Chapter 2: Regrets

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AU/OOC/NTR/LIME/LEMON/INCEST/

FIC INI MENGANDUNG KONTEN DEWASA DENGAN TEMA NTR

Note: For those of you who have read the previous chapter, I thank you very much. I have received and considered reviews, flames, and suggestions, sorry if I'm too slow in updating because the outline of this story I changed to know that some readers don't seem to like the direction of the story that is too dark. Still, this fic contains adult content that describes the relationship of blood (incest) with a little NTR seasoning, if you feel offended by hal-hal like that, once again hope this fic is closed as soon as possible to avoid unwanted things.

This is only a fanfiction, a small fragment of my perverted imagination, do not I repeat do not take things too seriously.

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Chapter -02-

Regrets

Towards noon, at Uzumaki's residence...

Kushina lay weakly on her bed, her gaze blank, fixed on the ceiling of the room made of mahogany wood. At that time everything felt quiet and quiet. Kushina could feel the air coming in and out of her body, the heart that was beating fast as if she wanted to jump out of her chest, the sweat that was pouring heavily on her body, and the pain that had been piercing in her heart.

Kushina questions the loyalty of the love she has for her son. Indeed they are not in a relationship like lovers, but he is so sure of the power of his love that is so great, even with an oath that his heart and body belong only to the son. But now ? Those words didn't really have so much influence on Kushina anymore. Yes, indeed he still loves Naruto, he can't live without him, I don't know if he's better of dying than losing Naruto's figure in his life, but once again his behavior just hurt the love he has been glorified.

And every time he remembers his words earlier, his heart will feel even more painful.

Now his betrayal of the love that he has been focusing on in life is complete, not only has he let other people touch his body, but he even invites others to make love with him in this place. Yes, here, in the house that has been a palace for Kushina and her son, a house that has thousands and even millions of fond memories that they went through together. Tears, laughter, anger, sadness, and wounds are all they share here.

Kushina's eyes looked bruised, she cried over her weakness. I don't know what was in Kushina's head when she rashly contacted her own son's friend, asked him to come to his house and make love to him. What stupidity flashed in his head when he did that, revenge? Jealous ? So what does he get after that? Naruto would instead turn to hate him and then leave him. Then can he live without the figure of Naruto in the middle of his life? The answer is very easy. No.

That's why Kushina regrets her actions...

Once again Kushina regrets her actions... from the bottom of her heart she deeply regrets her actions...

One interesting thing about regret is the fact that he always comes when it's too late.

"Sochi..." he whispered softly. "Sochi what should kaa-chan do..."

For some reason, every time Kushina makes a mistake she always calls her sochi-, maybe because she's used to relying her life on the son's figure, or maybe because of her love for her son who is so powerful.

Kushina should have contacted Kiba at that time and ended the stupidity she had been doing behind her son's back. But a small part of him rejected it, didn't his own son refuse it? Doesn't the son easily say that he has another dream girl in his life?

But when he thinks about it, everything will return to one thing, is he ready with the consequences of his actions?

Kushina was silent, she enjoyed the loneliness that ruled the room where she was lying. In a place like this he can think calmly, while letting the wind that breaks through the window slit wash his body, he argues with himself.

'The traitor.' A foreign voice suddenly echoed in his ears.

Kushina, who was surprised by the sound reflexively got up from her bed, she turned around the room but couldn't find anyone there. For a moment he was silent, making sure that the voice only came from his mind, but after a while his body felt calm again the voice haunted him again, the longer it became clearer.

'The traitor.'

"Si... who is there !" Kushina called, he ran towards the window, pulled the curtain that covered it to see the situation outside, when he didn't find anything suspicious there Kushina then ran towards the bathroom, pushed the door hard but once again Kushina didn't see anyone in there.

'You're a Kushina whore.'

"Stop it!" He clogged both ears with his palms, but the sound did not shrink at all, instead the longer it was heard clearly and echoed.

'You're a Kushina whore! You let someone else touch your body ! You are a traitor !' The voice judged him so vilely.

"Ti..no... I didn't betray anyone." Kushina's heart was beating faster, her breathing felt shorter. She is not a traitor, she does not betray anyone, her husband has died for a long time, any relationship she has with anyone does not necessarily make her a traitor.

'Is that so? That's how you look at all this?'

"Te..of course ! A..is it wrong if I... if I miss the man beside me ?"

'By betraying the love you have for your son?'

"No ! I love Sochi!"

Kushina was frightened, she stepped back while searching for the source of the sound that echoed in her ears, her steps then made Kushina crash into her bed covered in rattan wood. Kushina's body fell right on her giant bed, she squirmed backwards hoping that the voice would no longer haunt her.

'Is this how you show your love? By giving your body to others ?'

Kushina's tears spilled, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore and now the woman wailed, letting her emotions spill, "So...sochi doesn't want me like that, I love her... I love her..." Kushina recited the word like a spell, her body was spinning on the bed, her screams of sadness never stopped, "I love her... We... I love her..."

'The betrayer ! Whore !'

"Tidaaak... please... don't say that... I love Sochi..." Kushina whined at the voice that was getting louder and more echoed in her ears.

In his mind he saw the figure of Naruto, for Kushina there was no other figure that could make him feel whole like when he saw the figure of his son. Her blonde hair seemed to be kissed by the sun, her blue eyeballs that embarrassed the sky in summer, and of course her smile, a smile that always made Kushina feel alive. Kushina's heart had fallen so deep on the figure, without realizing it, his hand moved as if he wanted to reach for the shadow in his mind.

But suddenly the figure moved away, his smile faded, the look in his eyes changed, and even though there was no sound from him, Kushina could read the lip movements of the figure.

'I hate you...'

"Tidaaaak... don't say that..." he shouted, "Sochi ! Sochi ! Don't go sochi!"

With all her might Kushina gripped her own hands, her sharp nails made the skin of the woman's arm bleed, but for her the wound was not as much as what she felt in her heart, "Sochi... sochi... sochi... don't go... don't leave kaa-chan... sorry kaa-chan..."

Kushina had a hard time breathing, her crying exploded so hard, "I'm sorry kaa-chan sochi... kaa-chan will end it... I have to end it..." Kushina then got up from her bed, like a confused person he circled in his room with a weak body. He looked for his cell phone, he had to contact Kiba and tell him to end all this.

Kushina then stopped his movement, realizing that he was still overwhelmed by panic, he leaned for a while on the wall of his room to catch his breath. After that, he continued his search for a while before he finally found his mobile phone lying on the floor, perhaps falling when he cried while struggling in his bed.

Without wasting any more time Kushina deftly searched for the Kiba number stored there, her heart was beating fast, this time she was really going to end it. But just when Kushina was about to call the number suddenly in front of her house there was a sound of a car engine that sounded foreign in her ears.

Kushina is late...

Kiba has arrived at his house...

Kushina walked once again towards her bedroom window, through her window she could see the cheerful-looking figure of Kiba stepping out of the vehicle she was carrying. Kushina's fingers grasped the curtains of her bedroom window getting harder when Kiba's steps led him closer to the gate of her unlocked house. Kushina didn't realize that when his breath became short, he was too panicked for it, in his head he looked for an excuse not to open the door to Kiba, but it would be unfair if he treated him like that. The fact is that Kiba came here at his invitation, since last night the young man had repeatedly tried to flirt and send him a message containing a declaration of love, and Kushina used it to satisfy anger and ignore logic when his son told Kushina that he was interested in another woman.

Tidak lama kemudian bel rumahnya berbunyi, hal itu membuat tubuh Kushina terasa semakin lemas. Tapi apa yang harus dilakukan olehnya ? Memang ini adalah akibat dari kesalahannya sendiri. Kushina menghembuskan nafas panjang ketika menyadari bahwa ada sebagian kecil dari hatinya juga yang merasa kasihan pada Kiba, bagaimana tidak ? Kushina jelas-jelas mempermainkan perasaan pemuda itu, entah mungkin pemuda itu memang benar-benar mencintainya atau tidak, tapi ia harus bertanggung jawab atas kebodohan yang dilakukannya, ia tidak bisa melarikan diri dari hal ini.

With that belief Kushina ventured to open the door for Kiba, she walked out of her room. His steps felt heavy when he walked down the stairs of his house, in his head Kushina was looking for the right words to say to the young Inuzuka youth he met yesterday when he was partying with Mikoto. He didn't want to remember the incident that night, whatever he did last night was a stupid act based on his drunken state.

Then as Kushina's steps stopped, the bell at her house once again rang. Kushina is now facing the main entrance. Behind this door the figure of the young man who had touched his body last night stood up, Kushina closed his eyes while swallowing saliva. He breathed as deep air as he could before finally his hands moved to open the doorknob in front of him.

The door handle of his house felt cold.

"Good afternoon Kushina-chan." Kiba with his signature smile stood in Kushina's courtyard with both hands folded over his chest, 'You miss me ?'

Kushina didn't say anything, suddenly her throat seemed to choke. He watched for a moment the young man standing in front of him, and the longer he watched it the more his heart became cracked, because the main reason for the young man's presence was none other than his own invitation, an invitation to make love.

Kushina's stomach felt nauseous when it came to her mind.

"Why Kushina-chan?" Kiba frowned as he walked closer to Kushina, when he was about to touch the woman's face, Kushina deftly avoided him.

"What are you doing !" Kushina scolded, he actually didn't intend to yell at Kiba but for some reason the words came out of his mouth loudly.

Kiba shrugged his shoulders, he noticed the scenery around him and thought that Kushina didn't want their illicit relationship to be known to the crowd, "Sorry, I'm carried away. After all, look at you Kushina-chan, you're so beautiful today." He continued while chuckling.

When he heard these words, Kushina reflexively covered her chest with one hand and pulled her loose t-shirt down with the other hand to avoid Kiba's lustful-looking gaze, "Kiba !" He snapped.

Kiba just laughed at the reaction, he then brought his face closer to Kushina and whispered, "You're not even wearing a bra huh?"

Kushina's face turned red, not because she felt embarrassed but because she felt harassed by the young man's words. In all his life he has never been looked so down upon by someone, and today thanks to his own actions a young man thinks Kushina is nothing more than a cheap woman who doesn't even feel ashamed to relate to her own son's classmates.

"Kiba you better go home now !" Kushina once again rebuked the Inuzuka youth, his eyes staring intently at his interlocutor who now looked a little confused.

Kiba was surprised by the words, then to convince himself that he was not wrong to hear Kiba asking the woman standing in front of him, 'Sorry I didn't hear it, what did you say?'

Kushina set her breath, and repeated the word in a more friendly tone, 'You better go home Kiba-kun, please forget my words on the phone earlier.'

For a moment Kiba was silent, when he left earlier he felt very sure that Kushina would not back down from what he had said before. We, Kushina's way of speaking at that time sounded like a woman who was very thirsty for male touch, and when she whispered to her, saying that she wanted her body, Kiba had a hard time holding herself.

"Did something happen to Kushina-chan?" Kiba now looks worried.

Kushina shook her head, "No... I mean... I.. I acted rashly, I know I called you earlier, and I regret it. I'm sorry Kiba-kun, I didn't mean to play with you, but you better just forget my words, and what happened last night."

Kiba then tilted his head, he looked at the situation in the house when he heard the unreasonable answer said by Kushina earlier, "Is this because of it? Naruto is here ?"

Kushina's eyes tapered when Kiba said his son's name, 'Please don't carry sochi in this case.'.

"Sochi ?" Dengus Kiba, "Stupid time with that jerk, you won't let him be a barrier between us right?" He continued.

"Kiba-kun... nothing happened between us, you and me, we even met for the first time last night."

Now that Kiba was aware of what had happened, Kushina turned out to be retreating from her own words. After he teased him very dirtyly the woman now easily stated that it was all a mistake, Kiba may be a little stupid, but he is not an idiot, and for our sake, today he will not go home without feeling the love of Kushina.

"What happened to Kushina-chan? What's wrong with you ? Why did you suddenly retreat like this?" The young man asked various questions at the woman standing in front of him.

Kushina was frustrated with those questions, she didn't want to and couldn't answer them all. But on the other hand he also couldn't avoid it, this all happened because of his own behavior, "Kiba-ku... Kiba... please forget everything."

"Kushina-chan don't do this..."

"Kiba... forget it please."

Kiba's emotions slowly took hold of him when every time he seduced Kushina, the woman always rejected him, asking him to easily forget what he had said this morning, "Then last night? You want me to forget that too?"

Kushina's jaws hardened as soon as Kiba talked about last night's incident, her hands clenched tightly, but this was her fault, therefore she should not be consumed by her own emotions, "I was drunk Kiba... I couldn't control myself last night."

"Is that so? You don't look drunk when you dance in front of me and my friends, you don't mind when I touch your body, and ka-"

Before Kiba finished the sentence, Kushina slapped her on the cheek very hard, "Never talk about it again in front of me!" He snapped, he couldn't control himself when Kiba made himself remember what happened last night.

While rubbing the side of his blushing face from the slap, Kiba returned Kushina's gaze, "Do you think you can play tricks on me Kushina?"

'I'm sorry, I'm indeed guilty.' Kushina answered firmly.

"Kushina-chan, you know I love you!"

"Don't be stupid Kiba, we just met last night. Whatever feeling you have for me is not love!"

Kiba was silent, as far as he knew he really loved Kushina. Since last night's incident he couldn't forget this woman from his mind. So far he's only dating girls he doesn't really like, sleeping with them just to satisfy his high sexual desire, but never before has Kiba been made drunk like what Kushina did to him.

In his heart Kiba cursed himself, he actually didn't want to do this to Kushina, but his feelings and passions were mixed into one. He wants Kushina, he wants his heart, his body, everything. Then Kiba did something he might regret in the future, he reached into his pants pocket, took his black cellphone there while rolling his eyeballs towards Kushina.

"Then I'll send a recording of our conversation to Naruto, let's see what the idiot's reaction would be if he knew his mother asked me to make love to him!"

"You didn't record it!"

'Of course not Kiba-kun, I'm imagining you.'

"I'm touching my own body while imagining you...your touch, your kiss... your body scent... mmmhhh..."

Kushina's heart seemed to stop when Kiba played a voice recording from his cellphone, he almost couldn't believe his own voice. Now that I heard the recording, what else can I say? Can Kushina defend herself when the voice in her heart accuses Kushina of being a prostitute? What would his son say if he heard Kushina speak like that?

'Whore !'

The voice was heard again, a little more faint but enough to split his heart into seven parts. His tears clumped, he tried to endure the swelling pain in his chest.

"Give it to me !" Kushina reflexively tried to snatch the phone that was in Kiba's grasp, but she lost quickly to Kiba who nimbly pulled back his arm.

"How is Kushina-chan?"

Kushina clenched her hands, if she had felt sorry for the young man in front of her then now that feeling has now transformed into a very strong hatred, "What do you want!"

A laughter broke out of Kiba's mouth when the young man when he heard Kushina's words, Kiba then looked at him with emotions mixed in him, "I want you Kushina-chan."

Hearing that Kushina's body got goosebumps, he didn't expect that Kiba would dare to do that to him. "Ja... don't joke Kiba !" He said in a trembling voice.

"Do I look joking? I've stored your voice recordings in various places, even if you take my phone I can still send you another recording to your son." The young Inuzuka stepped closer to Kushina, "You are the one who forced me to do this Kushina-chan." he continued in a slower but very piercing voice.

Kiba continued to step closer to Kushina, making the woman reflexively move back into her house. Kushina's hands still protect her parts of her body from Kiba's wild gaze, "Kiba... please... don't do this." tearsKushina was even more stumbling when she realized that she was already cornered, the only thing she could do this time was to beg the young man in front of her that she would stop all this.

"I really love you Kushina-chan... I don't want to do this myself, but you forced me to do this kind of thing."

Kushina wants to scream, she's really stupid, she wants to curse and curse herself. Because Kushina's actions now can't avoid Kiba's request, it's impossible for him to let the young Inuzuka man give Naruto the recording earlier, what will his son say later if he finds out that his mother is just a cheap woman? No, he wouldn't let that happen, he didn't want Naruto to hate him, it was better for him to sell his body to Someone else than his own son hated him.

"Tck, if you think for too long then I'd better send this."

"Wait." Kushina grasped Kiba's wrist when the young man was about to send the recording to Naruto, he swallowed his saliva and took a deep breath before slowly nodding his head, "One time... just one time."

"Of course Kushina-chan." Kiba with a sly smile on his face pulled his arm in Kushina's grasp and touched the woman's chin while slightly pushing her up, forcing her to look directly at Kiba, "What if we locked this agreement with a kiss?"

When Kiba brought his face closer to Kushina, the woman dodged back, "Ja... don't be here... I don't want anyone else to see." He said it was weak.

Kiba nodded his head while slowly lowering his touch from Kushina's chin towards his body, "Alright Kushina-chan... you don't have to worry, I'll treat you like a goddess."

Kushina could only close her eyes when the young man's arm passed touching her neck, "Look at this, the shape of your neck is very beautiful, long, I can feel the smell of your sweat from it." He whispered softly. Her fingers then move across the gap between her chest, then spin there feeling her feminine shape and texture that is only covered by a thin piece of clothing,"And here, Oh, We... you know what I dreamed of last night on this part of your body? I'll play with them, give them touches that will make you forget everything, and I'll be fair. Take Kushina-chan easy, I'll treat them fairly." then slowly descended through the belly, Kiba gently polished Kushina's flat stomach, he resisted himself from tearing the shirt Kushina was wearing right away, yes he didn't want to rush, he would make Kushina enjoy his touch. We, he will make Kushina whine at him to be touched.

Kushina could only be silent, when she felt the touch of Kiba running in her body. There was nothing else he could do, it all ended here. Soon he will really be tainted by Kiba, soon he will really betray his own love. But at least even though Kiba can have his body, he will still save his heart for his son. Yes, Naruto's heart only belongs to one.

Then once again the figure of his son appeared in Kushina's mind, and once again Kushina was able to read the movements of his mouth which made him feel like dying quickly.

'I hate you...'

Kushina could no longer hold back her tears.

The Demon in His Heart

An hour before, somewhere...

That afternoon Naruto seemed to be standing while holding his knees with a breath of breath, sometimes he wiped the sweat flowing in his head with one hand, while several times paying attention to the watch he was wearing. It's been almost two hours after he left, Gaara will definitely kill him.

Naruto then uphed his body, while breathing as deep air as he could. There was nothing else the young man could do now, he had tried to contact Gaara a while ago but his best friend didn't pick up his cell phone either. Indeed in this situation he can't blame Gaara, but what does he want to do? In reality, Naruto's feelings couldn't be calmed down since he left his house.

The reason is simple, when Naruto was about to leave for some reason suddenly his mother was curt. The mother only answers her questions with a short word or two, and always says 'don't know' every time she asks her opinion about something. Naruto already knows his mother's temperament and habits. He knew that only when he was angry his mother would act like that.

Naruto shook his head, he didn't know why his mother was angry with him. Maybe he said it wrong? Or maybe he lost something? I don't know, but what is clear is that his mother was not angry because of last night's events.

Naruto's face turned red when he remembered the incident, he then rubbed both cheeks as hard as possible to get rid of his dirty thoughts. No, it's clear that his mother doesn't remember what happened between the two of them last night. But if that's the case why is he suddenly angry and rude to Naruto?

Indeed, sometimes women are very difficult to understand. Naruto smiled at himself, after all isn't that what makes them so attractive? Wait a minute, 'interesting?' We, he talked about his mother and he used the word 'interesting'. Maybe he's really crazy.

After walking down the main street of the housing complex, Naruto is now not far from his house. He felt very tired because when he was almost reaching his destination, his heart suddenly felt uncomfortable and after a long debate with himself, Naruto finally decided to return to his home. Well, it might not be wrong if he is called a 'home child' by his school friends, because for Naruto there is no place more comfortable than his own home. There he can find everything he needs and of course there he can also look at the woman he loves the most in the world.

Wrong ?

Stupid with other people's opinions, for Naruto his mother is the most beautiful gift he gets from us. That's why Naruto decided to return to his house. Since childhood Naruto has never been able to feel calm if something goes wrong with his mother, whether he does something wrong to him, or when he misses his daily habits that he usually does with his mother, it is clear that Naruto cannot do anything when something different happens to his mother. He even still remembers how he had to run away from school just to meet his mother because he forgot to say goodbye to him, or when he stayed up all night when his mother forgot to say 'good night' to him. Maybe it sounds ridiculous, but that's how Naruto is. This time something that wasn't much different happened again, he left his house with his mother being angry, Naruto didn't know what his fault was, and honestly he didn't need to know, he just wanted his mother to forgive him, and act again to him as usual.

Naruto's housing complex is quite luxurious, the building that stands in the area is large. His father's legacy used to be enough for him and his mother to have a slightly luxurious lifestyle, they have a spacious house, a private vehicle, and a small company led directly by his mother. How not ? His father is a chief director of the Namikaze company which has branches almost all over the country. Before his father died, he inherited various kinds of needs that could guarantee the survival of his wife and only son. Indeed, in the end the mother chose to leave her husband's surname and use the name Uzumaki again, but it was not that the mother did not love or respect her father. The reason why their surname changed was a little long, which is clearly related to the fact that in the past the relationship between his father and mother was not approved by Namikaze's extended family.

Sometimes Naruto overshadowed their situation if his father was still alive. Maybe he will put jealousy on his father but that will not reduce the respect he has for his father's figure at all. Naruto is indeed very close to his father, for Naruto the figure of the father can always make him feel safe, and every time his father says something to him Naruto always remembers this, his father is an inspirational figure for Naruto, a figure he has been idolized and at the same time the goal of his life. Yes, one of his life goals is to become a better person than his father.

The ringing of the cellphone that suddenly rang behind Naruto's orange sweater pocket awakened the owner's daydreams and made him jump in shock while cursing. "Feck ! I have to change this damn phone ringtone!" His snort.

When Naruto reached for the phone, he could see Gaara's name on his screen. At that moment Naruto felt tightness in his chest, his decision to turn around and return to his house made the young man feel very guilty. They haven't seen each other for two years, and of course Gaara will be disappointed with his selfish decision. Then what makes Naruto feel even worse is the fact that most likely Gaara has been waiting at their place of agreement, Naruto knows Gaara well, and it can be said that Gaara is not the type of person who likes to be made to wait.

With a rather heavy voice Naruto then answered the call, "Hello... Gaara ?"

"Naruto." Gaara's voice as usual sounded so deep, Naruto was always amazed every time he heard his best friend speak. Gaara is indeed someone who was born to be a leader, even his voice alone can spread the charisma owned by the young man.

"Gaara, ak-

Before Naruto finished speaking, Gaara first cut off his words, "I'm sorry Naruto, today I can't see you."

"Eh ?" Naruto was a bit surprised by the news.

"Hhhh... something suddenly urgent. Some of the directors of my branch company are now in Konoha and they asked me to lead an emergency meeting."

"Ng... is everything okay?"

"No need to worry, instead I want to apologize, I know we have promised for a long time for today... it's just... it's very sudden and I..."

Naruto breathed a sigh of relief for a moment, the burden that was carrying on his shoulder suddenly disappeared. He then replied to his best friend's words, not wanting Gaara to feel the burden he had felt too, "Gaara, I also actually want to tell you that today I have a little problem."

"The problem?"

"Well, not a big deal like you, just a little bit of a problem at home... I can't leave the house before my problem is solved."

"Something happened to your mother ?"

'Well, just say I did something I shouldn't have done.'

"What an unfortunate fate for you."

"Fussy."

"Well, then I'll let you know later huh? After all, I'll still be in Konoha for at least the next week."

"Oh, that's for sure... I'll chase you to Suna if you go home without seeing me."

"Chasing me ? Or... Temari ?"

"Feck !" Naruto broke his connection while cursing Gaara, he didn't realize that his face turned red when Gaara mentioned Temari's name.

'Temari-san.', the name echoed in Naruto's mind. Can never be lost from his memory the figure of the owner of the name. A beautiful blonde girl with sharp, wild eyes.

Suddenly Naruto felt his body shocked by a high-voltage electric current, 'Wait a minute! Temari-san... Temari-san...' If his guess was not wrong, this morning his mother suddenly changed his attitude when Naruto said something about Temari.

'Soon, for a moment... what if I talk about Temari-san to kaa-chan ? Why is kaa-chan so angry? Is it possible... Tck, stupid is impossible!'

Naruto shook his head, he would never have finished this if he didn't meet his mother immediately. Soon he arrived at his house, and at that time Naruto who was suddenly excited decided to run to his house. Maybe no one would have thought but Naruto was one of the fastest runners in his school, because it didn't take long for Naruto to get to his destination.

His steps stopped when he saw a black jeep parked in front of his house from a distance. At first glance the car looks familiar, but Naruto doesn't really care about it. His heart was beating fast, for some reason he suddenly felt scared, his own stomach even felt nauseous. Does her mother have a secret lover? Naruto wanted to scream when it came to mind. He then decided to walk beside the rows of trees lined up on the side of the main road, trying to hide from whatever was going on in his house.

Please note that Naruto's suspicions have some basic points. First, his mother never invited anyone other than his relatives and close friends to visit their home. Naruto knew all his mother's relatives and close friends, and none of them had a black jeep like the one parked in front of his yard. Second, if there are uninvited guests, his mother will always contact Naruto, for whatever reason but that habit has been going on for a long time. And the last point is, his mother never allowed anyone to park his vehicle right in front of the Sakura tree that grew in front of his yard, the tree was planted on the day Naruto was born, and even Naruto himself once felt his mother's anger when one day he used the tree trunk as the object of his game.

When Naruto's footsteps brought him close to the parked black jeep, Naruto bent his body and then ran to the side of the vehicle that blocked the people at home's view on him. Then while sticking to the side of the vehicle, little by little he stepped looking for a gap to peek towards his house. His movements stopped when Naruto accidentally looked at a small child in the yard right across from him, the child returned Naruto's gaze with a facial expression that hinted at suspicion.

"Sssst.." Naruto whispered to the child while covering his mouth with his forefinger.

When the child followed the movement exemplified by Naruto, the blonde-haired young man smiled proudly while nodding his head towards the child, he then put his body back to the side of the vehicle near him while creeping to the end, when he got there he carefully directed his gaze towards his place of residence.

He could see Kiba there, the young man was standing in front of a red-haired woman, his arms touching the woman's chin, making the two of them look at each other, exactly like what he often sees in drama-rama which has recently been famous. Naruto couldn't see the expression of his classmate, but the woman looked back at Kiba with a look that showed surrender.

Naruto's stomach felt spinning when he realized that the woman was wearing only a loose white t-shirt that showed her body shadow line, and a mini hot pants that almost showed the entire shape of her long legs.

And to dramatize the situation, let's assume that at that time Naruto realized that it turned out that the woman was none other than his own mother...

At that time he couldn't find a reason why the two of them acted like that, Naruto was even sure that his mother didn't know Kiba's figure because he himself had never brought the young Inuzuka to visit his house. Then now when Kiba touched his mother's face intimately, looking at him deeply, he didn't know what reason made Kiba dare to act like that? And his mother, Naruto didn't believe that his mother dared to dress like that in front of a man who was not a relative or member of his own family, returned the gaze of his classmate who he had considered stupid while talking with his blushing mouth.

Then Kiba's hand slowly descended from the mother's face, moving on her body, turning around her chest, making Naruto immediately throw away his gaze from their direction. It is clear that both of them are involved in a relationship, if a woman allows a man to touch her body in such a way then it is clear that the relationship between the two is not a friendship or friendship relationship.

And that day will be remembered as the day Naruto threw away his feelings for his mother. Whether it's his interest, his affection as a child, his care as a family member or his friendship with the mother that has been strongly intertwined so far.

Everything just disintegrated.

What will someone say when he knows that it turns out that the mother he loves so much is in a relationship with someone? Reasonable ? Alright, fair enough. Then we change the question, what will someone say when he finds out that the mother he loves so much turns out to be in a black relationship with his own classmates?

At that time Naruto didn't know how he could continue to live, because at the same time he felt very sure that his heart had stopped beating. The air that filled his lungs was sucked out, the blood on his face was drained. Zombie, he feels like a zombie, an undead who moves purely due to the hatred in him.

Hate...

The word is very easy to say, but to fully animate it it is necessary to have a major event that changes a person's point of view about something. In this case it may be love. Yes, Naruto loves his mother very much, the love of a child who slowly grows and metamorphoses into something more.

Naruto is not crazy, or at least he is not crazy. He knew that the feelings he harbored in his mother were something that was forbidden, something that was considered taboo. And as much as possible he always buried deeply - in that feeling. Life is not fair right? Some people are born blind, some are born without perfect body parts, well maybe in this case Naruto was born with a forbidden feeling that grows in his heart.

But does that mean he justifies the forbidden feelings that grow in him? Does he try to approach the mother with a sexual approach as his attraction to the mother is getting bigger and bigger? Of course not, keep in mind that at this time Naruto is not crazy.

Not yet, that doesn't mean it's not.

Now we're back to the word hate. If Naruto has never once had a feeling of hatred for his mother in his life, then perhaps today that feeling will always be with him every time he looks at his mother's violet eyeballs. It's ironic, knowing how Naruto used to really admire the beauty of these eyeballs. The smile, words of affection, hugs, and outpouring of feelings that he had been raining on his mother's figure turned out to be rewarded with this cheap.

Then what really happened last night? What did the mother do to him last night? Is it just one of his mother's efforts to satisfy the passion and thirst for sex accumulated in her? Then what about the past week? The mother who often comes home at night, is busy playing with her cell phone, and looks more feminine than usual. Has he been in a relationship with Kiba all that time? If it is true then to what extent does he have a relationship with Kiba? Or maybe the more appropriate question is, does the mother just act like this to Kiba alone?

Naruto tried to catch his breath, he hit his chest hard-hard forcing his heart not to beat too fast, then peeked into the vehicle parked right behind him. The vehicle window is wide open, as if challenging anyone who wants to steal it to enter.

'Typical of a Kiba', it was in his head when he looked at the messy interior of the vehicle. Piles of books, and clothes scattered on the back seat, bottles of liquor lying right on the vehicle's dashboard. Nothing was really suspicious until suddenly his gaze was locked to a black cloth that was between a pile of jackets right above the driver's seat.

Naruto briefly peeked at his house from behind Kiba's vehicle, he saw his mother and Kiba were still involved in a conversation, although now the distance between the two is getting closer. Knowing that his presence was not yet known Naruto then quickly reached into the black cloth in Kiba's vehicle.

"Ssst !" A voice suddenly sounded.

Naruto, who was immediately shocked, pulled his arm and turned to the source of the sound. The little boy apparently was still looking at him with a suspicious look, he now shook his head while putting his palms on his waist. Yes, not only did Naruto's movements feel suspicious, but now the child began to think that Naruto was a thief.

'Damn boy, just annoy you!' Naruto snorted in a low voice, he then reached into his pants pocket, took the wallet he had kept there and showed it to the child.

The child smiled, he gave Naruto his thumbs up.

"Little devil!" Naruto while holding back his emotions took a piece of money stored in his wallet and showed the money to the child earlier.

He shook his head.

Naruto's emotions were getting higher, with patience that began to run out he took two extra bills from his wallet and showed a total of three bills of 3,000 ryo to the child.

When the child nodded with a big smile, Naruto folded the three bills into a small fold and carefully threw them at the child. After that again Naruto gave the damn boy a gesture to cover his mouth, fortunately this time the boy nodded while running into his house. Naruto could only shake his head at that time, if this was just a fictional story maybe the moral of the boy's behavior was 'money can always be used as transaction material'.

Knowing that he was no longer under anyone's supervision, Naruto repeated his action to take a black cloth that he had seen in a pile in his classmate's vehicle. With one quick movement he managed to take the cloth, and when he examined it, his heart suddenly broke.

The cloth turned out to be his mother's black stockings.

Why did Naruto know? It's easy, because one time his mother accidentally mixed the stocking with the clothes in her closet. And when Naruto saw it, let's just say his dirty instinct at that time suddenly overpowered him.

Naruto lost all the strength in his body, he curled up beside his classmate's vehicle. He wanted to cry but his erupting anger prevented him from doing such a low thing. Indeed he has no right to prevent his mother from feeling love after his father's death. After all, the mother is a woman who of course has her own biological needs, but doing it with her own classmates, it seems to insult her. After all, his mother knew that Kiba was one of the people he didn't really like, apart from Sasuke.

Maybe his mother deliberately wanted to make him hurt, but for what reason? What he had done until his own mother had the heart to act like this to him. Destroyed, only that word can express the feelings in his heart.

Naruto was pensive, he didn't know what to do. The reason for living turned out to be all this time was just a cover, a mere boast, something that turned out to be only in his imagination. The love and love he felt was pseudo, he almost couldn't believe that all this time it turned out that he was just chasing a mirage. The closer he gets, the farther away his goal is, his thirst will never be satisfied, he may have been destined to die silly in the middle of a desert called love.

Well, now he doesn't care anymore. He just wanted to quickly enter his room, lying on his bed thinking about what to do. Stupid with what he sees and hears. Naruto then stood up, his mother's stocking that he was still holding next to his hand he folded a little and put it in his favorite orange sweater pocket, maybe later he would throw the stocking right in front of his mother while shouting the word 'Whore!' As strong as he can. Yes, it's not bad either.

Then without wasting much more time Naruto walked away from the side of Kiba's vehicle, his steps firmly brought the young blonde to his house. Then to give a little surprise effect to a pair of dark lovers who were whispering, Naruto called towards them, or rather he called Kiba.

"Hey Kiba !"

The Demon in His Heart

A few moments before, at Uzumaki's residence...

"Kushina-chan, please stop your crying... I can't see you crying." Kiba whispered intimately to Kushina who at that time was drowning in his guilt. Those words honestly came out of his heart, for some reason he felt tight when he saw Kushina's tears dripping on his face. "Kushina-chan I love you..."

Kushina didn't say anything, she let Kiba's arms crawl over her trembling body. In his mind he could only remember the figure of his sochi-. Many times he mentioned the word in his heart, whining, begging, asking for forgiveness for the nature of the prostitute in him.

"I'll do anything for you Kushina-chan... trust me." Kiba kept polishing her palms on Kushina's stomach, "I don't even hesitate to marry you... stupid time with my family... I love you Kushina, and I'll put my seeds here... in your stomach... we'll be a family. Isn't that what you want?"

Kushina shook her head weakly, "No... please don't do that... I'll only do this once." Kushina spoke through her trembling jaw.

"We'll see Kushina-chan... we'll see." Kiba's words hinted that Kushina would not be able to prevent the young man from venting sexual desire on him many times.

Kushina knew about it, she understood very well that with what Kiba had, the young man could threaten her to do anything. Kushina couldn't have let Kiba leak the tape to her son. Even though he knew what he would do had the potential to ruin his relationship with Naruto even worse but at least it wouldn't happen anytime soon, unlike if he let Kiba give Naruto the tape. His son will immediately put hatred on him, and in this world there is nothing he is more afraid of than to feel that hatred.

"Ki... Kiba don't be here... let's just go in." Kushina whined between her tears.

Kiba shook his head, "Just a moment, let me touch your body for a moment. I want to feel your body... it's different from last night right ? Last night you were too drunk to realize what you were doing... after all last night I could only feel your body in seconds, you always brush my hand if I touch you for too long."

Kushina's tears flowed more and more. Last night's incident always made him feel nauseous, indeed in reality he didn't let Kiba or Sasuke touch his body for a long time, he even brushed off their hands when the two young men dared to touch his female area. But that doesn't change the fact that what he did last night was something very low. He was drunk, but if he could be honest he wasn't so drunk, at that time he could still control himself, even if not completely.

In short, the chronology of last night's incident is like this; Mikoto invites Kushina to let go of fatigue at a nightclub, they both drink too much and lose control of him, at the same time they suddenly feel such a high sexual urge. They then danced, danced, changed partners until they both finally met Sasuke and Kiba. With a sexual urge that was high at that time Kushina and Mikoto pulled the pair of friends to dance with them, I don't know what happened afterwards but a few moments later Kushina and Mikoto were suddenly already in the VIP room, dancing while holding the pole attached to the table.

Kushina at that time didn't know how Mikoto felt, but from her face the Uchiha woman also seemed to enjoy every move that made Sasuke, her own son smile broadly. Kushina didn't want to lose, she got off the table where she danced and teased Kiba with her erotic body. Every time Kiba tried to touch him Kushina brushed off the young man's hand with a mischievous smile, he whispered softly in Kiba's ear, "You can see but you can't touch." The fact that Kushina could remember the word that came out of her mouth was one proof that she wasn't so drunk last night.

At that time, the next day it was getting late, Kushina and Mikoto ended their game and went to go to leave the club, but before Kushina could leave Kiba gave the woman his mobile number and vice versa, then with a slightly embarrassed face he said that he loved Kushina. Of course Kushina didn't really respond to that, but considering her high sexual arousal at that time she wanted to give a gift to the young man who had dared to express his feelings for Kushina, without shame she pulled down the stocking she was wearing, showing the perfect shape of her legs to the young man before he put the black cloth on Kiba's face, one thing she regretted the most when it was the words she said when she gave the stocking to Kiba.

"You can contact me anytime."

Kiba didn't waste time contacting him. Last night when Kushina drooped weakly on her bed while crying, the young man sent her various messages. It must be admitted that the message containing sweet words really comforted him a little, especially after he stupidly forced his own son to make love to him.

Naruto of course refused that invitation, he was a good young man. Kushina did not deserve her son, deliberately she wanted to quickly return to her house in a state where she was still dominated by sexual passion to that night also express and prove her feelings for the son. He should be proud of his son who rejected the dirty invitation from him, but he could not deny the heartache that at that time also grew in his heart, after all he had been rejected, and as everyone knows, rejection is something painful.

Kushina's body trembled even more as Kiba got closer to her, the touch of her hand now moving wilder and wilder. He could even feel the snort of the young man's breath which was dominated by lust. When her hands tried to squeeze Kushina's breasts full, the woman quickly stopped the movement. He caught both of Kiba's wrists before both of them reached the goal. Kiba pulled off the grip, he then tried to push Kushina into his house but he didn't do that. Kiba suddenly heard the sound of footsteps approaching from a distance.

"Hey Kiba !" The voice sounded familiar.

Kushina's eyes opened wide when she heard the sound, her body suddenly trembled, her breathing stopped for a moment along with her legs which suddenly felt very weak making it difficult for her to support her own body.

No different from Kushina, Kiba also felt frightened as soon as he heard the voice. His whole body felt stiff, let alone to move, Kiba couldn't even make a sound from inside his esophagus which immediately felt dry.

"Hey stupid, why just shut up." The voice was heard getting clearer, now accompanied by the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer to him.

With all his might Kiba tried to turn towards the voice, his guess did not miss when the figure of a young blonde was seen walking towards him with a slightly disturbed facial expression, "Na... Naruto ?"

Naruto pushed Kiba's head arbitrarily, "Of course stupid, whose house do you think this is!". If Naruto didn't pretend he didn't know maybe he would not just push Kiba's head, maybe he would slam it to the ground and trample his rotten head until the stupid young man's shallow brain came out of his own ear hole, but at that time Naruto thought that it would be funnier if he pretended not to know about the two of them.

"So... sochi, I thought you wouldn't be home until tonight." Kushina's voice stammered slightly.

Naruto shrugged his shoulders, "Gaara can't meet me today, there's a sudden affair until the night he said." He explained as he walked closer to his mother, 'Kaa-chan, a very good choice of clothes to receive guests.' Naruto smiled innocently.

Shocked by his son Kushina's words stepping back, he looked at his son's body and face alternately before finally saying, "A... I... sorry I changed clothes first!" He then hurriedly ran into his house, leaving Naruto alone with Kiba on the veranda.

Kiba doesn't know what to say, everyone knows that Naruto is not just an ordinary ignorant young man, he knows about the dark reputation of this classmate. That's also what has been making Kiba not dare to be openly on the opposite side of Naruto, because that's when Naruto turns his body and looks at himself Kiba can only fake a smile on his face, "Naruto... a..I'm here to see you."

Kiba's sentence that was uttered clearly confirmed that there was something that the young man was hiding, and Naruto had a guess about it. Now what is in the head of the blonde young man is how he can destroy this classmate perfectly.

Yes, perfect.

"Is that so? What's wrong?" Naruto didn't seem to be very interested in what Kiba said, he folded his arms while leaning on the side of the door hole of his house without the slightest dull his gaze towards the young Inuzuka.

"Ah, yeah... so coincidentally I just arrived... I want to take you to Shikamaru's place." Reply Kiba, still with a trembling voice.

Naruto shook his head, "I don't want to go anywhere."

"Eh ? Are you sure?"

'I'm not feeling well, my emotions are unstable.'

Naruto's answer made Kiba even more frightened, if to be honest Naruto enjoyed what he saw, he only regretted not being able to finish off this stupid young man at that time. "Then... a..I'll just go alone." Said Kiba who actually felt grateful when Naruto refused his invitation.

Naruto didn't reply to his words, they just looked at each other in silence before finally the blonde young man's patience ran out, "Then? What are you waiting for?"

"Hah ? Eh ? Ah, okay then... ng... I'll say goodbye first." Kiba seemed a little wrong after hearing the question, indirectly the sentence meant to drive him away, and even though Kiba felt a little insulted by it, he also had to admit that deep in his heart he felt relieved.

Naruto looked at his classmate who at that time was only wearing a black singlet shirt and skater-style jeans that were a bit sagging from his waist. Kiba waved his hand at Naruto when he was at the gate of his yard, Naruto just nodded at the young man, not too much care about his departure. Not long after Kiba's black jeep vehicle moved away from his house, Naruto smiled slightly, he had to admit that although Kiba was one of the humans he hated the most but his taste in choosing a vehicle was not too bad.

When Naruto entered his house, he found his mother's figure standing in the main hallway connecting the main door with the living room where his favorite sofa was. While closing the door leaf behind him, Naruto could notice the appearance of the mother who was now seen wearing her daily clothes in the form of a white sleeveless collared blouse which was then wrapped in a green dress that covered her body up to the ankles.

"Have your friend come home sochi?" Kushina asked, her eyeballs rolling without direction she did not dare to look directly at her son.

Naruto just smiled at his mother, "Kaa-chan doesn't know his name?" He lured Kushina to talk.

"Ah, na... his name is Ki..ba-kun isn't it?"

'Yes, he's my classmate.' Naruto answered, once again his suspicion was confirmed when Kushina answered his question with a trembling voice.

"So... sochi... kaa-chan didn't mean to welcome your friend in such clothes."

Naruto raised both his eyebrows, "Then?"

"A... I thought it was Mikoto-chan." Answer Kushina.

Lies after lies that were told to Naruto, the more he listened to him, the sicker he was with the figure standing in front of him: "Yes, kaa-chan, it's fine. I want to sleep first." Naruto then passed by Kushina without looking at him at all.

'Sochi wait!' Kushina clasped Naruto's wrist when they passed each other. "Okaerinasai". He continued with a smile towards Naruto.

'Fake, that smile is fake!' Naruto cursed what he saw from the heart, then for the first time in his life, Naruto did not reply to his mother's words, he pulled his wrist off his mother's grasp while saying, "I want to sleep first... I'm tired."

Kushina kept silent while watching her son's footsteps moving away up the stairs, so far she had never once received such cold treatment from Naruto. Did his son see Kiba when the young man was touching his body? Or maybe he's just tired? Kushina trembled, she felt very scared by her son's cold attitude. But before he could catch up with his son to ask how he was, suddenly his cellphone rang. Reflex, Kushina then took out her phone which she kept in her favorite green dress.

There was one incoming message there, then when Kushina opened the message she could read the contents.

'I haven't finished Kushina-koi.'

Under the message a voice recording file was also sent from Kiba's mobile number. Kushina knew what the voice recording was about, but the curiosity that overwhelmed her made her press the button on her phone screen to play the recording file.

"Mmmhh... I can make you ahhh... even crazier..."

Of course not Kiba-kun, I'm imagining you."

"I'm touching my own body while imagining you...your touch, your kiss... your body scent... mmmhhh..."

Kushina fell when the sound came out of the speaker of her phone, with all her might she held back the sound of crying that once again came out of her mouth. On his knees he held his face which was flooded with tears. His phone was lying next to him, still playing the sound of the recording again. Only one thing that Kushina can now feel. Regret.

-TBC-

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