A/N
This was going to be a one shot little fluff piece about Stendans first time considering we didn't actually get details on the show. But it ended up being over 5000 words! Enjoy.
The first time.
As Brendan walked down the stairs to the cellar he tried to keep the excited anticipation hidden from his face, he'd spent weeks orchestrating this scenario, playing Steven like a fiddle to get him where he wanted. When he walked into the cellar he caught sight of the back of Steven as his skinny arms heaved a crate of beers off the stack and he turned to walk out, stopping when he was confronted with the sight of brendan.
Brendan, locked eyes with Steven and made a show of slowly turning around and locking the cellar door
"You're not going anywhere" Brendan growled low and hushed.
Steven stared at him wide eyed, seemingly at a loss for words.
Brendan stalked towards him like a lion towards its prey, causing Steven to shakily retreat further into the cellar until his back collided with the pillar and he was trapped with the crate of beers as his only protection from the older man.
Brendan crowded the boy and Steven turned his head to the left and closed his eyes, sucking in a breath. He must have thought Brendan was going to hit him, a delayed punishment for trying to kiss him the night before, but that couldn't be further from the truth. Brendan couldn't help but smirk at the unconscious submission that Steven displayed by exposing his bare neck to him. The boy really was delectable and he had no idea.
Brendan secured his hands around the crate and pulled it out of Steven's grasp, gently placing it back down where it had come from. Once he was back in front of him with mere inches between their faces, he flicked his gaze between the boy's lips and eyes and back again. Stevens' face was a mixture of confusion with a hint of fear, failing to understand the situation that was unfolding, still no words were uttered between them. He locked eyes with him one more time before tentatively placing a kiss on Stevens lips, pulling back to see the bewilderment etched all over his elfin features. A wry smile graced brendans lips before he slowly closed the gap to brush their lips together once more, this time Stevens responded ever so slightly. Once more Brendan pulled his face away, taking in Stevens awe and the electricity that sparked in the air between them. This time Brendan thrust his mouth onto Stevens devouring him whole whilst grabbing the back of his neck to pull him as close as humanly possible, the boy returning his kiss with similar fervour, far from the deer caught in the headlights he had been mere seconds ago. Brendan pushed Steven firmly against the pillar with his body weight whilst his hands desperately roamed over his body, grabbing at his waist, thighs, back and anywhere he could get to. He pulled their mouths apart so they could both catch their breath and he looked deeply into stevens eyes whilst his hands settled on his flanks, the boy resting his own on the pillar at his sides to steady himself, softly panting with his eyes searching brendans trying to work out what was next to come.
Brendan pulled at the hem of stevens shirt and swiftly dragged it over his head, discarding it onto the floor. He looked down and marvelled at the boy's golden unblemished skin, his lithe body with prominent collar bones and the slightest indent of ribs which led down to his tiny waist, skinny but not worryingly so. His torso was as flat as a pancake with the lines of his obliques easy to see, Brendan couldn't help but run his thumbs down them and he hooked them into stevens waistband and gave a tug.
God Brendan wanted nothing more than to bend Steven over one of the barrels, lick him open and then bury himself in the boy's tight warm heat, but he knew that wasn't going to happen today. Putting aside his own desires, he wasn't going to take him here and now and have stevens first time be a quickie in a damp and cold cellar, he was worth more than that.
That being said, a little taster couldn't hurt, could it?
Brendan confidently placed his hands on stevens flies and lowered the zip all the while maintaining eye contact with him. Brendan dropped to his knees and pulled Steven's trousers down his thighs, he placed his mouth over steven's semi hard cock and sucked through the material of his boxers, grinning when he felt the wet patch of pre-cum that appeared. Steven was staring down at brenden in what he was sure was amazement, mouth hanging slightly open, Brendan made eye contact once again as he yanked the boys boxers down. Stevens cock was now hard and brendan assessed what he was working with, he wasn't huge, slightly above average he'd say, but perfectly formed, he could have guessed as much, the perfect package indeed. He grasped Steven's cock and gave it a few teasing strokes before slowly licking the shaft, using the tip of his tongue to tease the slit, he could see the boy's forehead beginning to shine with sweat. He took the head of his cock into his mouth and fluttered his tongue over it and saw steven throw his head back against the wall before staring back down at brenden when he felt him placing kisses over his groin and shaft. Stevens face was flushed pink with a mixture of frustration and embarrassment, brendan knew he'd be like this, shy, despite his cheeky bravado in his day to day life, steven was an insecure boy. This time Brendan took the boy's cock in his mouth and swallowed him down to the root, eliciting a low guttural sound from him. He could see Steven's hands out the corner of his eye twitching against the wall, he knew he wanted to grab brendans head or hair but he didn't dare touch him, it was cute really. He sucked Steven like he was the best thing he'd ever tasted, he continued his punishing pace and didn't relent in his actions, being spurred on by the sounds Steven was making. The noises coming out of the boy were beyond sexy and brendan could feel his own dick straining uncomfortably against his suit trousers.
"Brendan…. Brendan im gonna…." steven panted
Brendan pulled away for s split second "do it" he commanded
It sent Steven over the edge and he shot his load down brendans throat, Brendan made a show of swallowing every drop and licking the boy's dick clean.
He made his way to his feet and Steven stood there trying to catch his breath,
"That was…" Brendan silenced Steven with a finger to his lips "I know" he groaned.
He took the chance to run his thumbs over Steven's pouty lips, blowjob lips if ever he'd seen them and then pressed their mouths together as he delivered another passionate kiss. He felt Steven try to pull away, knowing that the fact Steven had just blown his load in his mouth would be making the boy cringe, thinking it was dirty or wrong. He'd teach him what was what soon enough.
He looked into Steven's eyes, silently asking the question whilst simultaneously putting the slightest amount of pressure on the top of his shoulders. Steven seemed to understand and after a brief moment of hesitancy he slowly dropped to his knees. His shaky hands fumbled with brendans belt buckle and zip, all fingers and thumbs, eventually pulling out brendans girthy dick and staring at it in shock. He seemed to be at a loss so brendan lightly touched his fringe brushing it off his forehead to get his attention
"You ok?"
Steven gave him a shaky nod and then a determined look took over his face as he reached for brendans cock once more, wrapping his delicate fingers around it and began to slowly but firmly pump his member. Steven traced his tongue over the slit before wrapping his lips around the head and flexing his tongue against it, forcing a groan out of brendan. Brendan tried to push himself forward a little bit to get deeper into stevens mouth but he thought better of it and loosened up, not wanting to force Steven into anything as this was obviously his first time sucking a cock. He was hesitant in his licks and mouth movements, nerves and inexperience getting the better of him, but he eventually got the courage to take more and more of brendan into his mouth
"Thats it…. Good boy" Brendan moaned in praise as he ran his fingers through the top of stevens har. The boy got a bit ahead of himself and took too much down causing him to gag and he pulled his head back releasing Brendan with a splutter as he tried to catch his breath. He looked up at brendan apologetically
"It's ok… keep going" Brendan whispered to reassure him, surprising even himself with his patience. After a few deep breaths Steven psyched himself up to begin again, slowly sinking his mouth halfway down and using his fingers to stroke what he couldn't get in his mouth, bobbing his head back and forth to a rhythm that was driving Brendan wild.
He certainly wasnt as skilled or as confident as brendan was, but what he lacked in that department he made up for in an eagerness to please and frankly brendan was struggling not to fuck his mouth. When he felt himself about to cum he let steven know with a grunt and to his surprise, and delight, the boy didn't cease his movements, continuing until brendan shot his load down his throat. Brendan had one hand gripped into stevens hair and the other held out in front of him against the piller bracing himself through his orgasm. His legs felt like jelly and when he looked down at Steven who was staring back up at him in what can only be described as amazement, he felt a twinge in his stomach, something he hadn't felt before, he thought its what people meant when they say 'butterflies'. Brendan shoved that thought out of his mind as he pulled on stevens arm and dragged him back up to stand in front of him, pulling him into a filthy passionate kiss before pulling away and tracing stevens eyelashes with his thumbs.
'You need to take those beers back up to the bar"
Steven looked at him perplexed, not understanding how they could go from lapping up each other's cum to work in the space of 30 seconds. This is how it had to be though, brendan was excited about this new prospect he had in front of him, in fact he was going to go home tonight and imagine all the things he was going to do to steven next time he got him alone whilst beating his cock, but steven had to learn how this was going to work, and that started now.
"Chop chop steven" brendan said sharply as he stepped back and tucked his shirt back into his suit trousers and redid his belt.
Steven looked dejected but slowly redressed himself and moved to pick up the crate once more, all the time flashing looks at brenden like he was searching for an explanation about what had just happened, which didn't come.
Steven sloped off up the cellar stairs and disappeared into the club, Brendan remained in the cellar for a few more minutes to collect himself and his thoughts. He grinned to himself as he thought about what a promising start this had been, very promising indeed.
…
"Boo"
Brendan said flatly as Steven's front door swung open. Steven looked terrified to see Brendan on his doorstep. He didn't wait for an invitation, just pushed past the boy and walked straight into the flat, pacing up and down the hallway checking each room to make sure no one else was in.
He hadn't intended on coming here, but after the smack he'd had to give Steven last week, Steven hadnt been in to the club or answered his phone. He'd assumed the boy would have taken a day, maybe two, off and then would have come in all sheepish and they could have moved on like men, but that didn't happen. He hadnt meant to hit him so hard, didn't intend to break two of his ribs, but he'd had no choice, Steven had tried to touch him where people could have seen, and that wasn't on, he needed to learn the rules. He obviously scared him off though, gone in too heavy handed and nearly undid all that hard work he'd put in to get the boy where he wanted him. That wasn't going to happen, so this was damage control, get steven back in line and brush their little road bump under the carpet.
"So what's been going on? And don't even bother trying to lie to me Steven, you're not clever enough. You've been off work for a week now, why?"
Steven stood awkwardly in the living room watching Brendan search the flat for signs of life.
"Because i was worried" he replied nervously
"About what?" Brendan was circling him now.
"What you were going to do"
"Don't know what you mean" Brendan had settled directly in front of steven, using his extra inches in height to intimidate the boy, never breaking eye contact.
"You know, after what happened" Steven mumbled, unable to hold brendans gaze.
"Lets get one thing straight, you asked for that didnt you?...didnt you?" He repeated that second bit slowly to reiterate his meaning.
"You saying I was asked to be beat up off you? No. i just fort you wanted me to kiss you" steven pouted as he looked at the ground. he wasn't bending as quickly as brendan wanted, he wa scared of brendan that much was clear, but he still had a bit of fight in him, if brendan was honest that's one of the things that made him more attractive to him, but right now it was proving to be a problem.
"You crossed a line steven, i say when and where, not you, understand?" silence
"Do. you. Understand?" he repeated slowly
"Yeah" steven whispered
"And?"
"What?" Steven asked, lost.
"You can see why I lost my temper," Brendan chuckled. "yeah?"
"I'm sorry" he mumbled.
There it was, the resistance leaving him, Brendan was getting his way.
"That's okay" Brendan reassured lightly, almost jovial.
He turned his back on Steven and walked towards the kitchen window and stood staring out of it. Thick tense silence filled the air, neither of them spoke but he could feel Steven's nervous energy behind him as he shifted from foot to foot. Brendan wondered if his fight or flight was kicking in, if right now every part of stevens body was telling him to bolt out the front door and get as far away as he could. Brendan had to admit that would be the sensible thing for him to do. He shoved his hands into his leather jacket pocket and felt the sachet of lube and the condom he'd stuffed into it as he'd left the house, he was contemplating whether or not to use it. He wanted Steven badly, but he wanted Steven to want him back just as much. He knew the boy would always be nervous in the beginning no matter what, but right now he was scared and Brendan was having second thoughts about whether to go through with this or wait a bit longer, but then again, Brendan wasn't very good at waiting for what he wanted.
"Come here" he'd turned to face the boy again. When Steven made no move he repeated himself "Steven, i said come here".
The boy edged nervously towards Brendan, leaving a gap of about 2 feet between them. Brendan tucked his index and middle finger into the collar of the boy's polo shirt and pulled him closer and lightly placed a kiss on his lips. Pulling his head back to stare at him intently.
"Everything okay? You want me to stop?" he drawled in his Dublin accent.
Steven said nothing but slowly moved his face forward to return a kiss to brendans lips, the older man didn't move so Steven tentatively brought his hand up to brendans face and cupped the side of it as he opened his mouth up to him. Brenan took that as his cue for consent and deepened the kiss, running one hand up Stevens back and settling it at the back of his neck and using the other to trail over the boy's waist. The kiss became more passionate and brendan snaked his arm around steven pulling him flush against him so they were pressed up against the kitchen cabinets, he put his hands to stevens face and pushed his head back so he could look into his eyes, he studied his facial expressions and his body language before nodding towards the room he assumed was stevens. The boy looked over his shoulder towards where Brendan had indicated, he seemed to understand the implication and he looked back to the man, unsure, before stepping backwards and allowing Brendan to guide him to the bedroom.
Once the door clicked shut Steven stood completely still in the middle of the room and stared at Brendan blankly, like he genuinely had no idea what was going to happen or what to do.
Brendan knew Steven wasn't an actual virgin, the guy had kids for god's sake, but he definitely hadn't been with a man, that was for sure. He crept up to steven and the boy had his head slightly bowed and looked up at brendan from under his long sooty lashes and delicately wet his lips with tongue. Where did he learn to do that? Was he even aware of what that could do to a man? he was so unconsciously sexy it made Brendan chuckle but made him weirdly protective too, he didn't want any other man being attracted to his naive appeal, didn't want anyone to take advantage of him.
Brendan put his hands under the hoodie Steven was wearing and pushed it off his shoulders, the boy shrugging his arms out as it slipped down them. Steven remained still, waiting for Brendan to make the next move and he was all too happy to take the lead. Next Brendan swiftly pulled Stevens' polo shirt over his head and threw it to the floor, taking a lingering look over Steven's body whilst removing his own leather jacket and t-shirt. He pulled Steven in for another kiss, letting the boy's hairless smooth skin rub against his hairy chest and he felt Steven's fingers gently touch the bottom of his back, Brendan confidently turned them so Steven had his back to the foot of the bed and pushed him onto it. The move seemed to startle steven and he looked up at Brenden with wide eyes, the older man gave him a gentle grin as he unbuckled his belt and removed his jeans, stepping out of his boots and removing his socks at the same time. Seven watched every move Brendan made and then kicked off his trainers just before Brendan bent down resting fists on the bed each side of Steven and captured him into another kiss. Brendan's hands moved to the boys tracksuit bottoms, undoing the knot and giving them a yank to pull them over stevens bum before stepping back and dragging them off him. He took a second to think of his next move, he wanted to grab the lube and condom now so he didn't have to stop mid flow to retrieve them but he equally didnt want to freak Steven out, even though it was pretty obvious where this was going. He decided to bite the bullet and grabbed the supplies out of his jacket pocket and threw them on the bed before stripping out of his boxers to distract steven.
The boy shuffled gingerly back up the bed and Brendan saw him absentmindedly lick his lips which drew a smirk from the older man.
Brendan's dick was rock solid as he crept up the bed over the boy's body, planting kisses as he made his way up, stopping when he reached the large angry bruise over Steven's lower ribs that he'd caused when he hit him last week. It was still purple but patches were turning a mottled yellow colour and it must have still been tender, brendans fingers hovered over the injury and he felt Steven stiffen as he placed light kisses and long licks over it, his silent apology. After he'd paid enough attention to the mark he'd caused, he continued his ascent up to Steven's mouth and he was met with the boy pulling brendans face towards him, anchoring him with his hands. Brendan lowered his weight on top of Steven, liking the control it gave him, enjoying the feeling of Steven's warm body pressing against his, their groin's rubbing against each other. Stevens lips were red and beestung from their ferocious kissing, spit slicked and shiny and mesmerising to brendan, they parted as brendan trailed his hand down to Stevens groin and cupped him through his boxers. To his surprise the boy took the initiative to hook his thumbs into the waistband and shimmy them down so his dick was released and lay against his stomach. Brendan smiled as he spat in his hand and began to slowly pump him. Steven kept leaning up to kiss him but Brendan pulled away each time, instead watching Steven's facial expression and bodily reactions with fascination.
"Oh god" Steven panted as he threw his head back on the pillow exposing his neck that Brendan couldn't resist taking advantage of, kissing and nibbling the sweet skin there.
Brendan released Stevens' dick and was about to work his way down with his mouth when he felt steven stroke his own, fingers brushing over the sensitive head, teasing over it slowly making brendans breath hitch. There was something about stevens actions and behaviour that was intoxicating, on the one hand he was timid and shy but on the other he was intrigued to explore his sexuality, his hands might have been shaking but they were keen to touch brendan and be touched in return, and that combination made brendans blood pump like nothing before. Sexually experienced and confident men are great, and knowing you were a man's first and being the one to teach him was a particular vice of Brendan's, but this 'in between' was setting brendans skin alight with a desire he'd never experienced before. Steven continued his steady up and down movements and brendan could feel the sweat start to appear on his forehead, he was holding himself up on his forearms giving steven enough space to work his magic fingers, but their faces were now centimetres away from each other, ragged breath wetting each others skin as they gazed into their eyes occasionally focusing on their lips and back again. At some point brendan had moved his hand back to stevens dick as they participated in some incredibly steamy mutual masturbation, but brendan could feel stevens hand movement becoming erratic and knew he was close so he broke away.
"Turn over steven" brendan breathed
Steven looked up at him hesitantly, not moving a muscle.
"It's ok, I promise" Brendan soothed as he ran his thumb pad over Steven's lips.
Steven gave a shaky nod and tentatively turned over so he lay face down on the bed. Brendan moved down to Stevens thighs where his boxers were bunched and removed them completely, spreading Stevens legs slightly and settling between them as he ran his palms over the backs of the boys legs. Stevens' legs surprised him for two reasons, firstly they had dark hairs covering them, which considering he was practically hairless everywhere else - even his pubic hair was fine and trimmed - was an odd juxtaposition, but a welcome one. Secondly, his legs weren't as skinny as Brendan had envisaged them to be, they were lean rather than scrawny and Brendan had a new appreciation for long and slender limbs.
He planted kisses on the globes of stevens arse as he grabbed and kneaded each cheek, parting them ever so slightly and blowing down the crack. Stevens' hole was tiny, pink and incredibly tight looking which made brendans dick twitch with anticipation. Brendan shot a look up at Steven who wasn't returning his gaze but he could hear his quick soft breaths and the odd keening noise. He began licking around Steven's hole, could the boy suck in a sharp breath as he moved his tongue along the entrance. He pulled Stevens hips up in the bed so his arse was sticking up allowing brendan better access and making way for his plunging licks. He began to hear little moans from above him, steven trying to muffle his sounds into his pillow, brendan was getting the feeling steven was embarrassed of the noises he was making and he was going to have to fix that, he loved a boy who was vocal, and steven was just about as vocal as you could be in every other aspect of his life, so his bedroom noises were bound to be the same. Brendan continued to eat out Steven excitedly, His tongue twisting and coiling as much as his hole would allow, after several more minutes Brendan reached for the sachet of lube and squirted a little bit on to his finger. He placed the tip of his index finger on stevens hole and applied a small amount of pressure, brendans rimming had opened steven up enough that he managed to ease his lubed up finger in to the knuckle without too much resistance but it earned a little yelp from steven and he shot a look over his shoulder as he clamped down on the intrusion.
"It's ok, it's ok, relax" Brendan crooned.
Steven seemed to settle a little and Brendan felt him unclench and he watched the rest of his finger disappear into the tight hole. He continued to finger the boy with one digit until he felt steven had adjusted to it, then he spat and used his fingers to mix his spit with the lube and slowly slipped a second finger in, steven tensed again but didn't seem to need the same reassurance this time and relaxed his muscles of his own accord. He could feel Steven start to grind himself on the bed, it must be starting to feel good, he knew he must be hitting his sweet spot and he decided to move to the main event. Brendan knelt back on his heels and grabbed the condom, ripping it open and slowly rolling it onto his dick, he snatched the open packet of lube and smothered the rest of it onto himself, keeping some on his fingers to add to Steven's hole. Brendan started to line himself up and as he did so he saw steven looking back at him with with worry etched over his face
"You ok?"
"Is it gonna hurt?" steven whispered
Something in the way Steven's voice sounded so small pulled at brendans emotions and he changed his tactic there and then. He placed his hands on stevens waist and flipped him over, the boy looked a little taken back but brendan made that disappear with kiss.
"If you want to stop, just say. At any point, understand?" Brendan reassured him.
Steven gave a little nod and his hands came up to grip each of brendans biceps. Brendan pulled the boys legs up so they were around his waist and he lined the head of his dick up with Stevens' lubed hole, he began to slowly push himself inside stevens heat and he felt the boy's fingers clamp around his biceps. Brendan wanted to plough away at Steven's tight hole but he knew he had to take this very very slowly, he was using every ounce of self restraint that he had. He edged in an inch and stilled when he heard steven whimper as he buried his face into brendans shoulder, brendan placed his mouth in stevens hair by his ear and placed a kiss there before whispering
"shhhh, relax, take a deep breath"
Steven did as he was told, took in a deep breath and exhaled rubbing his forehead softly against brendans shoulder fighting through the sting and burn, Brendan edged in a bit further as Steven took in another deep breath. They continued this stop and start pattern until Brendan was fully buried inside Steven, stopping to allow him to adjust to the fullness. After a couple of long painful seconds Brendan started to make little movements with his hips, in and out of the boy, he continued that until he heard steven let out a guttural moan and got confirmation that was enjoying it now. He started to move slightly quicker with longer strokes, trying to remind himself this was still Stevens' first time so he couldn't get carried away and overdo it. Steven moved one of his hands from brendans bicep to his back and used it to steady himself as he brought his hips up to meet brendans thrusts. Brendan looked down at steven who had removed his face from where it had been squashed into brendans shoulder and was arching his neck back on the pillow with his eyes tightly shut and mouth ajar, brendan seized the opportunity to snake his tongue into stevens mouth and steal a deep kiss from him. Steven reciprocated enthusiastically but as they pulled away his eyes remind shut,
"Open your eyes for me steven" brendan commanded breathlessly
Stevens' eyes shot open and he looked dazed, like he'd been lost in the moment, he locked eyes with Brendan and they both panted and moaned into each other's mouths as brendans pace picked up.
Brendan grabbed ahold of Steven's hand and placed it on the boy's dick, ghosting it to pump himself which Steven did without further instruction. He was close and he wanted Steven to come before him, wanted to see him come apart in front of him. Stevens' panting became quicker and his movements uncoordinated before he pretty much screamed brendans name and moaned into his neck as Brendan felt the splatter of cum on his stomach. He looked into Steven's face and saw his usually golden skin flushed a deep pink and his pupils blown wide open like he was on drugs as the orgasm left his body, eyes then becoming lidded and eyelashes fluttering as he came down from the high. Brendan was bracing himself on his forearms and had his fingers laced into Steven's hair as he gripped and tugged lightly, he let out breathless huffs and grunts before growling 'God Steven!" when his hips stilled flat against stevens arse and he came, hard.
Brendan remained inside Steven for a while afterwards as he came down from his own high, finding himself still drawn to the warm pliable body beneath him, then slowly withdrew removing the condom before tying it off and throwing it in the bin at the corner of the room. Steven remained lying on the bed looking a mixture of blissed out and disorientated, Brendan had wondered if he'd react the way he used to post-orgasm, consumed by shame and guilt, but he looked good, if not a little awkward not knowing what to do next. A quiet Steven had to be a first! He thought to himself.
It was still daytime but Brendan settled himself back on the bed facing up at the ceiling and curled his arm behind the boy's head and Steven turned towards him slightly, hovering his hand over Brendan before thinking better of it and retreating.
"You can touch me" brendan encouraged,
he didnt know where that had just come from, a warm body beside you after a fuck is one thing, but he was certainly not a cuddler. Steven looked up at him with those ridiculous bambi lashes and gave a coy smile before lightly placing his hand on brendan's chest and letting out a soft sigh.
Brendan found himself having to fight the urge to kiss the top of stevens head and he started to wonder to himself why this didn't feel like all the other countless guys who he'd shared a bed with over the years, why this felt different.
The end.