Sunset
Quotation, "Where am I" Regular speaking
Bold, you have leveled up, System notification
Italic, 'How did I get here' Thinking
Bold Italic explanation has leveled up, skills
Hello everyone I'm back. And I want to say, I've decided exactly what I'm going to due with this story after this arc, and that is taking a break. So after they retake Wall Maria and before the Time-skip I'm going to step back from this story for a while to post another story I've been working on. Currently I've already written another story, with one chapter complete and another on the way for it, I'll probably put a preview for it at the end of the last chapter before the break. With that done here's the story.
Historia's farm 850, two months after Historia's coronation
So, after the awkward conversation with Historia. I finished the night the same way any normal person would by drinking myself to sleep, and after waking up with a horrible hang over I force myself out of bed due to me timing my arrival within the week Jean and Eren show up to her farm, if you're wondering how, I knew when they are going to show up, Solomen. Yeah, really useful ability. Where am I right now? Well, I'm kind of... on the roof, as to why three bottles of alcohol could explain that. Though the actual conversation happened a few days ago so me laying on the roof should have no connection... it doesn't.
Taking out Judgement which no longer looks like an Anti-Titan blade, now it looks like a normal broken sword with a slightly larger hand guard, that just about covers the knuckles and a tiny bit of the back of the hand. Compared to its twin it looks the same except broken at about eight inches instead of war's twenty-five-inch blade or sixty-four centimeters if you prefer that, I've kept the blade mainly straight but I did add a slight curve towards the end. Flipping the blade into a reverse grip I spend a little bit just doing that and looking at my blade.
'I should get a sheath for them' I decide before putting Judgement away, and look out from the roof. Towards Historia who's currently playing with some kids, appearing joyful, but to someone as I who has the emotion intelligence of a... well socio-path, she looks like she's still joyful but I'm guessing our conversation is still on her mind as well.
"hmm" wondering something I observe Historia
Name-Historia Reiss
Level-55
Title-Queen of the wall's
Strength-48
Constitution-86
Dexterity-62
Intelligent-80
Wisdom-67
Charisma-?
Luck-?
Guess being Queen greatly improves Charisma, and she really beat Armin for highest luck. Standing up on the roof I look over at the three slackers, with them apparently just noticing me, as shown by Jean shouting
"Angelica what are you doing up there?!" he shouts, waving him off I look over at all the children and mumble to her. "Would you like to try your hand with kids?" I ask immediately getting a sort of tug and a quiet 'yes please.' In the back of my mind
Letting go my body goes slack for a moment and almost falls off before she catches herself, seeing this the three talking by the fence shout out my name as I just close my metaphorical eyes and go to sleep
? Qǐshì's pov
Shaking off the momentary unease of using Mother's body, "Angelica!" three of Mother's allies shout out in concern, brushing my hand through Mother's hair I remove the ribbon holding her hair in its ponytail and jump down from the roof of the building that she was on for reasons only the Lord knows. Seeing me about to jump one of Mother's allies comes forward, getting pretty close as I land on the ground.
"Wait... You're not." the blonde one I think Armin lets out realizing I'm moving different than Mother. "Umm Armin, right?" I ask while not making eye contact slightly afraid they'll judge me for the last time we met. Taking a step back Armin? Mumbles slightly under his breath
"Their eyes" he mumbles, barely making it out I look at my feet quickly, shifting my weight a bit preparing to hand back over control, till from behind me I hear
"Oh? You're slacking off?" from behind me, startled I let out a small "Eep" turning over slightly, white hair falls over my eyes obscuring my view of whom ever it is.
"Angelica did you just squeal?" The woman asks seemingly shocked, the man I think is Armin steps forwards and says "it's not Angelica" he states truthfully with me nodding really fast to confirm his statement, feeling flushed I realize Mother is still drunk, huffing, I clear the alcohol from my system
-100 MP
Felling the poison leaving my system, seeing the shocked look on the woman who I believe is Historia face I muster up all my courage and bow while quickly letting out. "I deeply apologize for my behavior during our first meeting, I very much regret it and would not act so Infront of you again." I say apologizing, slightly looking to see the looks on their faces, seeing a look of deep thought on Historia's face, I fight the desire to curl up into a ball in hide.
"I'm Historia I don't believe I got your name the last time we met" She says while bending down and carefully putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Uhm, I'm still not comfortable with giving my name out." I say very embarrassed, still just wanting to fold into a ball, smiling at me Historia softly says "That's okay, may I ask where's your mother?" she asks clearly concerned, taking a second to check I respond with
"She's kind of left, just shut down. I think she's tired of being around for now." I answer still looking down at my feet. 'Why is talking with them so hard, the other times I've talked with people where easier' I think to myself slightly having a nervous breakdown
"Okay, we're going to finish moving some things you can stay here if you'd like." she says delicately, looking up at her I nod in understanding, looking me in the eyes the woman surprised asks me "can you tell me how you have a different eye color than Angelica?" she asks clearly surprised
"Huh? We have different eyes?" I ask very confused, giving me a once over, Historia asks me "You didn't know?" Shaking my head side to side, I answer "No I don't like reflections, its creepy seeing Mother's face." I say truthfully remembering the time I saw myself. Smiling at me she tells me "Okay, I've seen crazier things than a person's eyes changing colors base off which personality there is in control at the time." she says still befuddled by us having different color eyes, angry with her for saying I'm a split personality, I reach for my rosary, only to grasp Mother's necklace.
Warning user's soul not combatable with soul bound item [Glück für die Unglücklichen], due to user's soul's origin damage is reduced by 30%
-91 HP
Hissing in pain I yank my hand away from the burning sensation caused by the necklace, distracted from my anger, but still wanting my Rosary I put my hand inside a pocket and pull it out from my inventory. Noticing my actions Historia looks at me with concern and fear and asks "Are you okay?" Quickly nodding in answer, with the rosary in hand I calm down from any leftover anger and politely ask
"May I?" I question while slightly gesturing to the field getting a "sure" from Historia
Line break
I'm starting to get very concerned; it's been days since Mother left and I'm still in control, so worried in fact that I'm completely ignoring the chaos around me, as all the scouts around me freak out over some meat, well till I witness the brown-haired women, Sasha I believe take a bite out of Jean's hand at which point I glare at her,
-1,000 Mp
As suddenly all the fight in her disappears and she becomes more subdued, taking a sip of my water I look towards Connie? And ask, "Is meat really so important?" I ask having never tried it, this seems to have shocked the whole table, as suddenly the man who mother threatened that one time looks at me and says "You're not Joking, Angelica what's wrong with you?" he asks clearly not noticing the difference in hair, voice, eyes and body language, giving him a deadpan stare, I say, "Firstly I'm not Mother, secondly do you want the list of things wrong with Mother or with me? And finally, I'm technically two years old" I list slightly annoyed at being mistaken as Mother Again, though it's not unwelcomed as it momentarily distracts me from my worry, looking at between me and Mothers friends, the man silently asks for an explanation.
"Two years ago, Angelica got bashed in the head, her daughter came to be, and then she preceded to Torture four men to death over a single question" Mikasa explains in a monotone voice, to him. 'No, no I've done so well' trying to fight my urge, I fail and look at the man and ask something VERY VERY important, looking at the man I open my mouth and let out "Speaking of which, have you ever felt the fear of death?" I ask before flinching and immediately, and quickly saying
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry, I couldn't help myself, please forgive me" I apologize for my obsession, before looking down ashamed of the fearful looks cast at me, clasping a hand on my shoulder Eren says "It's alright with how many problems your mother has it's safe to assume you have some of your own." he says trying to comfort me, before placing a fork with some meat speared on it on my plate, smiling he says "You should try some first time for everything." he says making me smile a bit before I look down on to my feet, and slightly nod my head in agreement, taking a small bite of the steak, even though I don't need it, I decide that its overcooked, going back to silently worrying, I continue doing this till, Mothers friends Eren and Jean get out of their chairs and grab each other's shirt, discerning the fight will escalate but not by much I stay out of it ignoring the feeling I get from their conflict, eventually a short scary man stops their fight violently shortly after that, people started clearing out, I headed to Mother's room, along the way I kept trying to wake mother up by saying things like "The Missions tomorrow" "Please get up" "I don't know how to use the gear". To no avail till eventually I get to her room, falling down to my knees once there, I think.
'Please I miss you' I beg getting no response, with only one more thing I could think of I spend all my Sp
-5,821 Sp Warning User has entered a soul-fray
Ignoring the extreme pain and pulling out Eventuality I turn its blade around and jut it towards my throat, before my other hand stops it. 'You really care so little for me? Do you hate me that much?' I attempt to ask her, before starting to sob into my hands, "Why?! Why is the only thing you do pity me?!" I shout as more tears start to come out, "is it because of what I did? I can't help it, it just happens, so if that's it please doesn't leave me." I shout on my knees just Begging for her to come back once more getting no response. I continue sobbing on the floor till eventually I fall asleep.
And that's it, okay a few thing to make clear, Angelica's daughter she's completely obsessed with knowing the fear of death, for reasons I will not tell you, but through this chapter I wanted to make it clear, she isn't Like Angelica who doesn't feel remorse, and to make it clear she is an entirely different person, her soul may have come from Angelica and she may use her body, but her spirt is different. And if you didn't know in the religion their apart of, they believe humans are three different parts Body, spirt and soul, with your spirt representing your salivation, and your body being your weaknesses. I've heard many times that your spirt and body are contently fighting over your soul, there's a lot more to this in than what I've referenced but, basically, she's not her mother as shown by her being hurt by Angelica's necklace. Fyi her being hurt only happened because she has a System too. And with Angelica being gone I pretty sure I've royally understated how horrible Angelica's problem actually is, basically her motivation to do anything is very, very low and that's only due to gamers mind helping her, and her conversation with Historia fully taking it out of her, so she's retreated into herself, and is basically recharging from years of forced motivation, I said that without the system she would have killed herself from the pain, that is if she could even be bothered to move. and here's the stat page
Name-Angelica
Level-83 (3,650|83,000)
Title-Angel of Death, Fox's beloved, Scout, Divine seamstress |
Hp-4,030
Mp-3,510
Sp-6,991
Strength-202
Constitution-201
Dexterity-248
Intelligent-192
Wisdom-159
Charisma-160
Luck-252
Points-300
Perk points-10