Chapter 1 nothing to do

Bluey was lying in her bed wasting the day away " man wish i had something to do right about now lousiest saturday ever" said the 14 year old to herself " maybe you could work on your issues so you can get off them goddamn pills or better yet do your school work" a voice in her head told her " i'd rather vomit and drink it than do any of those things and i don't want to lose you" Bluey said " you cant lose a non physical part of yourself dumbass and not being mental all the time isn't so bad " im not mental" " yes you are you killed YOUR sister in cold blood of course you are mental" i'm not fucking mental!" "may i remind you that this conversation is happening inside your head" " just go away" just then Blueys phone pinged she checked it. it was text from Chloe and it read " party at Jacks his parents are away be there or be square" Bluey replied with a simple thumbs up " dad"! Bluey yelled " can i go to Jack's house"! "sure kid just get back before nine or I'm locking the door" Bandit said sternly " thanks dad you're the best" Bluey exclaimed "don't make me regret it" Bandit yelled Bluey didn't even listen she grabbed a sweater from her closet and ran out the door fumbling to put it on as she ran.