A/N: Enjoy! First scene contributed by Jordon!

Heaving a sigh as she shouldered her gym bag a little higher, she put her key in the lock of Will's apartment door. She was lost in her thoughts as she pushed the door open, consumed with the stress of leaving for Nationals the following day. "Hey babe, how was- whoa!"

He was sitting on his couch, his laptop open and playing on the coffee table. For a split second as she opened the door, she had been treated to the view of his pants around his knees, his head thrown back against the couch cushion, and his hand wrapped around his dick. But the moment he had realized she was there, he had pulled a throw blanket over his lap with a yell and reached forward to slam the computer shut.

"Uh...," JJ said slowly, somewhat amused as she dropped her bag by the door.

He covered his face with his hand, his cheeks turning bright red. "Oh my god."

A slow grin crept onto JJ's face. "Were you..."

"I'm so sorry. I was... I didn't realize it had gotten so late, that you would be home."

"Is this what you do all day while I'm at the gym?"

His cheeks got even redder. "No."

"Will, why didn't you just... wait till I got here?" JJ said with a raised eyebrow. Then she held up her hands. "Unless, I mean unless you'd rather it was you instead of me."

"No! Of course I would rather it's you. I just... know you're tired and you're stressed and you've got a lot going on. I was gonna try to take care of it so that I didn't bother you."

She toed off her shoes and walked towards him. "That's very sweet. But also unnecessary." Sliding onto the couch, she snuggled up next to him and pressed a kiss to his jaw. "I don't think I've ever been too tired for you." Her eyes wandered back to the laptop he had slammed shut. "Were you watching porn?"

"I... It was um... since I was alone-," Will started to say, but was cut off by JJ leaning forward and flipping it open. "JJ, I-"

Gratuitous panting and moaning filled the air. JJ's mouth dropped open slightly. "A threesome? Really?"

She looked over at him, getting a sheepish look in return.

"I just clicked one."

She raised an eyebrow.

"Okay so that's not true, it's just..." He scratched the back of his neck. "For the record I don't think I would like having a threesome. It's one of those things that sounds good but in practice but never works out how you expect. I wouldn't want another girl touching me and the thought of touching another girl right in front of you-"

"But?" JJ interrupted.

"But... I guess the idea of you, I don't know, kissing another girl, touching another girl... it's hot." He took a deep breath and shifted in his seat. "Super hot," he finished in a mumble.

"Will-"

"I know, JJ. I'm being a pig, a pervert-"

"Will." He raised his eyes to hers. "Close your eyes."

"What?"

"Close your eyes." He did so and she leaned closer to his ear. "What do you think would happen first? If there was another girl here with us."

He let out a shaky laugh. "Uhh... she would sit on the couch with us."

"Hmm... and then we would pull this away." She grabbed the throw blanket and tugged it out of his grip. His hard dick sprang into view and she felt him swallow thickly. "Then what?"

"Then... you would take me in your hand." JJ wrapped her fingers around him and began to slowly stroke up and down, while pressing hot kisses to the underside of his jaw. "And then what?"

"Then she would kiss you."

"Yeah?" JJ circled the tip of his penis with her thumb and he gave a strangled groan.

"Yes. And I'd watch as she brought her hands to your... your..."

"My what?"

"Your tits," he gasped, and JJ felt herself starting to grow wet. She pulled his arm around her and brought his hand to her chest. He got the message and began to massage her breast, pulling a soft groan from her throat. He grabbed the bottom of her top and pulled it off, giving himself better access.

"Then what would happen?" he asked.

"You tell me. This is your fantasy," she whispered.

"You... you would bring your other hand to touch her. Show... show me how you would touch her."

JJ used her free hand to tug down her shorts and underwear, casting them aside as she spread her legs. She slid her fingers between her folds, unable to contain a breathy moan as she began to circle her clit. Will pinched at her nipple and scooted her slightly closer. He pulled one of her legs to rest over his knee so that she was spread further, giving him a better view. In her hand, she could feel the beads of pre-cum weeping from his dick as she continued to stroke him up and down.

"Your small hand... pressed against her hot, wet pussy..." he rasped into her ear, and JJ let out a moan as her body pulsed with arousal. "I wanna see how you would finger fuck her."

She inhaled sharply, following his directions by sliding two fingers inside herself.

"And what would you be doing?" she asked in a strangled voice.

"Watching," he growled. Her hand tightened around him and he groaned low in his throat. "Fuuuuuck."

Suddenly his hand was covering the one between her legs. She started to pull away, only for him to stop her. "No. Keep going, don't stop." Then one of his fingers was pressing alongside hers.

"Oh Will!"

"Fuck, JJ. God baby, you're so fucking hot." She let out a high pitched whine as he added another, leaving two of hers and two of his to stretch her and push against her walls. "You know what I would love?"

"Hm?"

"To watch as you press your face between her legs. To see the look on her face as you lick and suck and fuck her with your tongue. And to get to fuck you behind while you did."

JJ wasn't sure she would enjoy going down on another girl, but the pure lust in Will's voice was enough to make her moan, squirming against their hands.

"Please, just... I need you inside of me!" she gasped. The words had barely left her mouth and she was in motion. Will's fingers left her core, and pulled her so that their mouths met in a deep kiss. JJ desperately pulled on his hair, trying to tell him that she wasn't joking, she needed him now. Then he pulled away and turned her so that she was kneeling, facing the back of the couch. He knelt right behind her and brought his hand between her legs, spreading her lips before pushing inside her. JJ grabbed onto the back of the couch, her nails digging into the material. Will set up a frantic pace and they knew that neither of them would last long.

"Ohhh fuck," she moaned as he pounded against her.

"Touch your clit," he said, his voice commanding as ever. She obeyed, dropping her hands between her legs.

"Yes, Will. Yes... oh fuck!" she cried, her orgasm rolling through her, making her back arch and her head fall back against him. He managed a couple more frantic thrusts before cumming deep inside of her.

After catching their breath, they worked our way to lying on the couch, JJ's head on his chest.

"How was that?" JJ finally asked after a few minutes of comfortable silence.

"It was... fucking fantastic," he laughed. He pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "Thank you."

"No, thank you," she giggled, pushing up so she could look at him. "But why? Why is it so hot to picture me with another girl."

He took a deep breath then shrugged. "I don't know, honestly. It just... is."

"Is there a certain girl you picture when you think about it?"

"No," he answered way too quickly. JJ raised an eyebrow. "I don't... I don't wanna say. Because I don't want you to feel weird about it. It's not a girl that I like more than you, because honestly she doesn't exist." He kissed her forehead again. "Just someone I think would... compliment you." He rolled her to the side so he could stand and pull up his pants. "And that's as much as I'm saying. What do you want for dinner?"

JJ laughed. "Don't think you can distract me with food!"

"Watch me try!" He called as he exited into the kitchen with a laugh.

It was hard, leaving him at home when he was just getting worse, but Nationals were days away and she knew she had to finish out this path she had started on. The morning had come for her and Nick to fly out to St Louis, Missouri, with the first training at the arena being held the following morning.

"You'll be beautiful… I know… you always are," Michael said softly, fighting to stay awake as he cupped JJ's cheek and smiled up at her.

JJ swallowed thickly, forcing a smile onto her face as tears threatened to spill over.

"I'll make you proud, I promise," she said thickly.

Michael shook his head slightly. "Sweetheart, I am always proud of you, and I always will be. Don't you dare think, even for a second, that that's ever going to change"

Seeing the tears welling higher in JJ's eyes, Michael reached up, pulling her down into a warm hug. JJ swallowed thickly, fighting to keep her emotions in check.

Even with her dad's passionate insistence that she continue, this was the hardest thing she had ever taken on. The doctor had told them that Michael might live through to September, but to JJ and Sandy, they could barely see him making it to August at the rate his current condition was declining.

"Go be incredible, ok? I love you," Michael said softly as she pulled away.

"I love you too," she replied, getting to her feet and wiping away her tears. Walking towards the door, she looked back over her shoulder, giving him one last smile before she left the room.

"How's everyone doing at home?" Nick asked conversationally as they cruised high above the mainland en route to St Louis.

"They're ok," JJ replied quietly. "Dad's not too great, but he's not complaining yet so he's coping ok. Mom is… I don't know. She seems like she's doing ok, but I think she's putting up a brave face"

"Kinda like you," Nick said, his voice just loud enough for her to hear.

JJ fell silent for a moment, avoiding looking at her coach. As always, he was pretty spot on in guessing how she was feeling.

"You're beating yourself up for leaving," Nick said knowingly.

Lifting her face, JJ sighed. "I just feel like I should be home with him… even though he said he wants me to be at nationals. I feel like I'm doing the wrong thing"

"Hey," Nick said gently, putting his hand over the back of hers and giving it a gentle squeeze. "You wouldn't have gotten on this plane if you didn't want to go to nationals. That being said… even if it makes your dad happy, the only person who can really decide what's right is you"

"I do want to do this," JJ reaffirmed. "It's just… hard"

"I know… and I know you want to do this… but promise me JJ, if you change your mind, the second you have a change of heart, I want you to tell me. Because if you change your mind, it's better for you to be home with your family than pushing through this process. For someone like you, fighting through nationals and Trials is only worth it if you're gung ho about making the team"

Looking up at Nick, JJ gave him a reassuring smile and a nod.

"I will. But for now… I plan to kick some butt at nationals"

Nick laughed, holding up his hand for a high five.

"That's the spirit"