Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

147. All Mine

Chapter 147

All Mine

The thoughts within my own head
Are TRAPPED with no way to escape
They tear at the container that confines them
Physical form and pain without visible shape

The rage is mine
The imperfection is mine
The anger is mine
The flaw is mine

Veiled confessions emerge from within
Bloodily they are ripped through the skin
Is anything in life not some type of sin
Every end starts before it can even begin

The upset is mine
The guilt is mine
The failure is mine
The fear is mine

Emotions burn, sear and boil over
Explosions in the very tissue of the mind
Self destruction physically and mentally
See and feel the sewage as the brain is mined

The wrath is mine
The pain is mine
The insanity is mine
The perfidy is mine

Everything a tangled rambling mess
What seeps out is floundering projection
The known ineptitude of "not good enough"
Seeking salvation in a futile attempt at protection

The blame is mine
The shame is mine
The imperfection is mine
The damnation is mine

Nobody