Hikigaya's main pillar
I, Yukinoshita Yukino, might describe Hikigaya Hachiman as someone distant, aloof, and seemingly indifferent to the world around him. I may perceive him as a cynic, always quick to dismiss social norms and relationships as superficial. I view Hikigaya-kun as someone who hides his true feelings behind a facade of sarcasm and self-deprecation, unwilling to let anyone get too close.
However, after my confession, my perception of Hikigaya-kun undergoes a significant transformation. I begin to see him in a new light, one that reveals the depth of his emotions and the complexity of his character. I came to realize that beneath Hachiman's tough exterior lies a vulnerable heart, one that yearns for connection and understanding.
As our relationship deepened, I discovered facets of Hikigaya's personality that I had never seen before - his kindness, his loyalty, and his unwavering support. I learned to appreciate his quirks and idiosyncrasies, recognizing them as integral parts of who he is. Through my confession and the subsequent developments in our relationship, I gained a deeper understanding of Hikigaya-kun, ultimately falling in love with him for the person he truly is.
Our relationship continues even after high school. We enter university together. I had so many plans for our future. Then I received a recommendation. It was the chance to attend University in the UK. My plans changed; I didn't want to go but Hikigaya convinced me to go. He knew I would regret it if I didn't take this chance.
0000
At the bustling airport terminal, the air is charged with anticipation and farewells as travelers scurry to their respective gates. Amidst the throng of people, I stand, my luggage by my side, my gaze fixed on the departure board. Beside me stands Hikigaya-kun, his presence a steady anchor amidst the whirlwind of emotions that churn within me.
Our fingers intertwine a silent reassurance passing between us as they exchange glances. My heart is heavy with the weight of impending separation, yet I know that this journey is necessary for my growth and self-discovery.
"Hikigaya-kun," I begin, my voice soft yet tinged with sadness, "thank you for everything. For supporting me, for believing in me, even when I doubted myself."
Hikigaya's gaze softens as he squeezes my hand gently, his eyes reflecting the depth of his emotions. "Yukinoshita, you don't have to thank me. I'll always be here for you, no matter the distance between us."
A bittersweet smile graced my face as I leaned into his embrace, seeking solace in his comforting presence. For a moment, time stands still as we hold each other close, the world fading into the background as we savor the fleeting moments we have together.
As the announcement for my flight echoes through the terminal, I reluctantly pull away, my eyes misty with unshed tears. "I'll miss you," I whisper, my voice barely audible over the din of the crowd.
Hikigaya-kun nods, his own eyes betraying the sorrow he feels at my departure. "I'll miss you too," he replies, his voice choked with emotion.
With one final embrace, I gather my belongings and begin to make my way towards the gate, my heart heavy with the weight of our parting.
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As the plane soars through the clouds, I find myself enveloped in a cocoon of solitude, the gentle hum of the engines lulling her into a state of introspection. With a sigh, I lean back in her seat, my thoughts consumed by the weight of my decision to study abroad for a year.
Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath, steeling myself for the internal dialogue that is about to unfold.
"Why did I choose to leave?" I ask myself, her voice a whisper in the vastness of the cabin.
"Because I wanted to challenge myself, to step out of my comfort zone and explore new horizons," I respond, my resolve firm.
"But at what cost?" I counter, my doubts creeping in like shadows in the night.
"Hikigaya-kun is a loyal boyfriend. Did I just give other women the green light to snatch him away?" I question myself.
I paused, my mind racing as I grappled with the implications of my decision. I know that my year abroad will be filled with opportunities for growth and self-discovery, but I also realize that it means being separated from Hikigaya, the man she loves.
"I can't let fear hold me back," she declares, my voice gaining strength with each word. "I chose this path for a reason, and I won't let anything stand in the way of my dreams."
With a renewed sense of determination, I resolve to make the most of my time abroad, seize every opportunity that comes my way, and return to Hikigaya stronger and more determined than ever before.
"I will come back," I whisper, my words a solemn vow to myself and to the love that binds me to Hikigaya. "And when I do, I will rekindle the flame that burns between us, stronger and brighter than ever before. I won't let anyone take him away."