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To Hell and Back
Chapter Five
Under the Goshinboku in the Sengoku Jidai..
"I love you, Kagome."
Kagome smiled at him, with tears stinging her eyes. His golden orbs are staring directly through to her soul. Inuyasha, her Inuyasha, said he loves her.
"I love you too. So much."
They embrace slowly, arms wrapped around each other with so much love emanating within their bodies. Inuyasha nuzzles his face into her neck and lightly growls deep within his chest. They pull away slightly to look into each others eyes.
"Kagome.. will you.. be with me tonight? Will you let me join us in both body and soul?"
Kagome's tears are now flowing freely down her face. This is how she wanted to feel the first time her and Inuyasha got together. She knows it's not the first time, but she's still happy about the way he is asking. He wants to be sure it's okay before proceeding any further.
Inuyasha leans in to lightly lick her stray tears away before pulling her lips to his in a soft and tender kiss. When they pull away she can only say one word.
"Yes."
Inuyasha slowly pulls Kagome's shirt above her head and throws it to the side. He looks at her amazing body before proceeding with her bra. He seems to fumble with it at first but quickly gets the hang of it as he nice and slowly pulls it off of her and tosses that to the side also.
He puts a clawed hand tenderly around one of her breasts and when she didn't back away, he continues to squeeze and stroke softly. She moans with each and every tender feel of his hand.
Kagome moves forward and starts to undress Inuyasha in return. She unties his Obi then pulls off his Suikan and his Hadagi. She looks closely at his toned and muscular chest. She starts to feel each muscle with her small hands and each time she moves across his chest, another feeling of electricity shoots through to her very core.
They spend little to no time removing the rest of their clothes and soon they end up with Kagome pressed against the Goshinboku and Inuyasha's mouth slammed up against hers. Both of their hands roaming the others body with more fervor then thought possible.
"Inu..yasha.." Kagome is moaning lightly in her sleep.
Inuyasha is sleeping soundly with his face nuzzled into Kagome's neck, breathing sofly onto her mating mark. His right arm is wrapped tenderly around her and his hand is resting neatly on her stomach. His right leg is entangled between both of hers and his hardened member is pressed intimately against her rear.
Inuyasha happens to also be having dreams of his own..
Inuyasha carried Kagome a good thirty kilometers in a mere fifteen minutes. He was confident that no one was able to catch up and he found a nice secluded cave, deep in a waterfall which he knew that the water would easily mask their scent from being detected.
Inuyasha layed Kagome lightly on the cave floor and watched as she scooted away from him. Why was his mate afraid? He didn't understand. He reached forward to place a clawed hand lightly on her cheek. Kagome flinched but didn't back away. He then heard her ask, "Wh-what are you doing, Inuyasha?"
He moved in closer without responding and kissed her lightly. She backed away from him before he could get more then two seconds of their lips touching.
He growled at her to submit. He didn't understand why his mate - his bitch - wasn't submitting to him. He growled to show his dominance over her and said what he was able to muster, "you are my mate. You have to submit to me."
He heard her gasp as if she was surprised he would say such a thing. She backed up with him following her every move. She backed until her back was up against the rock wall behind her.
Inuyasha followed her every movement slowly until she was backed up against the cave wall. He growled again, another yokai instinct, a warning to let her know she needs to submit to him.
Kagome started breathing heavily. In an instant, Inuyasha's lips smashed onto hers. This time with more lust then ever before. He shoved his tongue deep into her warm cavern and rumbled deep in his chest in approval when she didn't fight him right away.
When he pulled back, she jumped up. She immediately yelled, "Osuwari!" He felt the spell take control of his body as he slammed his face into the hard cave floor. He was pissed.
"Bitch." He snarled at her before jumping up and pushing her down on the hard ground. He pounced on top of her and straddled her hips as his mouth ravished her neck and shoulders. He gave her light nibbles where he planned on marking her as his and he heard a slight moan escape her lips. He growled in acceptance.
Inuyasha stopped his current ministrations to look into her deep brown eyes. He sniffed her and then smiled. "You do want me. I can smell your arousal."
"No! Please Inuyasha. Not like this. Please stop!"
Inuyasha ignored her plee for him to stop and in one swipe of his claws, tore her clothes off her body. He wasted no time in also ripping off her black bra and panties. He threw the clothes and undergarments to the side and watched his mate below him. He watched as Kagome shivered at the instant cold and tried to cover her exposed breasts with her arms. Inuyasha Pulled her arms away from her body and stared at her mounds perked up towards him. He held her wrists together with one clawed hand and squeezed and played with both of her perky breasts with his other hand.
After a few minutes, he pulled back and smiled lustfully at her before diving in to start licking and nipping at her nipples. She tried to push him away but he held onto her wrists tighter with both of his hands. He didn't mean to but he ended up drawing blood around her wrists as he held her down. He didn't seem to mind anymore as he didn't even stop what he was doing to check on her. In fact, the slight scent of her blood as he was ravishing her started to invoke more of his animalistic instincts. He growled more and started to suck and lick her even harder.
Inuyasha smelled the salt of her tears and leaned down to lick them away.
"Wh-why? Why are you doing this?" She asked him as her voice trembles.
"You are my mate. I have a right to your body whenever I want. You will submit to me." He growls again to show her how serious he is as he leans back in to kiss her once more.
His clawed hand moves down her body until it rests on the curls of her womanhood. He lightly strokes her sensitive nub and he hears her moan out again.
He feels even lower, where her entrance is. He feels the slickness of her pussy and growls out in pure enjoyment. "Why do you lie to me, mate?"
"Wh-what do you m-mean?"
"You deny me, but you are wet for me. I smell your arousal. You want me. You need me. Now submit to me." He growled again for extra measure.
"Inu..yasha.. I don't want this because it's not you. I - I - I love you. I don't want you to do this in the state you are in. Don't you get it? I love you!"
Inuyasha positioned his hardened member at her entrance as those last three words hit his ears. 'NO! Stop it! Don't do it! I can't stop myself. Kagome.. please forgive me..' He was annoyed by the stupid parasite in his head begging him to stop. He pushed those thoughts away and said, "I love you too, mate."
Two seconds later he thrusted himself deep within her core. He could smell the scent of her blood from her first time coupling. That only acted as another turn on for the hanyou turned yokai.
After a moment of Inuyasha still deep within her, he groaned in anticipation. He gave his mate a moment to adjust to him and now he was ready for more. He started with slow deep thrusts and then as minute by minute went by, he started to pick up the pace.
He heard her moans and felt her walls tighten around him. He heard her yell for him to stop but he knew she was about to release so there was no way he was stopping now. He smiled as he heard her yell out in extacy as she orgasmed around him. This brought him to his own release. "You're going to have my pups, mate."
"No! Please don't do it, Inuyasha! Please don't! Pull out! Now!"
Inuyasha growled at her to shut up. He placed a clawed hand around her throat to get her to be quiet. His claws pierced her skin and she winced in pain. Within seconds, he was cumming. His warm seed was pouring out of him and into her awaiting womb. He immediately leaned in and sunk his fangs into her shoulder, leaving the mark of a mate. He licked up the remaining blood from his mark then he pushed slowly, deep inside her one more time before pulling out and collapsing to the floor next to her. Then everything went black.
Inuyasha's eyes shot open. His breathing is labored. He realized he was in Kagome's bedroom, in a very compromising position on her bed.
His right arm is wrapped tenderly around her and his hand is resting neatly on her stomach. His right leg is entangled between both of hers and his hardened member is pressed intimately against her rear.
'Was that just a dream? Or..' He looked at the sleeping miko in his arms and he moved his hand to lightly stroke her hair from her face. 'No.. It was a memory. I remember..'
He couldn't help the tears from falling as he nuzzles the girl in his arms. 'How could I? She was begging me to stop and.. and I kept going! I purposefully pupped her!'
His eyes widened as a memory flows through his mind;
"Inu..yasha.. I don't want this because it's not you. I - I - I love you. I don't want you to do this in the state you are in. Don't you get it? I love you!"
'She told me she loves me.. Then I told her I love her. It's true.. I've loved her for awhile now but.. there's no way she still feels that way after what I did. I can't believe I ruined what could have been amazing.'
He lifts his head and stares down at the beautiful girl in his arms, tears still flowing down his face as more of those memories flood his mind like a waterfall flowing into a large body of water.
"Inu..yasha.. mmm.."
Inuyasha immediately froze. Then after he composed himself he realized without a doubt that a very intoxicating scent was released from the girl beside him. He could smell her arousal and she was saying his name!
'She.. She's not having nightmares.. She's moaning and dreaming about.. me..'
It was then that he realized his morning wood was very eagerly pressed against the crease of her rear. His breath caught in his throat and he tried to back away slowly but Kagome unconsciously grabbed his arms and pulled him back to her.
"Dammit woman." He whispered huskily into her ear.
Kagome's eyes shot open faster then ever before. Her very vivid dreams still plastered into her very recent memory. She feels the situation she is in and she turns her head to meet Inuyasha's amber gaze.
It didn't go unnoticed that he was crying but now the way they are positioned, it seems to her that he's over whatever made him so upset. Though, it's so unusual for him to show such an emotion, she had to ask.
She put a hand to his face and wiped away a still prominent tear and spoke up, "Inuyasha. You were crying. Why?"
His immediate reaction was to hide his feelings and move away from their close proximity but her arms stilled him. He's a hanyou for crying out loud, a small girl should not be able to keep him pinned here! Yet, that's exactly what was happening.
So instead, he averted his gaze from hers and just responded with, "Keh.. I don't cry, woman."
Kagome rolled over to get a better position next to him and wrapped her arms around his body. Although, the way she moved, she could easily feel his arousal poke her stomach through their clothes. Her entire body immediately flushed and she started to back up when Inuyasha stopped her.
He pulled her back to him by her lower back and nuzzled his face into the crook of her neck. He didn't mean to, but his warm breath on her mark stirred something inside her. He smelled her arousal peak again and he backed his face away to look into her eyes once more.
"K-Kagome.."
He looked down at her lips and back into her eyes and he noticed she did the same thing. Before he could do anything however, she initiated the contact.
Kagome leaned in, her lips smashing onto his in with as much want and need as she felt in her dream. She heard a slight growl come from him before he reluctantly pulled away.
Inuyasha wanted more then anything to be with Kaglme.. But after those memories.. He felt like he didn't deserve such acts of love. He averted his gaze once again and spoke up very nervously.
"K-Kagome.."
Kagome pulled his face by his chin to look at her again and she smiled warmly at him. "Inuyasha.. What's wrong?"
"I - I remember.."
She's confused at what he means at first, so she has to ask. "Remember what?"
His face turned a bright pink and he could barely find the right words. "I .. uh.. remember about that night.. in the cave. I remember everything."
She froze in her tracks. Barely letting out a breath. 'Everything?' "Oh.." Was all she could respond with.
He pulled her body even closer as he nuzzles her neck again. "I'm so sorry. You.. You begged me to stop and .. I didn't even care! I'm such a fucking bastard!"
Kagome started to let her own tears flow down her cheeks at those words. 'So.. he really didn't feel bad when it was happening..'
He pulled back again to look back into her chocolate eyes. "But.. There was a moment. A moment where I tried to stop. I remember basically battling with the yokai inside my head but.. but he won."
Her eyes widened in shock. 'He tried.. to stop?' "Wh-what made you feel that way?"
He blushed at the question but he knew she wouldn't allow him to get away from answering her. She could osuwari him to hell if she wanted to.
"I heard.. I heard you say something.. Something I didn't expect."
"Well? What did I say? I only remember saying stop."
He gulped and took another slow deep breath in. "I heard you say you.. love me.. and after that.. I felt myself awaken slightly. I felt so upset about what my yokai was doing. I couldn't believe the words you just spoke but.. he won the fight. I heard myself say it back but it was like I was watching and it wasn't even me."
Kagome didn't know what to say. He remembers she admitted she loves him but he said it wasn't really him who said he loves her. 'So.. he doesn't really love me..'
She looked away from him and forced back more tears. How could she be so stupid? Why would she think he could love her? Why does she even still love him?
Before she could take more then a few seconds to think those questions over, he turned her head to look back at him. With more confidence now then ever, he said what was on his mind.
"I meant what I said though." That caught her attention. "I .. I do love you Kagome.. and I understand if you hate me now but -"
He was cut off by her lips once again. Tears are freely running down both of their cheeks as the kiss grows more and more passionate. This one has no sexual desire whatsoever. It's filled with love and compassion. Commitment and slight nervousness.
He lightly presses his tongue to her lips and is slightly take aback by her allowing him entrance. There tongues are slowly colliding with one another with more happiness and contentment then ever before. Kagome can't believe he said he loves her. She can't help but let all her tears run freely.
She put a hand to his face and lightly wipes his tears away. She is so happy that he feels comfortable enough to cry in her presence. She trully believes now, that he loves her. She can trully be happy now. She doesn't feel like he is stuck with her as a mate like she thought before. She loves him with all her heart and now she knows. She knows she can fully forgive him.
They finally pull apart after about five minutes of nonstop passion. Their foreheads are resting up against each other and Kagome breaths out the words, "I love you too, Inuyasha. I always have.. and.. I forgive you."
Yokai - Demon
Hanyou - Half-Demon
Neko Yokai - Cat Demon
Kitsune - Fox
Taijiya - Demon Slayer
Houshi - Monk
Miko - Priestess
Suikan - Jacket
Hadagi - Undershirt
Hakama - Pants
Obi - Belt
Osuwari - Sit Boy
Goshinboku - Sacred Tree/Tree of Ages
Sengoku jidai - Feudal Era
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