Hello lovelies. I am back.
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big thanks for those reviews. Love you all a lot. To answer the questions i saw
First was about smut. So basically i have not specifically planned an smut as of this moment.
How long this story is going to be?. That is your choice. Do you want it to end sad. Tragic. I personally sought for a happy ending but then you know readers are the all mighty.
secondly, do you want this story to be till after the end of the voldemort war.? Or till thhe end of the war. Your choice again.
Also harry is going to make a appearance. Do not worry. Try to review more. I absolutely love it.
this is where we stopped.
"Antonin I want to talk to you. But you have to promise you will not get angry without hearing me out completely."
"Go on dorogaya. I have given you my word."
"Well I heard you that day and I felt so sad. You did not deserve any of that. Ohh Antonin it's just even Voldemort does not deserve that."
Antonin cut her off in a rough voice, " i appreciate your concern but your pity is not needed. I am fine, have been fine and will be fine." With that he walked off.
Back to normal...
That had not gone well and so hermione went to the library. Waiting for some time. Roughly half an hour later. She made her way to their room. Surprised at herself at calling it their room. She walked. The air was so cold. The door to the balcony was open. Merlin, Hermione thought, I will never be able to get used to this cold. Brrrr.
She saw Antonin standing there facing the view. She had to admit, it was beautiful but too cold.
She slowly crept to him and hugged him from behind. Tightly. She felt his stiffness. He did not move at all. Continued to be stiff.
"Antonin. I am sorry. You know I didn't mean for that to come out like that. I don't pity you. I swear. I just feel so bad hearing that you have gone through so much. That is it pity, it is empathy. But trust me everything will be better. Forgive me please." She mulled into his back.
That was the final straw for Antonin. He had loved it when she had hugged him. After all for an ex- Azkaban person. He had craved physical touch. Even before Azkaban there had hardly been physical touch after his mama and papa had died. And this little witch. His little witch as he loved to think had a lot of communication with touch. The way she snuggled into him in sleep. That too willingly. Not unbelievable, but prison had made him a selfish man. He would take all he could get. Then when she had said those words with that dulcet tone of hers he had lost his resistance.
He immediately turned and hugged her back. Snuggling into her neck, breathing her scent.
"You promised you would hear me out. But you left." She pointed out at one point of there embrace.
"Well speak dorogaya. I will here you completely."
With that she started whta she had been itching to start. THE discussion.
They continued the work of the day. Had dinner and went to sleep. A certain closeness in between them both. The next morning though held a considerable amount of shock and surprise for them.
Hermione got up to an empty bed. She got ready for the day. In a jeans. Oh she loved it. And a T-shirt of course. A normal beige T-shirt and blue denim jeans.
She came down to the table but did not see Antonin there.
"Rosey, where is Antonin?"
"Master is in the study." The elf replied after having popped up while Hermione had called for her.
"Ok send the breakfast there itself. Thank you." No matter wheter the elf was paid or not she just couldn't forget her manners could she..
"Antonin are you there?"
"We are going to have guests dorogaya. The ministry should be sending someone."
"For what."
"Do you remember the law, there was supposed to be a checkup on whether we are having sex regularly. The checkup was monthly. It has been 4 months now."
"Ohh" was all she could say. They hadn't had... no she wasn't going to speak so crudely... they had not been intimate since Antonin had lost his control.
"Dorogaya I know what you are thinking and I want you to trust me just this once. I am not going to force you. Believe me. However hard it is for you to."
Well,that's where Antonin was wrong. She trusted him. In the past few months she had often made comparisons with Ron and Viktor. Antonin was different. He was calmer. More handsome. And most of all he was mature. Maybe because of his age, but he was a lot more mature than anybody Hermione had seen.
"I trust you."
"That means so much to me Dorogaya. I have a solution but it is going to hurt you."
"Means?" This was another thing. His voice, the way he made her feel like he cared for her the most had all made him so captivating.
"There are something I want.." He was broken with the sudden appearing of breakfast.
"Was this your idea dorogaya ?"
"Yeah. I thought.. Well I did not think much admittedly. But yeah."
"It's fine."
They started having breakfast.
"Well as I was saying. There are something I want to talk about. I have a sort of solution for this. You will have to take a potion. It will make you a bit weak. You will feel weak. As it will open up the neural damage caused by Bellatrix that day. But it will not affect you much. I know that in reality you should take that potion often as your nerves have most probably healed on the outside but deep down they are damaged but now is not the time. Anyways this potion will show that you can't have sex or get pregnant for some time. That gives us time. Which we direly need. So, is that fine dorogaya."
"Hmm. I am fine with it, but I thought you wanted to talk about.." Antonin cut her off
"About the conversation we had yesterday evening. I know dorogaya. All in good time."
"Where is that potion?"
"Here have it with breakfast. You may feel slightly dizzy"
"Also. I need you to change out of these clothes for today. Though you are looking beautiful. We can't have them thinking that you have freedom here. You are supposed to be unhappy." He added after a thought.
"Hmm" was all she replied. She went and changed into her skirt silk as expected and a lacy top. Telling herself this was for just a day...
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