TW: HEAVY ABUSE
"What do you think you're doing riding in some random boys car!" My father calmly says to me while walking up to me, getting so close that I can smell the beer on his breath. "You told me to find a way home, I was starting to walk home when they offered!" My cheek stings as he slaps my face. "JUST BECAUSE I TOLD YOU TO FIND A WAY HOME DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN WHORE AROUND FOR A RIDE!" I fall on my rear end trying to get away from my father but he bends down and pulls my legs towards him and then straddles me.
"You are going to learn one way or another not to defy me you fucking bitch." I cry as my father unstrapes his belt and folds it. My father then turns me around forcefully and starts whipping my back with the belt. I scream out in pain as he hits over and over again, not letting up until I pass out from the pain.
Hours later I wake up and try to get off of the floor, but as soon as I move my father speaks up. "Why do you make me do this Lily? Why can't you just be a good daughter?" I feel tears well up in my eyes. "I honestly don't know why you are the way you are. Why you think you can just gallant with any person you see fit. Your mother did that Lily, and she was murdered because of that." "Mother was a drug addict and was trying to escape you! She probably did it on purpose!" a swift kick to my side shut me up as I gasped for air.
"Never speak to me like that you little bitch. The only person she would want to try to escape is you. She hated you, just like I hate you." I start to cry at my father's harsh words. Another kick to my side. "Your mother was murdered by your actions. She hated that you have this stupid dream of being an artist. She hated that you wanted to waist your life. And guess what." He paused and pulled me up by my shirt collar. "She hated you even more because she knew you weren't mine. She cheated on me for a long time and that's how you were conceived. That whore found out I couldn't have kids the night she saw her dealer and died. She knew that deep down, she could never love something that wasn't my spawn."
My father smiled a sickeningly sweet smile and leaned down to smell my hair. "But that's okay, you look enough like her. The minute you turn 18 you're all mine. You'll make a good replacement for her as long as you learn to obey." I started sobbing at the implications, Seeing how close he was I decided to do something that I've never thought of doing prior. I headbutted him in his nose as hard as I could.
When he screamed and covered his face I quickly ran out into the woods by our house and continued running for hours trying to escape the hell I was in.