A/N: this story has been in my brain for months, I actually wrote almost 15 chapters but deleted it afterwards cause I'm a coward and didn't want post it but here I am.

Let me just say, English is not my first language but I try my best.

This basically takes place after the dollhouse. MOST couple's are canon.

So enjoy, or not?

PS: this is my first ever fanfic so please be gentle on the criticisms and also not all chapters will be this long... I may or may not have gotten carried away. Leave me alone I'm excited okay?

Okay that's the end of my a/n. Have fun.

Chapter 1:

Alison DiLaurentis was nothing but a narcissistic bitch to everyone around her, even to her friends and family sometimes. She thought by keeping everyone at a safe distance she would not get hurt. Until she met a certain brunette, a brunette that would change her world forever, a brunette that would little by little tear down her walls, a brunette that no matter how many shitty things she did would always see the good in her.

How could she have known that she was gonna fall head over heels for this girl? How could she know that when she finally admitted it to herself that she was in love with her, that she would be taken away from her.

They all led a busy life. Spencer was following in her mother's footsteps and becoming a lawyer.

Hanna is a clothes designer, she has her own shops, The Regina Industries. Named after her grandmother. One was in Rosewood and the other in New York.

Aria is a writer. She's been working on her book for months now. She stayed in Rosewood, Aria couldn't fathom leaving her family behind.

Emily is a game developer. She led a team of five other people. It was just her and her black pitbull, Tito. She was still in Rosewood, she never could leave Rosewood behind. More importantly she couldn't leave a certain blonde behind.

Alison worked for/with Hanna. While Hanna was the clothes designer, Alison handled the marketing part and was mostly in charge of the one in Rosewood. She technically didn't have to work, given that when her mother died, her and Jason inherited everything.

It was a Friday night that everything changed for the girls. What was supposed to be a very laid back evening, turned into the girl's worst nightmare. It's been a year since they've been tortured by A, aka Mona and given she was supposed to be in a psychiatric hospital in New York, all of their guards were down.

At first they thought it was fire smoke, but by the time they got to the door, they were all passed out. They couldn't possibly know it was a knockout gas. They couldn't possibly know that their lives would forever be changed.

It's been four months since Spencer, Hanna, Aria and Emily have been missing. Four months of torture for all of their family and friends not knowing where they are or if they are even alive. All of them relied heavily on each other.

The Hastings, they were not the showing feelings type of people but they would go to the ends of the earth to protect the people they love, especially family. They had a messy relationship but her aunt always came through for her.

Spencer and Alison were always head to head with each other. Two passionate people, two hard headed people. Even though technically they were cousins, they behaved like sisters, always minutes apart from ripping each other's throats, but they also loved each other.

The Marin, Ashley did questionable things in her life but everyone knew she did it to protect her daughter, Hanna. Ashley's door was always open for whoever needed a place to stay, so to say she was generous was putting it lightly.

Even though Alison went at it the wrong way, all she wanted to do was help Hanna. She would never forgive herself for making Hanna bulimic.

The Montgomery's, they are known to be the most passive parents in town. Not a perfect family, but who's family is? Their children are their everything. Everyone who meets them always leaves knowing a fun fact. Well, their definition of fun.

Between all the girls, Alison and Aria's friendship was the most passive one. They never collided with one another. Aria had a way of making Alison see things from everyone's perspective. Being the daughter of Ella has that effect.

The Fields. If you mix all the family's into one, that's the Fields. Protective. Love to give to everyone who needs it. A place to crash for anyone. Their generosity is over the roof and Alison is proof of that. While the girls were missing, Pam and Wayne opened their door for her. She would have dinner with them every night. She kept going after Wayne had to go back overseas.

Lastly, Emily. The only person who saw good in Alison when no one did. The one person she regrets hurting, one heart she regrets breaking. She always knew that her feelings towards Emily were different from the other girls. Alison didn't understand it at the time but now she does. She was head over heels for the brunette, she always has been.

Two days before he left, she made a promise to one man, one of the only men in town who showed her kindness and showed her how a real father should be and who showed her unconditional love, Wayne Fields. Even though Alison was 22 years old, whenever she was around Wayne she felt like a kid. A kid who looked up to their father.

She was anxiously waiting on her front porch for the car to pick her up. Once she got in the backseat of the car, both Caleb and Toby turned around and looked at her.

Toby asked "Are you sure?"

Alison just nodded and they went on their way. It was almost midnight, she couldn't help but look at the stars, they were brighter than usual.

She got lost in the stars while fidgeting with her necklace. That was something she did a lot whenever she was anxious.

Sure Jessica DiLaurentis wasn't mother of the year, but she was still Alison's mother so when she returned from hiding and found out her mother was murdered, it hit her hard. She isolated herself from everyone. She wouldn't eat or drink anything. All she did was cry and watch the homemade videos.

She hated herself for crying for a woman who buried her alive. Sure Jessica didn't know she was alive, but she could have at least checked for a pulse. Why would someone do that? Why would a mother bury her own daughter?

In some way, Alison felt like she deserved it. Maybe that was her karma for being mean to everyone around.

While she was on the couch crying into the pillow, the girls was outside.

"Someone needs to go in there and make sure she eats" Aria said.

"Right well Emily. Yeah?" Hanna added and Spencer agreed.

"Spencer's the convincing one" Emily said.

Aria quickly added "Yea but you're the hardest to say no too"

"It's about your eyes"

She looked at her friends who were all in agreement. "What do I even say?"

"Hi" Hanna said.

"You're no help" she said before walking towards the house.

The closer she got to the front porch the faster her heart started beating. As she reached the door she looked back towards her friends who were giving her the thumbs up.

She knocked once, no answer. Emily looked back at her friends who were giving her the sign to do it again. So she knocked a little bit louder and heard shuffling inside.

"Omy god can you just leave me alone…" Alison said slightly annoyed before opening the door.

"Em?"

"Hey, I know you wanna be alone but we're worried…I'm - I'm worried" She could see the blonde's eyes filling up with tears. She put her hands on her shoulder and brought her in for a hug. Emily could feel her shivering, she wasn't sure if it was from the crying or because she was cold.

"Hey" she pulled away to look at Alison "How about we go inside? You're shivering"

Alison didn't say anything, she just nodded, grabbed Emily's hand and led her inside. Emily looked back at her friends who were mouthing 'I told you so'. She closed the door behind her while flipping them off without Alison seeing.

She led them to the couch. Emily picked up a blanket and put it on Alison who was still shivering then went into the kitchen and made some tea. Minutes later she returned and handed her the cup of tea.

The brunette got under the covers with her and wrapped her arms around her. Alison almost instantly started crying again. All Emily could do was stroke her hair. Almost ten minutes later the blonde cried herself to sleep in Emily's arms.

Emily felt her phone buzzing.

Aria:"How is she?"

Emily: "Well she fell asleep after ten minutes of crying" She typed while still having one of her arms around the blonde.

Spencer: "We told you so"

Aria: "Spencer! Not helping"

Hanna: "We told you, no one can say no to those eyes of yours"

Emily rolled her eyes and put her phone away.

Since every time she would move Alison would whimper in her sleep, Emily decided to play whatever was on the tv. That's when she saw baby Alison with Jessica holding her.

Every now and then she would hear the blonde mumble something in her sleep. It was so quiet she could barely make out what she was saying.

"Why? …- why doesn't she love anymore?" Alison said while crying in her sleep.

Emily couldn't do much, so she just held her closer and gave her a peck on her forehead while scratching her head.

After thirty minutes, she felt Alison was waking up. They didn't say anything for a few minutes. Emily was the first to break the silence.

"Have you eaten anything?"

"Haven't been really hungry"

"I'll make us something" Emily started to get up.

"You don't have to, I'm not really hungry and plus there's nothing in the kitchen" Alison said.

"Well we'll order something" Emily said, not giving in.

"Em, I said I'm not hungry"

"Ali… you haven't eaten anything in days…" Emily said in a very soft voice "...and plus I'm starving, pizza sounds good?" Alison was too tired to keep arguing and nodded.

"What do you want on yours? Pineapple?" Emily asked, smirking.

The blonde sat up straight and smacked her on her arm "You take that back you sociopath"

"Okay first of all, that hurt and second of all i'm joking"

After arguing about who pays for it for fifteen minutes, Emily won the argument. Like Spencer said, no one can refuse those eyes.

"God you're annoying" Alison said rolling her eyes.

One of the many things that brought Emily joy was Alison smiling and annoying her.

"I know, thank you"

Five minutes later, the pizza arrived. They settled in the kitchen. Even though Alison insisted she wasn't hungry, she had three slices of pizza with half of Emily's chocolate lava cake. Emily was leaning on the counter watching Alison eating the pizza.

"I'm sure you're tired of people asking this question but I wouldn't be a good friend if I didn't ask… How are you?" Emily asked while pouring some water in her glass.

All it took was for Alison to look up at the brunette for her to understand. She could see the pain behind those beautiful ice blue eyes that had tears in them already.

"I don't know if this will help or not…" Emily walked over to her purse, pulled out her wallet, pulled a necklace with a triskele symbol out and placed it in front of Alison.

"What's this?" Alison asked confused.

"When your mom returned after you disappeared…" Emily could see Alison stiffen uncomfortably. She placed her hands on Alison's, which made her less tense. "She asked to see me and gave me this, she said it was a family heirloom and was suppose to go to you"

"What does it mean?" Alison could feel tears building up again.

"Well there's a lot of meaning, it could mean family, it could mean the three worlds, present, spirit and celestial but also strength and progress. It all depends on which one you believe in" Emily explained "Given it's a family heirloom, you should have it"

"I can't accept that, Em. She gave it to you"

"Or we can share? Whoever needs it more at the moment gets to wear it" Emily didn't argue because truth be told, the necklace did make her feel closer to Alison.

Alison thought about it but eventually gave in. Emily and her ability to get Alison to do anything was really starting to irritate her, but she didn't mind.

"Can you put it on?" Alison said while turning around and putting her hair to the side.

After putting it on, she started crying again. Emily wrapped her arms around her from the back and let her cry. Then she led her back to the couch. The blonde just laid her head on Emily's shoulder and played the video.

Alison then went on and told Emily her favorite memory of her mom. She told her about one of the times her and Jason was going at each other's throat and Jessica made them sit in the bathtub together until they both apologized to each other.

She also told Emily how one time they had a make-up and dress party and how she let the blonde put way too much make-up on her, how she was also six glasses of wine in.

Emily could see the blonde smiling while telling the stories. After five stories both fell asleep on the couch next to each other.

"Alison?" Toby's voice brought her back from the memory "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Toby, this is the only chance we have to get them back"

A week before, Alison got a text saying "Meet me at the kissing rock and I'll let your friends go"

Before getting out of the car, Caleb said "Put those shoes on, there's a tracking device in it, so wherever this person leads you to, we'll know where you are"

She walked about five minutes into the woods, until she reached the kissing rock. She sat there about thirty minutes waiting for someone to show up, as she was about to leave, she heard music playing. She followed it until she got to a car, there was a message indicating for her to follow the designated location.

Unbeknownst to the person, Caleb and Toby weren't far behind.

Alison heard an alarm and quickly ran towards it, she could see smoke coming from a bunker door hidden under all the plants and dirt.

A few minutes later Toby and Caleb got there, they could hear the girls on the other side yelling for them to open the door. Minutes later they got the door open.

Spencer basically jumped into Toby's arms as did Hanna into Caleb's. A few seconds later Aria got out hugging Mona and last to come out was Emily.

The first person she spotted was the blonde, who pulled her by the hand into a hug. After many hugs and 'are you ok's' Spencer asked "How did you guys find us?"

Toby and Caleb looked at Alison who was next to Emily, everyone looked at her. Toby told them everything. They all looked over at her again, all mouthing 'thank you'

Emily pulled her away from everyone.

"You used yourself as bait?" Her voice came out a little harsh.

"Yes and I would do it again if it meant getting you guys back"

"You could have gotten killed, Ali"

"But I didn't and you guys are out, so it was worth it"

"Alison…"

"Emily, shut up and hug me again, please" She looked at the blonde and pulled her in for another hug. Being this close to Alison made Emily's mind slow down. Just like Emily had a way to calm all of Alison's nerves, the blond could do the same for her. So for those few minutes, she was calm.

The firemen, cops and ambulances arrived. The girls gave their statements to a cop. Alison never left Emily's side. After a few moments they heard an officer yell "We another girl". Moments later, they came out with her in a gurney.

She was blonde, she had blue eyes and was pale. She looked exactly like Alison.

They went past Alison who was next to Emily. The girl on the gurney stared into Alison's eyes. She could feel the hair on the back of her neck rising. Instantly she felt something was off with the girl. They loaded her onto the ambulance and they left.

Alison turned back to Emily, who was still giving her statement. She saw the brunette's hand trembling, so she latched her hands with Emily's, which seemed to calm her down.

After all the dust had settled they were all taken to the hospital.

Ashley and Caleb were with Hanna, the Montgomery's with Aria, Hasting's with Spencer and Pam with Emily. Toby came in for a few minutes as he was still working the case and was determined to find the person who took them.

Alison kept bouncing between all the girls' rooms, making sure no one needed anything and making sure her friends were okay. No doctor dared to tell Alison anything after she threatened to sue them all and use her heels as a weapon. Even though she was only 1.58, everyone feared her.

Hanna, Aria, Spencer and Emily were given sedatives to help them sleep, they were severely sleep deprived to the point they started hallucinating. They were out for almost two days.

As Alison was about to leave again, Pam grabbed her hands and pulled her back onto the couch "Sit down and take a breather honey"

She smiled at Pam and did what she was told.

"The doctor said she's severely malnourished" Alison whispered to Pam while looking at Emily

"We'll get her some real food soon enough" the older woman could see how tired Alison is.

"You should get some sleep honey" Pam caressed the blonde's arm.

"I don't think i'll be able to sleep until she wakes up," she turned and faced Pam "How are you? Do you need anything?"

"I'm more than okay and I do need something" she caress Alison's cheeks and added "I need you to calm down"

I would kill anyone who looks at Pam wrongly Alison thought to herself.

After chatting a little more with Pam, she got up and pulled up a chair and ran her fingers through Emily's hair, placed a kiss on her forehead and cupped Emily's hand with both of hers.

Emily had cut on her throat that looks like a wire or rope was cutting through it. Her fingers were all bloody. Her nails were all broken. She had a bruised lip and her left eye looked like it was healing from one hell of a beating and so many other scars that weren't visible.

"Oh sweety, what the hell did they do to you" she whispered while placing a kiss on Emily's forehead. She felt the rage building inside of her. She was fighting back tears both from anger and sadness.

Death wouldn't be sufficient, she thought to herself.

Pam got up, to give Alison some alone time with her daughter. Neither of them know, but Pam could see the love they had for each other. In her mind, no one would be good enough for her daughter but Alison came pretty close.

"I'm gonna get some coffee for us, will be right back." She said while placing her hand on Alison's back "Black with two teaspoons of sugar yes?"

"Yes please" Alison said, she got up and hugged Pam. Normally Alison is not a hugging type, nor a touching type, she always felt uncomfortable, but when it came to the Fields it felt natural.

As always Pam accepted her hug and added "She's okay, she's really here. Our girl is really here"

Our girl. Alison thought to herself.

After a few more seconds of hugging each other, Pam left the room. Leaving Alison alone with Emily for the first time. She sat back down the chair and gently played with Emily's hair.

"I could hug your mom for eternity, she gives the best hugs" she said while looking at the door where Pam just left.

"Well I gotta step up my hugging game" Emily said with a hoarse voice.

Alison turned towards Emily with tears in her eyes. Again. What the hell are with these tears? She thought to herself. She tried to say something, nothing was coming out.

The brunette had been through so much and yet all she could do was smile when Alison was nearby.

"Hey, don't cry" Emily wiped some tears away from Alison's cheeks and left her hand there.

"The nurse said you were supposed to be out for another good four hours" She said through her tears.

Emily tried sitting up but felt a jolt of pain. Alison noticed the pain expression on her face.

"Should I call the doctor, do you need…"

Before she could continue, Emily interrupted her "No, I'm okay. Can you just help me get more comfortable?"

Alison helped her sit up and propped two pillows behind Emily's back "How's that?"

"It'll do for now, thank you" she smiled sweetly at the blonde who had a hold on her hands "How are you and the girls?" Emily asked, noticing their hands are still interlocked.

Of course her first concern was her friends Alison thought to herself.

"Well, unlike a certain stubborn someone," Alison said looking at Emily and chuckled. "They are all asleep for now, Hanna has a sprained wrist and a few stitches, Aria has a concussion,so they are keeping an eye on her, she also has a few stitches and Spencer only has a few stitches. Physically, they'll be okay"

"Mona?"

"Her parents took her away, no one would give me anything as to where they took her" Even though Alison wasn't the biggest fan of Mona, she still felt for the girl.

"And you?" Emily asked.

"Me? Oh you know me"

"Yes I do, that's why I'm asking"

"I'm not the one with a sprained ankle" Alison answered while pointing at her ankle.

"Still doesn't answer my question" Emily insisted.

"Or rope burn on my neck"

"Ali…"

"I'm okay Em, I'm just happy you guys are all back" Emily wasn't convinced but decided to let it go for now. "I should be the one asking you"

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me" Emily said, trying not to make a big deal of her injuries.

"Okay, first of all. You're not "fine" and secondly…" she reached and placed Emily's hair behind her ear and smiled "I will always worry… So you wanna try that again?" cupping her face with one hand.

Emily couldn't help but melt at the touch of the blonde. Her fingers were always soft and gentle. She placed her hand on Alison's, keeping her hands on her face for a few seconds.

"I'll be okay"

They stayed there in silence for a while. Emily could see how tired Alison was. There were dark circles forming around her eyes, even so, she couldn't help but stare at the beautiful blonde in front of her.

"Hey, when was the last time you slept?" Emily asked.

"It's been a few days. I'm running on caffeine and energy drinks"

Emily patted on the mattress for the blonde to lay next to her. Alison didn't think twice before getting into bed next to her. The bed wasn't comfortable nor big enough for two people but they made it work.

Half of Alison's body was on Emily and half was on the bed. Her arm was across Emily's abdomen, she laid her head on Emily's chest and Emily had her arm around Alison's shoulder.

Alison looked up at Emily "I missed you guys so much… I missed you so much" she said with tears in her eyes. These tears are really starting to piss me off.

Emily reached down and cupped Alison's cheeks with her free hand "I missed you too" she placed a kiss on Alison's forehead "Why don't you try and get some sleep?"

"I'm scared if I fall asleep and wake up you're gonna be gone"

"Hey i'm not going anywhere…take a nap"

Alison nodded, cause truth be told she was exhausted. So it only took her a couple of minutes before she fell asleep. Leaving Emily alone with her thoughts.

Emily could hear the screams through the concrete walls. She could hear the loud alarm that would go on for an hour. The red lights that would turn on and off. No matter what she did, covering her ears with her hands, pillows or even shoving fabrics in her ears would keep the noise out.

It was about three days into their kidnapping that they realized that whoever has them has no intention of letting them go anytime soon. The person tortured them from day one till the day they got out. From starving them to the brink of death to physically and mentally torturing them.

They had a special fascination with Emily. She was the last of the girls that broke, it took them awhile to do so. On one hand it pissed them off but on the other hand they were impressed with her drive.

It wasn't until two weeks into the torture that they figured out her weak spot. One person who could break her. One person who got lucky and got away from them. Alison DiLaurentis.

Once they realize that she's Emily's weak spot, they went all out.

While the brunette was asleep, they slipped a phone into her room and called it.

Emily usually didn't sleep much either way. She heard the phone ringing but didn't answer. It kept ringing for at least five minutes till she gave in and answered it.

"Go fuck yourself" She spouted.

"Em?..."

No… It can't be.

"Ali?"

"Em, I'm scared" Alison said with a trembling voice "It's so..-so cold and so dark, I'm so scared"

"Ali..- Alison I'll get us out of here, just hold on" Emily started to panic, punching and kicking at the door, knowing it's not gonna budge. Anything is better than not doing anything. All she could hear was Alison's breathing slowing down.

"Alison, stay with me. I got you, just stay with me"

"I'm so cold Emmy" Alison whispered.

Only her parents used that nickname. She didn't like it when anyone else called her that except her parents. Even though she did tell Alison she could use the nickname, the blonde almost never did. It should have sparked something in Emily's head but she was panicking too much to think about it.

She heard the phone call drop.

"Ali? Alison?!" She looked up at the camera in her room and yelled "You put her back on right now, you son of a bitch!" She tried redialing but it didn't even ring once. She collapsed and started crying and gave in.

"I'll do whatever you want.." She said whimpering "Just don't hurt her"

After that the person kept torturing her with Alison. Went from her screaming bloody murder, to her confessing her love for Emily.

"Em? You still there" Alison asked.

"I'm here" Every time they would call, Emily had to hold back her tears, she didn't want Alison to be even more scared "I'm here, Ali"

"I have to confess something"

"Save it for when we get out" Emily said.

"What if we never see each other again"

"I promise you, we will" Emily assured the blond.

"I love you Emily Fields" Alison blurted out "I love you…- I am in love with you. I wanna marry you, I wanna have kids with you, I wanna grow old with you"

Emily felt herself smiling "We will have all of that okay? I love you Alison DiLaurentis"

What Emily didn't know was that it wasn't actually Alison. With a little help from AI, this person can use any voice. Anyone's voice. That was how they tortured all the girls for weeks before they found out it wasn't really their loved ones.

With Spencer, making her hear her mom screaming for someone to help, to her sister saying unimaginable things about Spencer. From calling her a drug addict to calling her a whore.

With Hanna, making her hear her mom saying things from 'because of her I lost my husband, if I could I would go back and not have her' to 'Alison did the right thing making her throw up'

And Aria, hearing her mom cry and pleading to take her pain away. There was a point this person even made Aria believe her mom actually killed herself.

Besides Alison, this person would make Emily hear her mom saying she was ashamed of having her as a daughter because she was gay. Putting on the "news" and letting her believe her father died overseas.

A creak of the door made Emily come out of her head. Pam didn't notice that Emily was awake at first until Emily spoke up.

"Hey, mom"

"Sweety, hi" She placed the coffees on the table and walked towards her daughter and the blonde laying in her arms. She cupped her cheeks and sighed happily "You're supposed to be asleep still"

"Ali already gave me a hard time for that" She said looking down at the blonde who was softly snoring.

"She's a firecracker that one" Pam chuckled "She actually told one of the doctors that she wasn't afraid to use her heels as a weapon when they wouldn't let her come in here"

"I am not surprised at all by that" Emily laughed.

She could see the redness in her mom's eyes "How are you mom? And dad?"

"I'm way better now Emmy…Your father was pissed when the military wouldn't give him an extension. I just finished talking with him, you're gonna have to give him a call. He misses you" Pam said, smiling at her daughter.

One of the many things she missed was her mother's smile. That woman can probably convince the president to do anything she wants with that smile "I miss him too and I will"

Emily asked while looking at Alison "Be honest mom, how is she?"

"She never gave up on finding you girls… You got a good one" She said smiling down at her daughter and the sleeping blonde.

"Yea she's a good friend" Emily totally missed what Pam was implying.

Pam rolled her eyes at how oblivious her daughter was.

Later that day when all the girls woke up, they all tried to come into Emily's room but the doctors were being very difficult until they saw a raging blonde coming down the hall. They were all in Emily's room not even ten minutes later, while their parents went into the cafeteria.

They all had smoke inhalation. Hanna had a fractured wrist. Aria had all sorts of scratches over her hands and legs. Spencer didn't have much bruising, given she was more mentally scarred than physically.

Alison could see how broken her friends were. She could see how tired and scared they still were.

It was silent, no one knew what to say. It broke Alison's heart, her friends who usually wouldn't shut up are just sitting there in silence. After a few more minutes she couldn't take it anymore.

"Do you guys need anything? Coffee or something to eat?"

"You got a bottle of wine hidden anywhere" Hanna said, making everyone laugh.

After that, everyone felt more comfortable and started talking. They avoided talking about the dollhouse, not only because they didn't wanna relive it but also because Alison was there.

Alison pulled up a chair and sat next to Emily placing a hand on Emily's. Every now and then she can feel Emily glancing at her. Alison could feel her stomach tightening. To the outside world she is a very confident person, even after being friends for almost a decade, she became a nervous wreck around the brunette.

Emily knew there was something different about the blonde, physically and mentally. She could also feel the blonde looking at her. It made her heart beat rise.

Everyone noticed the glances between looked at one another and smiled at one another almost as if they were saying they are totally gonna get together.

After about twenty minutes, some nurses came into the room and took the girls back to their rooms. Leaving them alone.

Alison asked while looking at the door "how do you think they're actually doing?"

"They are not okay" Emily sighed.

"So that also means neither are you" Alison raised her eyebrows.

Emily couldn't answer. Because reality is, she wasn't okay. She was far from it. She didn't know what to say so she just shook her head no.

Alison took off the necklace "You need this more than I do" the blonde saw Emily's hands start to shake so she quickly grabbed it and brought it to her lips.

"Hey…-" Alison said softly "I'm here for you, you know that right? Whatever you need, at whatever time. I got you okay?"

Emily placed her other hand on top of Alison's "I'm here for you too"

"You always are" Alison smiled.

God that smile. It instantly made Emily feel all giddy on the inside. That smile could stop a war or start one, given it's Alison, probably start one.

Moments later Pam came back and took a seat on the other side of Emily's. First time in months, Emily felt safe, with the two women she loves the most in this world.

She knew there was a long road ahead but she thought to herself, she never would have imagined how long and painful the road was gonna be.

Do let me know what you think! Also please be kind. It is my first story ever.

I'm a sucker for fluff so there will be a lot of that. I'm also ahead, I've written 8 chapters already. I will try to post during the weekend.