On the twelve day of school, I no longer felt numb. I felt nothing. Literally nothing at all. Before, I would have thought the feeling of nothing to be a welcome thought, but now all I longed for was to feel something. The time passed by quickly. Hours turning to seconds. At times, I was not even sure if I was awake, and at others, I was unsure if I was even in my body. The thought of not knowing where I was haunted me. I would go through the motions of everyday life, but I never stopped being lost.