Chrissy and I pulled into the school. I noticed a few things in the parking lot that I never noticed before. One thing was that Rachel was pestering Mr. Schue about Glee club. Also some of the football players were throwing Kurt into a dumpster. It felt so weird being here again. Another thing that I learned was that being a star athlete did not make you popular, at least if you played girls' football. I was pretty sure what Coach Tweedy was saying was starting to sink into my head because I was calling it football instead of soccer, even when she wasn't around.

"So why haven't you joined the Glee club?" I asked my father/sister.

"I will." She promised. "But I have to wait for Sue to give me the okay to do so. Can you explain to me why she hates the glee club because that's something that I haven't been able to figure out?"

"I don't really know. Sometimes it seems like she goes back and forth between liking and hating us." I admitted. "I can't believe that you convinced me to wear this."

I was wearing a blue blouse and pink miniskirt. My legs felt exposed.

"You look good." She responded. "There's nothing wrong with you dressing like a girl. At least you get to decide what you wear to school every day."

"You know you don't have to stay on the Cheerios if you don't want to." I pointed out.

"I quit on too many things while I was alive, including my marriage." She replied. "I want to do this, even if it's hard for me."

I thought it was kind of weird that she was comparing getting divorced to quitting the cheerleading squad but I supposed it was good that she was trying to commit.

"Hey, look, it's your BFF." Chrissy stated as I noticed Quinn was walking towards us.

"Hey, you two." Quinn greeted us. "Do you think you guys want to come shopping with me, Brittany and Santana after practice?"

"I can't. I have Glee club practice." I explained. I also hadn't seen Brittany or Santana, but it was possible that they looked different as well.

"I didn't know you were in Glee club." She remarked before she took me into the school. I supposed we were just going to leave Chrissy there. We were in front of my locker. I opened it because I needed to put some stuff away. "I thought you weren't going to do that?"

"I said that I wouldn't do it with Mr. Ryerson. Mr. Schuester is teaching it now and he's nowhere near as creepy." I pointed out. "What's the big deal?"

"The big deal is it's not good for your social life." She told me.

"Well, I didn't really have a choice." I remarked before I noticed Rachel was there. I was still getting used to them looking so different. I lowered my voice to a whisper. "I didn't really have a choice. This girl ambushed me in the shower."

"Why are you whispering?" She asked. "And what are you talking about?"

I pointed at Rachel. I hoped that she wouldn't see me pointing at her. That was when she did something that I didn't expect. She walked over to Rachel.

"You know it's rude to eavesdrop." She stated. "It's also rude to creep on people in the locker room. Stop flirting with my friend. She doesn't like it."

I wouldn't say that I didn't like it. I was a bit confused why she was telling that her since I wasn't dating her.

"Why? Are you jealous?" Rachel retorted. Quinn looked like she wanted to hit her. Was she jealous? I figured that I should intervene.

"Come on, let's go to class." I stated as this time I pulled her away. Also, some jocks threw slushes at Rachel.

"You know that could happen to you." Quinn remarked.

"Why does everyone just let that happen?" I questioned. It still astounded me that bullying could run so rampant. "Quinn, can you please promise me that you won't bully people? You're already the most popular girl in the sophomore class. You don't have to be mean to people."

"Okay, but you have to tell this girl to leave you alone because you're not interested." She remarked. I didn't know if I was interested. Also, was Rachel a lesbian in this universe? She actually didn't seem like she was checking me out in the shower. I would need some more clarity on that.

In Glee, we were singing another bad song. It wasn't disco level bad, but it was still pretty bad. It seemed like Mr. Schue's taste in music hadn't changed that much in this new reality. We were singing "Kokomo" by the Beach Boys. Who thought it was a good idea to give the Beach Boys a #1 hit in the 80s?

"Can we stop?" I requested. "This song is terrible."

"It's not the song. You're just not into it." Mr. Schue argued.

"No, it's the song." Kurt replied.

"We could use something more modern." Sam opined.

"It's not up for discussion. We're doing this song at the pep rally this Friday." He declared. One thing I couldn't help but wonder was if he was going to be less spontaneous with our song choices. It might be a better idea to not choose our songs for competitions the day of. "We need to get more people. We can't compete unless we have twelve members and we only have a third of that right now."

I wondered if I should try to find people on my own. Was it possible that Artie, Mercedes and Tina were still at the school and just didn't want to join Glee club? I didn't doubt that we would have enough people by the time that Sectionals came around, but did I really want to wait for that? I wondered if it was something that I could talk to Mr. Schue about? Also I had another idea. While I couldn't ask anyone on the football team if they wanted to join, I could definitely ask some on the girls' football team.

"Looking good, girls, now hit the showers." Coach Tweedy told us after practice was over. I wouldn't have a lot of time because I would have to shower quickly…which was complicated by the fact that all of them were filled by the time that I got to the locker room. I noticed a few other girls were also waiting. I decided to sing to myself a little, hoping to get someone's attention.

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

"Damn, you're a really good singer, Faith." An African-American girl told me. I didn't know any of the other girls' names, even though I knew that I probably should.

"Thanks…" I replied. I really needed to learn their names.

"It's Jasmine." She told me as I blushed. It also wasn't the easiest having a conversation with someone when both of us were wearing towels.

"Thanks, Jasmine." I repeated. "You know if you want, you can come to Glee club after we're done here."

"I don't know if that's for me." She replied. "I've never sang in front of anyone before."

At practice, things weren't really going that well.

"Am I interrupting something?" A tall black guy interrupted.

"Not at all." Mr. Schue replied. "I'm. Mr. Schuester, the Glee club director. Are you here to audition?"

"I was thinking about it." The guy replied. "My name is Ben and I like to sing."

"Well just sing anything that you'd like." Mr. Schue suggested.

"Okay." Ben remarked before he started to sing.

In the night, I hear him talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far long ago he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold as a winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me you
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Yo I know there some things that you aint told me
Yo I did some things but that's the old me
Now you wanna get me back you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, I got homies
In the end, it's still so lonely

In the night, I hear him talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far long ago he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

I had to admit that was a better Kanye song than "Gold Digger" which Mr. Schue should have never done. Actually, he just shouldn't rap in general. On the topic of Kanye, I couldn't help but wonder if the Taylor Swift incident had happened yet. I decided to look it up on my phone. I had an iPhone now. Maybe my mom thought it was more important to me as a girl or something. Anyway, I found out that it hadn't happened yet, but it would be happening this week. I couldn't help but wonder if I should watch it.

The following morning, Rachel and I found ourselves in the principal's office. I couldn't believe that Sue had freaked out so much over something as trivial as us using a copy machine. I supposed that she was generally unwell. Mr. Schue was there…as well as Coach Tweedy.

"THIS IS OUTRAGE!" Sue yelled. "THESE MISCREANTS NEED TO BE EXPELLED!"

"They were using a copier." Coach Tweedy deadpanned.

"NO ONE ASKED YOUR OPINION, HERMIONE!" Sue replied before she grabbed her chest. She then fell to the floor. Mr. Schue dialed 911 and I went out to see Chrissy. That was unexpected to say the least.

"I think Sue just died." I remarked.

"Okay, that's odd." Chrissy remarked. "Are you sure she's dead?'

I couldn't be sure because I wasn't a doctor. After the ambulance came, Principal Figgins called us back to the office.

"So, are we still in trouble?" Rachel asked. That didn't seem to be the biggest issue at the moment.

"You will have to pay for the copies which should be 68 cents." Principal Figgins replied.

"Are we just going to ignore what happened?" I questioned.

"Yes." Principal Figgins stated. Wow, I guess he did hate her if her passing out and possibly dying in his office had that little effect on him. "While I am looking for a new cheerleading coach, Renee, you will be supervising the Cheerios."

"I don't know anything about cheerleading." Coach Tweedy replied.

"You just have to watch over them to make sure that they behave themselves." Figgins explained. I was pretty sure that not even Sue could do that because she couldn't stop Brittany and Santana from hooking up with everyone on the football team, well everyone but me. I was pretty sure that not even Sue could do that or if she wanted to.

"That was one of the weirdest meetings that I've been in." Coach Tweedy remarked after we left the room. I mean yeah, it's hard to top Sue dying in the middle of it.

"So, can we get the fliers up tomorrow before lunch?" Rachel asked.

"You guys don't seem to get it. I'm the teacher here. Just because you don't like what we're doing doesn't mean that we're going to change it." Mr. Schue replied. I wasn't used to him using his authority because sometimes I thought he forgot he could do so. "Everybody loves the Beach Boys."

He then stormed off.

"I'm pretty sure everyone thinks of them as a joke." Coach Tweedy replied before she also started to walk away. "Don't worry. You lot will be fine."

"So you don't need to so nervous about performing. You have one of the best voices that I haven't heard come out of my own my mouth." Rachel explained. My voice was probably better than hers. It sounded really pretty but I was pretty sure that I was better, but since I wasn't conceited, I wasn't going to say that. "So do you want to practice with me tomorrow after school?"

I couldn't help but wonder if she was asking me on a date. I was a little nervous about it. Of course, I wasn't the best at reading people, so I couldn't be sure. I also didn't want to just ask if she was asking me out because it would sound weird if she wasn't.

"I can't…I have to go to…" I replied before I struggled to find a reason why I couldn't. "I have to go."

I walked away before I was met by Quinn.

"What was that about?" She asked me. "Is she still flirting with you?"

"I don't even know." I replied. "Quinn, I'm just asking this not because I am, but you don't have a problem with gay people, do you?"

"No." She declared. "I wouldn't stop being your friend if you're are, but I think you can do better than her." She stated.

"Do you not like Rachel?" I questioned.

"I just don't trust her. She rubs me the wrong way." Quinn explained. "So you're coming to the celibacy club meeting today, aren't you?"

"Why do we even have a celibacy club considering over half of the people in it aren't virgins?" I questioned.

"Because my parents want us to have a celibacy club." She answered. Okay, that made sense. "If I tell you someone, do you promise not to tell anyone else about it?"

"Maybe if you want this to remain a secret, you shouldn't tell me in the hallway." I suggested. I had learned that you never know who is listening to you.

"Okay, we'll do it after school." She agreed. "This is kind of a big deal."

"I mean I promise I won't tell anyone." I assured her. I couldn't help but wonder what she was about to tell me though.

Right before the meeting was about to start, we headed to an empty classroom. I closed the door so we could talk in private.

"So what is this big secret?" I asked.

"I need to tell you that I'm not celibate anymore." She declared. I hoped that she wasn't going to tell me that she hooked up with Puck…although her doing it willing would be an improvement over what happened.

"Is it anyone I know?" I questioned.

"No, it was someone at church camp and yes I understand the irony of something like that." She told me. I couldn't be sure if she would still get pregnant, but it seemed the universe was setting it up.

The Celibacy Club was weird. I was pretty sure that no took it seriously. On top of that, Rachel was there. I wasn't sure how she found out about it since I didn't mention it to her.

"This is a joke!" Rachel replied. "Telling teenagers not to have sex is only going to make them want to have sex more. We need to be learning about safe sex such as use of contraception."

"Don't you dare you say that word." Quinn replied. I felt like I needed to separate the two of them. I took Quinn out into the hallway. "Now do you see why I don't like her? She's a little freak. Who knows how many people she's slept with?"

It actually made me wonder if she had slept with anyone. Yeah, Rachel was a virgin when I had sex with her, but that didn't mean that she was one here too.

"We don't know. We don't know if she's slept with anyone." I pointed out. It was then that I felt strangely empathetic. "Is this about Rachel or is it about something else?"

"Okay, fine, I'm stressed out by the fact our cheerleading coach is in a coma. It's not that I like her, but we literally don't have one. We need a coach in order to compete." She stated.

"I think you are completely capable of leading the squad while they try to find a coach. You're awesome and don't let anyone tell you that you aren't."

At that point Sam showed up.

"Are you ready to go?" He asked her.

"Yeah." Quinn replied. "I'll see you later, Faith."

I then headed out to the parking lot to meet Chrissy.

"So do you think it would be weird if I started dating girls?" I asked as I got in the car.

"You're on the soccer team. I think it would be weirder if you didn't." She quipped. Was there something about soccer players being gay or something? I still frowned at the statement. "Sorry, that was rude. Is there someone in particular that you like?"

"Well I mean I still have feelings for Rachel obviously." I replied with a blush. "It's just that she's kind of insufferable right now."

"Faith, Rachel has always been insufferable." She stated. "That's who she is."

At that time, we got home. Mom was also there when we got home.

"Hey, you two. I heard about what happened at your school today." She said. Mom was not just a former nurse. She was a pretty successful nurse. "Are you okay?"

"I guess so." I responded. "Do you know if she's going to be okay?"

"We don't know." Mom replied. "So what do you two want to do for dinner tonight?"

"We go to Pizza Hut?" Chrissy asked.

"Absolutely." Mom replied. Her having a good job meant that we had money to go out. At least Chrissy sought to take care of her in this place.

The following day, I was with the Glee club in the gym.

"So we're not actually doing a Beach Boys song, are we?" Ben asked.

"No, we're not." Rachel explained. "I paid a freshman to distract Mr. Schuester about irregular verbs. I think we need to give the students what they really want."

"Blood?" Kurt guessed. I still didn't know what he meant by that.

"Better. Sex." Rachel replied.

We were quickly going to rehearse a number. I also really liked the song that Rachel had chosen for us to sing.

It was shortly after that the assembly started. Rachel and I were going to be singing and dancing with the guys. At the assembly Principal Figgins announced that there were some broken toilets. Maybe if we had some janitors, they wouldn't be broken. I was also curious about who was using the bathroom on the ground. Actually, I didn't think that I wanted to know that.

"And now the Glee club." He introduced before the music started. I had to admit that I was kind of nervous about performing in such a short skirt.

Oh baby
You're so good to me

I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket it's pleasure aloud
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud

Now you're in
You can't get out

You make so hot, I just wanna drop
You're so ridiculous I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby

Kiss me gently always I know
Hold me, love me don't ever go
Oh, oh, oh yeah

You make so hot, I just wanna drop
You're so ridiculous I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good

After actually performing, I felt extremely uncomfortable. Ben had his hands all over me and while he didn't touch me anywhere that she shouldn't, it still felt weird. The crowd seemed to love it, but the teachers did not. I just hoped that they wouldn't tell my mom.

I started to head for the locker room to prepare for my first game.

"Faith." Ben called for me. I stopped to talk to him. "So that got a little bit heated."

"Yeah…" I replied.

"I'm sorry if I did anything to make you uncomfortable." He apologized.

"You just did what you were asked to do." I pointed out.

"Well maybe we shouldn't have agreed to do the song if everyone wasn't going to be comfortable." He proposed. I wished that I had known I would be uncomfortable doing it.

"Faith, that was amazing. I think I'm totally in." Jasmine interrupted before she noticed Ben. "Hi I'm Jasmine Campbell."

"Ben Davis. It's a pleasure to meet you." He replied with a smile.

"We should probably get going." I replied as I took Jasmine away.

"Yeah, I definitely want to be in the Glee club now." She stated.

The football game ended up being a lot of fun. I ended up scoring three goals. I still didn't understand how I was so good at it, even though Chrissy told me that I had literal God-given talent.

The following morning, Chrissy and I were going to go to the mall together.

"So Coach Tweedy is taking things a bit differently for us." She stated. "She's actually encouraging us to audition for the Glee club if we want to do it."

"So you're going to do it, aren't you?" I asked.

"Of course I am. I just have to figure out what song I'm going to sing." She replied. "Speaking of songs, how did it feel performing at the assembly?"

"I actually didn't like it." I admitted. "I didn't know that being touched like that would make me feel that way."

"It's okay to feel a little insecure." She remarked.

On Monday, I was in the auditorium rehearsing with Rachel a little during lunch. If I remembered correctly, this was when we first kissed. I didn't know if she would try to do that again. It was a little uncool for her to do that knowing that I had a girlfriend. Also, knowing what I know now, I shouldn't have broken up with Quinn. I'm just a bit confused why she would lie to protect him. Maybe it was because she didn't want him to go to jail or something.

"How do you sing that high?" Rachel asked me.

"I don't know. It's just a gift I guess." I replied.

"Is there anything you're not good at?" She challenged. "You're an outstanding athlete and an amazing singer."

"I can't really drive that well and I'm really not that good at talking about my feelings." I told her. Part of me wasn't even sure that I wanted to kiss her. This body was just weird.

"Do you want something to drink?" She asked. I wasn't sure why but I kind of felt like I shouldn't accept a drink from her especially one that wasn't sealed. Was I scared of her?

"No, I'm fine." I replied.

"So have you ever kissed a girl before?" She asked me. She was acting like she had.

"No." I lied. Well, it technically wasn't a lie. I had never kissed a girl as a girl before.

She slowly pushed me back onto the stage and got on top of me. Our lips touched for a second.

"Rachel, can you please get off of me?" I asked.

"Is everything okay?" She replied as she moved.

"I'm sorry. I just feel really uncomfortable right now. I need to go." I stated as I got out my things and ran out of the auditorium.

When I was done with school, Quinn came up to me.

"So I have a surprise for you." She stated.

"Was is it?" I questioned. I actually had a pretty good idea what it was.

"I'm going to be trying out for Glee club today." She told me. "Come on. Let's go. I think you'll love it."

"You want to audition?" Mr. Schue asked her in disbelief.

"I know it may be hard to believe but my boyfriend and my best friend are already here." Quinn replied.

"What are you going to be singing?" He asked her.

"It's an original song, but don't worry. It's completely appropriate." She said before she went over to the piano. Quinn played the piano? And she wrote songs? I hoped that this was something that she hadn't told me because I didn't want to look too surprised.

Honestly, its time for honesty
My heart is on my sleeve
Oh will you hear me out?
I've got nothing left to give of me
I gave up everything
So there is nothing left to lose for me now
Would you forgive me somehow?

I chased a million things
Bright lights and empty dreams
Now here I am
Right where I thought I wanted to be
I'll trade it all right now
Leave it all and lay it down
To get back to where I belong
Oh, all I've ever needed was your love

I clapped as she finished singing. I didn't expect her to be that good. The only thing was that Brittany and Santana didn't seem to be with her. Maybe they would come later. The good news was that the club had doubled in size, but we still needed four more people to compete.

So Faith is not having the easiest time reacting to her new hormones. We also met some new characters. Ben is played by Jason Derulo and Jasmine is played by Kat Graham. Also Sue is going to be replaced by a new cheerleading coach. The songs are "Untouched" by The Veronicas, "Heartless" by Kanye, "Hot" by Avril and "All I Ever Needed" by AJ Michalka. Please don't forget to review.