Finn POV
Ever since that dream I always think about it, I am positive that the girl in my dream is Quinn but why her.
Maybe with all the things happening and hanging around with her makes me think about her all the time, she makes me happy, she kind, sweet, beautiful, loving girl, a guy will be so lucky to have her.
I never expected that I will enjoy her company like I really know her, she is something special alright and deep down inside of me I like to know her more and I want to know everything about her what we share together back then. If only I can remember her.
This past few days with Quinn have been great, I really enjoy her company I feel guilty for treating her bad back at the hospital so I thought of something that can make up to what I did to her so I organize a small picnic at the park and I found a guitar in my closet maybe I can serenade her or something.
Next morning, In the park Quinn and I taking a walk.
"You know that walking is good for pregnant women" I say, she looked at me and smiles.
"Oh really so that is why we are here in the park?" She said.
"Yes but to spend time with you also because you been MIA this last two days to I don't where you been maybe a date with Brody" I said with a hint of jealousy, she laugh.
"Oh does Finn Hudson miss me? And is he jealous?" She teased and I blushed and didn't say anything.
"To clear the air I am not dating your cousin Brody anymore we broke up at the hospital when went to see you and this past two days I was just with a friend, he wanted to see me and have a little chat he was so funny and wonderful to be with, he is here for a vacation I don't know if you know him but he is one of Brody's friend" She said, I feel jealous at the same time hurt knowing he is with a guy that I didn't know about.
"Oh, I am not sure if I know him but I am glad you had a great time with him" I say feeling lonely.
"Finn there is nothing to be jealous about, nothing is going on with him and me" She said I shooked my head.
"Yet, look I am just bummed that you didn't tell me that you went on a date with some other guy but I am not jealous, I just miss you that is all I thought you are going to help me bring my memory back since you said you know me better than anyone else" I said trying to hide the fact that I am so jealous right now.
"I am sorry if I am not here for you this two days ok I have a right to go out with a friend is not like I am your girlfriend for you to a have a right to who I am going with" She snapped at me, stop it Finn why are you jealous of her meeting with a guy she is not your girlfriend she is just a girl that you are trying to remember and helping you I said to myself.
"Enough about that guy he is not important right now there is one thing that I want you to see that is why I brought you here, I prepare a little surprise for you" I said holding her hand and heading in the middle of the park where a prepare a simple pinic for us.
"You prepare all this for us?" She said, I just nodded.
"Yeah I did, I woke up very early for this I hope you like it" I said she smiled.
"I love it but this doesn't mean I am ok with you outrage earlier" She said, we walk near the picnic and help her sit I sit beside her and hand her some food that I prepare.
We started to eat, no one spoke at eachother she is mad at me, wht did I brought up that guy to her, is it a crime to be jealous she is hanging around with another guy when she should be with me.
"Its a lovely day today isn't it" I say looking up at the clouds.
"Yeah it sure is" She say not looking at me and just kept eating. I hold her hand.
"Aren't you going to talk to me?" I asked looking at her and I can't help but to admire her beauty even without any make up on.
"Fine well thank you for all of this it means a lot" She faked smiled and remove her my hand to her hand.
"Its fine I am glad you like it, I hope this is all your favorite because I don't know what do you want" I said trying to lighten up the mood.
"Well for the record you got it all right I never knew someone who forgot me knew all what I want" She said, I smiled but she is mad at me maybe its the time to serenade her and I know the perfect song.
"Lucky guess but anyway I have something for you I brought a guitar with me I used this when ever I am alone in my room I am not much of a singer but I want to sing to you" I said and get my guitar and started playing.
[Quinn (Finn)]
It's like, he doesn't hear a word I say
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
It's like all he wants is to chill out
(She's way too serious)
Makes me wanna pull all my hair out
(She's always in a rush and interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care
(Like she doesn't even care)
[Quinn Finn]
You, me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain (like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing.
How did she know this song, did she heard it before but its impossible because me and my first love made this song, I shruggred it off and continue to sing, As I sing I kept my focus on her, I admire her everything about her eventhough we just started hanging out for a while but I feel complete when I am with her, I don't know why I feel this way but somehow I knew deep down I am falling for her, maybe she is right all along if I just can remember her I would known how special she is to me.
[Finn]
She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
[Quinn (Finn:)]
Why does he try to read my mind?
(I try to read her mind)
It's not good to psychoanalyze
(She tries to pick a fight to get attention)
That's what all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)
[Quinn Finn]
You, me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain (like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing.
As the song continues I can see tears starting to fall in her eyes and mine as well, and I came to realize right here and there that I have to make things right for Quinn.
[F] When I'm yes, she's no
[Q] When I hold on, he just lets go
[F Q] We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing
As the song ended I put away my guitar to the side and touch her face to wipe away the tears.
"Do you like it I hope it wasn't that much" I said.
"No its more than enough" She said and kissed me, I was shocked I thought of Sabina how I was cheating on her when she is away but I don't care about her right now so I kissed backed, I am falling hard for Quinn and maybe even before I love her I just forgetten about it.
"You always do this kind of stuff to me before you are ever so romantic guy, Thank you and sorry if I kissed you" She said pulling away from the kiss, I just smiled.
"Its fine really, I am the one who should be sorry because I have been unkind to you at first, I hurt you so much more than I ever know but what happen with David and you helping me remember what I should remember made me realize some things" I said.
"Finn there is nothing I want more to have you back and I will do everything I can for you to come back to me, to us" She said, I smiled at her and hold her hand.
"I know and I want to remember everything too, I am thankful that you are here helping me even I think I am broken puzzle, I just wish its easy to remember things when you forget about them, can I ask you something?" I said.
"I know what you are going to asked, you are probably wondering why I know the song" She said I just nodded.
"I knew the song because we both made it for our school talent show, we use to sing that everytime we had a fight and that songs washes our angers away" She explained, I was shocked to hear what she said.
"So your telling me that you are my first love?" I asked she rolled her eyes.
"Does it matter if I tell you that I am your first love, bestfriend and fiance? Oh I mean ex fiance, because no matter what I tell you its useless you won't remember me anyway and you are engage with Sabina, you are getting married with someone else and I won't lie anymore it hurts a lot" She snapped at me.
"I am doing the best I can to remember you Quinn, believe or not I am frustrated to get my memory back but what can I do it won't come back, can we just start over again and forget about the past" I said she rolled her eyes.
"Its easy for you to say that but for me its not the memories we shared together are priceless and can't never be forgotten if you want to forget about it then go ahead but I will never forget what we shared" She is mad at me.
"Can we just go home, I am tired and I have to do something with Rachel and I have to meet Jesse after" She said trying to stand up slowly.
"Ok" I said helping her stand up and walk to the car, once she is in the car I fix the rest of the stuff and put it in the car and drove home.
On our way home the drive was silent nobody speak to eachother like nothing happen.
When we arrive home before we enter the house.
"Quinn I am sorry, I didn't mean to pissed you off, its just that I think I am falling for you" She put her hand on my lips.
"Save it, I don't want to hear anything from you right now just leave me alone for awhile" She said and immediately went inside the house and leaving me alone outside. I follow after a few minutes, I saw Puck sitting in the living room watching a game on the television I walk in and sat on the couch.
"Dude you ok?" Pucked asked.
"I don't know, I think I blew it I set up a romantic picnic on the park with Quinn but because of my stupid mouth I ruin it and she insist that she is my first love just because she knows the song and right now I am confused because when ever I am with her I can feel something that I am not suppose to feel towards her because I am engage with someone else already but my heart tells me to go after her" I said letting out a big sighed.
"Wow even when your memory is gone you are still confused" He joked I glared at him.
"Very funny and you are not helping" I said.
"Sorry but you always have that problem in you, dude you know who you want, you know who you really love so just don't pretend you don't know who you really want to be with because the answer is already there" He said I am confused, Sabina is my girlfriend and Quinn there is something about her that makes me love her.
"You think I choose the wrong girl to get married with" I said he nodded.
"Alright, What can I do fix this?" I asked.
"Here is what you can do broke off the engagement with Sabina and then get things right with Quinn, dude you know you love her you always have but because of the accident you forgot how much she means to you before the accident you are determine to get her back whatever it takes so prove it before she completely got tired of waiting for you she already let go of you once don't make it happen again because maybe the second time around is for good" He said I sighed and confused at the same time if only I can remember everything then it would be easy.
"If only I can remember everything we went through then maybe it would be easy, Argh I hate this all of you claim that Quinn is my soulmate but here I am confused between her and Sabina this memory loss is not helping at all" I said putting my hands on my face.
Meawhile with with Quinn is her room.
Quinn POV
"How dare of hum wants to forget our memories together and start over" I said throwing the pillow to the door.
"Hey you should watch where you are throwing those" Rachel said coming in the room.
"Sorry Rach, what are you doing here?" I asked.
"I heard from Puck what happened Finn told him" She said I let out a big sighed.
"He want to forget everything we shared Rach and I don't want that just because he don't remember me he can just do that, I am thinking he want to do it because he is getting married with Sabina, I am suppose to be his fiance not her" I said.
"Because in his mind he think he is going to marry Sabina when he saw the ring but he didn't know it belongs to you" She said.
"Not only that he is jealous when I am going out with Jesse" I said.
"Speaking of Jesse, what is going on with you two?" She asked we are interupt when my phone turn on, I see who was calling and it was Sabina, I answer her call.
"Hi Quinn, how everything doing with Finn I hope to hear some good news between you two" She said on the other line.
"Well we hang out a lot that is for sure, he set up a romantic picnic earlier but because of his jealousy and words he ruined what could have been a great day" I said, she laughed.
"Oh its that so, you know I am expecting right now that he would call off the engagement, I want to be the first to say its over but in his condition I am afraid what he will do, so I just let him be the one to say it" She explained, good point Finn is still not in good condition so I have to take things easy.
"You are right so anyway how are you and Brody?" I asked Rachel looked surprise.
"We are fine, he arrive two days after I got here in australia we are starting to know eachother thank you by the way for setting everything up for us" She said.
"You are welcome, I hope you two are having fun" I said.
"Oh we are, Quinn I know you are upset but as I said give him sometime, and have a big patience with him because I get it he could be irritating at times but I know he loves you and I will make sure our engagement will be cancelled" She assured, I am thankful for her she is willing to sacrifice her feelings for Finn just for him to be happy.
"Thank you so much Sab, you don't know how much that means to me" I said.
"You are welcome, don't give up on him ok, I got to go Brody is calling me he said he has a suprise for me, talk to you later ok" She said hunging up the phone, I look at Rachel and she is smiling like she is up to something.
"What are you smiling about?" I asked.
"I think I got a way for Finn to remember you" She said why do I feel that this plan won't be easy.
"What plan?" I asked her again.
"Why don't we re do what happen before Finn's accident" She said I rolled my eyes.
"Rach how will I do that?, I can't pretend to cheat on him again just to get his memory back and I won't use another person again just to make him jealous and what if he gets the wrong idea" I said, I am done using other person look where it lead to David is still in the hospital recovering although he deserves it and Brody I hurt him just because I want to make Finn jealous or forget about him.
"Sorry Quinn I just thought it will help his confusion" She said I sighed.
"But looked at it this way you said he is jealous about Jesse right without you doing something with him why don't you use that as a way to make him jealous even more and maybe memories will come rushing back" She explained, I just sighed she got a point but will it be worth it if I tried.
"Its fine, we all want him to be back to normal but we can't force him right away and what if Jesse get the wrong idea about this but I will think about your idea" I said and she hug me.
Finn POV
I was sitting outside our house thinking what happened earlier when I saw Santana approaching me and sitting beside me.
"You know I think Puck is right I do know who I want but I am just pretending I don't because I don't want to hurt the other one and I don't have the guts to break up with her too" I said she sighed.
"You know you always think of the other but not Quinn, how is it easily for you to hurt her but is not easy for you to hurt other girls" She said, that hit me deep why can't I just choose both of them it will be easy but that isn't how it goes.
"Quinn and I can be friends" I said.
"That is not easy Finn, Quinn loves you she can't pretend to be friends with when she is inlove with you and you know what she thinks she thinks you are lying to her about your feelings" Santana said I looked at her.
"San I don't lie when I told her I am falling for her, ever since that day at the hospital I can't stop thinking about her she is always on my mind and I realize something to when I was with Sabina I am seeing Quinn not Sabina they say I am doing all the things that I do with Quinn before with Sabina because in my mind Quinn is Sabina where in fact they are two different people" I explained to her.
"This is really sucks not being able to remember everything that happened before it sucks you know I know I love Quinn but I don't have the courage to broke up with Sabina I love her too, I don't want to cause any harm" I said looking down.
"Then we can't do anything about that but to accept that you choose Sabina and not Quinn" She said, when she said that something flashback in my mind.
Flashback:
When I arrive home I saw Santana in the living room waiting for me
"What are you still doing here its already late" I asked. She rolled her eyes.
"I just want to ask you if you are doing ok, you know after what happen earlier" She said, I sit down beside her and sighed.
"Honestly I don't know what to feel its like my heart been riff off my chest, do you know something about this?" I asked her and she shook her head.
"We all have no idea about it she just told us after she told you" Santana said.
"Oh" I said looking down.
"She gave up on you and I think its for the best for you two because you keep hurting her and she is tired of it, you should be happy now after all you have a new girlfriend already" She said I rolled my eyes.
"But I don't want to give up on her, I love her San but I also love Sabina I am so confused" I said.
"You can't love two person at the same time you have to choose one eventually but who?" She asked I shrugged.
"Look let Quinn be happy she deserves it, you choose to be with Sabina so prove it that you choose the right decision" I just looked at her did I make the right decision by continuing my relationship with Sabina.
"I make a big mistake San I push her away and now that she gave up on me I realize how stupid I am to let my jealousy, anger and pride on the way and now I can't accept the fact that she is gone forever" I said in tears.
...
"Finn I want you to be happy, I am sorry for everything that I did, sorry that I cheat on you with David and I am still regretting that day cause I lost you, I want to fight for our love but it looks like you already move on and happy with someone else" I say quitely for the others not to hear and looking at Sabina.
"And I also want to be happy just like you but to be able to do that I must set you free and let you be with her, thank you for everything that we shared together I will be forver grateful to you" I said trying to control my tears from falling, he hold my hand.
"What are saying Quinn?" He asked.
"I am setting you free Finn, I am moving on without you in my and our twins life, I am giving up the chances that we will get back together and I don't want to be hurt anymore I am tired of all this so I have to do what is best for me, you and especially our babies, don't worry about me I can take of myself just do me a favor please love Sabina just like you love me and don't you hurt her like I hurt you, Goodbye Finn and for the last time I love you with all my heart" I said to him touching his face and walking away from him and back at my sit.
...
"Quinn can we talk please, can we talk about us, about what happened last night" I said she just looked at me.
"Talk to him to give closure me and Rachel are here when something happens" Puck said to Quinn she just nodded. He walk towards me.
"Dude whatever Quinn's decide please respect it because its for the better ok just let it be, you are happy now aren't you so let her be, I will leave you two alone now ok" He said leaving us, she lead me to her room so no one can disturb us.
Inside her room we locked the door so no one will interfere us.
"So what do you want to talk about?" She asked I sighed.
"Why did you give up on me? I thought we talk about this already that we needed to heal before coming back together" I said she rolled her eyes.
"Are you serious about that?" I nooded she faked a smiled.
"So you mean healing our wounds includes dating someone else and then when you get tired of her you will come back to me, that is not how I picture it because when you say you want to heal it means you just want some space and without dating someone else completely ignoring the fact that we haven't broken up for that long, you know what I felt when you are always with Sabina I feel so hurt, I felt broken inside then I got a feeling that you two are together that had me thinking you can easily replace me and forget me in a blink of an eye while me I am not looking for anyone because we have a promise Finn and you know that" She said, I felt guilty we made a promise before we parted ways a few weeks ago but I broke it, its all my fault.
"I didn't mean to hurt you and I also didn't mean to fall inlove with Sabina" I said.
"Do you still love me?" She asked I tried to hold her hand but she refuse.
"Yes I do, I still love you after everything that happen I still want to be with you and I can't accept the fact that you gave up on me" I said to here sincerely.
"Well its your fault because you always let me feel that I was always your second choice, I am the girl who you would just leave behind anytime and the girl you can easily hurt whenever you want to but with Kitty, Rachel and Sabina you are afraid to hurt them and leave them because you care about their feelings and you love them so you can't leave them easily, the routine is always like that and I am tired of it so that made me think that maybe I should give up on us and focus on myself more it may hurt at first but I know I cope up with it" She said in anger, I looked down.
"And now you are telling me you want to be with me oh come on Finn don't lie to me, you just can't accept the fact that I am starting to move on from you because you thought that I can't but you were wrong because I am mich stronger now and I have our friends to support me" She explained.
"But you are the one who cheated on me" I snap but I instantly regret what I have said.
"I did cheat on you but me and David didn't really have sex, yes you caught us both naked in our bed and making out but I am tried to stop him but he is to strong and with all my hormones acting up crazy I kissed him back but after that I never wanted to be near him, he is just with me because of the twins and nothing else when he stole kisses from me I hate it and always tell him to back off but he is so consistent to get me back but I said no and I don't want to because I don't love him I only love you Finn but you move on easily without me" She said tears starting to fall in her eyes.
"Don't you know I regret cheating on you everyday, I kept thinling of a way to get you back but you make it sure that you don't want me anymore so why bother" She said.
"Quinn I never mean it that way, I am sorry for everything I am sorry that I always keep on hurting you, I am sorry that I let my anger and pride get in a way between us but I also mean what I said that I still love you and I want to be with you, I will broke up with Sabina for you" I said she just laughed.
"I already heard that a million times Finn but you never keep your word so why bother right" I hug her my tears starting to fall.
"Quinn please don't do this to me, I can't live without you I am so stupid to let you go I let my emotions got away I am too blind also with my anger and knowing you gave up me broke my heart" I said she pushed me away.
"But you broke my heart first and stop saying those words to me because I no longer believe in you, why don't you just be happy with Sabina because you two make a lovely couple" She said.
"But--" She cut me off.
"No buts Finn, I already made up my mind you already choose what you want I respect that and I have supported you both so right now all I can say to you that you let me be so I can move on easily too" She said with a serious tone.
"Please I beg you don't do this to me, lets hold on for our love" I said.
"I made up my mind and there is nothing you can say or do to change my mind, I am sorry for setting you free but that is the best for us and you will thank me someday, let me be happy Finn, let me be free" She said I grab her and kissed her, how I missed those lips to mine how I miss touching her and being with her. She kissed me back but instantly pulls away from the kiss.
"Please Finn don't make this harder for me, think about the twins I will loose them because of you and I can't afford that they are the only one I have now to remember you by so please for the last time let me be free and happy like I set you free to be happy with Sabina and don't you worry about me getting back with David cause I will never getting back together with him" She said, I can't believe this is happening I am really loosing her.
"Now that I made myself clear can you just leave me alone now I want to take a rest please" She said I just nodded, I don't want to leave but I have to because if I keep insisting myself to her I will stress her and that will cause her to loose the twins and I don't want that.
"I am so sorry Quinn, I love you always remember that" I said before leaving her room.
Outside her room I let my tears fall I can't help it loosing the girl I love hurts me to pieces, I punch the wall few times before slip down and sat on the floor behind her door thinking how stupid I am, I hate myself but there is nothi g I can do now she gave up on me and maybe I should too but I don't want to, I have to get her back I have to.
End of flashback:
"Are you ok?" Santana asked, noticing something is wrong with me as I place my hand in my head.
"I think we should go to the hospital, I will call the guys to help me" Santana said but I stop her.
"No I am ok, no need for that, I will just going up to my room and rest" I said standing up and went to my room to rest.
A few hours later I woke up my head is not aching anymore, I look at the clock and saw its already late in the afternoon.
"Oh good you are awake now, how are you feeling" Quinn say entering the room with a glass of water in hand and a plate of sandwhich.
"I am fine, my head was aching a while ago but I am fine now" I said.
"Good, I was worried about you, you faint earlier while talking to Santana" She said placing the glass of water and the sandwhich in the side table.
"I can't remember I pass out, I had a flashback earlier about you and the guys but its all still blurry" I said.
"Don't force yourself to much ok, take the time you need I will be here waiting for you" She said.
"What if I can't remember you, where will it lead us? I asked she sighed.
"I don't know maybe you will be married to Sabina, you and I will be with someone else" She sadly said.
"But I am sure you will be ok soon and I am just here waiting for you no matter how long it takes for you to come back" I smiled at her.
"I wish I could return the love you are giving me that is why I am trying so hard to being my memories back but everytime I try I just can't remember you, I hate this" I said punching the bed.
"I hate not remembering you when I am having a flashbacks about you setting me free or letting me go because I was happy with someone else now, I asked why would I be with someone else if everybody and even you saying that you are my soulmate, did I do something or did you do something that made me break up with you and find someone else?" I asked confused, I really don't understand what is happening why am I having this flashbacks.
"I feel I am missing out a lot but I can't do anything, my heart thinks I am falling for you and telling me to go for you but in my mind its telling me that Sabina is my fiance the one I should marry and be with" She hold my hand and touches my face.
"But who weight the most your heart or your mind?" She asked I just looked at her.
"You can't love both woman at the same time eventually you will choose one, I am hoping its me and if you really think I am the one for you you should break things off with Sabina because I am not going back together with you when you are still engage with someone else" She said I just nodded my head.
"I am sorry for causing you so much pain, I am sorry for not being the man that you hope for" I said she started to cry.
"Its ok, I understand you know my biggest regret is that I didn't take you back when you are asking me to then I started dating your Brody and you find out and got so hurt then this happen I couldn't forgive myself because of me you are in this situation" She said, I was suprised to what she said.
"Did I hear you right you have something to do with the accident that is why I can't remember some events of my life?" I said raising my voice a bit.
"Yes you should hate me because of me this happen and you got engage with someone else its my fault you got so drunk that night that you crash I am sorry, I don't deserve you or our twins for that matter I am a terrible person and if you don't get your memories back and marry Sabina is the worst day of my life because I lost the man I really loved just because of the pride I have" She said in tears.
"Quinn I-" She cut me off before I could say anything.
"I am sorry, I can't do this, this is so much stress for me I gotta go, get well soon ok" She said standing up and leaving the room.
"Ahhh why is this happening to me, I don't want this life anymore, I don't want not remembering anything I feel useless I can't take this anymore" I screamed.
"Finn, what happened?" Santana came rushing in the room.
"Calm down and tell me everything ok" She said, I calm down and tell her that happened.
"I am tired of all this shit San, I don't know why I loss my memory, I don't know who I am anymore and now Quinn tells me she is the reason why this is happening to me right now, I just don't understand anymore, please just tell me everything tell me the truth please" I said pleading to her.
"Quinn is right you got into a car accident because of her, on the night that you are going to talk to her about Rachel and the baby cause you think telling the truth is the only way to bring her back but you saw her with Brody kissing outside our house and found they are together then they said you immediately went inside your car and drove fast then we got a call the next morning and told us you got into an accident and they say you are so drunk that is why you crash and your injury in your head or brain its pretty hard that is why you can't remember some things in your life" Santana explained.
"And now Quinn is blaming herself ever since the accident that is why she is trying so hard for you to remember her eventhough you hate her" She added I can't believe this she is the reason for all of this, what else I suppose to know.
"Finn, Quinn is very miserable without you she is lonely because this wouldn't happen if she didn't let you go because you keep hurting her she was always your second choice and she got tired of you but she still loves you so much so as much she wants to move on from you but she can't and I hope someday you come to realize Quinn is the one for you, so you can be happy with her and your twins" Santana said, I just looked down.
"I don't know San, If I was happy with her why would I be with Sabina I feel there is something that I really need to know like what really happen between us before this" I said she didn't say anything.
"Look if you don't want to tell me I will find the answer myself" I said standing and grabbing my keys.
"Does it matter if you found out?" She asked.
"Yes, its still part of my life San I want to know everything that I don't remember for me to be complete I feel useless" I said leaving Santana in the room.
"Finn you come back here this instant" Santana said following me, I didn't listen to her I just hurry to leave the house and went to a nearest bar and have some drinks.
"What is all the shouting about San?" Kurt asked coming out of his room.
"Its Finn he found out how the accident happen, Quinn said something that is her fault that is why he was so drunk that night and had an accident and now Finn wants to know everything from the past because he feels there is something more he should know that we aren't telling him" Santana explained.
"And now he ran off to I don't know where and I am worried" Santana said, Kurt hug her.
"We need to tell the others to find him before anything happens again" Kurt said Santana nodded and went inside to tell the others what happen.
Meanwhile at the bar, I was sitting on the table drinking, I really hate not remembering anything at all and now I don't if my family, friends or Quinn is telling the truth to me, I can't just sit here to listen to their story about my life I need to do something on my own for me to know what are the things I need to know and missing.
While I am busy drinking a girl approach me
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"Well who do we have here is Mr. Finn Hudson" The girl said I looked at her to see who she is but I don't recognize her.
"How did you know me?, did we met before?" I asked.
"Don't be silly Finn, I am Anneliese remember" She said I looked at her to see if I can remember her.
"Look I am really sorry but I can't really remember you, I got into an accident last few weeks and I have this so called memory loss which I can't remember some of my past but if you really know me maybe you can help me because I want to know everything" I said.
"Oh you poor thing I thought Quinn is taking good care of you but she isn't, don't worry I will help you in everything you want to know" She smiled at me.
"You know Quinn and my friends?, basically I just found that Quinn has something to do with mt accident" I explained.
"Ofcourse I was your ex before but Quinn ruin everything for us, she stole you away from me Finn" She said.
"Are you sure about that?, because I don't think she can do that" I said.
"You have to believe me Finn, I am telling the truth" She said and hold my hand.
"We were happy back then until she showed up, she is not a good girl Finn she even cheated on you and got pregnant with another guy and now she is forcing the babies is your even if its not" She said, I was surprise to what she said and had me thinking maybe that is the reason why I ended up things with Quinn and find someone else.
"She cheated on me and got pregnant with another guy, I can't believe it how can she do that to me I thought she loves me, wait if this is true why didn't she tell me about this?" I asked her.
"Simply to take advantage of you, because in your state she can easily manupulate you to anything she wants, trust me Finn, Quinn is not a good person and better stay away from her" She warned, my mind is so confused right now I don't know if I am going to believe to all she have said.
"I have to talk to Quinn about this, I deserve to know the truth I don't need some crap they feed me, I need to know who I really am not some made up stupid lies" I said, she grins.
"That girl can ruin everything, she even ruin you and Rachel pretending that you are the father of her babies she is the reason why Rachel broke up with you" Anneliese said.
"I can't remember how Rach and I broke up, all I know is she is pregnant with my child" I question myself how did Rachel and me broke up is it really because of Quinn.
"Yes, you and Rachel suppose to get married but Quinn did something to ruin your engagement, she took you away from her she said some things that she will hurt Rachel if you don't break up with her, she even accuse Ms. Berry having drug and alcohol problem and your sister and friends are also with her they are all against you" She said, I can't believe all that I am hearing this all to much.
"Wow I don't know what to say too much information, I am confused but at the same time I think I want to believe you but I need to talk to Quinn first before anything else" I said, she rolled her eyes.
"Finn!" Someone shout my name I turned around to see Santana with Sam and Puck.
"You are driking again, stop this and lets go home what if you got drunk again and crash again, do you know what your family and friends would feel or what Quinn feels?" Santana snapped at me getting the glass of tequila in my hand.
"Quinn? Do you think she really cares for me or she just pretend to care" I said she rolled her eyes and hit me.
"Oh my god Finn, do you not feel how much she cares for you or you to blind to see it or maybe Anneliese say something to you about your life and Quinn which aren't true" She glared at Anneliese.
"Excuse me Santana, we all know what kind of person Quinn is but fine Finn its your choice if you will believe or not but I assure you everything I told you earlier its true" She said, I just nodded along.
"Don't believe all the craps she said Finn its not true" Puck said.
"Stop putting wrong information in my brothers head bitch because you are not totally helping him, he needs to know the truth not some old lies you are saying" Santana said angrilly.
"Stop it!" I shout, everyone kept quiet.
"Look I don't know if all of you are telling the truth because you all confused me, all I want is to know what exactly happen before my accident and with you four figthing not helping at all, Anneliese tells me what I need to know while you San and our other friends won't tell me everything I can feel you are all hiding things from me" I said angrily.
"See Finn believes me and not to you guys that is a good thing right? But anyway I have to go it was nice seeing you around and oh Finn see you around there is so much more I need to tell you, call me ok" She said putting a piece of paper in my pocket before she leaves.
"I can't believe that girl" Sam said.
"You don't exactly believe her do you?" Santana asked, I looked at them and turn away.
"Like I said, I don't know what to believe anymore but Anneliese give me somethings to think of for awhile, I mean she did told me what happen with me and Rachel which got me thinking a lot about it, lets just go home that is what you all come here for right" I said standing up leaving the bar and into my car with the guys following behind me.
Meanwhile at the back at the bar. Shelby is waiting for Anneliese to come back.
"How did it go, did you put some sense on Finn?" Shelby asked when Anneliese went inside the car.
"Well bad news Finn got to an accident and got a head injury which cause to a certain memory loss he can't remember some parts of his life but the good news is I took advantage of that and tell him everything he needs to know about Quinn and his friends on how they all gang up to manupulate him and ruin everything for him and Rachel" Anneliese said.
"Well done, I never knew you had it in you, I thought we are going to have a big problem with him but it turns out we can use his condition right now to make him in our side and push Quinn and his friends away from him so my daugther and Finn will leave happily ever after with my grandkid" Shelby said.
"Well this girl got some tactics on its own" They both laughed.
Santana POV
We arrive home after half an hour, nobody speaks in our way home I looked at Finn wgo seems to be thinking something deep I wonder what Anneliese tell him about us
"Finn glad they found you, we are all worried about you" Kurt said when we enter the house.
"Well thanks for caring but I am alright and I really do hope you all care about me" He said, Kurt was suprised to what Finn said and he was hurt.
"Ofcourse I do care, we all do" He tried to explain to Finn.
"Yeah yeah I get it, where is Rachel by the way?" Finn asked.
"Finn what is happening to you why are you saying those things to Kurt?" I asked.
"Its none of your business San, you all act you all care for me but the truth is you aren't you all said you just want to the best for me but that is not true becauae if you do you will tell me everything I need to know not hid it for me" He said frustrated.
"Wait is this something to do what Anneliese told you?" I asked him he looked at me and smirked.
"Yes she told me everything I need to know like how Quinn cheated on me and Quinn being the reason why Rachel and I broke up" Finn shouted, I didn't say anything because he was right even the others are speechless.
"You see you can't even say something because its true right, I can't believe all this time I thought you all care for me but it turns out you didn't now I know why the first time I saw Quinn I was so mad at her because she ruin my life, my relationship and because of her I can't remember some events in my life" Finn said, we all looked down.
"You all said she loves me and she is the love of my life if this is true then why did she on me and if I love her then why would I be engage with someone else, I just can't believe this when I am starting to fall in love with her I learned that she isn't a goody good shoes of a girl" He said.
"Finn, Quinn really loves you, sorry if we didn't tell you about what Anneliese told you we just want to protect you especially in your condition" Puck said.
"Protect me? That is full of crap sugar coating everything you know what you are not protecting me you are protecting Quinn some family and friends you are" He said walking away from us and into his room.
"San what are we gonna do about Finn, he is mad at us" Kurt said. This is all Anneliese fault if she hadn't interfere Finn wouldn't be like this.
"I don't know, we aren't really sure what she really told him but its our fault not telling him what exactly happen before the accident he deserves to know the truth but we thought keeping it was best for him but it ain't" I said everyone sighed.
"Hey guys Quinn and I are back from girls bond" Rachel said cheerfully.
"What is wrong with you guys what is with your sad faces" Quinn said noticing it.
"Well something happened" Puck cut me off.
"Do you think its a good idea to tell her about Finn" Puck said.
"Its better she knows because we don't know what Finn might do to her when he saw her" I said.
"Can someone tell us what is going on we are getting worried here" Quinn said just as I was begin to talk Finn came rushing down the stairs with his bags on hand.
"Finn what is all this? Why are you bringing all your stuff with you?" Quinn asked, Finn looked at him.
"Away from everyone else and especially for you" He said.
"But where are you going?" She asked trying to touch him but he refuse.
"Like you would care where I am going, you ruin my life you make me believe things that aren't true" Finn said.
"What who told you that, I didn't lie to you I was honest with you all the time about us" Quinn said defending herself, Finn rolled his eyes.
"Yeah tell that to someone who cares because I don't, after finding out that you cheated on me, causing my accident, lying to be abouy the twins real father and ruining my relationship with Rachel that is not why I consider a person who is caring, loving and truthful that is what I called a selfless bitch now get out of my way before I do something to you" He said walking towards the door.
"Finn, I don't know who told you all those things but can we just atleast talk about it first" Quinn said sobbing.
"No I don't want to talk to you anymore, all this time you been lying to me and the worst part is I believe you becauae I thought you love and care for me but I guess you are not and what hurt the most is that you make me fall in inlove with you" Finn said in tears and left leaving everyone in shock and a teary eyed Quinn.
"I don't understand what just happen, can someone explain it to us" Rachel said angrily.
"If we all could sit down we will tell you everything" Sam said leading us to the living room.
We all sat down and told everything to Rachel, Kurt, Quinn and Brittany what happened.
"I think my mom have something to do with this, Anneliese and Demi are helping her" Rachel explained.
"I hate this everytime Finn and I are starting to get better something is going to happen maybe we aren't meant to be maybe I should just give up" Quinn said in tears.
"Hey hey don't say that everything is going to get better I promise yiu just stay we will take care of the rest we will bring him back and we will teach Anneliese a lesson to back off Finn before anything else could happen" I said trying to calm her down.
"Sorry about what happen Quinn, I didn't know and I assure you I am not going to take Finn away from you, I love Puck not him, I promise you I will do everything I can to bring him back to you and to his senses" Rachel said.
"Thanks guys I don't know what to do without you but do you all think its right to fight for him after all this I think his memories won't come back" Quinn said feeling down.
"I know for a fact when his memories come back he will remember everything about you and came running back to you all we need to do is to know what Anneliese said to himand try to explain everything because that what he wants right he wants to know everything then we will give it to him" I said.
"Well since I think I am the only who isn't in the bad side of Finn I think I can talk to him and explain everything, because he just texted me and wants to meet tonight once he got settled in his place" Rachel said, Puck looking jealous she hold his hand.
"Everything is going to be ok, its not like Finn and I are going to get back together becuase we aren't and we are engage remember and I love you its you who I want to be with and not him, Finn and I are done and ain't coming back you just have to trust me ok" She said assuring Puck that is going to be ok.
"I am just scared to what might happen, if he is going to stole you away from me thinking about it scares me but I will trust you and try to understand Finn" He said, Rachel kissed him.
"I will bring Finn back I promise you all" She said, We all just nodded.
"If Finn comes back I will tell him everything, I won't hide from him anymore I really hope its not too late for us because this is the last draw if this isn't going to work might as well give up but I love him so much to do that" Quinn said we all hug her, wr felt bad for hope we all wish everything will be ok.