Hey guys!
A much older HarkinTheDestroyer here. I've been a college for a while now pursuing premed. I'm actually set to take the mcat April 26th. I honestly don't have high hopes for myself despite all the support I've gotten from family and friends. I can honestly say at this point I don't really have the best self confidence academically.
Really, there isn't anything I can do but try to ignore my own negative thoughts and just keep working towards my dreams. Which brings me to the topic of this story which I've abandoned for quite a while.
I have a toxic relationship with perfection, one that I began to develop in Highschool and one that only grew when I went to college. I started seeing imperfection in myself and my hobbies. It made it really hard to enjoy anything really. I felt like I was a friend that was never right, a student who was dumber than everyone else, a failure as a daughter because I can't seem to improve my preceived imperfections.
It was because of these emotions that I pulled away from the stories I had previous enjoyed writing. I grew to think the style was tacky, the I made too many grammatical errors, and it was altogether immature.
I like to think I'm moving away from this twisted creature obsessed with perfection. Recently, I had someone enjoy my story and by chance I got the little email notification. It made me remember how much I enjoyed writing these goofy little stories. It made me want to continue them after all the years that I abandoned them.
I am happy to say that this story will be the first to receive such a rejuvenation. Expect an update or notification of rewritten chapters by no latter than April or early May.
Thank you guys so much for doing something as insignificant as liking my goofy little mind. I really hope you enjoy what the future will bring. I think it's about time I've ended the era of haitus.