Another Chapter for y'all. A bit more sappy love between Happy and Sophia where you get to see Happy being more open with his wife

Season 2 is almost done thankfully because I honestly don't really like it myself. I was mad that Abel was kidnapped and Kip had died.

Kurt Sutter owns Sons of Anarchy but I own the lovely Sophia Lowman.

Chapter 15

The morning after the death of Zoebell and Caruso found Happy sleeping on his stomach. Sophia had gotten up in the middle of the night and hadn't gone back to sleep. So she sat beside her sleeping husband and worked on her newest novel. In the last couple of months she had been attacked three times. One of those times had been to save a girl from a fate far worse than death. She knew of course that she would always be a target and she didn't mind that. Happy had given her plenty of chances to run before he put his crow on her. And many more before they had gotten married all those years ago. Sophia couldn't imagine a life without her killer. He made her complete and made all that she had gone through before him worth it.

"You are thinking loudly again little girl." He didn't move nor did he open his eyes. But his voice told her enough and she couldn't help but smile. "Did my thinking wake you dear?" She teased as she set aside her laptop and leaned over his back. Her touches caused his muscles to twitch and she smirked. "Whats on your mind little girl." Draping herself over his back she sighed and nuzzles the back of his neck. Causing him to growl from the action. Sophia knew all the ways to get her man riled up. She also knew how to sooth his boiling rage.

"In a manner of months I have been attacked three times. Two of those times I was raped and two of them I was beaten. But I'm still with you so it makes me wonder when you stopped giving me chances to run." She would never run and they both knew that. He had been in jail three times while they were together and each time she was right there when he got out. She never used the clause and she never walked away when things got dangerous. Grunting he shifted beneath her causing her to move off him so he could roll over onto his back.

She draped herself across his chest this time. His fingers tracing a path down her spine then back up again. "I don't know when I stopped Soph. We've been together for nearing on ten years and I've grown to love that. You have become my saving grace and I would do anything to keep you by my side." He was being honest with her and because they were alone he could do it openly. This was their home and their safe haven. A place he didn't have to be guarded all the time. "Whatever we do next I have a feeling I'll be back inside again. So I want you to be extra careful and tell me right away if anything happens."

She nodded as she used a finger to trace his face. He was always glaring and frowning. His eyes dark and filled with the darkness inside him. Sophia loved when he came home still covered in blood from whatever it was he had to do. "Do you miss the nomadic life?" She wanted to know what his thoughts were. His thought process was always interesting to her. "No little girl I don't. Here this charter offers me family and protection in numbers. We live only an hours away from ma. This is our home Sophia and I wouldn't change it for the world." She smiled as he rolled them over so he was nestled between her legs.

"Do you think its odd that after being attacked I want you inside me?" She had dropped her hands to his chest as she wrapped her legs around him. Happy layed over her and shifted his weight so it was on one arm. His free hand ran down her side slowly. "No angel I do not. We have always been different to others. I find comfort in being inside you. The way you willingly submit to me. How you respond to everything I do to you. I find it comforting to know you're still here with me. It isn't odd that we need sex to feel that way after something happens to either of us."

She bit her lip ignoring the sting from doing so. "Happy will you make love to me? I want to feel you all around me and in me." He smiled as he bent down to kiss her busted lips. He'd do anything for his wife and he knew making love was just the start of what she wanted this very morning.

Hours later the couple were at the table eating breakfast. It was simple eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee each. "Did you have fun yesterday Hap?" She looked up at her husband as she sat beside him. Tucked into his side as best she could while she ate. They usually did this when she was in one of those moods where she was being shy and clingy. It was her coping mechanism for when she became overwhelmed with whats been going on. "I did. Both in bed and at the warehouse. The guys saw your marks and how I was walking. I think we are beginning to scare them."

She giggled as she turned her face upwards. A bright smile on her face just for him. "Yes well apart from the rare occasions you make sweet love to me. We aren't like other couples who enjoy rough sex. Me and you have our own kind of rough sex that is a bit more rougher than normal." She took a bit of her bacon as she winked at him. Her body still humming from being so sated and full. "Of course thats nothing compared to what I do when you get home after doing something for the club. I love it when I see evidence of you living up to your name."

Happy tilted his head at that and refocused back on his food. "You have always been unaffected by what I do. Yet you get aroused by the fact I am a killer and I enjoy it." His wife was something else but he loved her and wouldn't dream of changing her. "Yes well you have your sweet moments as rare as they are. I love you killer just the way you are." She simply stated as she took her plate to the sink. He was soon nudging her aside and began doing the breakfast dishes.

"Will you be called in today?" She wore only her husband's shirt so if they wanted to play more he had easy access to her body. "Not sure little girl but until I am we can spend time in bed. I really missed doing that with you." He finished the dishes then turned and faced her. "You've been clingy this morning and shy. Is everything okay?" He knew she only got like this when she couldn't cope well enough with all that has happened. Its a sign that too much has happened too fast. It was all piling up and she only had him as an outlet. Normally she would be fine but she has been through a lot these last couple of months.

"No not really baby. I have no idea whats happening anymore. Gemma, Clay and Tara are up to something I can feel it. Darby has been really quiet lately. I just feel like something is going to happen that will take you away from me. You said earlier you had a feeling you'd be back inside. I feel it too and I hate it when you get blindsided. Because thats exactly what this feeling is, you'll be doing something and it won't turn out how you thought."

She broke down then and only his arms kept her from falling to her knees. She wasn't strong all the time no matter what anyone thought. Sophia was just as human as everyone else. "It's okay angel I have you. Just let it out little girl." Happy hated it when it got to this point. She focuses on everyone but herself most of the time. Its why he takes advantage of their time alone. To be that person she can always rely on and talk to. It wasn't always about sex to him. Lately though the club had been so busy that they barely got time to themselves.

Sophia clung to her husband and allowed him to pick her up. He carried her to the couch and sat down with her cradled in his lap. "Take a moment to let it all out baby. I'm sorry I've been so busy lately but no matter what you can always come to me. You know this Sophia." She listened to him and cried it all out before she began to calm down. "I know Happy I know and I'm sorry for not coming to you. You being busy lately isn't your fault. In time things will settle down and we'll have more time to ourselves again." She wiped her tears away and kissed her husband tenderly.

Happy took her back to bed where he spent the rest of the day loving her. They rarely got the chance but when they did. He didn't get rough instead he made love. Sophia was the one woman who had ever been able to bring out the softer side of himself. The one woman he was able to be vulnerable with. So as the day wore on and he wasn't called in. Happy took full advantage of it and made it all about his sweet wife. And when they finally went to bed that night. He felt as if something had taken that weight he unknowingly carried off his shoulders. He felt ready to take on whatever was coming next. He had taken care of his wife and she had taken care of him. Curling around his wife he drifted off to sleep with a smile on his face.

Next up: Updates on what Gemma, Clay and Tara are up to. And the club gets the wrong tip about where Cameron and Edmund are leading to them being inside for a bit.