I regret the choices i did in my life, i think we all regret certain things we did... some which are unexcusable...

I don't know why i went down this path or how I could've fallen so low, but i do know it started with... curiosity.

As a man that's attracted to women, and there existing many... anthropomorphic bipedal female Pokemon, it was a recepy for my doom...

It starts off as an innocent haha ew gross can't believe there are pokemon sites like this!

It was just meant to be a small joke, just a look around the dark side of the internet and leave...

But the longer i stayed in those sites, the faster i felt i was losing myself... i couldn't help but just fall in love with this side of pornography despite how sick and twisted it was...

I loved it, i loved it so much, the rush of pleasure everytime i saw it, there were hundreds no- THOUSANDS of videos and images...

Blazikens, Gardevoirs, Lopunnys...

How were Pokemon meant to be "just" friends and not lovers, here i was seeing a video of a Jynx giving a blowjob to a man, a woman being fucked by a Rapidash and Houndoom!

I was just trapped in a endless loop of searching more and more of that blacklisted stuff...

I was spiralling into madness actually WANTING to be the guys fucking Brelooms and Ninetails instead of just watching...

Pokephilia is banned in Hoenn, and i always knew i could get incarcerated for even watching this stuff...

But it was just so good... females of my own species didn't even attract me anymore, they were just so vanilla...so basic... i only wanted pokepussy

I was careful, i always covered my tracks when i browsed those sites... but i needed more, i wanted to be more than the guy who just saw men fuck Medichams and females fuck Machamps; i wanted to be like them as well...

This went on for months, months of me wanting that desire, months of having to hide the monster that i created; in public i was just a normal worker at the pokemart... in my apartment on Mauville Hills.. i was a broken and depraved man

I was dead set on what i wanted to do, my heart was beating fast and my wallet was gonna be bleeding but i did not care at this point, i had lost all common sense...

I bought on the blackmarket a Loounny, some poochers must've caught it for selling to twisted bastards like me, but i genuinely didn't care anymore...

I also bought a gift for her, a Lopunnite... oh damn was it expensive and i had to skip out in paying rent for months but i just didn't care about anything, this new lifestyle gave me a rush of happiness I couldn't explain now that my head is clear, i just wasn't thinking well back then...

But that doesn't excuse my actions, like i said... somethings are just unforgivable...

The Lopunny was obviously in bad condition, bruised, beaten, tied up tightly; i guess that's why she was so cheap costing me only 90,000 Pokedollars.

I forced her to wear the necklace as every single day and night, sometimes multiple times... i fucked her over and over again, ignoring her cries...

My favorite most wanted pokemon was Mega Lopunny, i adored how she looked... that soft fur, the cute face, those sexy thighs that looked like ripped leggings...

She became my favorite pokemon of all time, and here i was fucking this tied up crying Lopunny as she wore the Lopunnite around her neck, me desperately wanting her to mega evolve mid sex and stay that way forever at my side...

I did this for only for 8 days, as the day i knew would eventually come for me, did.

The landowner was furious demanding his money.

"Yo! How many months do you think you haven't payed for!" He screamed at me from outside my apartment.

My doors were all locked, and i was panicking; Lopunny was screaming but it was muffled due to the cloth covering her mouth, she flailed to no avail.

"If you don't pay what you owe, I'll take everything you have, including your Pokemon!" The man yells.

I had to write i owned a pokemon in my apartment, it was one of the few rules in Mauville City; i just said she was small and was there to keep me company.

I never said what species she was because of course that would've raised eyebrows...

I tried to find a way for him to leave me alone but he SAW me enter my apartment, i just didn't know what to say...

"No one is here! No one is in this unit!" I tried my best to imitate the robotic sound the security system Mauville Hills did when no one was in the apartment.

"Oh, no one is here... Then it can't be helped.." The debt collector spoke.

As i heard the muttering from the outside, i grinned.. the same time always happened every month i didn't pay rent and i knew it would happen agai-

"LOPUNNY!!!!" She screamed as loud as shs could, it could be heard even though she was muffled.

"What? You're there, Talking! Don't give me that!" The landowner screamed.

"Oops..." I tried to say to sound more innocent for this crime.

The man tried to enter the house, he was landowner so he had a master key to enter.. i tried blocking the door and pushing against it but he has stronger and barged in

I pushed against him and now i am outside with him as i quickly close my apartment door.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I begged to him, for some reason a child was standing next to him.

"You pretended not to be in last month and the month before that!" The man told me, he was wearing a black suit and blackglasses.

"You and me need to have a long talk. Let's go inside." The man told me sternly.

I was crying, i sniffled as the man opened the door and pushed me in first.

I panicked as the lights were off, i stood up quickly but the man closed the door, turned on the lights and saw around.

My house was a pigsty, messy take out food on the floor, plates not washed in weeks, curtains all closed, Buneary eggs cracked on the floor and of course...

Lopunny crying, tied up, beaten and bruised... semen dripping from her beautiful cunt...

The landowner looked genuinely shocked.

"Stay back! Don't move!" I screamed as i ran to the kitchen to grab a knife.

The owner looked at me with disgust and threw out a Luxury Ball and a Safari Ball.

Out came Mightyena and Xatu, both female... i was so twisted that was the first thing i noticed about them.

The pokemon looked horrified at the Lopunny and then furious at me.

I was shaking thinking every single option i had left which were none.

The Xatu used psychic on me, i couldn't move.

"PLEASE DON'T TELL ANYONE! I'LL DO ANYTHING! T-THE LOPUNNITE! IT COSTED ME ALMOST 100,000!" I tried to bargain with the most i had.

"...i cannot even talk to such filth." He glared at me and spat with spite, he took the lopunnite from the Lopunny who was being helped by the Mightyena.

The landowner called the police of Mauville City, and they swiftly came.

"Oh my Rayquaza..." The female officer was terrified.

"This is awful..." The male cop looked revolted.

They both had partner pokemon being Manetric female for the cop and the officer had a male Cacturne.

They cuffed me up, put me on my knees and called Pokemon Protective Services for the Lopunny who was still shaken up and being taken care off by the law.

The cops talked to the landowner who said he didn't know this was happening; after being questioned a bit more he was let go.

The landowner sighed and left the apartment.

I heard something outside, the landowner apparently saying something to probably the kid that was outside with him.

"Yo! You're a Trainer, aren't ya? Then take this."

"I got it as a security loan from a fool who doesn't pay what he owes"

"A Pokemon would be miserable if it bonded with such a fool and Mega Evolved."

I couldn't hear anything else after that, just the sound of people walking away.

I knew i was in trouble, i knew i really fucked up... but that's how it is in this world, some people follow the rules... do beauty contest or do the gym challenge...

Some are just trying to live by in this world of powerful creatures by working, studying or teaching...

And others like me are what the world of Pokemon doesn't want to show you, but... it happens way more than you'd think...

I've read the forums of Pokephiles getting caught in the act and arrested... i tried to be sneaky by planning to move somewhere Pokephilia was legal like Kalos or Alola.

But i didn't have the money ready, tickets to other regions are extremely expensive...

As i was taken into the police car, and being driven towards Hoenns Jail; i couldn't help but fantasize of fornicating with more pokemon if i ever got out.

I really was broken, and i wasn't sure if i could ever be fixed now.