Jessica's Point of View
After we got back to The Castle That Never Was, I snuck off to The Land of Departure. It didn't take me long to find Master Eraqus. I ran to him. "Happy birthday Jessica." He smiled. "You remembered!" I giggled. "Of course. I'll always remember." He replied. "Master Eraqus, do you think I'm doing the right thing?" I wondered. "What do you mean?" He questioned. "Well, I think Master Yen Sid might have been right when he said I've become too attached. What's going to happen when... when I have to pick a side?" I asked. "There are sides now? I thought Yen Sid was just observing Xemnas to see if he's more Xehanort or Terra." Master Eraqus mused. I shook my head.
"On my solo missions, I sometimes run into Mickey. I think Master Yen Sid ordered him to check on me occasionally. He told me that Xemnas' Heartless took a human form and seems to be more Xehanort than Terra. He hasn't been causing any trouble yet, but no one knows where he is. Mickey says that he's going to be trying to find a way in The Realm of Darkness to get a keyblade of darkness. He thinks that will help with the battle that's sure to come. Anyway, Master Yen Sid and Mickey think that since the Heartless is more Xehanort, Xemnas is more Xehanort. I think Mickey's preparing to battle the Heartless and then after that they'll start picking off the Organization." I explained. "Well, what does your heart say?" He asked. "My head says to listen to Master Yen Sid, but my heart says to stay with Xemnas. If I listen to my head, I'm doing the right thing, but if I listen to my heart, I'm doing the thing that feels right." I huffed. "Trust your heart. Sometimes it knows better than your head. I don't think you would want to stay in the Organization if there wasn't hope for Xemnas." Master Eraqus advised. "Yeah. I guess not. Thank you Master." I said. "Of course. Although another option would be for you to go home to your mother. You could always forget all this and live like a normal girl. I doubt either parties will have problems with it. They both seem interested in keeping you safe." Master Eraqus mentioned. "I could, but it wouldn't work out for me. I'm just not normal." I sighed. It must be nice. They say that ignorance is bliss.
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