Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

102. Escrow

Chapter 102

Escrow

What is real from make believe
Perhaps I am deluded and insane
I tear away at life's shrinking cage
I can not control my detonating brain

To gain my perceived freedom
Will destroy all that I know
I have put my feelings and emotions
Love and very life into human escrow

My mind screaming at itself
Terrified and fearing the unknown
I reach through the bars of my cage
Knowing it is worse than death to be ALONE

The painful jab of the prod
The bloody blows from the stick
If I can bleed I am still alive
Feel its warmth, thick and slick

I growl and snarl
Lash out in a rage
Hurting myself as I bite and claw
The cold metal of my shrinking cage

Nobody