I write until the 17 of january and then stop writing, and drawing, lost all energy and inspiration, I mean I still have the ideas fresh on my head but 0 of the burst to start tipping them. I hope to have it back again so that ideas wont dissapear from my mind...
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A while after both were hugging each other in bed, at first Arthur was unsure if he was allowed to do it but Nora crawled towards him and dropped her arms around his chest so it just felt correct to place a hand on her shoulder and another on her side.
-Im so sorry I don't think I can follow anymore –she said breathing in with her eyes closed trying to gain some air
-Its okay im already empty –well that was strange- its just hard but after you shoot all your load you stop feeling
-So you are going to stay stiff until when? –well she can recompose in a pair of hours and ride back but…
-Maybe the morning
-You are not used to take this pills aren't you?
-Why would i? –he raised an eyebrow- I mean I take them to exercise and keep on shape but…-oh that's every man excuse right?
-I never see you at the trainyard with a boner -when he noticed that she was joking, he grabbed her by the skin of her arm and pinched her making her laugh.
-So are you planning to stay here until morning? –he opens his eyes wide, that's right, it was the first time he spend the night in the tower, even that much time -should I dress and give your soldiers a room to rest and take guards of the ventibird?
Oh my gosh with that kiss he display that he came to see her and obviously for a booty session but if he stays in the morning he make the soldiers stay all night and wait for him for that. He blushed and felt so ashamed for his actions.
Not that he regrets or anything tho.
He gasped and look somewhere else –Its not a bad idea but I maybe ill should go
-Not with that between your legs –she laughed and he bite his lips, damn she was right- don't worry ill bathe and go, i won't take that long –for some reason she looks more revitalized than before, quirky, better humor than the other days.
Still, he didn't like her to go, he kissed the sentinel in front of everybody and then disappeared with her for almost 6 hours and then she cames down to the heliport to offer his soldiers a room to spend the night more comfortable without the elder around her…it was obvious what was happening, he didn't think this straight, he was driven from desire and adrenaline after the car drive from yesterday night. They will mock at her, talkback, of course he wont permit in his presence that the sentinel will be ridiculized for whatever business she had with the elder but he can't prevent people from being jackass at their backs. Or talk.
-You sure?
God there was still that subject he didn't tell her yet.
But how does she expect for people of the brotherhood to follow orders if she is not a sentinel? That aint right. Its true he still had to tell her.
The wonderful time they spend now might broke with so little.
-Yeah don't worry –she said going out the bed and picking her dress and shoes, going to her wardrobe to get some new panties. For some reason he felt the absence of her weight in his arms when she get up.
-By the way where is the infamous heart shaped bed? –she laughed a bit at hearing that, still picking things around the room.
-Saved until I get to paint the roof of the building and the walls of my apartment so no one will see it, that bed will be my nasty secret
-Its going to be a surprise for any plumber that may come to fix a problem in the apartment for sure
-You sure you don't want to shower with me? I know exactly how to regulate the water at perfect temperature.
He stay in silence for a second, then he realized what she meant and open wide his eyes
-Already?
Her face blushed and smiled a bit panicked for being caught like that.
-Well you are still hard…I mean we can play a little more…we can go slow…
He replied with a smile, to satisfy her? Everything.
-Sure, call me when the water is ready
In just a few minutes Arthurs lungs were fighting to work on his chest, between his accelerated heart, the hot boiling water were she bathed claiming it was the perfect temperature, his arms holding her waist to not fall and the recent fucking session he was exhausted. And she was in no better position, unable to stand up with her legs all shaky and tired, he had to hold her by the waist to not let her fall to the wet cold ground.
Gosh he could still feel the traces of her hot liquid on his leg. The sound of her exhausted breathing maximizes the sensation on his skin even.
-Do you want a blowjob? –she ask turning her head towards him, recovering her breath with a lot of effort. The way her red cheeks and wet hair fall all over her face make her look so temptress right now, makes him want to smash her again even if he didn't have anything more to give, just because she deserved it for being hot
The man raised an eyebrow, confused, such high sex drive and he was the one in pills, was it something hormonal? She wasn't thaaaaaat pregnant yet.
-No thanks –he couldn't cum anymore, at this point it wasn't for him, she just wanted to play with his body, his warm and flesh.
-Can I wash your head and scalp? –that sounded nice
-Can you stand? –she nodded and raised to place her back against the cold wall of the shower looking into his eyes at every second, in that position her boobs looked very tempting standing out but now he wasn't turned on anymore…I mean he can if he stares directly for a minute…some seconds…
But his eyes looked at her and her vicious smile, his plan tonight really worked, guess he is paying that car just fine.
She picked up the shampoo bottle with unknown content and spread it on her hands as he relaxed for her to massage his scalp and hair. It feelt nice, the way her fingers moved felt nice, specially behind the ears, it caused him nice shivers and for some reason a ball of tangled strings on his stomach…maybe it was tickles, but he liked it, it was so relaxing, even his knees seems to fail for a few seconds. He close his eyes even if she was in front of him naked, naked and beautiful.
-This is supposed to be romantic but there's your dong between your legs –he grunted unsatisfied, he was enjoying the silence and sensations, specially when her fingers travel down to his neck to do little touches
-And its going to stay there, better get used –she laughed, and for some reason that beautiful sound went directly to the tangled strings in his stomach, she keep massaging the back of his head just fine
Nora get dressed and armored in the end leaving him naked and clean in bed waiting for her to return, the man took the time to prepare his apologies for sure. She didn't return until one hour later with a bucket of ice in one hand and in the other whisky and some aquapura, she really takes her pregnancy serious to leave alcohol at all, well of course she does, he age doesn't leave place for second chances, this was a risky pregnancy no matter how healthy or active she was in a lot of fields, 46 was pretty bad even back then.
-Solved! Im thinking in having a room for brotherhood soldiers only who pass by sometimes, so they don't use the tenant's spaces and they don't feel invaded by the new crazy owner connections…
-There's something I have to tell you –said the man sitting on bed now realizing he may have dressed in case he has to run for his life out he room, sowry he was too relaxed. She blinked and didn't understand, wishing that he didn't break this wonderful moment they were spending together, it was awful regretting the man you just fuck after fucking him, makes you feel like a total idiot and she didn't consider herself an idiot, hates to feel like that when reality hit her on the face.
-Im sorry I don't have a fridge yet in the apartment that's why all the food comes from the café up here…-she tried to change the subject for him to not ruin it, please do not ruin it
-You are still a brotherhood Sentinel –she blinked confused, processing his words, he said it so easy like it was nothing, there, laying on the bed, like just nothing
-What?
-I never dismissed you as sentinel
There it was when she exploded. Its surely felt like when the bombs dropped
-What!? –she screams and Arthur tensed at her tone, fuck
-Technically for the scribes at an administrative level you are still part of the brotherhood
-But I haven't been doing chores or dutys for a month! –oh gosh he was mad
-Well you are a sentinel, you don't have an actual obligation
-Why you didn't dismiss me!? I told you since the first day! –she clarified- when I have the results of our pregnancy!
-I kinda forgot -then a cube of ice fly at the side of his head without him realizing, when did she…
-What the fuck!? –he didn't realize when she get the hand inside the bucket, damn she was fast and sneaky
-I can fix it tho! –he said moving out of the bed, shit he should really dress before, why did he consider the entire speech but not dressing in case something went wrong? That's an error of calculations…
-This was important for me! –another ice cube fly at his direction, shitshitshit
-I don't even know why you want to be out of the brotherhood but –he jumped to avoid another ice cube flying to him, damn what it would be like having a cube scar in the middle of the forehead? Damn Danse was right, a bit at least!
-I don't want to have any obligation to anyone but my baby! –she screamed, spit coming out from her mouth even.
-Im the father you have obligations with me! And im a brotherhood elder!
-This time nothing will be between me and my baby! –when she say that he understand.
He understands a lot of things.
She wasn't carrying just his baby, she was also carrying a trauma from her previous marriage. From before the bombs dropped
Damn Danse was right. This wasn't a good idea at all.
-Im sorry ill fix it –he said looking at her, she was very upset and altered, eyes red and veins marking on her neck- I promise I fix it.
-You better do it! –her hands were shaking and even her legs were tense, he could see her muscles under the skirt of the dress
-Im sorry –she bited on her lip and let herself fall on a divan next to her, covering her face with her hands as the bucket of ice fall to the ground, same with the two bottles, water spilling from the melted cubes into the floor
-ill clean that mess later –she said sighting, still hiding in the dark between her hands
Well at least she didn't throw the whisky bottle to his head
He saw her tremble and almost cry and he felt shitty, this wasn't his intention at all, he didn't want to ruin everything, he imagined it could happen but not alter her so much…
-I guess both of us forgot things –damn and even with all this drama he was still hard, he wasn't comfortable right now, he break the mood for real, didn't want her sad at all…
-That's why you call me Sentinel yesterday –her back moved lower in the divan- I thought it was a reflex
-Do you expect brotherhood soldiers to follow and do your commands without being part of the brotherhood anyway? –then she raised as realizing something for the first time and looked at him leaving the darkness of her hands, her eyes were watery but she had a bitter gaze, not sad entirely, but very dismayed
-You are right –she said and look somewhere else, he was trying to follow her eyes- I haven't thought in that
Silence, he didn't expect that from her. How can she not…expect…or plan even that? Does people just follow her and her wishes and that's it? Its really that easy for her?
-Well…do you want it? –now she look at him crossing her eyebrows confused- do you want to retire from the brotherhood for real?
-Yes! –she repeated tired almost desperate, but clearly had a lot of conflict in her head like wires crossing, Arthur can see in her eyes how she realized she may lost a lot of power by doing that but still...
-Do you want to leave? –he ask again, coming closer
-Yes! –she screamed again, why he was questioning her!? –why do you want me in the brotherhood!? What do you want from me!?
-Nothing! I agree to our pact! I just think is a lot to loose! –maybe he should dress to have a serious conversation –I will arrange it for your retirement! –it's a shame that she really was dumping all of this, all her years and work for the brotherhood advancement
-Were you expecting something else? Why would you forgot!?
-I don't know! I just didn't do it! I suppose its more easy for me to protect you inside the brotherhood! Its all I can offer and give! –she looked surprised at him- I want to protect you! And our baby!
Nora take some air and then look at the ground, trying to recompose, the bucket dripping of cold water didn't help, it reminded her of her failure to keep it together.
-Im fine here –just here, by her own.
-But I want to protect you and the baby.
Both stay in silence until she spoke.
-Being retired doesn't mean your can't stay with us
-Okay
She looked elsewhere and Arthur come closer to get on his knee and take her hand between his fingers, Nora looked at him after some seconds and place her other hand on top of his, pressing
-You don't have to run to retire me now I guess, you can stay until morning –she said that tired but it caused a little smile on Arthurs face.
-Good because I don't think they take me seriously like this –oh my gosh right he was still hard from the buffout, its kinda funny that they have this entire drama with him naked, she was so overwhelmed by emotions she also…kinda forgot…
Nora smiled a bit too, gripping his hand tighter
-You can walk naked and smack the table with your cock to assert dominance in the room
He laughed, and then went all serious from nothing, then, look at her eyes, pleading.
-Can I kiss you?
Her lungs fill with air, nose even getting inflated in surprise, until she breathed out and pull his hands a bit against her stomach calling for him
-Okay
The elder close his eyes and lean forward, just lightly pressing the tip of his lips on top of hers