Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

164. I Wouldn't Be Worth Much

Chapter 164

I Wouldn't Be Worth Much

Others refuse to see my value
They see me without worth
It has been like this always
Since the day of my - birth

I do things very differently
Than most others would choose
I do what is necessary
Not to misuse or abuse

Things are different inside me
Evolved from what they once were
Like an demonstrative avalanche
I don't know why they occur

I struggle to control them
Resentful, desirous and possessive
As they dominate my mind, leaving me
Aggressive, depressive and obsessive

I have emotional feelings
I know what I feel is real
I wouldn't be worth much
If I couldn't feel

Nobody