Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

59. Salvation And Redemption

Chapter 59

Salvation And Redemption

Is my mind so warped and twisted
Lost in a maze of death and hurt
I can not escape the tormenting past
Can ever good thoughts my mind exert

What does your mind want and seek
Is it for when your heart feels a void
When you feel the deep emotions
You fear and run and try to avoid

I need to feel the pain and hurt
Because I can not feel love given
My mind slips and erodes more
So slowly insane I am driven

Because I am "not good enough"
That means I need soon die
And all the little "ant" "real" people
Will just stupidly ask and wonder why

I am afraid to slip into dark evil
For I could be very, very cruel
I would rather touch your heart
And make you feel like a jewel

I think that there is no earthly freedom
So like something from Macbeth
My salvation and redemption
Will simply be my own death

Nobody