So, I've been thinking through it alot. And...

I think it's safe to say that I decided to quit writing. For good.

I knew that coming back, with a brand new story to begin with, would at least try to boost my hopes up that I could write well. But instead, I learned that my writing sucks, and no matter how many times I try, I'm never going to be good enough. I just really suck at writing stories.

All I ever wanted is to be like my favorite writers and live in their lives when they make amazing stories. I started getting interested in writing when I learned about these amazing writers and their tales. But instead, I just got so busy with college and life, that I never knew that I have a career ahead of me besides this.

But the point being, I just really have no talent at all in writing. The only thing I could say is that I really failed myself completely like a loser. The only thing I should stick at being good at is reading my favorite authors' works, and maybe do well in college since I got two years left. If only I knew that I can't be like any of them.

With that, this is forever goodbye. And I'm sorry that I disappointed tons of people back then.

Goodbye, forever.

Stay safe.