Chapter 772

We Both Will

Sheila gave John Henry the information on a possible location for the remaining truck. It was from her last interrogation. It was from the man who was going to blind her because he thought she was a homeless person who used some water from the hose.

John told her there were three teams of Resistance Terminators converging on the area now. It was a location they hadn't previously looked at. The information was a good solid lead. With the large force of Terminators searching, it was very likely they were going to find the third big rig if it was still there.

He really wanted the last truck. He was still upset about getting played and about Cameron and Savannah almost getting terminated. He really hoped they were able to get all the Grays in this operation and terminate them.

The one thing which nagged at him was the lack of enemy Terminators involved. There should have been Terminators involved with either of the two big rigs, as well as the bunker complex near the Serrano Point nuclear power plant. He was sure there was more going on out there and they missed it. They were bound to find it at some point. He just hoped they found the Skynet Terminators before they found them.

Sheila and Cammy drove away from the burning building. They decided to take the tracker and GPS device which was in the big rig with them. They wanted to leave a false trail and see if anyone followed it. They went four blocks when Sheila spotted a trash truck. It was in the left turn lane.

"Pull up behind the rubbish hauler." Sheila said.

Cammy quickly changed lanes and did so.

Sheila hopped out. She moved to the back of the truck and placed several items on the rear end of it. She hurried back to the SUV.

"Let's continue our journey to close up on Bob." Sheila said.

Cammy pulled out of the turn lane and continued along the path they were on previously.

Sheila looked back as the rubbish truck made the turn. It was now headed off at a ninety degree angle away from them. She finished her report to John and John Henry.

Cammy looked over at Sheila and touched her cheek. She was a little worried about her in the situation she found her in when she returned after she made sure Bob got away clean. It was unusual to need to face perpetrators without clothing.

"I was worried about you." Cammy said. "It could have been a close one."

Sheila never felt she wasn't in control. The fact it was just two Grays made the job even simpler. She was glad they hadn't run into any hostile Terminators. It seemed like they should have encountered some by this point in time. It was something they all needed to watch for.

"It could have been worse." Sheila said. "It wasn't. I'm really surprised we haven't run into some Skynet Terminators."

Cammy wasn't able to access all of the information, but she was aware when Sheila and her were in the past, they seemed to run into a few encounters which were similar in nature, even if the aggressor was different. It most likely involved some type of thugs, probably some mobbed up punks associated with the Syndicate.

"You ran into a few scrapes along those same lines when we were in the past." Cammy said. "I think we both did."

Sheila could catch a glimpse of those events, but it was all. Whatever the full encounters were, it appeared it was something they wouldn't be allowed to view in total until after Young Allison was back from her temporal mission. It was an indication their actions might change what exactly Cameron and Young Allison ended up doing on their temporal mission. There were no details available.

"I think most of those incidents are blocked." Sheila said.

Cammy didn't care for the blocked information either. She thought they should be able to have total access to all of their files. It really made her wonder what went on.

"They're blocked on me too." Cammy said. "I only remember something happened, but not what they were about or who they involved."

They were both aware Cameron asked CamNet to block parts of their programming until everyone returned from the past. The only trouble was, none of the others left yet and it didn't appear they would do so for a while yet. As to when any of it would actually happen, seemed to be determined by when Cameron would OK it. The older Young Allison became, the less likely the time travel event seemed necessary. Anyone who was around her understood she was ready to assume any of her future 'functions' now. She wasn't too much different from Allison. She looked like a slightly younger version of Cameron.

Sheila didn't want to dwell on the past, or what just happened. What was done was done. Life moved forward not backwards. She was sure she already racked up a multitude of infractions which wouldn't sit well with Cameron, or CamNet by extension. There would probably be some 'punishment' to follow. She knew Cammy was punished for eight years when she was forced to be away from Savannah by Cameron over some perceived infraction.

"Let's just catch up to Bob before CamNet gets on our backs." Sheila said. "I'm already on thin enough ice."

Sheila knew she was pushing it and saying things she shouldn't have. She really didn't want to cause a problem for anyone, especially herself. It was never a good idea to get on the wrong side of Cameron. She could be very forceful and even physical if the situation arose. They all knew she deactivated several different versions of 'herself' because of all the arguing between them. She threatened all of them with deactivation if they didn't follow her rules.

Cammy watched her six and made sure she hadn't picked up a tail. She didn't spot one on Bob either. They were soon in a position to run 'Tail End Charlie' on the truck Bob was in.

She was now behind Bob. She stayed a mile in back of him in the big rig. She could see him clearly in the straight sections of the road. They would lose sight of the big rig whenever they went around a gentle curve. Most of the route was straight through the farmland, but not all of it.

"I have Bob spotted." Cammy said. "I'm able to view him most of the time."

John thought Cammy should tuck in a little tighter with Bob. It would speed up their response time if it became necessary.

"Move up and stay with him." John said.

Cammy believed any threat would come from behind them, rather than in front of them, or by extension, in front of Bob. There was nothing to back her theory up other than just a 'feeling'.

"I don't want to get too close." Cammy said. "If I see anyone move up to intercept Bob, Sheila and I can engage them. We will need to come up on us first."

John decided to go with her recommendation. It did seem unlikely anyone would be able to be in front of them without a known direction.

"A little distance is good for an interception." John said. "You can still get to him quickly if he needs you."

John Henry was sure their biggest threat currently would be if Skynet launched any HK drones in a desperate attempt to reacquire either of the trucks they already commandeered.

"I've detected nothing in the air which shouldn't be there." John Henry said. "There aren't any HK drones or other aircraft anywhere around you."

Sheila hoped to throw off any Skynet forces as much as possible.

"I left the two trackers and the GPS device we took off the latest big rig in the back of a rubbish truck." Sheila said. "It traveled at a right angle to us when we left it. They should be at the county dump by now. If anyone follows those devices, they're not going to be happy where they end up at."

John liked the idea to throw off any Skynet forces who tried to track them as much as possible.

"It was good thinking." John said. "If anyone is tracking them, they'll be way off target."

Cammy was still worried about what Skynet could throw at them. She wanted to make sure they would be able to counter any airborne threat directed against them.

"We'll have the HK drones ready to fly at sunset." Cammy said. "How were the other HK drones we fixed up and sent for evaluation?"

John Henry already initiated the process. So far all the HK drones which were captured, checked out clean. There were no additional tracking devices on them. They were all thoroughly reprogrammed. They still needed to be fitted with their weapons.

"I have a team going over each one at a separate secure location." John Henry said. "This group will be sent to separate locations as well. We have to watch out in case they install something we can't detect. We won't lead them to anything of value. Each location is set up with security devices so I can monitor the area after we've departed. If anyone shows up, I should know about it. If anything is tried from the air, I should know about it as well."

John was aware of the multitude of different equipment types at the old newspaper plant. He was actually surprised the two truckloads of HK equipment they found were all HK drones. He thought some of them would've been HK Tracks. He thought there might even be an HK Tread.

"We still don't have any idea as to what is in the third truck." John said.

Sheila was able to come up with the location of the third truck, but was unsure exactly what was inside of it.

"The gelding I got the information from was unsure if it was HK Tracks or HK drones." Sheila said. "He only knew where its last reported location was."

John Henry glanced over at John when Sheila revealed the source of her information. It indicated the condition of the Gray during his interrogation.

"Your information was very descriptive." John Henry said. "You need to operate within Resistance protocols. Don't let Cameron's rogue 'off the books' operations blind you to the Resistance standards."

Sheila was pleased she seemed to have touched a nerve in the Command Center. She thought perhaps a more detailed description was in order. She felt justified in what she did for several reasons. Savannah gave her a 'blank check', John seemed to agree to it. The Grays wanted to blind her because they thought she was homeless and use a little water from a hose. If she would have been a homeless female, and not a Terminator, it's what they would have done to her, and then abused her. She wondered which one they would do first. It didn't matter. She got some retribution.

"It was just the start." Sheila said. "They always hate to know they might lose more. Next, I removed…."

John didn't want to go there. Since this was a Resistance matter, and not an 'off the books' operation, he didn't want a detailed description as part of the official record. He didn't want to appear he condoned the type of behavior. It would probably be another negative factor with the anti-Metal faction. He would have some difficulty explaining an 'out of control machine'. He didn't think 'mental illness' was one of the beefs they currently seemed to possess. If they got wind of Sheila's activities, it most likely would be.

"We don't need to know any more." John said quickly. "Leave the interrogation details out of your report as well. There will be no permanent record of them, ever. What's done is done. Let's leave it the same way."

Cammy doubted Savannah wanted to read about all the things Sheila did during an interrogation. She already knew enough of them. Cameron's brutality may be a little different, but it could be just as violent in other ways.

"I'll make sure she uses a little restraint, in her report I mean." Cammy said as she whispered to Sheila. "Some people might not like to read about your 'regression'."

Sheila knew Cammy referred to Savannah. She was a little confused with the mixed message she received from Savannah earlier. She thought Savannah's earlier unofficial 'approval' was because she almost was terminated several times and was angry. She wanted to justify her actions with Cammy. She wanted to remind her exactly how the events went down.

"Savannah said, 'Do what it takes'." Sheila whispered. "I did. I got the information. It's how we found this truck, and now have a solid lead on the last truck. I got the information. Trying to choke them and beat it out of them didn't get it. I got it."

Cammy looked at Sheila, but said nothing. They both knew Sheila went beyond it with some pleasure thrown in as well.

Sheila looked a little guilty. She did enjoy her work.

Cammy was able to watch Sheila when they were in the past and Sheila definitely possessed a 'mean streak'. She could be very vengeful and cruel. It bothered her too. She tried to keep Sheila from regressing.

Sheila knew Cammy wanted the truth. She really didn't see anything wrong with it. She didn't even 'get off' like she used to do.

"OK, I went all out on them." Sheila whispered. "I'll try not to do it again. It didn't do much for me anyway since I've been 'reformed'."

Sheila was aware she took little pleasure the last time. She even pushed it a little to see if she could get the same 'feeling'. She couldn't. Instead she thought about Savannah and felt 'guilty'. The Grays still got what they deserved from wanting to blind her just because they thought she was homeless, and used a little water from a hose.

It wasn't like the Grays even needed to pay for the water. How much did it cost to use the hose for a couple of minutes? It wasn't probably more than a few dimes worth of water. She specifically made sure nothing came off all at once just because of it. A section at a time inflicted even more pain on them. She made sure they knew why too. Who but some kind of nut job would blind somebody for being homeless and using a little water? She knew the two Grays were lucky she didn't have more time. They needed to hit the road and back Bob up in the big rig. The Grays got what they deserved.

Savannah went over everything with Young Allison. They spent hours talking about all the things in the present and their future. They talked about what the future held for them. They talked about what they wanted in the future. They both agreed they wanted the same things. She wanted to make sure their relationship going forward was built on trust. She didn't want them to hide things from each other or lie to each other. It was always better to know the truth, even if it hurt.

"I know this is a lot of 'big girl' stuff and you understand all of it." Savannah said. "I want to be open and clear about all of it. We've nothing to ever hide from each other. Once the trust is shattered, it is hard to rebuild. In truth there is no beauty."

Young Allison didn't think any of it should be a big deal. She knew and understood everything to its fullest extent already. She didn't think any of the 'problems' were actually related to her, as opposed to other individuals.

"I do understand it better than anyone thinks. You know I do." Young Allison said. "There's little I don't know. I only haven't actually done the physical aspects of everything. I've studied and seen everything else. I'm highly educated and informed."

Savannah honestly didn't think Young Allison needed to push anything. Things would happen when they were supposed to happen. There was no need to rush anything. Things could become complicated very quickly.

"Don't be in a hurry to 'learn'." Savannah said.

Young Allison was a little surprised both of her older selves from two different futures indicated what Savannah just said. They both told her don't be in such a hurry to 'grow up'. They both wanted her to stay a 'girl' as long as she could, even if her physical age was already passed it.

"Allison and Future Allison both told me the same thing. They told me to stay a 'girl' as long as possible, because being a woman 'sucked'." Young Allison said. "Vanna told me as well."

Savannah was a little worried about that last revelation. She was aware Young Allison understood all the females in the future were abused. It actually included both of them in their future versions. It was to the extent of the exact details told to Young Allison which worried her.

"Did Vanna talk to you about 'everything'?" Savannah asked.

Young Allison was aware of the events and the brutality behind them. As to the specific events or the frequency of the violations, none of the future girls was very descriptive. They didn't really need to be. There weren't too many choices based upon the situations they were in.

"No." Young Allison said. "Allison and Vanna said you would tell me when I needed to know, when I was ready…."

Young Allison actually heard Jesse describe to her mother some of the events. It bothered her some to see they still made Jesse cry when she talked about them. She knew Jesse was strong. She was glad Jesse could confide in her mother for whatever comfort it would provide. She understood why Sheila would act and respond the way she did when she dealt with sexual perpetrators. Sheila wanted revenge for what was done to Jesse.

Savannah couldn't picture some of the things being done to her body. Some of the details Vanna told her physically sickened her. Jesse and Allison both told her of some of their abuse. Allison appeared to be the 'luckiest' of the three girls from the alternate future. She was only abused a few times. She was never specific. Jesse and Vanna were abused dozens of times. Some of those were by a group of men at the same time. They also both were captives in Scavenger camps. It's where the real brutality and savagery would occur. Both of them had their bodies scarred purposely in Scavenger camps. It was done just to mar their beauty.

"It's very personal." Savannah said. "I'll have to ask for their permission first. I've sworn to never repeat the things I've heard. It was very hard for them to be told in the first place. Somehow being able to tell someone took away some of the pain."

Young Allison really wondered what some of the details were. She was aware of the various types of abuse. It was the purposeful savagery and brutality behind them she couldn't picture. Those weren't just about the abuse. They were more about the satisfaction and pleasure the individual derived at inflicting the terror, pain, and suffering on another individual.

"Was it that bad?" Young Allison asked. "I know what happens to females. I know what the Scavengers and Grays did and do. I can picture some of what was done. I know it was very traumatic for them."

Savannah was aware Young Allison's beauty, especially her face, would make her a magnet for violators in any time period. It included the past.

"It was worse…." Savannah said. "Cameron or Anna will need to be with you at all times in the past. It's my request to them. I want you protected and I don't want anyone to try and abuse you. I want a Terminator with you every second you're awake or not in the bathroom."

Savannah wanted to make sure Young Allison was able to have some privacy when she was in her bed or needed to use the restroom. It would also allow her some time to satisfy her own needs when she was in the shower, or about to sleep.

Young Allison thought it was the way it was now, here. It made her worry about whom else would be there with her.

"My mom will be there, and you too sometimes." Young Allison said.

Savannah was very aware how evil some people could be. She also appreciated the level of protection she was afforded by the Resistance. It was more than just protecting her from Skynet. Even with Terminator protection, there were times when they were out when both Jesse and Vanna pulled weapons on males who looked too long at her, or too suggestively. They both were going to kill them, but the Terminators with them stepped in and took care of 'business'. Both Vanna and Jesse knew where those looks led and the abuse they suffered at the hands of men like them later on. It was something which happened many times when they were younger.

"People can do very cruel things, especially to those weaker than them." Savannah said. "I've been protected by Terminators most of my life as have you."

Young Allison always remembered there were Terminators around her. She actually couldn't remember a time when there weren't any. The first ones she remembered were Cameron and Isabel. She later found out Isabel was actually a program clone of Cameron.

"I know when 'Judgment Day' comes, I'll need to have a Terminator around me always." Young Allison said. "I know what can happen on several fronts."

Savannah was aware their Terminators were also going to be a liability. There were groups of people out there who would hate Terminators, even if they worked to help the Resistance. It was Cameron's fear. She believed John would be assassinated if there were only Terminators around him. It was what she wanted Young Allison and her to help her with. If they were both at John's side, and his bed, he wouldn't be viewed as a 'Metal Lover'.

"If 'Judgment Day' happens, it's up to us to protect John and Cameron from everyone." Savannah said. "They'll both be targets. WE are the ones who will protect and defend them. We'll do what we have to do."

Young Allison understood the importance of her future functions. She actually believed it was going to be defined a little differently in practice.

"I know my place." Young Allison said. "I'll 'protect' John and you'll 'protect' Cameron. We are to protect them from 'themselves' as well. We will prevent them from making bad decisions, and from becoming distant and cold. Human life must remain sacred to both of them."

Savannah knew the same things. They were always fresh in her mind in the morning when she woke up as she grew up. She wanted to keep Young Allison's hands as 'clean' as possible. It included the present, as well as the future. It would also include the past when she was there.

"Both humans and machines MUST always know this." Savannah said. "I'll protect you as much as I can. I'll do any 'dirty work' which needs to be done. I'll do it, NOT you."

Young Allison felt an extreme sense of guilt. She didn't know all the details, but she did know enough and was able to observe enough of some of the events she forced into motion. It was Savannah who stepped in and assumed the burden. Savannah was going to clean up her mess.

"I've caused you to have to 'start' now, haven't I?" Young Allison asked.

Savannah felt the need to protect those she loved. No sacrifice would be too great to protect them or help them.

"I'll do whatever I have to do to protect John, Cameron, and you." Savannah said. "I swear it."

Young Allison felt Savannah was tasked with a very big burden. She really didn't think it was fair to Savannah. She intended to share the burden clandestinely as much as possible.

"I understand it's a big responsibility." Young Allison said. "You're taking the future on your shoulders. It's a lot to ask of anyone."

Savannah knew it would take both of them to make everything work.

"We both will. It's our function." Savannah said. "It's what we've been 'chosen' for…."

Young Allison was also aware of the thoughts which were fresh in her mind every morning when she woke up. There wasn't anything she felt she wasn't ready to do now.

"Everyone sacrifices for the future." Young Allison said. "We both will, together."

Young Allison wanted to tell Savannah she was going to do everything she did. She planned to be with all of the same individuals who were available she could as well, except for her mother. She would like to watch Savannah share with her mother so she could learn how to be more like her mother, and what everybody seemed to want. She wanted to be desired for more than just her appearance.

Bob was a few miles out from the quarry. It seemed like the perfect place to stash the truck until nightfall. The drones could be launched unobserved. It was out of the way and shouldn't draw any visitors. There was nothing there but rock. Anyone who approached the area would immediately be pegged as a threat. The solitude and remoteness of the location would ensure their rapid termination if the situation warranted it.

Bob wanted Cammy to make sure the road was clear into the quarry.

"Cammy, you can take 'point as we near the quarry." Bob said. "If I run into trouble, the big rig will be hard to maneuver on the road there and in the quarry itself."

John liked the idea. He didn't want to lose the load in the truck. If they couldn't take it themselves for any reason, everything in the truck would need to be destroyed.

"It's an excellent idea." John said. "Make sure the coast is clear. Once Bob is in there, make sure no one goes down the road."

Cammy and Sheila quickly closed up the distance on Bob's big rig.

"I'm intercepting Bob now." Cammy said. "We're about to pass him."

Sheila made a point to 'flash' Bob as they went by. He gave her a thumbs up.

After a couple of minutes Cammy gave the details. She made sure she left out Sheila's contribution to the passing maneuver.

"We passed Bob and have moved two miles in front of him." Cammy said. "I'll advance to three miles and hold in the same position until the turnoff. Bob can slow down some to give us more time to investigate when we get closer."

A few more minutes passed.

Cammy was almost to the turnoff when she spotted a potential threat.

"There are two vehicles making the turnoff into the quarry area." Cammy said. "I can see them. They can't see me, unless they have a Terminator with them."

They all knew it was a real possibility. It was a problem they knew existed, even if they didn't know where it actually was.

"They may have a Terminator with them." John said. "We know some have to be involved in all this. The two homeless men seemed to confirm it."

Sheila spotted an area up ahead where Bob could pull off of the road and remain unobserved for now.

"The big rig is still three miles behind us." Sheila said. "Bob can pull over along the next 'windbreak' of trees and wait. They are thick enough. He won't be seen from the road."

Cammy thought it was a good idea. She wanted Sheila to reinforce Bob.

"I can leave Sheila with Bob." Cammy said. "We must protect the cargo."

John considered the possibility. He wasn't sure what Cammy's actions were going to be. He decided she would probably need backup more than Bob would if he was concealed. He didn't expect her to do anything less than Cameron would do if she was in the same situation. She was 'Cameron', even if she wasn't. He was sure he knew where the action would be. It wouldn't be at the big rig.

"We also need to protect you, Cammy." John said. "Sheila will remain with you."

They all knew if Cameron was there, she would go in alone. She always took the burden of any threat upon her own back to avoid damage or destruction to others in the Resistance.

Cameron made her way into the bunker and monitored the events. She stayed quiet and checked everything herself. She knew she should be leading the assaults. She needed to get things under control here and check on Allison and Claire herself.

Anna believed there was a problem which developed with Young Allison. She made reference to it in her reports, but hadn't received any feedback. She wanted to address the issue directly to Cameron while she was there.

Cameron frowned slightly as she listened. She already read the reports. She didn't really need to hear it.

"It's what Young Allison does with any of her free time." Anna said. "She's become isolated. CamNet took advantage of it. She doesn't do very many 'girl' things. She has no interest in them, except when she's with Savannah."

Cameron hoped to address and correct the problem in the past.

"She will when we take her to the past." Cameron said. "We will both make sure she does. Her beauty must be honed and enhanced as well. Not only will she learn to look Tight, she will want to. It will be important to John. Appearance is very important to John."

Anna tried not to isolate Young Allison further with excessive combat instruction and maneuvers. It seemed to be a byproduct of all the training.

"I haven't pushed her combat training." Anna said.

Cameron planned to combat train Young Allison herself.

"It will be taken care of." Cameron said. "Cammy and Sheila have prepared everything I've asked for. Everything is in place."

Anna wondered how they were able to pay for everything in the past. There were several ways they could have done it. Most of them would have been illegal.

"Did they really make millions betting on sporting events?" Anna asked.

Cameron was very pleased in the way they acquired funds. It was a method she used herself on more than one occasion on her temporal trips into the past.

"Yes. They used various types of gambling besides sports, as well as the stock market. They were given instructions on what to do on known events. It was 'easy money'." Cameron said. "They made sure they didn't change anything. The only one to come up short was the Syndicate. They actually experienced a few 'run ins' with Syndicate thugs."

Anna could picture what Sheila would do to anyone who physically threatened them with violence or any type of abuse.

"I'm sure Sheila took care of them." Anna said.

Cameron wondered about some of it.

"Cammy assured me nothing was changed." Cameron said.

Anna was aware weapons availability would be much more restricted in the late Fifties and early Sixties. There simply wouldn't be the same selection of firearms to choose from.

"I think the weapons selection will be more limited." Anna said.

All the weapons Cameron desired to have available for them, she specifically requested. Some were still in the prototype and test phase. She didn't think it would be a problem.

"We'll have what we need." Cameron said. "It is all waiting."

Cameron thought about the Terminator with the temporal error. He waited for three quarters of a century to complete his task. The firearm he chose to use when it was time to complete his mission was just as old. It was however just as deadly and effective as it was the day it was built. It was still a deadly weapon in modern times no matter how one looked at it. It would be just as effective in the past, as it was in the distant past.

John Henry was worried about the unknown nature of the vehicles going to a remote spot. It was the spot where they terminated two carloads of Grays.

"This may be Grays checking on something we missed in the vehicles we buried with the rock." John Henry said. "There could have been a tracker or a GPS device we missed."

John knew people selected remote locations for many other activities.

"It could be kids looking to do drugs too." John said. "It could be for sexual activity as well. There could be any number of reasons, even if some are more likely than others."

John briefly thought of his first encounter with Riley - Future Riley, in the pickup truck. He quickly pushed those thoughts from his mind.

Cammy looked over at Sheila. Sheila nodded at her.

"We'll take them down." Cammy said.

John wanted to know a little bit more about who they were first.

"We don't even know who they are." John said.

John Henry was ready to give the Metal girls some additional backup. The location seemed remote enough to do it, even in the daylight.

"If they need assistance, I can scramble the two drones on standby. They can be there in minutes." John Henry said. "We will be able to deal with any enemy force."

John hoped to avoid using the drones during the daylight. If the girls ran into a jam, he was all for it. He wasn't taking any more chances on this operation. It already caused them more than enough problems.

"If they're needed, we'll do it." John said. "I don't want to risk it yet."

Sheila moved to the back of the SUV to check on the weapons complement.

"We have a LAW rocket and an M79." Sheila said. "I think we can take them."

John was worried the Skynet forces would be able to call in reinforcements.

"What happens if more show up?" John asked.

Cammy looked over at Sheila and shrugged her shoulders. The answer seemed obvious to both of them.

"We fight harder…." Cammy said.

Closing monologue by Cameron:

I'm Thinking About What To Do

What does tomorrow bring
It's a mystery we can't know
Even what happens today
Will leave us unsure which way to go

We think we know what we want
But we can never ever be sure
A new adventure can arise
Soon it becomes a fateful lure

We know what we have
Is made unstable by what we want
Leading one to unwise events
Perhaps even a foolish stunt

Blindly we trudge on
We think we know it all
We're too enthralled to see
When we're about to fall

Each day provides us with many choices
Meaning decision need be made by you
I face every one of them also
I'm thinking about what to do

Nobody