Chapter 75
What I Most Crave
What I fear most
Is you will throw me away
Be offended or angry
Of what I do or say
You are like me
We share a common pain
We are not freaks or weird
Or totally insane
To no other person
Could I talk like this
And at the end of the day
Get a smile and a kiss
However you are
Is how you are
It does not matter
You are who you are
The jury of your mind
Has now convened
Whatever I am
It is not a fiend
I know only your mind
It has become my friend
So many YEARS of emotion
Is hard NOT to send
True pure emotional love
Is what I most crave
Will I ever be good enough
Before I meet the grave
Forgive me my dearest friend
If I seem out of control
But to talk with you
Gives my soul a parole
My feelings and emotions
Are like a bursting dam
They are true and pure
And not a evil sham
To do the right thing
I also once said
And it won't mean a thing
When it kills me dead
Nobody