Chapter Twelve
Jessica
I had been standing in the garden for a while just watching the sun and loving the heat on my skin, also smiling when I watched Christian's men carrying the bodies of Isabelle and Gino through the grounds to dispose of them.
I didn't feel anything but glee knowing those two bastards were burning in Hell while we all lived happily when the men of our dreams. I had been in the room when Christian had explained that there may be a backlash to what had happened today but I couldn't seem to care. Especially, when massive arms wrapped around me from behind engulfing me in a scent, I was all too familiar with.
"What is the smile for, my sexy little killer?" I laughed no longer offended by the nickname Cillian and Arturo had come up with for me. After all, it wasn't too far from who I was becoming. Don't get me wrong I wasn't about to go out killing random people but there was something so satisfying about watching the life leave the eyes of people like the evil fucks that we had just ended.
"I was just thinking about how satisfying it is knowing where Isabelle and Gino are now and how lucky we are to be here with the people we love." I turned in Arturo's arms and smiled up at him lost in his incredible eyes as he smiled down at me grabbing me by the ass and lifting me so that my legs were wrapped around his waist.
Arturo kissed me like a savage and with a hunger that drove me crazy and soaked my underwear. I pulled away from the kiss before we got carried away and someone walked in on us and both of us were breathless and panting as Arturo gripped my ass grinding it against him.
I tried to remain calm despite the feelings that were growing beneath my waist especially when I could feel how hard and huge Arturo was. Once my breathing calmed, I opened my eyes to see a wicked smile on Arturo's face which told me that he was well aware of how he was affecting me.
I smacked Arturo's chest and rolled my eyes before he finally lowered me to the floor. It was then that I looked around and realised Cillian wasn't there, which I found unusual because Cillian and Arturo were inseparable. Wherever one of them was the other would be just behind them.
"Where's Cillian?"
"He is in our room. Why don't we go find him and have some fun?" I didn't hesitate to take his hand and follow him. He didn't have to ask me twice. Fun with Cillian and Arturo was indescribable.
Arturo and I made our way through the house, up the stairs, and toward our room but I stopped in my tracks just outside our door which was slightly open when I heard the sound of an electric guitar playing over the song Chandelier by Sia and I was mesmerized but nothing prepared me for when Arturo opened the door wider until we could both see Cillian sitting on the floor at the end of the bed with his incredible hair down and his eyes closed as he played.
I watched with my mouth open as his fingers flew over the strings of the guitar playing it in a way that made me think of all the ways those fingers had played over my body creating a different kind of music.
I don't know why but I noticed as I watched him play the guitar effortlessly that his rings which I presumed were white gold that adorned most of his fingers made the whole scene so much sexier.
He was incredible and I wanted nothing more than to watch him naked playing that guitar just for me and Arturo.
The whole scene. The rings, the tattoos, the muscles, the look of pleasure on his face, his hair, the fact that he was biting his lips, and the way he was playing was like out of a fantasy I didn't know I had.
"Holy shit!" Arturo turned and grabbed me around the waist pulling me in front of him so that his head was resting on my shoulder and his arms were wrapped around my waist.
"Hot as fuck, isn't he?" I almost melted into Arturo as I watched Cillian desperately clenching my thighs to ease the ache that was beginning to become painful.
"Why did you not tell me he played guitar?" My voice was breathy and filled with lust.
"I didn't think." Arturo kissed my shoulder making me melt into him. "He isn't the only one that is musical, you know." I turned a little to look up at Arturo in such shock and excitement to find out what he could do that I hadn't noticed that the music had stopped.
"What can you do?"
"He sings." I turned and gasped when I heard Cillian's incredible voice right beside me. "Hey, killer. Have you and Arturo come to play?"
I couldn't speak as I faced Cillian who was in front of me towering over me with his hands resting on each side of the door frame, effectively caging me in and in the time, he had made his way over to us he had removed his shirt so that I could see the incredible tattoos that covered his body.
Cillian lifted my chin so that I was looking up at him and smiled down at me. "Answer my question, beautiful. When it comes to you, I don't have any patience." His voice and the dominance it was laced with snapped me out of the trance his body created.
"Yes."
"Yes, what?"
"Yes, we came to play." My voice was barely above a whisper but when Arturo lifted me by my waist and practically handed me to Cillian who took me from Arturo effortlessly so that my legs were now wrapped around his waist I squealed as we all stepped into the room and Arturo closed the door behind us.
I still couldn't believe that I got to share these two amazing men. I just hoped that I would never have to give them up because I know that they have ruined me for any other man.
The thought of this ever ending snapped me out of my sex-fogged mind and I suddenly felt really sad.
I mean, who got this lucky?
Cillian must have sensed my change in mood because he frowned down at me and sat down on the bed holding me in a way that was a lot less sexual. It was then that Arturo must have known that something had changed in my mood.
"Hey, Jessica, baby. What's wrong?" I stared at my hands and fidgeted unable to look either of them in my eyes. Especially, now that Arturo was sitting beside Cillian staring intently at me.
"Jessica, don't hide from us. We need to be honest with each other at all times." Arturo's voice held a more dominant tone than Cillian's had. Which made me look up even though I continued to fidget.
"It's nothing. I am just being stupid." I tried to hide my emotions from my voice but Arturo and Cillian were way too fucking good at reading my emotions.
"Your feelings are never stupid. Now, tell us why your mood changed so suddenly." This time it was Cillian's turn to sound dominant as I turned my head to face him and held it there so that I couldn't look away from him.
I stared at Cillian trying to think of a way to explain my change in mood but I couldn't think of anything that wouldn't sound ridiculous. So, I decided to just be honest and hope that they wouldn't find my words as pathetic as they felt.
"I was just thinking how I would ever feel if I lost you both. You know, one day you might get sick of me or meet someone else. I can't imagine not having this but I also know that nothing is promised." I had barely got the last word out before Arturo's voice boomed from beside me.
"The fuck it isn't! You don't get to end this or move on, ever! and neither will we! What do we need to do to show you that?" I was shocked by the conviction and anger in Arturo's voice or the frustration and concern I saw written across his face.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you angry. I was just thinking that I would never get over you and I couldn't imagine ever being with anyone else. I just got sad for a second at the thought of ever losing you. I come from a broken home. My dad cheated on my mum and married his mistress. So, I know that things are not always permanent and it makes me sad at the thought of ever losing you. I'm not saying that will happen, it's just something I think about, sometimes."
"Well, get the thought out of your head, Jessica because when the men in this family, and Cillian is as much family as my brothers and sister are. Once we fall in love it's forever. You will never lose us nor will we ever let you go and you will never meet any other fucker. Also, please trust me on this, if any man tries to come into your life, he will lose his."
I know that they had told me how they felt but the deadly tone in Arturo's voice at the mention of any other man coming into my life was something that shouldn't have shocked me but it did. "Ace, calm the fuck down! She isn't saying she's going to find another man. She is saying she is scared to lose us. Jesus, man. You need anger fucking management!"
Cillian turned, placed his finger under my chin, and turned my head so that I was now looking at him. "What can we do to show you that we are never letting you go?"
"Nothing. I'm being irrational. I love you both so much that I think I'm just waiting for things to go wrong. I haven't had much luck in the past. So, I just can't imagine that I could ever be this lucky." Cillian smiled, but I heard Arturo growl beside me.
"Things didn't work out before because they were never meant to be but you, Arturo, and I are the real deal. We have been searching for you and you have been searching for us whether you knew that or not. So, I ask again what can we do to show you that this is forever?" I didn't know how to answer his question because how can anyone prove that something will last forever?
"We get married." Both Cillian and I turned to face Arturo who was smiling wickedly at both of us.
"I think you're forgetting something, Ace. It's illegal to be married to two people."
"Then we pick who marries her legally and who has a blessing and we get in the god damned fucking car and go to Gretna fucking green tonight and do it. We can be married within forty-eight hours."
I fully expected Cillian to laugh or disagree or something but when there was silence, I turned to Cillian stunned when I saw the bright smile on his face as he stared at Arturo. "Sounds like a plan to me. How do we decide?" I jumped from Cillian's lap in shock laughing and holding my hands out in front of me.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa. You do not get to decide this without me."
"Do you want to live without us?" Cillian continued to smile and he as Arturo slowly walked toward me as I backed away from them.
"No. You know I don't but this is huge and you don't get to decide without me and especially not when it involves us marrying within forty-eight fucking hours." I was completely shocked that they thought that this was a reasonable step to take.
"The fuck we can't. I speak for both me and Cillian when I say we would have married you the first fucking night we met you. Have you not noticed that the men in this family don't take things slow when we find the woman we want?"
"I get that and I would love this one day, trust me, but just because I said that I was scared that doesn't mean we get married tonight. Do you not see how crazy that is?"
"Nope. I am inclined to agree with Arturo. This is perfect. Like you said you want this one day and we are going to be together forever so let's get in the car and get fucking married. What have we got to lose?"
I wanted to disagree and protest but I couldn't think of a reason other than the fact that it was so fast to disagree but like they both said if we were going to be together forever what is the difference between doing it now or waiting a year or two, other than time?
It was only time that was stopping me and let's face it I could walk out of the house tomorrow and get hit by a car or in this life I could get kidnapped again and this time not make it out alive.
I loved these men and I wanted to spend the rest of this life and every life with them, and I was never one for a big fuss so why not leave today and be married tomorrow? That was when I remembered that my mum married her third husband in Gretna Green and it was no longer possible to simply show up and get married you had to wait at least twenty-nine days.
"We can't do it at Gretna Green you need to give them just under a month's notice. So, we can't." I was a little shocked at the disappointment I felt considering I was just coming to terms with the fact that I wanted to be their wife.
"Fine. Give me ten minutes." Both Cillian and I frowned as we watched Arturo walk out of the room pulling out his phone and dialling a number.
We both made our way to the sofa and sat down with Cillian wrapping his arms around me pulling me into his side and kissing the top of my head allowing the kiss to linger.
We waited for what felt like an eternity in silence for Arturo to return and tell us what was going on and when he walked back into the room, he had a big smile on his face.
"When we have finished here, we are packing and we are going to Vegas. The plane and pilot will be ready in six hours."
"What?" I couldn't hide the shock in my voice.
"We can't go to Gretna Green. So, we are going to Vegas. I have my assistant in New York making all the arrangements for a driver from the airport and a hotel for us all. This will give us the time on the flight to figure out which one of us will be marrying you legally and which one of us will be having a ceremony only."
"Will the one having just the ceremony not be pissed off?" It was something that had been bothering me ever since I met them and thought about the possibility of spending the rest of my life with them.
Cillian lifted my chin and pulled my face so that I was facing him as Arturo kneeled in front of me. "It doesn't matter which one of us has that piece of paper that makes the marriage legal what matters is that in your eyes and ours, we will both be your husband and you will be our wife." Cillian looked so sincere and when I turned to Arturo, he nodded his head in agreement.
"So, what do you say, killer? You want to throw caution to the wind, get on a plane, and marry your men?" This may not have been a very romantic proposal but it was perfect for our dynamic. So, before I could think the words flew from my mouth.
"Yes." Cillian pulled me into a passionate kiss while Arturo moved behind me and began removing my clothes, and I could do nothing but melt into both of them. They felt so good with Arturo at my now naked back and Cillian holding my breast in his hand while he feasted on my nipple, making me moan with pleasure.
My head fell back against Arturo while he played with the nipple Cillian had yet to touch and I wanted to scream for them to move their heads and hands lower to where the ache was now painful.
I wanted them both inside me so desperately that I was almost feral with the need for my men.
Cillian lifted me and carried me over to the bed while Arturo walked over to the side of the bed and pulled out a bottle that I knew to be lube because we had used it many times when they had used butt plugs or toys that would go in my ass. So, I just assumed that was what was going to happen now.
Oh boy, was I wrong!
Cillian lay me down and made quick work of removing my trousers, leaving me lying naked on the bed. "I think it's time, Cillian. What do you think?" I frowned in confusion, wondering what they were talking about.
"I think you're right, Ace. It's been long enough, and she has had enough training."
"Would you like to include me in this conversation?" I was a little frustrated that they were talking about me like I wasn't right there.
"Remember when we asked you if you had ever had anal sex?" Arturo held the lube up with his eyebrows raised.
"Ah, and you think I'm ready for that?" I couldn't lie that while excitement bubbled inside me so did fear. We had used many toys during sex of all sizes so I knew that this was coming but now that it was here, I was nervous and a little scared.
"Don't worry, beautiful. I'm going to stretch you while Cillian plays with your delectable pussy. Won't that be fun?" I wanted to say yes but I knew how big Arturo was. So, the words couldn't come out. Instead, all I could manage was a slight nod.
"Good girl. Cillian get our soon-to-be wife over your mouth and eat that pussy until she is soaking your face." I squealed when Cillian moved so fast and I found myself sitting on his face.
"Lean forward, beautiful, and hold onto the headboard, like a good girl for your husbands." Hearing Arturo call them my husbands released a fresh flood of moisture.
"Mmm. She liked that, Ace. She is fucking soaked, and her glorious pussy is quivering." I moaned as Cillian latched on once more.
I did as Arturo said and leaned forward to hold on to the headboard and felt Cillian shift beneath me so that he could keep up the work on my throbbing pussy before he inserted, one, then two, then three, fingers inside me and once he had stretched me and worked his fingers inside me, I felt pressure at the back.
"Hold on tight, beautiful, and relax. I think you should learn before you take the plunge and marry us how it will feel having us both inside you because it will happen very, very often."
I forced myself to relax while Arturo slowly past the tight ring of my ass and I gritted my teeth until the burning subsided and my ass started to relax. It was only then that Arturo began to move in deeper and it began to feel incredible as he made slow, shallow thrusts, over and over, going deeper with each thrust.
Once he was inside me as deep as he could go, he stayed still allowing me to adjust to his massive size and once I relaxed, he wrapped his arm around my waist and moved me away from Cillian's incredible mouth just enough that he could stay inside me and position me over Cillian's large cock.
"Do you want this, beautiful?" I nodded my head frantically, desperate for the fullness of both of them inside me.
"Yes. I want you both, please!" Cillian wrapped his hand around my throat and squeezed tight until I opened my eyes which I hadn't realised were closed.
"Eyes on me, killer, and relax." I did as I was told unable to say no and when I felt Cillian pressing against my pussy, I forced myself to relax a little more.
I groaned as Cillian slipped inside me inch by delicious inch and I couldn't stop the moan that escaped. I felt so full. With Arturo inside me from behind and Cillian inside my pussy I felt more consumed and claimed than I had ever felt before.
As they both picked up their pace, their moans grew louder as did mine. One hand clung to Cillian holding his head so that he could suck my nipple and my other pulled Arturo to me from behind while he wrapped his hand around my throat. I was completely consumed, and I loved every second of it.
I leaned forward resting my hands against Cillian's massive chest giving Arturo more access to go a little deeper and the combination of both of my men inside me hit a spot inside me that made me groan so much that I was practically screaming as I shook in between them both.
I could feel a powerful orgasm building inside me with so much intensity that I was a little scared that I might have a heart attack with how hard and wild my heart was beating in my chest.
I was just on the verge of panic when Arturo wrapped his hand around my throat squeezing hard which seemed to calm me down a little. That was until Cillian's skilled fingers found my clit and began to rub it softly.
I relaxed allowing them each to play with my body and allowing their touch to chase away the fear of my impending orgasm away.
I trusted these men with my life. So, when my orgasm hit me, I was no longer afraid. Instead, I melted into it. Shaking uncontrollably as I flooded Cillian's cock over and over.
"Holy fuck!" My voice didn't sound like mine as my orgasm continued over and over and a light sheen of sweat covered my whole body.
"Fuck! We are never fucking letting you go, Jessica. You feel so fucking hot, so fucking tight, and so fucking incredible. You are ours forever. Even after death, we will never let you fucking go. We will find you in every fucking world for the rest of eternity." Arturo tightened his hand around my throat before letting out a guttural growl behind me as he filled me over and over again.
Arturo pulled out of me making me groan at the loss and I squealed as I found myself quickly flipped so that my back was to Cillian's chest and Cillian quickly entered me once more before I could register the emptiness.
Arturo pushed me down as Cillian raised his knees giving him the leverage, he needed to pick up the spread of his thrusts, and the feeling of his thrusts along with Arturo's head disappearing between my legs and his tongue finding my clit had another orgasm building quickly inside me. Especially when I felt Arturo's thick fingers enter my ass aided by his cum to allow him to enter one, two, then three fingers filling me completely once again.
"You taste so fucking delicious, killer. I can never fucking get enough." Arturo went back to devouring me as Cillian's moans from behind me grew louder mingling with my own screams of pleasure.
They were all-consuming and they knew how to work my body so that every nerve was alight with a pleasure so intense that my end spun. I felt tears prick my eyes as my orgasm built and built until I fell over the edge quickly joined by Cillian.
My breath caught in my throat as I tried to steady my trembling body but the orgasm wouldn't slow down due to Arturo's skilled mouth and was quickly becoming painful. "Stop! You have to stop!"
I felt Arturo kiss my thigh before his face suddenly appeared in front of me with his mouth glistening. "You two together taste fucking delicious." I moaned as Arturo kissed me and it was an intoxicating combination and I was fucking addicted.
Once we had all calmed down a little, I felt the bed shift behind me where Cillian had been lying. "Come on, both of you. We have a plane to catch." The sleep that had been consuming me quickly disappeared replaced by excitement and nerves.
Holy shit. I was getting married!