Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

90. Worse Than Dead

Chapter 90

Worse Than Dead

To no one at all
Do I feel superior
To everyone there is
I only feel inferior

How do you know love
How do you tell
Is there an answer
My mind on this I dwell

I want to give
I want to receive
There has to be
This I truly believe

Too many have hurt you
Too many have used
Your mind is clouded
Your heart is bruised

I am on the outside
Always looking in
I believe in the feelings
That come from within

I do not love myself
I do not like myself at all
I just despise and hate myself
I always have waited the call

In a world without love
There is no reason to live
For you are worse than dead
If you have no one which to give

Nobody