Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the supporting characters.

WARNING: THIS FIC CONTAINS RAPE AND OTHER TRIGGERS. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THAT IS A PROBLEM FOR YOU. RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT, RAPE, LANGUAGE, ETC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

A/N: Alright, so I already have more then half of this story completed before even uploading this first chapter. But I will only upload one chapter per week. I've written six chapters so far and I'm assuming, if all goes to plan, there will be between ten-fifteen chapters total. I hope you enjoy!

Description: Inuyasha's yokai form takes over and in a lust filled rage, takes Kagome's innocence. Can their relationship make it through?

To Hell and Back

Chapter One

Kagome is deep in a secluded cave, far away from any of her friends, save for Inuyasha who is asleep in the other side of the deep cavern.

She is shaking, her knees up to her chest, arms around her legs with her face burried into herself. She is crying, unable to move, unable to convince herself to get up. The last few hours flashing through her mind in a haze. She has been raped.

It was a normal day for the Inu group. Kagome had yelled that there was a jewel shard nearby. Everyone prepared for battle when she exclaimed that the shard was coming at them, fast.

Out of no where, a large snake yokai broke through the tree line and knocked through the group of friends. Kagome was thrown the hardest which immediately caught Inuyasha's eye. He jumped up to her and caught her swiftly. He placed her back down away from the serpent and told her to stay back. She notched an arrow and agreed to fight from a far.

Sango and Miroku were knocked only a few feet away from where Shippo and Kirara landed. They immediately got their bearings under control and stood up to fight. Shippo ran to Kagome to stay by her side, while Kirara stayed by to protect Sango and Miroku.

Kagome yelled out that the jewel shard was imbedded in the snakes jaws. Inuyasha wasted no time in his first attack. "Kaze no Kizu!" The large gust of wind and dirt flew straight for the snakes face. Unfortunately it was too quick and dodged the attack.

"Hiraikotsu!" Sango screemed as she let her large boomerang fly. The snake knocked it out of the sky and into the dirt a good fifty feet away from the group.

Kagome let an arrow fly directly at the serpents shard, but it also dodged that attack and started to slither directly towards the miko and young kitsune. Kagome had no time to react, all she could do was scream. She yelled out Inuyasha's name and clutched shippo in her arms as she looked away from the impending doom.

Inuyasha swooped in and moved Kagome and Shippo out of the way quickly and started slashing at the serpents jaws with his Tetsusaiga. Each hit was dodged and each time he got more reckless with his attacks.

The snake then used its tail to swipe Inuyasha's father's fang from his grasp, landing as far away as Sango's weapon. With no time to react, the evil serpent struck and swallowed Inuyasha whole.

"Inuyasha!" Kagome screamed out in panic. She didn't know what to do. She just watched the love of her life get swallowed by this snake. She couldn't risk purifying it in case he could still be alive. She ran out of the way towards her other friends and they all just watched in horror.

The snake exploded into a million pieces from the inside. Inuyasha jumped out, facing the opposite direction of his friends as he landed in the center of all the snakes remains. The jewel shard landed neatly near Kagome and she picked it up, immediately purifying it and putting it into her small jar.

"Inuyasha. You're okay!" She started to head towards him when Miroku stopped her by grabbing her arm.

"Don't." He said. When she looked at him confused, he continued, "Inuyasha is not himself."

Kagome turned back to Inuyasha and saw in horror as he turned to face them slowly. His eyes were bright crimson with light blue irises in the center. He had purple markings along his cheeks. His claws and fangs were much longer then usual and he was growling at his friends for them to stay back.

Sango had run off to grab the weapons and when she came back, she handed Kagome the Tetsusaiga. She told her to give it to Inuyasha before he does something he will soon regret.

Kagome slowly walked towards the hanyou turned yokai with the sword stretched out in front of her. "Inu-yasha.. please, take the Tetsusaiga. Turn back. The yokai is dead."

Inuyasha growled at her, causing her to back up slightly but then she took a deep breath in and continued to move forward. Inuyasha jumped from his spot in the demons guts to land directly in front of the nervous miko.

Kagome heard her friends warning her to be careful but she pushed it aside and focused fully on the yokai in front of her. She held the sword forward, hoping he would take it from her. Instead, he hesitantly sniffed at it then growled deep in his throat. Whatever she was presenting him, he didn't want to touch. He viewed it as a threat.

Then something else caught in his senses. He took another sniff and he noticed the woman in front of him was in heat. 'Mate.' He thought to himself. He recognized her as someone he cares about. Someone who he shouldn't hurt. Someone who hasn't been claimed yet but he knew she is his to do just that.

He looked at the sword in her hands and had to get that retched thing away from him without causing her too much pain. He stepped forward and Kagome smiled, thinking he was about to grab his fathers fang. Instead, he grabbed her wrists and lightly sunk his claws into her. This caused her to immediately drop the sword and wince in pain.

Once the sword was dropped, he pulled her close and nuzzled into her neck as an apology. He pulled away from her embrace and grabbed her wrists to licked the blood clean. Within seconds, her wrists were almost healed. She looked up at him in surprise but tried again to get through to him.

"Inuyasha. You have to take the sword. Please."

He growled in response and grabbed her close once more. Kagome had to think about what else to do. She quickly remembered about the time in Kagua's Castle. Inuyasha was transformed and she fixed it with a simple kiss. She took a deep breath in and blushed slightly. She grabbed him by the back of the neck and pulled him close. Their lips met quickly and sensually. A few seconds pass and she pulls away, hoping to look into the hanyou's golden orbs. Instead, she sees the crimson stare of a formittable yokai.

Inuyasha growled in acceptance. His mate was giving him permission to finally complete the bond. He looked behind the woman in his arms and saw the rest of his pack. He noticed the other adult male in the group start to come closer. He didn't like that. He shouldn't be coming near his bitch. He picked Kagome up bridal style and growled a deep warning at the other companions. Then he ran at top speed away from the group.

"Inuyasha!" Sango yelled. The group was shocked, to say the least. They thought for sure that Inuyasha would return to normal after Kagome kissed him. Sango noticed all too well the lust filled rage that the yokai was feeling. She fell to her knees, grasping her heart. "Kagome.. She's in trouble."

"What's going on?" Shippo asked innocently.

"Inuyasha's yokai is going to try and mate with Kagome. We have to stop him!" Sango got up and called Kirara. The neko yokai tranformed and Sango climbed on top of her. Miroku nodded in agreement, grabbed Shippo and climbed along with her. They were no where near as fast as Inuyasha while he was in his yokai form, but they had to try. They set off to follow, but losing him fast.

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Inuyasha carried Kagome a good thirty kilometers in a mere fifteen minutes. He was confident that no one was able to catch up and he found a nice secluded cave, deep in a waterfall which he knew that the water would easily mask their scent from being detected.

Inuyasha layed Kagome lightly on the cave floor and watched as she scooted away from him. Why was his mate afraid? He didn't understand. He reached forward to place a clawed hand lightly on her cheek. Kagome flinched but didn't back away. When she finally gained her confidence she asked, "Wh-what are you doing, Inuyasha?"

He moved in closer without responding and kissed her lightly. She backed away from him before he could get more then two seconds of their lips touching.

He growled at her to submit. He didn't understand why his mate - his bitch - wasn't submitting to him. He growled to show his dominance over her and said what he was able to muster, "you are my mate. You have to submit to me."

Kagome gasped in complete shock. Of all the times she thought of and dreamt of Inuyasha and her being together, she never thought it would be like this. She backed up with him following her every move. She backed until her back was up against the rock wall behind her. With no where else to go, she started shaking, looking into the bright red eyes of the man she can't help but still love. What would happen to their relationship when he came to and realized what he had done? Would she be able to look at him the same way again? Would he be able to look at her?

Inuyasha followed her every movement slowly until she was backed up against the cave wall. He growled again, another yokai instinct, a warning to let her know she needs to submit to him.

Kagome started breathing heavily. She didn't know what to do. In an instant, Inuyasha's lips smashed onto hers. This time with more lust then ever before. He shoved his tongue deep into her warm cavern and rumbled deep in his chest in approval when she didn't fight him right away.

Kagome was stunned. She didn't want to upset him more by pushing him away and she didn't want to hurt him by using her miko powers. She only had one other thing she could do and she didn't know if it would work. She waited until Inuyasha stopped violating her mouth and when he pulled back she jumped up. She immediately yelled, "Osuwari!" And watched as Inuyasha smashed his face into the ground.

Kagome backed up slightly, hoping beyond hope that it worked, but when Inuyasha peeled himself off of the ground and looked her way, his eyes were as bright crimson as ever before.

"Bitch." He snarled at her before jumping up and pushing her down on the hard ground. He pounced on top of her and straddled her hips as his mouth ravished her neck and shoulders. He gave her light nibbles where he planned on marking her as his and he heard a slight moan escape her lips. He growled in acceptance.

Kagome was pushed onto her back, her head almost hitting the ground hard and before she knew it, Inuyasha was on top of her licking and nibbling at her neck and shoulder. She unconsciously moaned at the pleasure but immediately shut her mouth. 'I can't be enjoying this! He's going to rape me! What's happening to my body? I don't want this!'

Inuyasha stopped his current ministrations to look into her deep brown eyes. He sniffed her and then smiled. "You do want me. I can smell your arousal."

"No! Please Inuyasha. Not like this. Please stop!"

Inuyasha ignored her plee for him to stop and in one swipe of his claws, tore her clothes off her body. He wasted no time in also ripping off her black bra and panties. He threw the clothes and undergarments to the side and watched his mate below him. Kagome shivered at the instant cold and tried to cover her exposed breasts with her arms. Inuyasha Pulled her arms away from her body and stared at her mounds perked up towards him. He held her wrists together with one clawed hand and squeezed and played with both of her perky breasts with his other hand.

After a few minutes, he pulled back and smiled lustfully at her before diving in to start licking and nipping at her nipples. Kagome held back another moan, pissed that her body is betraying her like this. Why was she getting turned on? This was happening against her will! Inuyasha doesn't actually want her! This should not happen! She tried to pushed him away but he held onto her wrists tighter with both of his hands. He didn't mean to but he ended up drawing blood around her wrists as he held her down. He didn't seem to mind anymore as he didn't even stop what he was doing to check on her. In fact, the slight scent of her blood as he was ravishing her started to invoke more of his animalistic instincts. He growled more and started to suck and lick her even harder.

Inuyasha finally stopped what he was doing in order to back off. Kagome thought he was coming to, but instead he was pulling his clothes off. Kagome watched as he appeared naked in front of her eyes. She tried to look away but couldn't help but looking at the source of what he planned to enter her. She felt heat in the pit of her stomach at the look of him and immediately shut her eyes. She hates herself for feeling this way. She doesn't want this and she doesn't want to feel this way. Tears start to run down her cheeks as she realizes her fate. Inuyasha was about to rape her.

Inuyasha smelled the salt of her tears and leaned down to lick them away. She doesn't understand why he is acting so caring while he is trying to steal her innocence.

"Wh-why? Why are you doing this?" She asked him as her voice trembles.

"You are my mate. I have a right to your body whenever I want. You will submit to me." He growls again to show her how serious he is as he leans back in to kiss her once more.

His clawed hands move down her body until it rests on the curls of her womanhood. He lightly strokes her sensitive nub and without meaning to, she moans out again. She immediately growled at herself for her body's betrayal. Her mind wants this to stop, but her body is acting on its own.

He feels even lower, where her entrance is. He feels the slickness of her pussy and growls out in pure enjoyment. "Why do you lie to me, mate?"

"Wh-what do you m-mean?"

"You deny me, but you are wet for me. I smell your arousal. You want me. You need me. Now submit to me." He growled again for extra measure.

Kagome looks deep into his eyes and decided to answer him truthfully, "Inu-yasha.. I don't want this because it's not you. I - I - I love you. I don't want you to do this in the state you are in. Don't you get it? I love you!"

Inuyasha positioned his hardened member at her entrance as those last three words hit his ears. He could feel a battle in his head but he didn't understand what it was. It felt like an annoying parasite yelling at him to stop. But he pushed that thought away and said, "I love you too, mate."

Kagome's eyes widened in complete surprise at those words. And not even two seconds later he thrusted himself deep within her core. Her eyes shut tight and she stifled a cry of pain. He was deep within her virgin heat and it hurt to no end. She started to feel a light trickle of blood run down her leg indicating her cherry has been popped. More tears escaped her eyes as she realized this was the moment she would remember forever, the moment her virginity was taken from her.

After a moment of Inuyasha still deep within her, he groaned in anticipation. He gave his mate a moment to adjust to him and now he was ready for more. He started with slow deep thrusts and then as minute by minute went by, he started to pick up the pace.

Kagome moaned unintentionally and cursed herself again. She felt so disgusted with herself. How could her body enjoy something when she wasn't willing to give it away?

She tried relentlessly to push him off of her but to no avail. He wasn't budging. He was raping her and there was nothing she could do to stop it. The faster he got, the more she felt of that warm tingly feeling deep in the pit of her stomach. Her body was going to orgasm without her permission. He was forcing her to have her first orgasm and she couldn't do anything to hinder it. More tears flowed freely down her face now as the impending orgasm started to grow closer.

"Inuyasha. Please stop!" She yelled even though she knew it was useless. He wasn't going to stop now. Especially since he can smell her unintended arousal. With each thrust he made, the closer her body got to the biggest betrayal of her life. She couldn't help it, she was cumming. She screemed out in unintentional extacy. Then she hated herself for it.

Inuyasha felt her walls tighten around him and he knew his bitch was orgasming. This brought him to his own release. "You're going to have my pups, mate."

She widened her eyes in the worst possible horror imaginable. She wanted this for so long and now that it's happening in this way, she wanted to curl up in a ball and die. "No! Please don't do it, Inuyasha! Please don't! Pull out! Now!"

Inuyasha growled at her to shut up. He placed a clawed hand around her throat to get her to be quiet. His claws pierced her skin and she winced in pain. Within seconds, he was cumming. His warm seed was pouring out of him and into her awaiting womb. He immediately leaned in and sunk his fangs into her shoulder, leaving the mark of a mate. He licked up the remaining blood from his mark then he pushed slowly, deep inside her one more time before pulling out and collapsing to the floor next to her. He then lost consciousness.

Kagome backed up away from him, tears flowing freely, unable to think or know what to do. She grabbed his crimson Suikan and wrapped herself in it before scurrying over to the other side of the cave, where she pulled her knees up to her face and sat there in ball, crying until she couldn't cry anymore.

-

Thoughts of the last few hours are going through her head in a frenzy. What was she going to do or say when he woke up? What if she's pregnant? Could she forgive him? She was too upset to even think to get away. Even if she could, she doesn't know how to get to her friends. She doesn't even know if it's safe out there. The only thing she can do is wait for Inuyasha to wake up.

Which happened sooner then anticipated. Only about an hour after he passed out, he opened his eyes.

Inuyasha lifts his head off the ground and looks around lazily. He notices he is naked and quickly grabs his hakama and puts it on. Then he grabs his Hadagi and Obi and clutches in the palm of his hand as he looks around. He sees Kagome's clothes in pieces next to him and his eyes widen. He shakes his head to get those thoughts away. There's no way that happened. Then he smells it. The scent of sex, lust.. fear. It's as clear as day. He looks over to the far back of the cave and sees Kagome shaking and crying.

Inuyasha's amber orbs meet those of chocolate and he starts to walk closer to her. He crouches down in front of her, reaches a hand out to her, only for her to flinch away from him. "K-Kagome..

Yokai - Demon

Hanyou - Half-Demon

Neko Yokai - Cat Demon

Kitsune - Fox

Miko - Priestess

Taijiya - Demon slayer

Suikan - Jacket

Hadagi - Undershirt

Hakama - Pants

Obi - Belt

Osuwari - Sit Boy

Kaze no Kizu - Wind Scar

A/N: Okay, I know this is dark. But that's the point. I did warn you before you started reading. So please continue and I hope you enjoy the rest of the fic! Please review.