I don't own twilight.

Bella Speaks Her Mind

Rain was pouring as I stormed from the front door of the little red house towards the garage. There was a whoop noise behind me, but I ignored it. Grabbing the door of the garage in both hands I wrenched it open, making it slam against the side of the small building. "JACOB EPHRAIM BLACK!" I yelled, making him jump from where he was bent over the hood of the rabbit and glare at my chin.

"What do you want Bella? I told you on the phone, we can't be friends anymore." He said, not raising his eyes from my chin.

I shook my head in disbelief and held up my hands as I backed out of the door. "You know what, never mind. I thought you were different, but forget this. If that's what you really want, then fine. But as much shit as you talk about the fucking Cullens at least Edward had the balls to crush my heart to my fucking face."

I turned on my heel and was storming passed four shirtless men when I heard Jacob come out after me. "God damnit Bella, I am NOTHING LIKE HIM."

I spun back around, glare on my face. "ARE YOU SURE? HE TOLD ME THAT HE DIDN'T WANT ME, THAT I WASN'T GOOD FOR HIM. HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING." I was screaming at him, but he still hadn't looked into my eyes. "SAID HE WAS LEAVING AND THAT HE DIDN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE. HE THREW ME AWAY LIKE I WAS GARBAGE, AND YOU'RE DOING THE EXACT SAME THING." His eyes finally met mine, and he froze, mouth opening slightly in awe, but I was on a roll. "I FEEL MORE FOR YOU THAN I EVER FUCKING DID FOR HIM, BECAUSE YOU TAKE ME AS I AM. BROKEN PIECES AND ALL. YOU DON'T WANT ME TO CHANGE FOR YOU, AND HE DID. BUT YOU'VE BOTH BROKEN PROMISES TO ME NOW. I WILL NOT LET MYSELF BECOME THAT PATHETIC BROKEN GIRL WHO GOT LOST IN THE WOODS AGAIN!" I turned around again and began to walk away when a warm hand closed around my elbow and spun me around. I didn't have a chance to think before Jacob was pressing his warm lips to mine in a crushing kiss.

"I knew we were made for each other!" He whispered against my lips.

I shoved against his shoulders, and pushed him away, breathing heavily for a moment. "You can't just kiss me to shut me up."

"Bells, I can tell you everything."

I rolled my eyes. "Like I don't already know? You told me the legend last year Jacob, remember? Cold ones and spirit warriors. I'm not stupid. If one part is true it stands to reason that the other part is too. Plus the night I was lost in the woods, a large wolf stepped behind a tree, and moments later Sam stepped out from behind the same tree. What it's just a funny coincidence that there were five ginormous fucking wolves in the meadow yesterday, and there are five large hulking men in, and I'm using your words here, 'Sam Uley's Gang'. Who gives a flying fuck if you turn into a gigantic vampire killing wolf. That doesn't change who you are." All five of them were staring at me with their jaws dropped. When nobody acted like they could talk, I rolled my eyes and walked back to my truck. They were just picking their jaws back up as I stopped beside them and rolled down the window. I looked at Jake and told him, "When you get your head out of your ass, you know where to find me."