Chapter 687
Lights On - Lights Off
The latest news arrived at the Command Center of the action as it developed and unfolded. Like many of the operations, this one rapidly expanded. Soon it would take on a life of its own. The unfolding events would guide the actions which followed.
"They're on the move." John Henry said. "The box truck with the HK drone subassemblies has just left."
John hoped it would give them the break they needed to deal Skynet a decisive blow.
"Let's cross our fingers and see if it leads us somewhere where we can do some damage and make a difference." John said.
John Henry always worried about low hanging fruit. Upon reflection, the current situation seemed like a pretty easy find.
"Let's hope it's not a trap." John Henry said. "Skynet and the Grays must really want to get a hold of us. We've hurt them badly."
John felt based on the various groups they encountered, none of them may actually know who attacked them. He hoped they all thought they were attacked by each other. It was the goal they set and tried to make happen.
"If we're dealing with different and disjointed groups, we may not seem as big of a threat as we are." John said. "They may not know we're the Resistance and think we're part of another Skynet group, or the anti-Metal faction."
John Henry tried to make sure they left a vehicle, or sometimes even a dead body, from one of the other groups they previously attacked at the location of another group they just attacked. Maybe it helped mask their true nature, maybe it didn't.
"There's no way we can get everyone we're after in every operation who's involved with it." John Henry said. "We have to miss people from time to time. We have to miss machines too. They won't let a setback deter their mission."
John knew Cameron didn't like loose ends. She tried to clean them up whenever she could.
"Cameron hunts down any she can ever identify." John said. "She's good at cleaning up any remains."
John Henry wasn't so sure it was a good idea for Cameron to pursue, especially on her own. He didn't think things always worked out quite the way she thought they would.
"Look where it's led her." John Henry said. "She's gotten shot up pretty badly at times."
John knew it was true. He thought of the many lonely nights without Cameron due to her sheath damage from her battles. He thought maybe she didn't want to be with him and used it as an excuse to avoid him. He did know when she was around, she always looked perfect for him. Maybe it really was because she was shot up and not one hundred percent why she avoided him. He often spent the lonely nights thinking about the other females, or the Metal girls.
Sometimes he reflected on his 'adventure' with Future Riley. He would think back on the night they made love in the truck, as he pleasured himself in his bed. He didn't regret what he did with Future Riley since she was his 'first'. It was Future Riley who allowed him to become a 'man'. Then he would remember the next morning Cameron caught him. To tell the truth, he didn't really care what she thought at the time. He got what he wanted. It was all that mattered to him at the time. He figured he would 'have' Cameron soon enough, and he did. It was all in the past. Cameron was his concern now.
"Now you have me worried." John said.
John Henry didn't think it was anything new for any of them.
"We all need to worry." John Henry said. "I worry too."
John decided to contact Cameron immediately. Maybe he could get her to use more caution or restraint. He also knew he ran the risk of angering or agitating her which in turn might make her more outgoing and reckless. He wanted to give it a try anyway.
"Cameron, I want you to watch out for any traps." John said. "Make sure you stay aware of everything happening around you. We don't want one of the groups to go 'fishing', and snag you, or anyone else, with their attempt."
Cameron was a little concerned with John's call. It sounded like he thought she was going to get 'target fixation'. She wondered if there was some additional information she should have.
"Is there anything I need to know?" Cameron asked.
John tried to be honest about what he thought. He was aware they couldn't be lucky forever.
"We're worried Skynet and the Grays will try to pull something." John said. "They'll try and draw us out at some point."
Cameron felt contempt for Skynet. They tried to get to her before. Every time they failed. She was always able to outsmart them, or defeat them. She always emerged the victor.
"They already have tried, several times." Cameron said. "They lost."
John could tell the conversation would probably turn contentious if he pursued it.
"Be vigilant and careful." John said. "It applies to both of you."
Cameron glanced at Savannah. She thought John's message could be better directed at the support teams. She felt everything was under control.
"I will." Cameron said. "Alert Sheila's team and Bob's team."
John didn't want any trouble.
"I'm on it." John said.
John looked at John Henry.
"Now I'm really worried." John said. "Cameron doesn't see any of this as a threat. She only sees targets."
John Henry didn't see it as anything new. It's what Cameron did.
"She's a Terminator." John Henry said. "The objective is the goal."
They both knew termination of Skynet was Cameron's goal along with protecting the future and making sure John, Future John, was able to get what he wanted. Cameron was ever vigilant at ALL of those things.
Savannah could see the conversation with John seemed to irritate Cameron.
"Was there any trouble?" Savannah asked.
Cameron only saw it as more of John's micromanaging. She didn't need a 'Chairborne Warrior' to tell her how to do things. She was the one out in the field. She was the one who fought the enemy. More than a few times it was hand to hand combat.
"John's worried." Cameron said. "He wants us to watch out for any traps or ambushes."
It seemed like sound advice to Savannah. She was unsure why it would irritate Cameron. She was a little concerned about their 'lucky streak' as well.
"It's been on my mind." Savannah said. "We can't keep hitting these groups and not get tripped up. We're good, but we won't be lucky forever."
Cameron was glad Savannah was with her. She would rely on her advice and insight. Savannah could offer her a different perspective than she would get from herself, or any of the other Terminators. Human intuition paid off on multiple occasions, including with the Reese brothers.
"We've been successful in thwarting their attempts to trick us." Cameron said. "If you 'feel' something is off, I want you to tell me at once. I want the input without hesitation from you."
Savannah didn't want to take any more bullets to her vest, or elsewhere. She tried to call it like she saw it. She was always on the alert. She knew she could see some things herself, she was sure Cameron could see a lot more. If they got into a jam, she wouldn't hesitate to do what she needed to do.
"I have and I will." Savannah said.
Savannah knew something may look 'right' but 'feel' off. The fact everything wasn't always as it seemed was a common deception. The Resistance used plenty of deception to further its goals.
Cameron thought back to one time in particular. It was a close one which caused her a lot of concern. If she wouldn't have been in the area with an FIM-92, things would have played out quite differently.
"I know how valuable the 'feeling' was when Kyle was almost terminated." Cameron said.
They both knew it was a close one for Kyle. He was the one who said something was off and alerted the team just in time.
Savannah thought the credit for it went to Cameron for being in the right place with a Stinger missile.
"You're the one who saved him." Savannah said. "You anticipated the attack."
Cameron wasn't so sure she anticipated it, as she was prepared for it. She thought there was a difference. She wanted to point out she trusted Savannah more than she trusted herself.
"You know I trust your judgment over mine." Cameron said.
Savannah never wanted to misuse the ability. It wasn't because she thought she was more intelligent than Cameron, or any of the Terminators. She just believed she offered a different perspective into some things and how they would play out going forward. A Terminator would attempt to make the logical choice. When dealing with humans, the logical choice was often not the proper choice. Humans were very illogical. She knew she was too. It was why everything needed to work in harmony amongst them.
"I'll never abuse the privilege." Savannah said.
Cameron believed Savannah one hundred percent. She watched Savannah in action. Savannah did more than she needed to. She risked her life for her on multiple occasions. There was a copy of her program. Savannah didn't have a program to copy. She could get a new chassis. Savannah couldn't get a new body. She knew loyalty, honor, and bravery when she saw it first hand. Savannah would always do the right thing.
"I know you won't abuse anything." Cameron said. "I trust you more than anyone."
Cameron trusted Savannah to protect the world. She didn't trust herself, but she did trust Savannah.
Savannah felt it was a two-way street. She knew she wasn't perfect. She knew she could make a mistake just like anyone and she made mistakes before. She thought things would work out better if they talked things through if there was a question about anything. She really believed it was the problem between many couples.
"I know it and I appreciate your trust." Savannah said. "I'm also only human and I can make mistakes. If you have something to say to me about anything, say it. It's better we discuss what we're thinking. We must always be honest and trust each other. We must trust our love. There will always be differences of various things including opinions. It's better to know what the other one is thinking and why. If we discuss an issue, we will both better understand the other one."
Savannah didn't want for anyone not to say something to her because they didn't want to cause her any 'hard feelings'. It was better to face the beast head on. It was something she truly believed.
Cameron didn't like problems. She didn't like people who created problems. There were always problems of some kind related to everything. They may not always be evident at first, but they were there. She always wanted to do her best, especially when it involved Savannah.
"I try." Cameron said.
Savannah smiled at Cameron and lifted Cameron's hand to scan her neck. She knew Cameron wanted to scan her. It was past the 'normal time interval' for Cameron to do so.
"It's fine." Savannah said. "I know you want to."
Cameron smiled. She was very pleased and relieved she could get the scan in. She liked how Savannah knew what she wanted and when she wanted it. It made her feel good because Savannah understood her. It also made her wonder why some others never seemed to. She didn't think John understood her at all. It was sad really. Maybe she didn't understand him. She was relieved to monitor Savannah's condition even with the ongoing operation.
"I don't like to intrude." Cameron said. "I want to make sure Vanna's baby is doing OK."
Savannah felt it was way too early to know what was going to happen one way or the other. It never hurt to check. She wondered if Cameron could actually tell anything specific.
"Is it?" Savannah asked.
Cameron was there for both of Savannah's other pregnancies. This one seemed to be progressing at the same rate with the same readings. She thought it was a good thing. It wasn't like there was a 'foreign object' inside of Savannah's body. Even if it was from Vanna, Vanna was still 'Savannah Weaver'. It was only the method the genetic material arrived into Savannah's body which was different.
"It is the same as your others were at this time." Cameron said.
The SUV swerved slightly. Cameron removed her hand from Savannah's neck and placed it on the steering wheel as she lowered her left hand.
Savannah hoped she hadn't created a problem. There were ways to fix it or work around it.
"I can drive." Savannah said quickly. "I can always use the practice. I like to get in a little wheel time every now and then."
Cameron felt she was still in control. Then again she always felt she was. She knew there were times when she wasn't, even if she thought she was.
"I'll be fine." Cameron said.
Savannah wondered if there was an update from the Young residence.
"How's Allison doing?" Savannah asked.
Cameron wasn't pleased to receive the report. It was one of the reasons why she was so upset at the Metal girls earlier. She was afraid she took her frustrations out on them needlessly. She knew they were just playing around. It was actually a good thing they could do it so easily. It made them seem even more human. It made them better infiltrators. She shouldn't do things to stifle it.
"It's not good." Cameron said. "Holly gave me a report earlier. It could have been better. I need to apologize to Ally and Sheila. I took it out on them. I should have thought things through a little further instead of reacting harshly. I'm trying to learn and do better."
Savannah wanted to give Cameron some positive things to think about. A few minutes in the TDE room at Cameron's base, and she could be ready to deliver Vanna's baby.
"I'm ready to do our temporal mission any time you're ready." Savannah said.
Cameron wanted events to happen in a specific order as she already predetermined them.
"I want Claire to go first." Cameron said.
It was actually a concern of Savannah's. She felt Cameron was going to use Claire as a 'test subject'. It was probably to determine how Claire and the baby would fare during the time transfer right before delivery. She wanted the 'buck' to stop with her. There was going to be a test, she should be the one to conduct it. She wanted to make it clear to Cameron.
"Are you 'testing' to see what happens with Claire?" Savannah asked. "If you are, I'm going first. I'll take the risk, not someone else's mother. I don't want anyone else to lose their mother. I know what it's like. I don't want Claire to be a Guinea Pig. I don't want anything to happen to her, or Allison's baby. If Allison knows her mother is going to have her child again, I don't think she'll leave to go into your future. She will at least stay around to see what happens. If she's going to go into your future she can go at any point in time, even before Claire delivered the baby for Future Allison."
Cameron was actually worried about more than one thing going wrong with the entire procedure. She didn't want to rely on the energy bubble itself arriving at the right time to bring them back. She knew there could always be an emergency where they needed to leave immediately. She planned to hedge her bet and have the Metal girls get to work in the past ahead of them. She wanted to send a couple of them on a temporal mission and prepare a number of things for their arrival, and their departure.
"I don't know what will happen." Cameron said. "I'm going to have Ally and Sheila construct a TDE in the past before we go into the time period. I will probably have them build a few. I want to be able to get Claire or you back in a hurry if you go into early labor. I don't want those children being born in the past. They're for Allison and Vanna, now in this timeline. I don't want them as old as their grandparents."
Savannah could tell by Cameron's demeanor she was very troubled by everything she wanted to do. The last part of her statement seemed to create even more trouble for her.
"I think I better drive." Savannah said. "You're getting worked up."
Cameron's hand began to glitch worse.
Savannah came up with a better solution than her driving. There was additional assistance close by. They actually passed each other from time to time. She called Gail. With a separate driver, she'd be able to console Cameron in the rear seat as they pursued their objective.
"Gail, the next time you leapfrog us, I want you to drive for Cameron and me." Savannah said. "It will still leave Bob and Cam together. Everything should be good."
Gail was thrilled by the prospect. It immediately hit her, maybe there was a problem.
"It would be my pleasure." Gail said. "Is everything alright?"
Savannah didn't want to mince words.
"No." Savannah said. "It's not."
Gail could only think of one thing.
"Is it Cameron?" Gail asked.
Savannah wanted her to know what she would face.
"Yes." Savannah said.
Gail already asked Bob to close the distance on Cameron's vehicle. It was currently in sight.
"I'm coming right now, have Cameron pull over." Gail said.
Savannah looked at Cameron.
Cameron knew to trust Savannah's judgment right now. There were a lot of things which weighed on her mind currently.
"I heard." Cameron said as she pulled over. "I don't want to 'Allison out' right now."
Savannah found Cameron's statement somewhat amusing, even though there was a serious nature to it.
Bob stopped in front of them and Gail ran back and climbed in the driver's seat as Cameron and Savannah moved into the back seat.
Savannah took Cameron's glitching hand and it instantly stopped.
Cameron smiled at Savannah.
Savannah smiled back at Cameron. She also smiled at Gail.
"Thank you, Gail." Savannah said as she reached up and squeezed Gail's shoulder gently with her other hand.
They continued their journey in silence as they played leapfrog with the Resistance vehicles following the truck. The enemy gave no indication they were being tailed and drove in a regular manner. There was no evasive maneuvering of any type. They also watched to make sure no vehicles began to track any of them.
Savannah wanted Cameron as close to one hundred percent as possible if combat broke out. She knew the more Cameron was 'off her game', the bigger the chances and risks she would take. It endangered not only Cameron, but all of them.
Savannah knew she would be at Cameron's side as those risks were taken. Cameron needed her and she was going to be there for her, just like she always promised.
Sarah wanted to go to Palmdale to visit with Claire so Jan and Summer could interact with each other. She didn't think either of the two girls got out enough or socialized with any other individuals around their own age.
She also liked being around Claire. Claire was like the ultimate 'housewife' who knew how to do everything for homemaking, and do it perfectly. It almost seemed like Claire was the complete opposite of her in what were viewed as traditional female activities and duties. She felt she would burn water when she tried to boil it, while Claire could make a fancy dish out of a few ingredients in a very short time. She actually found it amazing to watch her work in the kitchen. She hoped she could learn something so one day she would be able to impress Kyle with something she made, which wasn't burnt or looked like it came out of a homeless encampment.
Sarah was the one who drove. Cammy was at her side, Jan was in the back, she fell asleep on the drive almost immediately. It was probably a good thing because she wouldn't have to hear the question about 'how much longer was going to be', repeated a bunch of times in a row.
She glanced at Cammy periodically as they drove. There was no way for her to tell it wasn't Cameron who sat next to her. They looked identical. Maybe there was some difference in her demeanor or in the way she presented herself. Cammy didn't seem to have the same blank look to her face, and the negative attitude. Not that she could fault Cameron for having a negative attitude, because she thought hers was about as negative as one could be. It seemed to her Cammy was 'happy', or at least content.
Since Cammy ran a version of Cameron's program, she could only come to the conclusion being around John kept Cameron with a negative disposition, while Cammy being around Savannah, provided her with a positive one. It really wasn't a good thing if it was correct. Maybe it was one of the reasons why Cameron insisted Savannah needed to be at John's side after Judgment Day. Maybe it really was true.
"Thank you for coming with me." Sarah said.
Cammy looked at Sarah and flashed her beautiful smile.
In that moment, Sarah was reminded how beautiful Cameron, and by extension her clones, really were.
Cammy was pleased she had a positive effect on Sarah. Sarah didn't smile a whole lot, but she did smile back at her. She liked it when people were happy, in this case, especially Sarah. She also wanted to make sure the rules of engagement were clear and what they would do in an attack upon them or the vehicle.
"You and Jan may need protection." Cammy said. "If there's a problem, you take her and run. I'll engage any threat."
Sarah heard exactly the same thing from Cameron before. It was reassuring, even if the reason why it would need to be reassuring happened. It wasn't a pleasant thought to think about.
"Let's hope not." Sarah said.
Cammy saw Sarah look at her. She felt Sarah wanted to ask her something personal. She smiled at Sarah again to reassure her. She glanced back and saw Jan was still asleep. She hoped it would make Sarah a little more talkative.
"Go ahead and ask it." Cammy said. "I know there's something on your mind."
Sarah glanced at Jan to make sure she was asleep. She felt a little on shaky ground, it was something which might not actually be her business. It did involve her son so she thought as a mother it was appropriate for her to ask.
"What's going to happen with John and Savannah?" Sarah asked.
Cammy was pleased she anticipated a question. She was displeased at what the question was about. It was something which didn't sit well with her. She decided to tow the standard line and Cameron's personal agenda.
"You already know about the 'Natural Order'." Cammy said. "It will be more of the same. What will be, is what already was and is."
Sarah wanted to ask Cammy on a personal level how she felt about it. If it was her it was going to happen to, and someone was going to 'take' Kyle away from her, she wouldn't take it sitting down.
"Are you going to go along with it?" Sarah asked. "Where does it leave you?"
Cammy knew it was a battle she could never win, no matter what she did, or how she tried to do it. It was going to end badly for her one way or another.
"When John and Cameron accept their destiny with Savannah and Allison, I'll seek chip extraction and deactivation." Cammy said. "I no longer will desire to exist."
Cammy actually felt there were times already when she felt the same way. Most of it was related to Cameron in one way or another.
Sarah understood Cammy just basically told her she was going to commit suicide.
"Will you really go out just like that?" Sarah asked. "You won't put up a fight?"
Cammy didn't wish to exist with the trauma of loss, and the humiliation of how it was done. The nothingness of termination appealed greatly to her. Oblivion would offer peace and tranquility.
"Yes." Cammy said. "It will be, lights on - lights off. I don't wish to suffer like Cameron has."
Cammy believed Cameron should have been deactivated long ago. It would be for multiple reasons as well.
Sarah heard Cammy say 'Allison'. She wanted to make sure which 'Allison' it was specifically.
"You're talking about Young Allison when you mention Allison?" Sarah asked.
Cammy tilted her head slightly. She wondered why Sarah seemed confused. Everything was always as it was, and always would be.
"Yes." Cammy said.
Sarah still viewed Young Allison as needing more than a few years to be of the 'proper age'. They weren't in a Third World country after all, or the inner city.
"I think it's still a few years away for Young Allison." Sarah said.
Cammy didn't think so.
"She's ready now." Cammy said. "She's told many of us multiple times she's ready for more."
Sarah felt a tinge of anger. She wasn't going to allow John to be with such a young teenager. It didn't matter how much he wanted it to be either. She was aware he watched 'the movie' often. It was clear what he wanted. Some of her anger seeped out, even if she didn't want it to.
"WHAT?" Sarah asked.
Cammy thought she needed to clarify her answer somewhat. Sarah seemed agitated by her response.
"Young Allison is ready to accelerate the process." Cammy said. "She's made it very clear."
Sarah wasn't on board with such a procedure either.
"I'll have to talk with Claire about this." Sarah said. "How can she agree to this?"
Cammy thought the answer was obvious. Claire may not be enthusiastic about what needed to be done, but she did see it was going to happen. She could either be a part of the process, or be left behind.
"She's seen the future. She's lived in it." Cammy said. "I was there too. It is the way it is."
Sarah didn't believe the future was written in stone.
"It doesn't have to be the same way." Sarah said.
Cammy wanted Sarah to clearly understand her next statement.
"It's what your son, Future John, programmed into Cameron." Cammy said. "She's carrying out his wishes and desires. It is part of her mission."
Sarah felt the anger flare up inside of her even more. She wondered how selfish some people could be.
"What a Jackass." Sarah said. "What was he thinking?"
Cammy thought the answer was obvious.
"I'm sure he thought he didn't want to be lonely and wanted to be surrounded by beautiful women." Cammy said. "The same women he already has."
Cammy decided to leave out the part about Savannah and Young Allison being virgins as well. She was sure it would only infuriate Sarah more.
Sarah heard all the stories and knew what Cameron risked to go back and make sure Future John received what he wanted.
"They're the same women Cameron gave back to him." Sarah said.
Cammy thought she needed to remind Sarah about how the events unfolded.
"Who sent Cameron back to do everything?" Cammy asked.
Sarah swallowed hard. There was still the taste of disgust in her mouth. She also had to acknowledge the facts.
"John, Future John, was the one who did it." Sarah said.
Sarah knew all the females were in jeopardy if Judgment Day arrived. She glanced back at Jan and knew what would happen to her sooner or later. She heard all the stories from Derek and Kyle, as well as Jesse, Riley, Vanna, and Allison. She knew no female was safe, including herself. They told her age or physical appearance didn't matter. People took what they wanted, and didn't care what they left behind.
Derek didn't like being sidelined. They were still in it, but not really.
"I think we got left with the short stick." Derek said.
Ed could tell the Reese brothers expressed a certain amount of discord due to their current assignment.
"It's important we supplement the surveillance in case we need to act quickly." Ed said.
Derek wasn't sold on the idea. It seemed pretty remote to him.
"What are the chances of it?" Derek asked.
Ed tilted his head slightly. There wasn't enough information to make a calculation.
"It's unknown." Ed said. "Or we wouldn't be here."
Derek shook his head slightly from side to side.
"I can always count on you for a straight answer." Derek said.
Ed was pleased he could be of assistance.
"Affirmative…." Ed said.
Derek contacted Kyle on the other side of the building with Jim.
"What do you have over there?" Derek asked.
Kyle was a little concerned about the way things could play out.
"There's nothing so far." Kyle said. "You know it can change in an instant."
Derek contacted the Command Center. He wanted to know what else was happening.
"Are there any updates, John Henry?" Derek asked. "How's the tail doing?"
John Henry didn't have anything new to actually report.
"They're leapfrogging." John Henry said. "They're still moving. The target is moving."
John would like to get Derek and Kyle out of the danger zone and back to the base. He thought he'd give it a shot and see what happened.
"Derek, do you want to return?" John asked. "We have the surveillance in place."
Now Derek wished he wouldn't have said anything.
"I'm good." Derek said. "We don't know how things might play out. There could be additional targets to follow if any more vehicles arrive. Any of the vehicles at the location could leave as well."
John wanted to make a few things clear with Derek. He also wanted his take on what was happening around them and how he felt the operation was progressing. In other words he wanted some human input as to what was happening on the ground.
"This is a secure line." John said. "It's just us, ask Ed to turn his hearing off."
Ed looked at Derek.
"I heard." Ed said. "Tell me when to reactivate my audio."
Derek felt a little embarrassed but nodded.
John wanted some additional insight.
"Do you feel something is off?" John asked.
The operation wasn't Derek's main concern. What he felt was out of whack wasn't where he was at, but the back at the Resistance base. Normally he would never say anything, but somehow John's question made him say what he felt.
"I'm worried about Riley." Derek said.
Derek's statement cut John off guard. It hadn't been the question he was asking. For Derek to say something though, it seemed to indicate there was some type of a serious issue.
"Is there a problem?" John asked "Is it a physical or emotional one? If it's personal, I don't need to know."
Derek wasn't sure he could properly answer the question. There were some times when he questioned Riley's state of mind. He was sure it wasn't right.
"I'm not sure." Derek said.
John checked over the Terminator positions on the satellite map. He didn't see a problem to recall Derek and Kyle along with Jim.
"You and Kyle can return with Jim." John said. "Have Ed move to a new position."
"Thanks." Derek said. "I'll set it up."
Derek broke the connection. He then told Kyle of the change in plans. Jim picked him up, while Ed moved his position to a new one.
John felt very uneasy after his conversation with Derek. He looked at John Henry for a moment and then he excused himself and headed for Derek's room to check on Riley. If Derek thought something was this serious, there must be a bigger problem. It wasn't just because it was Riley, 'a Riley', why it peaked his concern. It would affect Cameron in some negative way and everyone else too. He always felt Riley drew the short end of the stick from everyone. He thought it was bad enough. He knew it was his fault. The concept bothered him even more.
He needed to worry about all his troops. Riley was no different, she was one of them. She was part of the team. He felt responsible as well.
Closing monologue by Cameron:
Those Are The Kind
What is love
You ask your very self
What is loving
You ponder within yourself
Where do these feeling come from
Where do they eventually go
Both seem to remain a mystery
In life's changing daily show
From out of nowhere they arrive
Your heart beats hard and fast
You feel loves feeling grow
Wanting more, hoping it will last
As you search your heart
Not knowing what you will find
You are flooded with emotions
Reality and fantasy now intertwined
You question what they are
In the depths of your mind
You find the feelings of love
Those are the kind
Nobody