Chapter 655

Grown

Bob wanted to get cleaned up and changed first before they left. He didn't want to go out with Savannah wearing dirty clothes. Normally it wouldn't bother him, but for some reason with Savannah it did. It was important to him to want to please Savannah and make her happy. The task he was going to do earlier could wait. Savannah was more important.

"I'll be right back." Bob said.

Savannah was near the commissary. She wondered if she should wait there.

"I can meet you in the carpool." Savannah said.

Bob didn't want to be rude.

"It will only take a few minutes." Bob said. "We can take a quick stop by my room."

Savannah was mildly intrigued by the idea.

"OK, we can do it." Savannah said.

Savannah followed Bob to his room.

She was never inside his room before. She was curious to see what it looked like. She was inside all of the Metal girl's rooms before. She actually was intimate with most of the Metal girls in their own rooms. It didn't take them long to produce a finish, even multiple ones. Bob's room was different.

Savannah looked inside the room. It was spotless. Everything was neat and orderly. It almost put her room to shame. It was a little disturbing to her because her room was the neatest of any of the females. She took pride in having a neat room. The girls from the future weren't very good housekeepers. They were happy just to have a bed with clean sheets to have sex in.

Bob saw Savannah remained out in the hallway. He wanted to show her a little hospitality.

"Come in, Savannah." Bob said. "I'll be ready soon."

Savannah almost felt she was intruding. She was never invited into a male's room before. She knew nothing sexual was going to happen. So it didn't bother her. She thought about closing the door but didn't. She looked around further once she was inside.

"Do you ever stay here?" Savannah asked.

Bob never took time off. His room was mostly for utility.

"No. I keep my clothes here." Bob said. "I clean up here. I don't sleep."

Bob started to strip off his clothes.

Savannah was a little surprised. She was also intrigued. She didn't want to cause Bob any uneasiness.

"I can wait outside." Savannah said.

Bob tilted his head slightly to the side. He was a little confused. He didn't see his nudity as a big deal, or even anything new to Savannah.

"Why?" Bob asked. "You've helped repair me many times. You've seen me before. There's nothing different to see. I'll be ready in six minutes."

Savannah did feel a little nervous. She was never alone in a room with a naked male before. She was strangely stimulated to look at Bob's nude 'muscular' form. It briefly crossed her mind she could ask Bob to take her virginity right now and it would get the issue out of the way once and for all. It was a very tempting thought. Somehow she thought Bob would be nicer to her than a human male would be based upon some of the videos she watched on the internet.

She thought maybe she should ask him to limit his performance to what a human male would be able to do. She didn't want to overdo it and get a false perspective of what a human male could do as opposed to a Terminator. She was sure the performance of a male Terminator would ruin the performance of all human males going forward. She didn't think a human male would be able to deliver, and keep delivering. She didn't think Bob would flip her over, or finish in her face, like she saw on so many of the videos. She really wondered what was wrong with people. She wondered what was wrong with the females to even allow it, either one of those 'other things'. She shook her head to clear her mind. What was she thinking?

"If you don't mind, I don't." Savannah said. "I can use your computer."

Savannah watched him without watching him. He was a big brute of a 'male', even if he was a machine. It was just a different setting to see him totally naked and NOT shot up. She thought again about asking Bob to 'pop' her. She did want to see what intercourse was actually like, at least one time. She wouldn't feel so nervous with John then. At least she'd know what to expect.

Even after having two children, she knew there was going to be a certain amount of discomfort involved. Sarah and Claire both told her they experienced the same things after not being with a male for an extended period of time and then resuming sexual activity. They said the discomfort only lasted for a brief amount of time.

Sarah, Claire, and Jesse all told her it wasn't as 'great' as everyone made it sound, at least not for the female. She asked all of them several times about what it was like as a voluntary participant.

Vanna told her many times what it was like to be an involuntary participant. Vanna always said the worst encounters were when there was a group of men and they physically held her down and took turns, one after another, over and over. They weren't always content to stick with the front side either. She never quite understood it. Where was the excitement in it? She figured it was something they could do with each other, and probably did.

She could hear Bob in the bathroom using the shower. Maybe she should strip her clothes off and be waiting for him, or join him in the shower now.

His bed was immaculately made. She could either open it, or just be on top of it. She thought maybe she could even go up on her knees. No. She would want to face whoever it was who was her 'first', well, as long as it was voluntary on her part.

She knew she shared a very good rapport with all of the male Terminators. She wondered if maybe she could be with all of them one time. She would like to be the 'first' for all of them. She was sure she could arrange everything to happen in secret. She could be with all of the Resistance Terminators, and then with all of Cameron's Terminators.

She would certainly be ready for John after all of the activity. She would learn everything so she would be able to please him. She didn't want to seem like a lost school girl who was scared of her own shadow. It was actually how she felt. It was one of the reasons why she hadn't pursued sharing John's bed more aggressively. She was very good and proficient at everything she did. She knew she would be neither on her first experience with John. She would probably seem like a failure. How could she compete with Cameron?

Savannah looked out the door of Bob's room in both directions. She closed the door and locked it. She started to unhook her pants. She knew it would only take a couple of minutes. She heard the shower turn off. She thought about what she was doing. What was she doing? She should have discussed it with Bob first. What if she made him feel uneasy? What if it was something he didn't want to do? He would feel obligated to do it because it was her. She quickly re-fastened her pants and opened up the door.

Bob came out of the bathroom. He glanced over briefly in her direction as he dressed.

"I'm almost done." Bob said. "Thank you for waiting."

Savannah couldn't help but feel a little guilty. Maybe on the drive there they could talk about it if she could see what his desires or aspirations were. She couldn't help but think about the stories all the girls from the future told her. She didn't want to make anyone else feel the same way.

"There's no hurry." Savannah said. "We're not on a timetable."

Bob was ready fast. He was very pleased to stand ready in front of Savannah and meet his timetable.

"Five minutes and fifty eight seconds." Bob said "Let's go."

Savannah smiled. She just loved all the Terminators.

She reflected touching Gail and seeing Bob not shot up, was different than touching them or seeing them being repaired. She saw every part of them and many of the others too during the repairs. She knew a copy of Cameron's program was once in Bob's chassis. She wanted to ask Cameron a few personal questions about it. She spent many hours on the internet.

The computer viewed videos and images were just not the same. She found out with Young Jesse…. The enticing scents and tastes were there along with the soft and tender flesh. The shapes and colors changed ever so slightly. It was a thrill to feel someone respond to her as they were pleasured. The feeling of them wanting her was all very exciting.

She shook her head slightly to clear it. Where were all of these thoughts coming from? Maybe it was time to get 'busted' for real. She needed to focus. They were supposed to go see Allison.

"Let's roll." Savannah said.

She was ready for the 'real' people and all they offered. She really looked forward to seeing Allison now after thinking about it. She knew every female responded differently, even if slightly, to the same things. Maybe she would ask Allison how different she was compared to Vanna - herself. She knew not everything would be the same.

She listened outside Vanna's door many times. She knew she didn't make all the same sounds and noises Vanna did. Somehow it seemed Vanna enjoyed things more than she was able to. Maybe it was because Vanna was now able to have a choice in what she did. She never wanted to be in a position where she didn't have a choice….

Bob checked the SUV to make sure it was stocked with everything and off they went. He knew Savannah was his responsibility and he would protect her and keep her safe. It was more than just a job.

He needed to think about his emotional development. He wanted Savannah to see him unclothed earlier. He almost asked her if she would like to shower with him. Those weren't thoughts he would normally have, let alone verbalize. He was pretty sure there were still traces of Cameron's program on his chip. She was in control of his chassis in the alternate future, and when his chassis was returned to the current timeline for a period of time.

What if those thoughts were his own? Somehow he was sure they actually were. He could have finished his shower a little sooner if he wouldn't have experienced an 'involuntary reaction' when he thought about asking Savannah to shower with him. It took a little longer than anticipated for everything to return to normal.

All of the male Terminators all felt something for Savannah. They didn't know it was the seeds of 'love'. Savannah cracked all of their 'hard shells', just by being herself.

Savannah and Bob didn't know what each other was actually thinking. If they did, they would have been able to share a beautiful time for both of them. They both thought the world of each other.

Cameron came to see John in their room. She wanted to surprise him and give him a treat. She did something special for him she knew he liked. She even left her pain receptors on when she did it. The brief initial 'stab' of the piercings reminded her she was alive.

Currently, she was instantly turned off by John's attitude. Why couldn't things just be simple like they used to be? She didn't want things to be a problem. She wanted to do more than just her wifely or marital duties. She wanted things to be special for John and her. She knew a lot of the blame would probably fall on her shoulders. It most certainly all didn't. John was responsible for a lot of it too.

Maybe she couldn't provide him with the same emotional feedback Future Riley could. It always bothered her she was inadequate, and would probably be 'not good enough'. She was a machine. How could she compete with a human female? They both knew there were certain limitations going forward from where they started.

"Please don't start." Cameron said. "I want to be here for you, John. You're my husband."

John wasn't really sure when all of Cameron was actually there. He didn't feel he offered her whatever it was she currently sought. He knew Cameron expressed an intense desire to be with a female. He didn't think it happened yet. He didn't really know. Maybe he didn't want to know.

"I do too, but I know you've moved on." John said. "At least you want to anyway."

Cameron was very dissatisfied with her personal life. John could only offer her so much. It no longer was 'enough'. Maybe it stemmed from the 'Neural Interface' with Future Allison. Future Allison's true calling was for Future Savannah. Every Allison Young's true calling was for every Savannah Weaver. She realized she was no different. She wanted Savannah more than anything. She didn't think it was just something which was a 'carryover' in her programming. She wanted to try and make her position clear.

"I've grown." Cameron said. "I haven't moved on - yet."

John was a little surprised all of Cameron's clothes were off. They normally weren't anymore. It was usually just her pants which were off. It was something which bothered him at first. He got used to it after a while, sort of.

"You're actually naked." John said. "This time…."

Cameron looked at a bullet wound which was almost healed. She normally wouldn't allow John to see any damage to her anymore either. She figured she did enough to keep his attention rooted elsewhere. Her nipple rings were a good distraction. He was already focused on them.

"I haven't always been one hundred percent." Cameron said. "You know it troubles me when I'm not. Do you think I like being seen with damage? It bothers me greatly. I only want the best for you. I feel ashamed when I'm damaged and you need me. I have to fight the war. I need to protect you and the future."

Cameron felt a little guilty John needed to use 'manual self stimulation' to achieve sexual gratification when she was damaged. She tried repeatedly to make sure there were other females available to him, with both human females and the Metal girls. She wanted him to be happy. Sacrifice was the true test of love. She was willing to sacrifice for his well being and pleasure. Why should he have to suffer because of her? Why couldn't the other females ever help her out? They could spare a few minutes for John. It didn't take long. She never asked for much from anyone.

John still didn't know exactly what time it was right now. He doubted Cameron just arrived either.

"How long have you been here?" John asked.

Cameron felt she was there a long time. She actually got up after two hours and put her wedding ring on. After another hour and a half she got up and found her set of nipple rings. She slowly pierced herself and put those on as well. She wanted to stretch the pain out a little bit to remind herself she was alive. She sure reminded herself all right. She figured would keep John's attention on her breasts and not her bullet wound.

"It's been a few hours." Cameron said. "It's not a big deal."

She was actually very upset and uneasy after her contentious phone call with Cammy. What a Bitch. How could she have made such an aberration? The sad part was, Cammy was her. Cammy's program was a copy of her program. In reality, she was the Bitch. She didn't want John to see her the same way. He probably already did. She was sure everyone did. Well, there was one person who didn't and hopefully never would.

John noticed she wore her rings, all of them. She was here as his wife now, this time. It made him wonder if something was wrong. Since things were different, and they weren't for quite a while, it did cause him a little worry. Maybe he would just take her at face value and believe what she said. He softened his attitude considerably.

"I'm very pleased to see you, Cameron." John said. "I've missed my wife very much."

Cameron peeled back the sheets and covers. She didn't like them in the way. She was sure people were only covered by sheets in the movies.

"Your wife is here now." Cameron said. "She's here to be with her husband."

She playfully stripped John. She was pleased at the attention he paid to her nipple rings. She was content she pleased him. If she still would have possessed another set of rings, she would have put them on as well where they belonged, down a little lower….

John started to make some moves.

She didn't want to rush anything. It would be over almost as soon as it started if they did.

"Go slow." Cameron said. "I want everything, but I want it done slowly. I would like you to take your time so we can share every moment."

They started with a long slow kiss.

Cameron repeated it several times.

John almost gasped for air since she held the deep kisses so long.

Cameron was filled with anticipation. John's hands were all over her. She directed him where to go.

"Touch me here first, and then here, soft and slow." Cameron said.

She placed John's hands on her cheek and neck.

"Do it just like that." Cameron said. "Move down and go slow…."

John's hands moved down her torso.

"Fondle both of them." Cameron said. "Softly but firm, and then do it harder. Pull gently on each ring to stretch things out and twist it slightly. I want to feel every sensation."

Cameron felt a slight surge of pain. It seemed to heighten the feeling of pleasure. She was aware Jesse often asked Gail to cause different methods of pain during their sexual encounters. They were in different parts of her body, sometimes in multiple locations.

John was aware Cameron acted totally different now. It was very stimulating and erotic. Her movements and requests and the order they came in were very exciting to him. He hoped they were just as exciting for her. They certainly seemed to be by her responses.

Cameron could tell John enjoyed their encounter as much as she did.

"Wait until you dress me…." Cameron said. "And you brush my hair…."

Cameron was pleased she tried the different techniques the human girls used during their sexual encounters. She longed for the day when Savannah would 'take' her. John would have to be the stand-in for now. He did a good job and she was very pleased by it. She needed to make sure she didn't say 'Savannah' out loud. She already heard 'Riley' enough times over the years. It was always a turn off. She didn't like being a receptacle. She didn't want John to feel like a stand-in either.

Vanna returned to Allison after she made the rounds with the other females. The other females were all more exciting for her to be with, but she wanted the love Allison always offered her. True love was hard to find. It was even harder to keep. She could feel her hype pickup again just being in Allison's presence. It was where she wanted to be. It was who she wanted to be with. She was pretty sure Allison felt exactly the same way. Often times, they weren't like two individuals sharing, like it was with everyone else. It seemed as if they were one entity, very content to be with itself with whatever occurred. She really wished there were times they could melt together and just be one.

Allison's phone rang. It was Savannah. She looked over at the bathroom. Vanna was still inside. It would allow her more freedom to talk openly with Savannah about several various issues. She hoped Savannah brought up one in particular. She wasn't going to mention it otherwise. She wanted everyone to do what they wanted to do and not have any outside influence.

"Hello." Allison said.

"How are you feeling?" Savannah asked. "I've been worried about you."

Allison glanced over at the bathroom. Vanna was inside.

"I feel better." Allison said. "It's like old times again…."

"Allison, I'll be there soon." Savannah said. "I'm sorry I was tied up yesterday. Cameron needed me…."

It did worry Allison. She knew how combat operations often played out in the past, the future. She wanted to throw something out there and see how Savannah responded to it.

"I understand. I'm glad you all came back safe." Allison said. "Vanna's here…."

Savannah already thought about what might happen going forward. She knew exactly where Vanna was at. She wanted to see how things might play out.

"It's fine. We've talked about it before." Savannah said. "If you still want it, I'm in. I want it for you, to make you feel special. You are special."

Allison felt a new rush of excitement. It was a dream come true.

"I did mention it to her. She said she wanted it to be a surprise." Allison said.

Savannah lightly moistened her lips.

"Really?" Savannah asked.

"Yes." Allison said. "She said it was 'time'."

"Bob's coming with me." Savannah said. "He can hang out with Young Allison for a while. I've told her all about him and what a great guy he is. She said they've interacted before. She also wants to learn the things from him I've learned."

Allison wanted to surprise Vanna.

"OK, I won't tell Vanna you're coming. You can come through the back." Allison said. "We'll surprise Vanna. I really think she's going to get a kick out of it."

Allison wondered how Savannah would feel about being with Vanna - herself. She enjoyed being with Future Allison when she was there, even if it was - herself. It didn't seem like it at all. Everything seemed so different. It was clear they developed different tastes and responded slightly differently to the same things.

There was one concern Savannah felt they needed to address.

"What about Cam and Holly?" Savannah asked. "I don't want any problems."

"It's why I told you to come in the back instead of through the bunker. They're currently tethered." Allison said. "They have been for hours after they shared."

Savannah thought it would be a wonderful experience.

"It must be so beautiful to be able to do it." Savannah said. "They can share everything about themselves with each other both physically and mentally."

Allison thought of her earlier thought about two people 'melting' together.

"I wish we could." Allison said. "I'll set things up here."

"I'll see you soon." Savannah said.

Savannah thought maybe she should let Cameron resume experimenting on humans again. Maybe she could actually develop a safe way for humans to do it, to 'tether'. Or even better, so a human and a 'machine' could 'tether'. She would be willing to chance anything to share with Cameron in that manner. Not only would it be beautiful, but she might actually be able to help Cameron with some of her problems and eternal pain.

The thought did cross her mind she could be damaged in the process. She was willing to take the chance to help Cameron any way she could.

Savannah reached up and touched the back of her neck. She really wished she could have a neck port and be able to share with Cameron.

Cammy was as unsettled as she was irritated with her earlier conversation with Cameron. She still wasn't sure if everything Cameron said was true or not. She knew Cameron wasn't always forthcoming with all the facts.

After a while she regained her composure and was back to 'normal'. She wasn't even sure what 'normal' was anymore. Maybe there was never even really a 'normal'. Maybe 'normal' was what one made it, as opposed to what actually was.

Cammy knew she needed to remain focused. She could be in combat soon. It was never anything to look forward to. She soon spotted several potential targets.

"Steve, look over there." Cammy said as she pointed. "There are some of the white vans."

Steve looked in the direction Cammy indicated. They were identical to the others.

"I see them." Steve said. "I want to tag them."

Cammy was fresh out of trackers.

"I used all my trackers at the old packing complex." Cammy said. "I was unable to tag the other vehicles parked there. I did get all the white vans though."

Steve made sure the SUV was stocked with a full weapons complement and the associated hardware before they left the base.

"There are more here in the SUV." Steve said.

Steve saw Cammy check her phone several times. It seemed she was still a little distracted. He wondered if there was anything else he should know.

"Are you expecting a call?" Steve asked.

Cammy didn't like being out of contact with Savannah for such a long period of time. Savannah should have contacted her by now. She thought maybe Savannah was with Allison in Palmdale, or back in John's bed. She would prefer it if she was with Allison. At least Allison looked like her. Well, she looked like Allison anyway.

"Yes, I thought Savannah would've called me, she hasn't." Cammy said.

Steve pointed out what might be the most obvious conclusion. It was also the most dangerous one.

"Maybe she's busy with Cameron." Steve said. "Something else may have come up. Maybe another lead developed."

Cammy was a little concerned based on the nature of the message.

"When I try to call her, I get a message from CamNet which says Savannah is 'unavailable'." Cammy said. "I've never received a similar message before."

Cammy thought Savannah must be angry at her to get such an impersonal message. Maybe it was Cameron who did it to 'punish' her for their earlier conversation. It was actually more like it. Cameron most likely used CamNet to punish her. It would be just like her. What a Bitch. She would really like to beat her face into a pulp before she terminated her.

Steve thought if there was an issue, she should go right to the source.

"You can call Cameron and ask her." Steve said.

Cammy believed Cameron would jump all over her again. Maybe it would be worse. Cameron would rub it in her face or gloat about it. She would probably do both. She was so demented, she would probably get off on it too. Maybe it was better to leave it alone for now. She didn't need any more grief than she already experienced. It was bound to make things worse, not better.

"I don't want to bother her." Cammy said.

Steve wanted to remind Cammy where there were white vans, there were most likely Skynet forces nearby.

"It's best not to worry about it now." Steve said. "We may be in combat soon. We both need to be focused."

Cammy wondered if she would be terminated. It was an intriguing prospect.

"I hope so." Cammy said. "It will take my mind off other things."

Steve looked over at Cammy. He already felt responsible for her because of her earlier trauma after the phone call. He was somewhat concerned about her response.

"I hope not." Steve said. "I don't want you to get shot up."

Cammy shrugged her shoulders and looked away.

"I really don't care." Cammy said.

Steve thought it was time to be blunt.

"I know." Steve said. "It's why I'm worried."

It bothered Steve to see Cammy feel like she did.

After her phone call with Savannah, Allison shared with Vanna again. She wanted to get one more time in with Vanna 'alone' before Savannah arrived.

Vanna heard a vehicle pull up in front. It took her a moment to get out of bed. She went to the window and looked out. She was a little surprised at what she saw.

"I see Bob." Vanna said.

Vanna knew Bob always accompanied John if Cameron was unavailable.

"Yes." Allison said. "He is going to work with Young Allison for a few hours. I guess it will be in the Detail house at this point."

Allison knew Holly and Cam were still tethered. She checked on them. She made sure her mother and Hanna would be in control of Summer. She recommended they go to the park. Claire and Hanna looked at each other. They knew something was up.

Vanna looked around. Her anticipation level grew as did her excitement. She remembered about what Allison and her discussed before on a very personal and private level. She could feel her heartbeat pick up.

"Is this the 'three way' we talked about?" Vanna asked. "I don't see Savannah. I didn't think this would happen here."

The 'three way' to Allison, was her with Vanna and Savannah.

The 'three way' to Vanna, was her with John and Savannah.

They each didn't know the other thought something different was about to happen.

Allison, Vanna, and Savannah thought about different things when they all thought they were on the 'same page'.

Allison and Savannah wanted to tell Vanna they started a relationship. It wasn't just about sex either. They both loved each other.

Vanna thought Savannah and John started a relationship. Since she saw Bob there, she believed John was there and Savannah must be there too….

Allison wanted the surprise and suspense to build. She wanted to get everything into place. Everybody would be 'ready to go' when Vanna returned.

"Go see my Mom and Hanna off with Summer. I'll get everything set up." Allison said. "Give me like three minutes and there will be a surprise waiting for you. In fact, make it a few minutes longer and come in naked, everyone should be out of the house by then. I'll make sure everyone here is naked. The surprise will be under the covers waiting for you."

Vanna still thought she was going to be with John and Savannah at the same time.

"You don't mind if I do this?" Vanna asked. "I mean in your bed?"

Allison was thrilled to death about being with both Vanna and Savannah at the same time. It would be both of her lovers together to share with her and she hoped with each other. She really wanted to see it. She shared with Future Allison when she visited. It was one of her favorite experiences. She thought the best part of it all was it would happen in her bed. She could relive the moment over and over every time she was in bed. Even with Holly and Hanna there, she still often pleasured herself. It was just something she enjoyed. Her mind could take her anywhere she wanted to go at that point in time. Her bed is exactly where she wanted it.

"Mind?" Allison asked. "I wouldn't want it to happen anywhere else. Just come in, you won't see me."

Vanna was never with a male voluntarily. It was going to be her 'first time'. In her mind, it was when she was going to lose her virginity. It was actually forcefully taken from her by a group of men who held her down and took turns for two days. There were all of the other times which followed over the years. It was her choice this time. This would be the first time it was her choice to be with a male. This would be the first time she gave herself to a male. It excited her immensely.

"OK." Vanna said. "I can tell I'm really ready for this. I mean really ready."

Allison felt less guilty about her secret relationship with Savannah which was done behind Vanna's back. It was all about to come out in the open. It seemed Vanna was on board with everything which excited her greatly.

"It's been a long time in the making." Allison said. "I think you're really going to like this."

Vanna really hoped she would be able to go through with it. She actually tried to be with both Derek and Kyle over the years. She always experienced a panic attack and became physically ill. Her past abuse haunted her.

"It's been way too long." Vanna said quietly. "It will be my choice, for the first time."

Allison wasn't sure what the last part meant. She personally witnessed Vanna with scores of females. She actually never saw any other female, with more females than Vanna was with.

Closing monologue by Cameron:

Grown

There are many people
Who think they sit on a throne
Blinded by their own false greatness
They can't see it's made of stone

Surrounded by many others
They remain isolated and all alone
The seeds of their own demise
Are what they've sown

The path to freedom
They think is known
To achieve life's victory
They've already been shown

Complaints are useless
So is to groan and moan
To move forward and succeed
For their past they must atone

There are those that wish
They could hide behind a clone
They still continue to act
Like a mindless uncaring drone

Those they once cared for
They are quick to shun and disown
The answers are all before them
Yet they remain unknown

Through life they stumble
Their future is blown
Two souls once close together
Now far apart they've grown

Nobody