Chapter 65
Heartbeat
My life has been nothing
Like some evil cruel illusion
I live in total empty darkness
Unable to tell reality from delusion
There is nowhere left to run
There is nowhere left to hide
I am overwhelmed by feelings
Which are exploding deep inside
I hate all the "real" people
For they have made me hate myself
I am not some useless worthless item
To be put away forever on a shelf
Existing without love and emotion
My mind is tearing itself apart
I do know in actual reality
It is in the mind not the heart
I know I am not stupid or insane
Is it evil, wrong, a sin or a crime
To desire the most special thing
To feel your heart beat next to mine
Nobody