, just enough for Eddy to feel the stretch.

Kevin continue to tease Eddy's fluttering entrance, drinking in the soft moans spilling from the other's lips. Just as Kevin pushed the head of his thick cock into Eddy, the smaller teen forced out a 'wait'.

Kevin immediately paused, concern welling up for his boyfriend. Eddy, with shaky arms, pushed up against Kevin, forcing the teen to sit back. Eddy pushed Kevin more, moving the red head onto his back before he straddled his lover's waist.

Kevin's hands automatically clenched onto Eddy's hips, crushing them in a bruising grip as Eddy ground his wet hole unto Kevin's stiff member. Eddy leaned down and gave the red head a sloppy kiss, one hand reaching underneath him to hold Kevin's member steady as he began to lower down onto it.

Eddy's mouth opened in a silent moan, his body sinking down onto Kevin's cock until it was buried to the hilt in him. Eddy gave himself a moment, adjusting to the size of his partner before he slowly rolled his hips.

Eddy bit his lips and Kevin's cock pressed deep into him, the head brushing against his spot. Eddy rolled his hips again, and then again, absolutely addicted to the feeling of that thick cock moving in him.

Kevin grunted under the ministrations, his hips rolling upwards to match Eddy's. The red head seared his lover's face into memory: bruised lips open in a sobbing moan, darkened blue eyes staring deep into his own, cheeks flush red from exertion and arousal, black hair tousled from earlier…

"Fuck, you're gorgeous," Kevin hissed, his words like a whispered prayer.

Eddy moaned loudly at the comment and, with the next roll of his hips, he pulled up away from the base of Kevin's cock, the hard length sliding in and out of his wet hole. Eddy lifted up more, forcing the hard member to spread him open as he slide back down.

Eddy set a slow, steady pace, his hips lifting up before rolling back down, the blunt head of the cock digging into his spot. Kevin groaned as he watched with rapture, shuddering every time Eddy lifted up, his own hips rolling with the younger teen's motion.

Eddy placed his hands on Kevin's muscled chest, gaining leverage. Eddy lifted up off the cock in him, pausing momentarily at the head, before dropping his hips back down, forcing a moan from both parties. Eddy repeated the action over and over again, each time allowing gravity to take effect as he slammed back down. Eddy quickened his pace, until he was bouncing on Kevin's thick cock, the blunt head scraping against his prostate.

"Of fuck!" Eddy cried out as he continued to work Kevin's member, the red head's hands helping him to lift up. Together they set a steady pace, Eddy lifting up until just the head remained before slamming back down. The mattress below them bounced with their activity.

Kevin groaned as Eddy' hole swallowed him once more, his hands moving to grip Eddy's spread cheeks, squeezing a handful of each before he slapped the right cheek, eliciting a sharp moan from Eddy. So Kevin did it again. The third time Kevin slapped Eddy's ass, he slammed his cock up into that warmth as Eddy pushed down.

Shuddering with pleasure, Eddy leaned forward slightly, angling his hips back before he began to ride Kevin's member enthusiastically. Eddy slammed his hips down onto the cock spearing him open, moans continuously spilling from his lips.

Eddy shifted slightly, Kevin's hard member slamming into his sweet spot. Eddy picked up the pace, his hips moving in a desperate attempt to chase the pleasure pouring into every ounce of his being. Kevin helped, slamming upward into Eddy's abused hole, his hands simultaneously rocking Eddy's hips as well.

"Ah fuck… Oh! God!" Eddy moaned his voice loud, echoing in the quiet room. Eddy sobbed as Kevin sent unending pleasure shooting up and down his spine, a string of 'fuck me' spilling from plump lips.

Eddy's hips began to take shallower thrusts as his peak approached. Kevin rocked his hips up into Eddy once more before pulling out completely.

Kevin manhandled Eddy onto his back, spreading his legs over his shoulders and nearly folding the small frame in half. Kevin reach down and grabbed his aching member, shoving it in to the hilt. Eddy moaned as Kevin pulled back out, slamming back in, forcing Eddy's eyes to roll to the back of his head. Kevin repeated the action once more, before fucking into Eddy at a rapid pace, his cock head pounding into Eddy's spot without mercy.

"Oh! Fuck, yes… fuck," Eddy mewled as his lover brought him closer and closer to completion, "Oh, God! Fuck me there… Fuck, there…. Ooh, shit."

Kevin shifted a hand between them, calloused fingers wrapping around Eddy's aching member, pumping in time with his thrusts. Eddy lasted only moments longer, before spilling his cum across both of their chests.

As Eddy sobbed through his second orgasm, Kevin continued to pound into Eddy's tightening hole, chasing his own completion. The red head's thrust grew shallower, still pumping into the malleable body beneath him. Eddy's shaky hands came up to grasp his cheeks, pulling his lover into a sloppy kiss.

"Fuck… Kevin. Cum in me," Eddy mewled as he pulled back, feeling the red head shudder at his words before his hips quickened, a low moan falling from the red head's lips. The jock's hips thrust a few more times before stilling in Eddy beneath him, his cum filling up Eddy's insides. Eddy moaned painfully as Kevin rocked his cock into his sweet spot repeatedly, his load spurting out and sending Eddy through a small orgasm.

As Eddy and Kevin came down from their shared high, each peppered the other in tender kisses, their bodies gasping for air. Kevin pulled out of Eddy, his spilled cum dripping out of the slightly gaping hole.

Kevin settled beside Eddy as the younger male rolled into Kevin's side, his head resting on the jock's chest. Eddy listened to the frantic thumping of the older teen's heart even out, body coming back into control as they settled down. Eddy placed light butterfly kisses on Kevin's chest as the jock wrapped an arm around his waist.

Several minutes passed in silence, the duo simply enjoying each other's company. Every now and then their lips would come together in a kiss, tongues slowly dancing back and forth before pulling apart.

Eddy eventually sat up, his body elongating in a full body stretch, hands coming down to hold onto the muscled arms wrapping around his waist. Eddy gave a small hum of content as Kevin placed chaste kisses along his neck and collar bone.

"I need a shower." Eddy murmured after some time had passed. He could feel the red head's grin against his shoulder. He knew it was coming before the words even left the jock's mouth.

"Wanna shower together?"

"You're such a horn dog." Eddy said as he rolled his eyes, hand slapping his lover's wandering one on his thigh.

"You make me horny," Kevin replied, a smirk on his features as his one hand ghosted over Eddy's sensitive side. Eddy blushed at his words, the declaration making him slightly uncomfortable.

"You're delusional." Eddy whispered, his words spoken so softly that Kevin had to strain to hear them. When he did, a frown pulled at his features.

"Babe, you're beautiful," Kevin started but was interrupted by Eddy's denial.

"No, I'm not…" Eddy said, his blue eyes looking at everything but Kevin's own green ones, "You… You're gorgeous… and I'm… just not."

"Stop that," Kevin hissed, frustration at Eddy's inability to see his own self worth making him sound harsher than he wanted to, "You know I hate it when you talk down about yourself."

Eddy simply shrugged his shoulders, forcing a growl from the red head as he grabbed the shorter male's chin a little harder than he intended to. Kevin forced Eddy to look him in the eyes, which he did so reluctantly.

"I want you, Eddy. No one else; just you." Kevin sternly whispered, his lips brushing lightly against Eddy's swollen lips. The shorter male gave a mild nod, though Kevin could still see the doubt lingering in his younger lover's gaze.

Kevin placed a gentle kiss on Eddy' lips before he stood from the bed, the blush darkening on Eddy's cheeks for an entirely different reason.

"So… shower?" Kevin asked, his hand outstretched in invitation for Eddy. The smaller of the two took his outstretched hand, and they disappeared into the bathroom.

Eddy's whimper faded into a loud, drawn out whine as Kevin filled him for the second time that day, his own finish washing down the drain.

As Kevin pulled out, Eddy's trembling legs threatened to give out underneath him. Eddy took several shuddering breaths, his body leaning back against his boyfriend's.

"I thought we were here to get clean?" Eddy teased, a lopsided grin on his face as he looked over his shoulder at the red head.

"Is that what we were doing?" Kevin teased back, his strong arms turning Eddy around, leaning down to rest his forehead against the other's. Green eyes gazed into blue ones as a dreamy smile spread over the older teen's lips.

"Love ya." Kevin whispered into the space between them, causing Eddy to simultaneously melt and blush. Eddy didn't think he'd ever get over how those words made him feel: both giddy and doubtful all at the same time.

"Love ya too." Eddy quietly whispered back before they fell into a slow kiss. When they separated, Eddy pulled away from the jock's muscular body, causing the red head to grumble in disapproval.

"Well, time to get ya cleaned." Eddy exclaimed as he picked up a wash cloth and the bar of soap. Kevin snorted in amusement before he spread his arms out as much as he could in the tight shower, waiting for the younger teen to lather him up. He, instead, got a face full of wash cloth as Eddy tossed it at him, small hand reaching to forcibly place the soap in one of Kevin's calloused ones.

"Clean yourself," Eddy snickered, giving a devious grin as the jock pulled the now sopping wet cloth off of his face. Kevin, refusing to pout in front of the younger teen, rolled his eyes in exasperation instead.

15 minutes later, both teens were showered, wrapping matching forest green towels around their waist to dry. They both stood in front of the bathroom mirror, Eddy standing in front of Kevin, whose arms trapped him against the sink.

Eddy was mapping his new bruises, as Kevin combed back his still dripping hair. Eddy huffed, slightly annoyed that the red head had left marks on him… AGAIN.

He opened his mouth to say as much, but the sight of his half naked boyfriend behind caused him to swallow his complaints.

Eddy would never know why someone like Kevin would choose to date someone like him. Kevin was everything Eddy wanted to be: tall, popular, good at sports, and just really damn hot. Eddy tried not to let his own self-hatred take over, as he, once again, compared himself to his older lover.

Unlike Kevin, who towered above Eddy at 6'2, Eddy had stopped growing at around 5'4, causing the smaller male to be incredibly self conscious of his height. Eddy also noted the differences in their bodies: Kevin being far bulkier with muscles, yet Eddy was slightly curvy – not as much as he used to be, since food was hard to come by now… but still enough for Eddy's mind to notice.

"Ready to get dressed?" Kevin asked, breaking Eddy out of his souring thoughts. The two lovers walked back into Kevin's bedroom, each pulling on their clothing.

"Fuck… I'm starving," Eddy complained once they were dressed, his stomach giving a loud grumble.

"Wanna go out?" Kevin asked as he looked around his room for his wallet. Eddy quietly sat on Kevin's messy bed while the red head seemingly tore his room apart looking for the missing item.

"You buyin'?" Eddy asked as he cleared his throat, catching Kevin's attention. Eddy mockingly pointed at said wallet sitting, plain-as-day on the nightstand.

"Fuckin' smart-ass," Kevin grumbled as he went to grab the black wallet, stuffing it into the right pocket of his jeans, "'course I'm buyin'."

The two teens left Kevin's bedroom, descended the stairs, stopping momentarily to slip on shoes before leaving the house altogether.

They made their way over to Kevin's car, one that he had been rebuilding since he got his license. It wasn't anything showy, but what it lacked in appearance, it more than made up for it under the hood. At one point, Kevin had told Eddy that he contemplating on leaving his car's shitty appearance, if only to fuck with the gear heads that lost races to him.

Eddy climbed into the passenger bucket seat, strapping into the neon blue harness belts. Once both teens were settled, Kevin started the engine, listening to it roar to life and then purr in idling.

"Where ya wanna go?" Kevin asked as he floored it out of the cul-de-sac, some of the neighbors giving him disapproving looks as he did so.

"Anything… as long as I can eat." Eddy said, his body being pushed into the seat when Kevin raced down the highway.

"Drive like a normal person, will ya?" Eddy hollered as he was thrown into the door from Kevin taking a corner too fast. Kevin grumbled under his breath, but slowed down anyway.

Eventually, Kevin pulled his car into the parking lot of a local fast food joint.

"Really?" Eddy said unamused as he recognized the building. Kevin gave him a shit-eating grin.

"You said anything." Kevin taunted as they climbed out of the car. Eddy just gave him the side eye.

"You're pea-sized brain couldn't think of anything better?" Eddy countered as they started walking towards the establishment.

"Oh! I'm sorry; is his majesty displeased?" Kevin laughed, only getting the middle finger in response from his younger lover. Kevin took two long strides, beating Eddy to the door, opening it for his boyfriend, whom he knew would be irked by the gesture.

Nonetheless, Eddy walked into his place of work, recognizing a few faces behind the counter. The duo walked up and ordered before going to fill their cups with their drink of choice. The duo stood together, leaning against the railing as they waited for their food. They made small talk as they waited, Kevin still teasing Eddy much to the younger's chagrin.

As their food order was called, Kevin handed his drink off to Eddy as he went up and retrieved their tray. Eddy moved to one of the booths in the back, tucked in the corner of the establishment. Kevin followed, placing their tray down before the duo tucked into their food.

Kevin absentmindedly ate his meal as he watched Eddy practically devour his own.

"Guess you were hungry." Kevin said, amused as Eddy choked down several fries.

"Dude, slow down." Kevin said as Eddy continued to shovel his food in.

"I can't help it… It's been, like, a week since I've eaten." Eddy mumbled, sipping his drink to wash down his food.

Kevin froze, his own half eaten burger hanging in mid-air as Eddy's words registered in his head. Kevin set his food down, concern painting his features.

"What 'ya mean 'it's been a week?'" Kevin asked. Eddy tensed at the question, repeatedly berating himself internally for the slipup. "Eddy-"

"It's nothin'. Don't worry about it." Eddy said dismissively, hoping the jock would drop the subject.

"No, it's not nothing. Are you starving yourself?" Kevin asked, his voice both concerned and disapproving at the same time.

"What!" Eddy hissed, irritation dripping in his voice, "No! It's not like that!"

"Then what is it like?" Kevin hissed, his green eyes boring into Eddy, who shifted uncomfortably under the other's gaze.

"Nothin'!" Eddy protested, his own eyes narrowing in a glare, "Just drop it!"

"No, I won't 'just drop it'," Kevin hissed again, his concern deepening as Eddy continually dismissed him, "Been a week… What the hell are ya talking about?"

"Just fucking drop it already!" Eddy seethed, his frustration and desperation getting the better of him. It took a moment for him to realize that he had said his last statement loudly enough that some of the other patrons and staff were watching them.

Embarrassed and ashamed, Eddy quickly stood from the small booth and stormed out of the establishment. His small strides carried him across the parking lot before Kevin caught up to him, grabbing his arm to get him to stop moving.

"What?" Eddy whipped around, anger clouding his voice.

"The fuck is your problem?" Kevin asked, his own anger starting to take over.

"You! You're my problem!" Eddy yelled, not caring if bystanders watched them, "Why can't you just drop the fucking subject?"

"How was I supposed to act. You just admitted to not eating for a week and I'm just supposed to be all honky dory!" Kevin sneered, his own voice rising to match Eddy's.

"Just stop!" Eddy yelled, his arms gesturing wildly between the two with his resentment, "I'm not starving myself!"

"Then what the fuck is it? Huh?!" Kevin yelled back his grip tightening on Eddy's arm. The smaller teen snarled in anger, forcibly pulling his arm away and storming down the street.

"Why can't you just talk to me?" Kevin yelled after him, making Eddy's eyes fill with unshed tears. He made it a block before he heard the purr of his boyfriend's engine pull up beside him.

"Get in," Kevin said, leaning over the passenger seat to be heard, his car creeping forward at a snail's pace. Eddy ignored Kevin, continuing to storm down the sidewalk instead.

"Get in the car," Kevin commanded, irritation in his voice as Eddy continued to act as if he wasn't there.

"Damn it, Eddy," Kevin sneered, his patience finally wearing thin, "Get in the goddamn car!"

But Eddy didn't, instead he yelled at the red head to 'fuck off', which he admits he immediately regretted once the words left his mouth. Eddy paused, getting ready to turn to Kevin and apologize, but Kevin had floored it, leaving Eddy to watch the car disappear in the distance.

Eddy choked back a sob as a few tears slid down his face, all-the-while an internal dialog of self-loathing and brutal insults bounced around his brain.

'Fuck…' Eddy thought as he made his way, not to the cul-de-sac, but to his lonely dwelling in the junkyard.

'Where pieces of shit, like me, belong.' Eddy thought to himself, causing a few more tears to slip down his cheeks unnoticed.


When Eddy finally climbed inside the shaggy interior of the van, he was both mentally and physically exhausted. He climbed onto the lumpy mattress of the bed, slowly resting on his side.

Eddy wiped away straggling tears, holding down the sobs that so desperately wanted to leave him.

It was his own fault, though. He had let his pride get in-between his relationship. Instead of coming clean about his predicament, Eddy had chosen his anger above all else, letting his words get away from him, causing a rift between Kevin and himself.

Kevin had only been concerned and, instead of taking that at face value, Eddy had decided to throw it back in the jock's face; instead, turning his concern into a spiteful argument.

Maybe his parents had been right about all of the horrible things they said… Maybe he really was just an immoral fuckup…

Eddy couldn't stop the flow of tears if he tried, his small frame curling into a ball as he softly sobbed away his sorrows.


When Eddy opened his tired eyes, it was dark out, the van cast in a thick blackness he had become accustomed to. Eddy brought a hand up to rub at his eyes, realizing that he must have fallen asleep at some point.

Eddy laid in a muted silence, his mind numb from earlier. It wasn't until he heard the gravel shift outside of the van that Eddy came back to himself. Eddy listened closely, hoping he was just imagining the noise. But it happened again, the sound of rock shifting underfoot. It sounded like someone was walking around the outside of the van.

It wasn't until a yank of one of the back door handles, that Eddy froze, his eyes wide as fear crept through his veins. The van rocked again when the handle was yanked once more, the locked door not budging. The handle was repeatedly yanked before the unknown intruder seemed to give up.

Eddy sat up quietly, his breathing panicked, a hand clamping over his mouth to muffle any noise that might leave him. He could hear the footsteps move away from the backdoor to the side, moving towards the front of the van.

The van rocked violently as the figure pulled on the driver's side door only to find that, too, was locked. The unknown person yanked the handle a few more times, before beating on the window, causing Eddy to jump from terror.

Eddy's entire body was shaking in fear as he watched the silhouette of the person move about the front of the van, featureless eyes trying to see into the dilapidated vehicle.

"I know you're in there," a disembodied voice taunted. Eddy froze, sheer terror crashing over every sense of his body. He barely stifled a sob of fear as a loud screeching came from outside as the unknown person dragged something metallic down the length of the van.

"Little pig, little pig," the disembodied voice mocked, as the metallic sound was heard again, screeching along the other side of the van. Eddy was sure he was beginning to hyperventilate.

Absolute horror raced up Eddy's spine as the figure appeared in the passenger window. Eddy knew, just knew that the person outside of his van was looking directly at him. A sob of sheer terror escaped him as his suspensions were confirmed when the unknown figure waved a dark, silhouetted hand in his direction.

Eddy slid further away from the front of the van as he saw what he swears was a knife of some kind.

'Help… Someone help…' he pleaded in his mind, terror filled eyes watching the waving hand lower to yank on that door as well. The van rocked with the motion once more.

"Go away," Eddy whispered as he watched the figure pull at the door a few more times, before using the blunt end of his knife to pound against the passenger window.

"Let me in!" the disembodied voice hissed as he pounded on the window a few more times.

Eddy reached for his phone, his fingers barely able to hold the device steady as he tried to unlock his phone. Eddy whimpered in utter despair as he realized his phone was dead, refusing to even power on the screen.

'No, no, no, no, no…' Eddy pleaded in his mind, limp hands dropping the phone as he curled in on himself.

Eddy trembled, listening to the unknown figure repeatedly beat on the sides of the van, the metallic thudding ringing in his ears.

"Let me in. Let me in. Let me in!" the voice taunted as the person used their body weight to violently rock the van back and forth, causing a choked scream of terror to escape Eddy.

The unknown person continued to taunt Eddy for hours before the small male finally heard the shuffle of footsteps leading away from the van.

Eddy refused to close his eyes that night; his taunt body jumping at the smallest of sounds.


When day broke, Eddy peaked all around the van, turning and twisting to see if he could see anyone around. When he spotted nothing, Eddy cautiously unlocked the back of the van, peaking his head out, making sure the coast was clear.

Once he was sure he was alone, Eddy softly climbed out of the van before practically sprinting away. He didn't stop until he was panting at the side of his house, just out of view. Eddy slowly slid down the exterior of his former home, heart still thudding with fear.

Eddy waited on the side of his house until the sun was halfway across the sky, the blaring beam of the sun beating down on his reddening body. Eventually, Eddy stood from his position and quietly walked over to Kevin's house, hesitantly ringing the doorbell after several minutes ticked by.

No answer came.

A frown pulled at his features, seeing the jock's car in the driveway. He knew the red head had to be home or, at the very least, close by.

'Maybe he's at Rolf's?' Eddy thought as he walked away from the seemingly empty house.

Eddy attempted to knock on Ed's door, but Sarah had answered, and, in a bitterly, vicious voice and said that Ed was grounded before slamming the door in his face. Huffing a sigh, Eddy made his way over to Double D's house but got the same unresponsiveness he received at Kevin's.

'Well, shit… Now what do I do?'


He had spent all of his Sunday aimlessly wandering around and, when night fell, he chose not to go back to the junkyard, still traumatized from the night before. Instead, he found an unlocked shed in the back of Johnny's yard, were he slept on the cold, concrete ground, the putrid smell of gasoline and oil thick in the air.

It had been as unpleasant as it sounded, but Eddy got a small sense of peace of mind.

Eddy arrived bright and early to school on Monday morning. Eddy quietly traversed the hallways of his mostly empty school, exhausted body aimlessly walking the corridors until more and more students arrived. Eddy eventually sat on the front steps of their school, mindlessly watching various faces pass him by.

It was until Eddy spotted the two familiar faces of the Eds that he perked up a bit. He swiftly moved over to the duo, catching the tail end of Ed's rant about birds eating zombies and becoming some mutated hybrid beasts.

"Hey," Eddy said in his usual false bravado, causing the two Eds to stop their conversation and turn to him.

"Eddy!" Ed screamed as barreled forward, pulling the shorter male into a death hug, Eddy's face turning blue from the lack of oxygen.

"Ed!" Double D cried out, "Put Eddy down this instant!" the lithe teen said sternly, using his finger to motion for the tallest Ed to let go. Ed starred at him, confusion written on his for a moment.

"Okie dokie, Double D!" Ed yelled as he promptly let go of Eddy, who plopped to the concrete below him.

"Damn it, Ed," Eddy hissed as he fell to the ground, his bones jarring at the impact, "That fucking hurt!"

"Language, Eddy!" Double D said just as Ed gave a big laugh.

"Double D said to put you down and put you down I did." Ed laughed as Eddy grumbled, pulling himself from the floor.

"He didn't mean drop me you lugnut!" Eddy said as he pat some of the dirt from his clothing.

Double D gave him a large grin as he helped brush the dust from Eddy's clothing.

"How have you been these past few weeks, my friend?" Edd questioned once he was certain Eddy was as clean as possible. The question pulled a wince from his closest friend.

"Not so great, Sockhead." Eddy bitterly replied, body tensing when he spotted the tall, handsome figure that was Kevin moving through the throngs of people. Double D followed his line of sight, a thoughtful hum leaving him when he turned back to the shorter teen.

"Having a lover's spat?" the smart Edd questioned, watching as the deep frown pulled at his lips.

"Don't worry, Eddy," Double D said brightly, trying to cheer up the gloomy teen, "This, too, shall pass."

"I hope your right, Sockhead." Muttered Eddy quietly, a deep sorrow coming over him when Kevin caught his eye for a split second but kept moving.

The trio talked amongst themselves until the bell rang. Eddy followed his two closest pals into the school, parting ways after going to each of their lockers to grab supplies… or feed whatever was festering in Lumpy's locker.


The beginning of the morning passed relatively quickly, the bell ringing once more to signal the end of second period. Eddy had enough time to stop by the bathroom before proceeding to his next class.

Kevin was already in his seat by the time Eddy entered the room and sat down next to him. Every other day, they would have a class together. It used to be Eddy's favorite class, but today, it just seemed like he was walking into his own personal hell. Eddy glanced over at the red head, who was currently ignoring his presence and shifting through his phone.

"Hey," Eddy whispered shyly, trying to get the other's attention.

"Sup?" Kevin replied nonchalantly, his eyes still refusing to meet Eddy's own.

"You're mad at me." Eddy said it as a statement, only to be confirmed when the jock snorted dismissively at him.

As Eddy opened his mouth to apologize, Kevin cut him off, a defensive glare coming from the older teen as he hissed out. "I'm not about to get into it with you right now."

Eddy nodded, a lump forming in his throat that he tried to desperately swallow.

Class went by slowly, achingly so. Eddy was repeatedly distracted by Kevin, who would occasionally send an unnoticed text message when the teacher's back was turned. Eddy couldn't help the pang of jealousy at whoever was on the receiving end of those messages.

When class finished, Kevin left without so much as a word to him. It broke Eddy's heart, but he smothered his pain with his bravado.

It wasn't until lunchtime that Eddy had finally sent a text from his freshly charged phone to Kevin, asking to meet in their usual spot. Several minutes later, Eddy's phone buzzed.

Kevin: Meet at my car.

It was all the red head sent, leaving Eddy wondering why the jock would be at his vehicle with half a day of school left. As Eddy made his way out of the school and into the student parking lot, he found his heart thudding nervously in his chest.

Kevin was sitting in the driver's seat, his phone in his hands as his fingers danced over the keyboard, sending a message to another. As Eddy got close, he could hear the hard rock playing softly from the stereo.

"Kevin," Eddy both stated and questioned, his body tense as he leaned over the driver's side window. Kevin finished typing a message, before dubiously looking Eddy over.

"Get in," the red head commanded, giving Eddy pause before he complied. As the door to the automobile closed, Eddy shifted his body in the bucket seat enough to sit sideways, giving him an ample view of his older lover.

Silence stretched thick between them, the only sound being their breathing and the soft music playing quietly in the background.

"You're still mad at me," Eddy said after several minutes, getting an unreadable expression from the jock.

"Shouldn't be surprised," Kevin muttered, his own body shifting in his seat to better view his younger boyfriend.

"Wha?" Eddy asked in somewhat confusion. Seeing Eddy not get it, Kevin took a more direct approach.

"Who wouldn't be pissed," the red head snapped, "My own boyfriend would rather fight with me than tell me what's going on."

Eddy flinched, knowing the accusation to be entirely true. He could feel the tears welling up in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall.

"I didn't come here to argue," Eddy whispered, his anguish evident in his voice.

"The fuck are here for then?" Kevin hissed, his hard stare causing Eddy to shift uncomfortably.

"I'm sorry," Eddy started, hearing his voice tremble with his emotions. Kevin remained silent, though a sea of concern could be seen in his eyes as they softened.

"I'm so fucking sorry," Eddy sobbed as a few tears leaked from the corners of his eyes. Eddy violently wiped them away with the sleeve of his hoodie, "I'm sorry for being a shitty boyfriend, and I'm sorry for getting angry with you, and I'm sorry for being this," Eddy cried, gesturing to all of himself at the end of his last statement.

"You're not a shitty boyfriend." Kevin finally murmured after Eddy fell silent. The older teen reached over and gently wiped away a few tears sliding down Eddy's cheeks. Eddy let loose a hiccup sob as he shook his head.

"No… Eddy, look at me," Kevin said as he continued to wipe away his lover's tears, "You're not a bad boyfriend, okay?" Kevin said, leaning uncomfortably over his center console to press a delicate kiss to Eddy's lips.

"And I happen to love all of this," the red head said, gesturing to all of Eddy. Eddy let out a broken chuckle as his tears slowed down, "I'm just… really worried about you."

Eddy smiled mournfully, anxiety causing his hands to tremor slightly, "I know; I know."

"If ya know, then why won't ya just talk to me?" Kevin huffed tiredly, not an ounce of anger in his words.

"I can't..." Eddy whimpered quietly, his head hanging down as shame blossomed over his cheeks.

"Can't, or won't?" Kevin questioned, causing Eddy's lower lip to wobble in his distress.

"I want to tell you," Eddy said frantically, his hand shooting over to hold onto Kevin's, "But I don't want you leave me."

Now Kevin really had to know, his own nerves on edge after Eddy's declaration.

"Why would I leave you?" questioned Kevin hesitantly, his hand lightly squeezing the one in his own.

"'Cause you'll see just how much of a piece of trash I really am." Sniffed Eddy, his eyes lowering to look at lap. Several minutes of tense silence ticked by, a vast amount of scenarios running unchecked through the jock's mind.

"Did you…" Kevin paused in his question, pulling in a deep breath before he continued, "Did you cheat on me?"

Eddy looked absolutely horrified that his loyalty was even being questioned. Eddy yanked his hand out of Kevin's so quickly, it was as if he had been burned.

"What? No!" Eddy exclaimed, insulted that Kevin would ever think such a thing, "God, no! Why would even think that?"

"What else would it be?" Kevin asked as he quickly scrambled to do damage repair, "Cause that would be the only reason I'd leave ya!"

That got Eddy to smile, unintentionally, but it was a full-blown, genuine smile that lit up his face.

"You're such a hopeless romantic." Eddy said, his smile lingering on his face as a blush spread across Kevin's face.

"Whatever," the red head mumbled, "Are ya gonna tell me or not?"

Eddy's smiled warped into a neutral expression as the younger teen thought about his options. One on hand, he could tell his boyfriend everything… all of it… but fear held Eddy back. His own parents didn't want him anymore, so why would Kevin be any different. Despite what the jock claims, there was always a chance, however small it was, that Kevin wouldn't want him anymore either. Eddy wasn't ready to gamble on that just yet.

"Look," Eddy started, his pleading eyes begging Kevin to understand, "I'm fine; really, I am…" the younger teen started causing a heavy sigh to escape his lover. Before Kevin could interrupt him, Eddy held up his hand to stop him.

"If it ever changes… If I need help; I'll call you, okay?" Eddy pleaded, causing Kevin to rub his face in exasperation, know this was as good as he was gonna get out of Eddy.

"You swear?" Kevin asked as he look on in defeat, whatever Eddy was hiding, he wasn't willing to give it up just yet.

"Yes! Yes, I swear!" Eddy said a little too enthusiastically as Kevin gave in. Said red head simply pinched the bridge of his nose, his lips turned down in a frown as his green eyes open to look, really look, at Eddy.

The younger teen was exhausted, if the heavy dark circles under his eyes were any indication. His young lover had lost weight, as once form fitting clothing was now beginning to sag on Eddy's more slender frame. His once peach skin was darkened in a light tan, as if the teen spent every waking minute out in the sun.

Kevin couldn't help it, he was so unbelievably worried about the other teen. Yet, Eddy repeatedly refused his help; so the most he could do is try to be a better, more patient boyfriend to the struggling teen.

"Wanna go for a drive?" Kevin asked quietly as he returned to a normal position in his seat, Eddy doing the same as the jock started his car.

"And skip classes?" asked Eddy, even as he began to buckle himself into the seat, "I like me a bad boy."

Kevin gave a laugh as he shook his head at Eddy' antics, "You're such a dork."

Eddy gave a brilliant smile in response, "Yeah, but you love me anyway."

"Sometimes I wonder why?" Kevin said mockingly, missing the slight flinch from Eddy. The young teen played off the statement by sticking his tongue out at Kevin as the older teen pulled out of the student parking lot and took off.

The drove around for hours, stopping occasionally to grab snacks or use the bathroom at local gas stations. Eventually, Kevin pulled his car off the main road, driving up the overgrown, beaten path made years ago through dense trees. The road led to an old lookout point that used to be a lover's hangout until the path leading up became too weathered to traverse.

There was a second where Kevin thought his car wasn't going to make it to the clearing, but, by some small miracle, it did. The duo exited the car after Kevin placed it in park, walking over to the large boulders sprouting from the ground, climbing up on top of the rocks to take a seat and look out at the view.

'It's breath taking.' Eddy admitted to himself as he looked over their small town of Peach Creek. He could see from one end of the county to the other from this vantage point.

Eddy sat in between Kevin's legs, strong arms wrapped around him from behind. Eddy leaned back against his lover's chiseled chest as they relaxed into their surroundings. The air was cooler up here, making Eddy's skin break out into goosebumps, a slight shiver running up his spine.

They stayed silent, simply enjoying one another's company in their own little cove. Kevin reached up with one hand, gently grabbing Eddy's chin before turning the young teen to him, his lips smothering the other's in a sensuous kiss. Their tongues danced languidly together, Kevin expertly frenching Eddy as the smaller male moaned softly in response.

Nearly an hour passed as the two lovers remained in the same position on the boulders, lips locking in a steamy duel every so often. Eventually Eddy shifted, making to climb down from the rock he was sitting on.

"My fucking ass hurts," Eddy explained as he pulled away from the jock, "And not in a good way."

Kevin laughed as he, too, climbed down from the rock, dropping down right next to Eddy with a thud.

"Want me to make it better?" Kevin said suggestively as he grabbed a handful of Eddy's jean covered ass, pulling the smaller male to him.

"Fucking horn dog!" Eddy said as he pulled away, turning to fully face Kevin as he stepped back. Kevin was just about to pout, but stopped when Eddy ran a hand obscenely down his body, his blue eyes hooded with desire.

"You want me," Eddy breathlessly taunted, taking a swaying step back, a come hither look in his eyes.

"You wanna fuck me," Eddy teased again as he continued to erotically sway his hips as he backed into the hood of Kevin's car. Kevin released a throaty groan at his boyfriend's antics.

Eddy turned as he finally reached the cooled metal of Kevin's car hood, his eyes glancing teasingly back at Kevin as he twerked his ass some, noting how Kevin groaned unabashedly at the display.

'Gonna have to thank Lee for teaching me that.' Eddy mused to himself as he watched Kevin's eyes darken in lust. Eddy beckoned the red head to him, putting a hand out to stop the jock once he was close enough.

"You want me?" Eddy said in a breathy tone as he sat on the hood of Kevin's car, his thighs spread obscenely wide, "Drop your pants."

Kevin felt a shiver run up his spine at his younger lover's command. Fuck! He loved it when Eddy exerted control.

The red head wasted no time in unbuttoning his jeans, dropping them and his boxers down to mid-thigh, his thick cock springing free, already hard and bouncing in the cool breeze.

Eddy hummed in approval before he slid off the car, taking the step needed to reach the red head, one hand lightly gripping his boyfriend's member. Just as Kevin let out a hiss of pleasure, Eddy jabbed his other finger to the red head's lips, shushing him.

"Don't make a sound," Eddy said with a wicked grin, dropping to his own jean cladded knees before he carefully took the jock's member into his hand, his tongue wetting his lips before slipping out to lick the slit, collecting the small amount of pre-cum already dripping.

Kevin choked down his moan at the action, lustful eyes locking with Eddy's own as the smaller male slowly, sloppily kissed the head of his cock. Those sinful lips gave him a wicked grin before they swallowed the head, sucking on it as if it were a lollipop.

The red head let out a harsh breath, but stayed silent otherwise. Pleased, Eddy slowly slid down his lover's cock, his tongue pushing up against the underside of the sensitive member.

Kevin twisted a hand into Eddy's black locks, pulling slightly when Eddy gently grazed his teeth up the length of his cock. Eddy hummed at the feeling of his lover's hand in his hair, his mouth sliding further down the heavy length in his mouth.

Eddy began to bob his head, lewdly taking Kevin deeper into his mouth before sliding slowly back to the tip, sucking on it for a brief moment before going back down.

Eddy brought one hand up to grab the red head's thrusting hips, stilling them as he swallowed as much of Kevin's member as he could, his free hand fisting what he couldn't fit.

Eddy groaned around the cock in his mouth, the vibrations causing Kevin to bite his knuckle to keep his voice down. Then Eddy continued his bobbing, taking as much of Kevin's hard cock as he could before wetly pulling up to suck the tip, repeating the action over and over again.

Eddy could tell Kevin was losing control as the hand in his hair tightened, pulling harsher than he thinks the jock wanted to. Eddy brought Kevin to the edge, before sucking harshly as he slowly pulled off Kevin's member with a loud, wet 'pop'.

Eddy stood, moving back to the hood of the car, turning around to bend over and sensually sway his hips. Eddy looked over his shoulder as he bit his lips, his thumbs hooking into the waistline of his jeans before he slowly shimmied them down his hips.

Eddy spread his legs, his perky ass pushed into the air as he moved his hands to spread his cheeks, putting his tight entrance on full display.

Kevin's eyes nearly rolled into the back of his head as he watched his lover shove three fingers into his mouth, thoroughly wetting them. His hand shifted behind him, his wet fingers rubbing over his entrance, causing the young teen to shiver.

Eddy pushed a finger into himself, groaning lowly as he did so. He trusted quickly before spreading himself open with two fingers, moaning as he did so. Eddy spread his legs slightly wider, pushing his third finger into himself as he watched his lover over his shoulder, his other arm shaking to keep him up.

"Kevin…" Eddy groaned as he pleasured himself, his hips rocking back onto his own fingers. Eddy slipped his fingers free, placing his other arm on the hood of the car, pushing his ass up, bowing hid back to do so.

Kevin took his cue, pulling his pants and boxers up slightly so he could walk over to his lover. He proceeded to shove his pants back down around his knees as he gripped Eddy's hip in a bruising hold.

"I want it hard," Eddy hissed out as Kevin pushed the head of his cock into his loosened entrance, "And fast."

Both teenagers groaned out as Kevin bottomed out inside Eddy, his thick cock pulsating in the tight heat. He did as commanded, immediately setting a brutal pace, pounding into Eddy's supple ass as it bounced back on his cock.

Kevin moved both his hands to spread Eddy's cheeks, watching with rapture as his member was repeatedly swallowed by the malleable body beneath him.

Eddy's moans could be heard over the sound of skin slapping against skin, the smaller male growing more and more vocal as Kevin fucked him.

"Ah!" Eddy yelped loudly as the head of Kevin's member pounded into his sweet spot, his blue eyes closing in bliss as he pushed his hips back into the red head's.

Eddy's mouth fell open in a long moan as Kevin slowed his pace, but brutally thrusting into Eddy as he pulled his hips back into his own. Kevin was panting as he hunched over the smaller body beneath him, his lips biting down on the back of Eddy's shoulders, sending a violent shiver up the other's spine.

"Ah, fuck!" Eddy trembled as he slammed his hips backwards, the force of their hips connecting rocking Eddy's frame forward again.

Kevin slid a hand underneath Eddy, his hand beginning to pump Eddy's own erection, making the younger male mewl. Neither lasted much longer, Eddy spilling over his lover's hand as Kevin pounded into him a few more times before stilling, his cum flooding Eddy's insides.

Both teens were panting heavily as they slumped forward, Eddy onto the cool hood of the car and Kevin onto his back. As they came down from their simultaneous highs, Kevin placed chaste kisses to Eddy's clothed shoulders.

Slowly, Kevin pulled out of Eddy, the younger male hissing as his abused hole clenched down on cool air.

When they were able to, both teens stood up, each adjusting their clothing back into place before Eddy turned around and leaned back against Kevin's car. A sloppy, sedated smile was spread across his face as he leaned up to peck his boyfriend on this lips.

"Mmm… that was fucking good," Eddy wistfully said as he looked Kevin in the eyes, one arm slung over the jock's shoulder as the older male leaned down. Kevin smirked, before leaning his sweaty forehead against Eddy's own.

"I'm head over heels for ya, dork." He whispered low enough so that only Eddy could hear him, despite there being no one else around.

"I'm mad for you, shovel chin." Eddy whispered back, sealing his confession with a leisurely kiss.


LeavesofMyself: Well, that's part one. Part two should be following shortly. Thanks!

"I'm mad for you, shovel chin." Eddy whispered back, sealing his confession with a leisurely kiss.


LeavesofMyself: Well, that's part one. Part two should be following shortly. Thanks!