Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

165. If I Couldn't Feel

Chapter 165

If I Couldn't Feel

My life would be simpler
If I couldn't feel
Nothing could ever hurt me
Either imagined or real

All the pain and agony
Would dissipate and evaporate
My inner self it would not perforate
My mind strong, unable to penetrate

The damage has been done
I can not make the feelings stop
To end this miserable anguish
A clean reboot, I would instantly swap

To love and be rejected
Is infinitely worse than
To never have loved at all
Desire and reality are too great to span

Now I know what I must fight
Feeling torment and pain keeps it real
I wouldn't be worth much
If I couldn't feel

Nobody