Chapter 160

How Do You Know It's Not Real

What is reality
What is a dream
What is a nightmare
What makes you scream

Is not the Hell of reality
Worse than a dream gone bad
At least from a nightmare
You can wake up, even if sad

Being pushed away
Being thrown out
Being rejected for another
Causes self loathing and doubt

It means who you are
Is not good enough
Your existence is meaningless
Continuing on gets rough

Is it all in your mind you hope
How do you know it's not real
When you see the blood flow
It is real you painfully reveal

Stuck in a living nightmare
From which you can never awake
Turns horrific agonizing heartache
Into catastrophic terminal heartbreak

Nobody