Santana POV

A lot has happen tonight Finn introducing Sabina as his new girlfriend and Quinn accepting and moving on from him.

"So what is the song about?" I asked approaching Quinn, she smiled at me.

"I gave Finn his freedom for his sake and also mine, I gave up on him I gave up on the chance that we are getting back together, its time to focus on myself and our babies because I have nothing to wait for him he clearly move on to someone else so why can't I do the same too" she said I hug her and tell her I am proud of her.

"You will get through this I know you will and we are all here for you" I said assuring her and pulls away frim tge hug.

"So what about David?, are you going to give him a chance?" I asked she shooked her head.

"I have been thinking about that and I don't think I am getting back together with him just because I gave up on Finn, He is the reason for all of this, I just want to stay single for a while beside my babies will keep me occupied for quite sometime, if I will date a guy again that will be soon but not now" She explained.

"I am happy for you because you did the right thing and I know someday you will be able to find your happiness" I said, she just smiled at me.

"Thank you for everything San, I may give up on Finn but you and I nothing going to change what we have I promise you that and besides the twins will be needing their aunt too" She said

"I will be the best aunt there is to them" I said and we both laughed.

Puck POV

"So you and Sabina huh?" I said approaching Finn and giving him a beer. He smiled and get the beer from my hand and drink it.

"Yeah been a while" He said looking down and drink again.

"Well if she makes you happy then I am fine with it" I said.

"I don't know if happiness is what am feeling right now" He said I looked at him confused.

"What do you mean?, you do love her right?" I asked.

"Maybe I do and may I don't, I want to be with her she makes me happy but I am lying to myself if I tell you that I am inlove with her" He said.

"If you do not love her that much then why are you with her?" He lookef at me and smirk.

"Because at that time she make me feel loved, she help me to ease the pain I am feeling that is why I easily fall for her but what I didn't know is Quinn what I need all along, Quinn is the one I am inlove with after all that has happened she is still the one my heart belongs too and I know I am so stupid to let her go because I choose my pride over her" He said and drink another beer.

"And now she is moving on without me that she given up on me it really hurts me and I don't know how to fix us its all a mess and I am a big mess, You know what I want to approach her and kiss her right now but I can't" He added.

"Because of Sabina right?" I asked he nodded.

"I don't want to hurt her anymore Puck, I don't want her to suffer because of me but I just can't take that I am loosing her forever I don't think I can accept that she is moving on without me, I don't want her to give up on me, on us, I can't live without her but what can I do, I mess everything up and you know what I am afraid of she might get back together with David" He said in tears.

"I understand you and I know you will get through this and for Quinn whatever she decide I know its for the best and as for you better think straight or you will loose her forever" I said

"Sabina will get hurt but she will understand she knows how you love Quinn so better think twice before you make a decision ok and if you ever need help me and the guys are here for you" I said he just nodded.

"Come on lets have some fun, forget about waht happen earlier and enjoy the night" I said he smiled and drink some more beer.

Quinn POV

After Santana talked to me, I felt relief and I think I did the right thing, I saw Finn and Puck talking on the other side and seeing the hurt in Finn makes me feel guilty but I got to do this for us to have a peace of mind.

I had fun with the guys company being with them makes me strong and they gave me courage. Looking at them I feel contented and happy.

I saw Sabina sitting getting some food and thought this is the best time to approach her and so I did.

"Hey Sabina, are you enjoying yourself?" I asked. She smiled at me and nod.

"Yeah I am, thank you for accepting me to your group I as afraid you all be mad at me especially you because of being Finn's girlfriend but I am glad youbare all ok with it" She said,

"I am not going lie at first I was mad because Finn is moving on to fast but as I saw you with him I can feel he is happy to where he is now and I don't want to hold him back and it hurts me but I am ok with it because I already gave up on him, can you do me a favor?" I asked her she nodded.

"Of course what is it?" She asked.

"Love him with all of your heart and take care of him ok" I said.

"Of course I will, I love Finn and I will never do anything to hurt him" She said I smiled.

"Come on lets go and bond with the others" I said walking to the table where are friends at.

Finn POV

After the party I took Sabina home, it was silence on our way to her house.

"Thank you for bringing me to the party I enjoy hanging out with your friends and also thank you for tellimg them about us now we don't have to hide anymore" She said I smiled.

"Yeah, we can have dates without being a secret" I said.

"I love you Finn" She said and kissed me.

"I love you too, why don't you go inside now so you can rest early, we will just see eachother tomorrow ok" I said she nodded and kiss me again.

"I am also tired so I will be going inside the house, take care of your way home ok" I nodded and kiss her one more time then she got out of the car and went inside the house after a few minutes I drove home too.

When I arrive home I saw Santana in the living room waiting for me

"What are you still doing here its already late" I asked. She rolled her eyes.

"I just want to ask you if you are doing ok, you know after what happen earlier" She said, I sit down beside her and sighed.

"Honestly I don't know what to feel its like my heart been riff off my chest, do you know something about this?" I asked her and she shook her head.

"We all have no idea about it she just told us after she told you" Santana said.

"Oh" I said looking down.

"She gave up on you and I think its for the best for you two because you keep hurting her and she is tired of it, you should be happy now after all you have a new girlfriend already" She said I rolled my eyes.

"But I don't want to give up on her, I love her San but I also love Sabina I am so confused" I said.

"You can't love two person at the same time you have to choose one eventually but who?" She asked I shrugged.

"Look let Quinn be happy she deserves it, you choose to be with Sabina so prove it the you choose the right decision" I just looked at her did I make the right decision by continuing my relationship with Sabina.

"I make a big mistake San I push her away and now that she gave up on me I realize how stupid I am to let my jealousy, anger and pride on the way and now I can't accpet the fact that she is gone forever" I said in tears.

"You must think I am gay right because I am crying over a girl" I slightly joked Santana laugh a bit and pat my back.

"Its ok to cry Finn, I won't judge you and beside you are hurting right now and as your sister I am here for you" She said.

"Do you think she will get back together with David?" I asked Santana she shooked her head.

"Well one thing I can assure you she isn't getting back together with him if that is what you are worried about but I can't tell if she wouldn't date other guys" She said, I looked at her.

"Finn its not to late if you really love Quinn and want to with her again then go for it and if you do please don't hurt her again because you always do" She added.

"But what about Sabina? I just couldn't hurt her like that I care about her too." I asked Santana rolled her eyes.

"Well its Sabina worth it rather than Quinn? You can hurt Quinn easily but not Sabina, look this is all I can say to you better think twice about this or else you will loose them both got it" Santana said I just nodded.

She is right I can easily hurt Quinn but I don't want hurt Sabina I am not justva bad boyfriend but a bad friend I don't deserve her.

"You keep hurting her that is why she gave up on you and now you are saying you don't want to loose her but you won't do anything just because you don't want to hurt your girlfriend, Quinn doesn't deserve you" Santana snap at me.

"You are right she doesn't deserve me I let her down when I she nned me the most but she cheated on me that is hard for me to accept San" I answered her.

"Ok fine if that is the case then be happy for her and let her be because she doesn't need you anymore so accept it" She said.

"I am so confused" I said putting my hands on my face.

"Like I said earlier you must think carefully who you really want to be with because for all I know Quinn will not wait on you forever she already gave up right so if you want to be with her then do everything you could to get her back while she hasn't found someone else yet but if you want to be with Sabina then let Quinn be and don't bother her anymore" Santana said standing up, I looked at her.

"Well I let you on your own now because I am kinda tired and you should rest too" She said walking upstairs to her room.

Next morning

I woke up with a bad headache, I didn't sleep well last night I kept thinking what happened. I looked at my phone to see if I have any messages and I saw some messages from Quinn, Rachel, Santana, Puck and unknown number.

Hey just want to check up on you if you are ok, heard what happened last night from Puck, if you need someone to talk to I am here for you - Rachel

_Quinn's baby shower is on the weekend ok i forgot to tell you - Santana

_Time is running out Finn, what is your decision? I am waiting - Unknown number

Well Shelby doesn't have to worry about Quinn anymore because we are not together anymore but I still won't marry Rachel, I ignored her message.

Are you still accompanying me to the doctors today?, I have been waiting for you downstairs cab you please hurry up I will be late for my doctors appointment - Quinn

Oh shit I forgot, I quickly get up in my bed go to the bathroom to have a quick shower and fix myself after that I went down but I didn't see Quinn anywhere.

"Kurt have you seen Quinn?" I asked him.

"She went out with Puck she said sonething about having a doctor appointment he was waiting for you but she thought you are still sleeping or forgot about your promise so she just asked Pucked to accompany her" He said, I was relief she is with Puck not with David.

"David also insist that to go with her but she declined his offer if you are thinking that" He read my mind I just laughed.

"I trust Puck rather than David being with Quinn but I wish I was the one there with her" I said.

"You had a chance but you blew it and besides you have a girlfriend now so why don't you focus on her than Quinn" Kurt said I sighed they are all mad at me.

"You are all mad at me right?, I am sorry I let my pride and jealousy get in the way and now here I am realizing how a fool I become, yes she cheated on me, I saw them naked on our bed but they are just kissing well if I hadn't came maybe one thing will lead to another and I am so focus on my anger that I completely ignored that I keep hurting her and that push her away from me" I said, Kurt approach me and pat my back.

"Choose who you really want to be with, one will be happy with your decision and one will be hurt but the question is who but we all know you will choose Sabina" Kurt said standing up and leaving me alone. I don't know what to say but I have to talk to Quinn to ease my mind.

Quinn POV

After the doctors appointment I asked Puck to drive me to a cafe to grab a quick breakfast.

"Thank you for accompanying me in my doctors appointment, I asked Finn but I think he is still sleeping orshe is with her girlfriend" I said.

"Are you really ok with Sabina and Finn being together?" He asked I nod my head.

"Ofcourse, why wouldn't I be?, Finn and I are over and I want him to be happy so its fine" I said taking a sip of water I can sense Puck wants to say something but he shy to say it.

"Why did you give up on him all of a sudden?, is it because of Sabina?" He asked I shooked my head.

"I am tired of always being hurt, being second choice I mean he is still the same Finn before who play girls feelings and I realized that maybe its time for me to focus on myself and my babies I want them to have a better future and if I don't make a move now I might loose them because of stress, remember when we are still in Lima I nearly loose them also because of Finn, I became his secind choice when his relationship with other girls doesn't work out and I don't want that anymore so I made up my mind that I have to give up on him" I explained Puck just nodded.

"Is there any chance you two will get back together?" I just shrugged. I want to but I am afraid that he will hurt me again.

"I don't know, I still don't know yet but maybe there is or there isn't but right now I want to be single for awhile I don't want any relationship at this point" I said.

"I hurt him also right I cheated on him I nearly had sex with David but thank god I didn't because I think I will regret that for the rest of my life because that will be the first time with him if that happen" I added Puck laughed.

"You mean he didn't have a chance with you" He laughed.

"Oh no, I wouldn't let him I love him but I don't want him to touch me rverytime he attempts I pushed him away or I fake being hurt" we both laughed.

"David isn't that lucky ha, speaking of him are you getting back together with him?" He asked I shooked my head.

"Definitely no, I don't love him anymore I thought I love him but no I don't" I admitted I love him at some point but only as friends not more than that.

"I am happy for you, you are becoming strong now you are changing for the better" He said I smiled.

"Thank you and for that this is breakfast is on me" I said he just laughed.

We continued to eat breakfast while talking to eachother.

Rachel POV

I am in my room resting when I heard a knock on the door

"Come in" I said, the door open and it was Finn on the other side, he walks near me and sit on the bed.

"I just came by to check on you, are you ok?" He said i smiled.

"I am doing ok also our baby she kept moving inside me" I said, Finn looked at me suprise and smiled

"Its a girl" He said putting his hand on my tummy.

"Yeah its a girl" I said, a tear fell down in his eyes.

"I can't wait to meet her I will make sure to protect her in everyway" He said I smiled at him.

"Are you mad at me?" He asked.

"Mad no but dissapointed yes and I won't explained why because I know you already know what you did" I said

"I am a bad boyfriend am I?" He asked.

"No not really you been good to me you are the best actually but to Quinn you never been the best to her you just brought tears to her" I honestly say Finn looked down.

"What can I do Rach to get her back I love her I don't to loose her forever" He said I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah we heard that a million times already but you keep repeating history" I said.

"Why don't you let her be ok, figure out what you really wanted in your life because right now you cleary don't know what you want" I added, He just nodded and put his hand on my tummy.

"Please let me be with you when she is born, I want to be there she is only one I have right now" He said wiping his tears, I nodded.

"I will let you rest now, thank you for everything" He said leaving my room.

I feel bad for Finn I know he really loves Quinn but he don't know what to do.

Finn POV

"Everybody is mad at me because of Quinn, maybe I should leave this house for a while to think maybe its best if I go back at the hotel" I said to myself closing the door to Rachel's room and walking towards my room I saw Quinn and Puck talking.

"Thank you Puck and please say thanks to Rachel to for letting you accompanying me to my appointment" She said.

"Anytime Quinn, if you need someone to accompany you I am here, I better go to Rachel now I miss her already" He said and turn arouns and saw me.

"Oh hey dude we didn't see you there, I hope you didn't mind that I accompany Quinn earlier right?" He asked I just nodded.

"Its fine, I overslept anyway I am sorry for that" I said looking at Quinn, God she is so beautiful I really miss her.

"Its ok, I wouldn't want to disturb you anyway besides Sabina might get jealous also if you are hanging around with me" She said I rolled my eyes.

"Quinn can we talk please, can we talk about us, about what happened last night" I said she just looked at me.

"Talk to him to give closure me and Rachel are here when something happens" Puck said to Quinn she just nodded. He walk towards me.

"Dude whatever Quinn's decide please respect it because its for the better ok just let it be, you are happy now aren't you so let her be, I will leave you two alone now ok" He said leaving us, she lead me to her room so no one can disturb us.

Inside her room we locked the door so no one will interfere us.

"So what do you want to talk about?" She asked I sighed.

"Why did you give up on me? I thought we talk about this already that we needed to heal before coming back together" I said she rolled her eyes.

"Are you serious about that?" I nooded she faked a smiled.

"So you mean healing our wounds includes dating someone else and then when you get tired of her you will cone back to me, that is not how I picture it because when you say you want to heal it means you just want some space and without dating someone else completely ignoring the fact that we haven't broken up for that long, you know what I felt when I you are always with Sabina I feel so hurt, I felt broken inside then I got a feeling that you two are together that had me thinking you can easily replace me and forget me in a blink of an eye while me I am not looking for anyone because we have a promise Finn and you know that" She said, I felt guilty we made a promise before we parted ways a few weeks ago but I broke it, its all my fault.

"That didn't mean to hurt you and I also didn't mean to fall inlove with Sabina" I said.

"Do you still love me?" She asked I tried to hold her hand but she refuse.

"Yes I do, I still love you after everything that happen I still want to be with you and I can't accept the fact that you gave up on me" I said to here sincerely.

"Well its your fault because you always let me feel that I was always your second choice, I am the girl who you would just leave behind anytime and the girl you can easily hurt whenever you want to but with Kitty, Rachel and Sabina you are afraid to hurt them and leave them because you care about their feelings and you love them so you can't leave them easily, the routine is always like that and I am tired of it so that made me think that maybe I should give up on us and focus on myself more it may hurt at first but I know I cope up with it" She said in anger, I looked down.

"And now you are telling me you want to be with me oh come on Finn don't lie to me, you just can't accept the fact that I am starting to move on from you because you thought that I can't but you were wrong because I am mich stronger now and I have our friends to support me" She explained.

"But you are the one who cheated on me" I snap but I instantly regret what I have said.

"I did cheat on you but me and David didn't really have sex, yes you caught us both naked in our bed and making out but I am tried to stop him but he is to strong and with all my hormones acting up crazy I kissed him back but after that I never wanted to be near him, he is just with me because of the twins and nothing else when he stole kisses from me I hate it and always tell him to back off but he is so consistent to get me back but I said no and I don't want to because I don't love him I only love you Finn but you move on easily without me" She said tears starting to fall in her eyes.

"Don't you know I regret cheating on you everyday, I kept thinling of a way to get you back but you make it sure that you don't want me anymore so why bother" She said.

"Quinn I never mean it that way, I am sorry for everything I am sorry that I always keep on hurting you, I am sorry that I let my anger and pride get in a way between us but I also mean what I said that I still love you and I ant to be with you, I will broke up with Sabina for you" I said she just laughed.

"I already heard that a million times Finn but you never keep your word so why bother right" I hug her my tears starting to fall.

"Quinn please don't do this to me, I can't live without you I am so stupid to let you go I let my emotions got away I am too blind also with my anger and knowing you gave up me broke my heart" I said she pushed me away.

"But you broke my heart first and stop saying those words to me because I no longer believe in you, why don't you just be happy with Sabina because you two make a lovely couple" She said.

"But--" She cut me off.

"No buts Finn, I already made up my mind you already choose what you want I respect that and I have supported you both so right now all I can say to you that you let me be so I can move on easily too" She said with a serious tone.

"Please I beg you don't do this to me, lets hold on for our love" I said.

"I made up my mind and there ia nothing you can say or do to change my mind, I am sorry for setting you free but that is the best for us and you will thank me someday, let me be happy Finn, let me be free" She said I grab her and kissed her, how I missed those lips to mine how I miss touching her and being with her. She kissed me back but instantly pulls away from the kiss.

"Please Finn don't make this harder for me, think about the twins I will loose them because of you and I can't afford that they are the only one I have now to remember you by so please for the last time let me be free and happy like I set you free to be happy with Sabina and don't you worry about me getting back with David cause I will never getting back together with him" She said, I can't believe this is happening I am really loosing her.

"Now that I made myself clear can you just leave me alone now I want to take a rest please" She said I just nodded, I don't want to leave but I have to because if I keep insisting myself to her I will stress her and that will cause her to loose the twins and I don't want that.

"I am so sorry Quinn, I love you always remember that" I said before leaving her room.

Outside her room I let my tears fall I can't help it loosing the girl I love hurts me to pieces, I punch the wall few times before slip down and sat on the floor behind her door thinking how stupid I am, I hate myself but there is nothi g I can do now she gave up on me and maybe I should too but I don't want to, I have to get her back I have to.

But before I do thst I have to fix myself and do what I have to do. I stand up snd go to my room to fix myself.