FASCINATION, FIRE AND FEAR-2
Hi everyone. Many thanks for all your reviews after first chapter. I'm always happy when you are giving me support with my next stories. I thought, that I will manage to squeeze Charles's memories in the last chapter, but I didn't, so today we will continue with his version of events. Hope you will like it ;-)
Charles decided to finish working in the garden today, it was getting rather chilly and he certainly didn't want to catch a cold. He put his garden tools into the shed, locked it and entered the cottage.
He sighed heavily, as the cottage seemed so empty without Elsie, so quiet and sad, without her vibrant energy.
Whenever he was coming back to the cottage, after another day of work, he always found a warm, cozy place and a dinner on the table. Elsie treated him with sweet kiss and indulged him, with another wonderful evening.
He reluctantly ate dinner all alone and made himself a cup of hot tea. Once he was safely seated in his favorite armchair, his mind driffted off to the happy moments of their engagement, before the wedding.
As time was passing by and the date of their wedding was approaching, they seemed to be more and more lost in their mutual passion, so recently discovered.
Charles remembered, that he was not able to focus on anything else in that period of time. He had his duties to fulfill as usual, extra work with wedding preparations and all it didn't seem to matter much to him, all that he was willing to do and all he was ever waiting for, was his moments alone with Elsie.
They had to try really hard, to have those moments, in everyday commotion and with all those people around and neither of them was brave enough, to suggest going somewhere, in some secluded place, where they could minimize the risque of being caught.
Once, when Elsie announced in the kitchen, that she is going to the village in the afternoon, Charles innocently added, that he will join her and Elsie's shy, but meaningful smile, which was something that only the two of them could understand, meant, that they were both thinking about the same.
To finally be alone, away from the Abbey. The result was obvious. As soon as they left the gates of the Abbey, beyond everyone's reach and sight, they started to kiss, in the middle of the road, caressing their faces and barely being able to stop themselves, from the fire that was inside them...
Elsie had a dreamy eyes and her lips were swollen from the kisses and Charles was so aroused by that situation, that once again, he had to show restraint, because otherwise, he would not be able to resist the temptation and he would gladly just roll on the ground with Elsie.
Unfortunately for both of them, that didn't last very long, as they noticed, that someone was walking in their direction and they had to stop, even though they really didn't want to...The rest of their walk to the village, was not so thrilling, as they seemed to have company all the time and there was no other occasion to be caught in the moment...
Elsie saw Charles disappointment and she was almost amused by this, so she whispered into his ear:
"Don't worry Charlie...Tonight we will be alone again, when everyone will go to sleep.."
"Do you promise Elsie?"- Charles asked, as innocently as a child, wanting to be sure, that he will be allowed to go into the candy store later...
She noded her head shyly and he knew, that there was something more exciting to look for...
Usually it happened in his pantry, or in her sitting room, but this night it was different...Everyone had gone up yet and Charles knew, that they were all alone downstairs. Elsie was in the servants hall, counting the table cloths, which were placed on the dinner table.
He rushed there and before she could even realize, he already had her in his arms and she was kissed by him, with such fervor, which she hasn't known her whole life...She wrapped her arms around his neck and held him tightly, just to feel the balance, which he had taken away from her so abruptly...
She felt weakness in the knees, to the point, where she started to tremble and she thought, that she will faint in a minute...
Charles was totally absorbed with this moment, but he noticed what was happening to her...Wanting Elsie to feel steadier, he decided to do a bold move and he gently lifted her up and seated her on the servants dinner table...
Elsie felt so much better now and Charles quickly went back to their previous activity...Now Elsie could enjoy this moment fully and throwing all the propriety rules into the wind, she wrapped her legs around him, drawing him closer...
This was too much for Charles...This was so primal, so sensual, so extremely sexual...It almost felt like they were in the lovers embrace...Again he wished, that they were both naked now and there would be no barriers between them...He could have taken her here, on this table, if she only let him do it..They both knew, that it was wrong, that they should wait till the wedding, but not much was dividing them, from being completely lost into this overwhelming passion, that deprived them all their common sense...
"Elsie...I want you so much..."-Charles whispered those words, expressing his true emotions in that moment...He didn't expect Elsie to be brave enough, to say the same thing to him, but she surprised him once more, letting herself to express her own emotions too...
"Charles...I want you..."-those were three most beautiful words that he heard...He has never heard it before from any other woman in his life and he suddenly realized, that Elsie was the only woman, that he wanted to hear those words from...
She loved him, in spite of all his flaws and she genuinely wanted him...The way he was...Old grumpy man, with an appearance, that was far from perfect...That was the image of himself that he had, but Elsie loved all of him...
Charles's kisses changed from the passionate ones to more tender, as her confession released a big portion of love and tenderness...He was now kissing her neck, as he already learned, that she adored when he was doing that...
Her closed eyes and her quiet moans, couldn't give him any sort of mixed message...She wanted him to continue and he did...
Who knows how this would end, but after a while, they both realized, that no matter how much they would want to not stop, they simply had to...They had long kiss goodnight and reluctantly, they went away, to their separate bedrooms, to count the days to their wedding...
Finally, after the long and painful torment of waiting, their wedding day came and after the wonderful celebrations, the moment that they were both waiting for so impatiently has arrived...
Their wedding night...Charles was a little afraid, that even though Elsie was so willing and so involved in their kisses and caresses before, she will be much more shy and withdrawn on their wedding night, being afraid of the pain and unpleasant experience, as he knew, first time for woman can be.
He was pleasantly surprised, when no such thing has happened...Elsie was as keen as always and she seemed wonderfully impatient about upcoming events...
When they finally arrived to their cottage, after the celebrations, Charles seemed to be the more shy and uncertain how to proceed now...He gently asked:
"Is there anything you would like now Elsie? Perhaps some tea or...?"
Her decisive response, left him without doubts, to how this night will look like:
"You Charles...I would like you...Now...Bedroom please..."
This was all he needed to know now...He no longer hesitated and he let her guide him into their bedroom...The lights went off and they were getting rid of their clothes, with a speed of light...
Charles moved away the duvet, letting Elsie lie on the bed first and he finally, could do what he was dreaming of for so long- to lie on top of her and he couldn't stop himself from moaning, when he did it...The softness of her naked skin, her incredible scent, the sweetness of her lips- all that was causing, that he was so excited as never before...
When they stopped kissing for a moment, to catch a breathe, he was suddenly surprised by Elsie's request:
"Charlie...Please...Be gentle...I have never done it...I'm afraid that it may hurt..."
So she was a little scared after all...He understood that well...
"Don't worry Elsie, my love...I will be gentle...I would never hurt you in any way...You know that..."
"I do Charles and I trust you..."
"I love you Elsie..."
"And I love you..."
Now, when all the doubts and fears have been explained, they could go back to the pleasurable part... Charles felt, like his whole body was on fire, he wanted to go forward, as quckly as possible, but he also wanted to respect Elsie's wishes...His lips were kissing her body, in such slow and sensual way, that Elsie felt like she was flowing on a peaceful sea, or flying high above the sky...
All thoughts and fears left her, when her newly wedded husband, was loving her body, as she has never been loved before...His lips were everywhere...On every part of her body...Her eyes were closed all the time, except for a moment, when he reached the most intimate part of her with his lips...She certainly didn't expect that, but she swiftly got over the shock and got used to that...
He was slowly warming her body up, even though all he really wanted to do, was to enter her and start to move within her...But his love for her, was bigger than his lust, so he kept on kissing and caressing her, in hope, that he will be able to ease the possible pain of her first time..
When the crucial moment has arrived, he reassured, that she was ready and asked her permission. The permission was granted and slowly, step by step, he finally entered her and they were fully connected...
He was being careful, he watched her reactions, he was moving slowly and she went through the worst moment, being very brave and then it was only better...When her forehead was no longer frowned and her fists were not clamped, he understood, that they survived the pain together and that he can now intensify his movements...
He gladly did it...He congratulated himself, for lasting so long and he was happy, that he could finally let go totally...That was the moment, when he lost his self control...He was moving within her, he was moaning shamelessly, as his every move, seemed like a never ending delight...
Elsie was holding him tightly and even though, he was aware that she didn't feel the same, fortunately, there were no signs of discomfort from her...
So Charles was moving within her, kissing her from time to time, until the moment, when his body reached the maximum pleasure and he collapsed on her, being totally exhausted with this moment...
When he opened his eyes a little later, he saw, that she was putting that curl away from his forehead... Understandably, his hair were unruly, but that was not important...He saw so much love in her eyes, with that one simple gesture, she was expressing more than with words...
He felt such rush of emotions, that he thought for a moment that he will cry..From happiness...He was with her at last, that way... His only regret was, that she could not feel what he did, as this would be perfect, but he knew, that women needed more time to get to that place...
"I love you Els..."-he whispered..."It will be better for you next time, I promise..."
"I love you too Charlie and I believe you...Can't wait for all the things that are ahead of us..."
He closed her mouth with a kiss, feeling the incredible thrill, that his beloved wife is so willing and eager and looking forward, to all the experiences in that area...He was probably the luckiest husband and man in the whole world...
That's all for today...Boy, do I love to write those two in such scenery? I certainly do... I probably mentioned this before, but I always thought, that there were wild things going on there between the engagement and the wedding...Elsie's mysterious smile from episode 2, season 6, when he said, that he will join her in the walk to the village, told me all I needed to know, so...;-) Hope you had good time reading this...Have a very good week!