I was able to get to my station before the boss showed up with a few seconds to spare
. I quickly got my shit together and tried my damnedest to calm my heart rate...I've never once been late to work...not once...in 3 damn years
I sighed out and ran my fingers through my hair untangling the matted mess.
work hasn't even officially started BOOMING yet and I was ready to leave.
I heard heavy footsteps approaching and out of nowhere an arm came around me tugging me to the left... 'Trevor and his childish behavior!'
" you got lucky man...by the way, what's going on with you Inu, you've never showed up to work late..did you have a wild night or something ?" I could hear the sarcasm in his words and needless to say, I just wasn't in the mood for it.
I pushed his arm away, " lay off would ya...I just didn't sleep well. "
if there's one thing I've learned about Trevor, is that if he wants to know something, he'll pry until you cave in and start talking.
" awe c'mon Inu, stop bein' such a sour puss and lighten up...I was just messing around with you. I know you take work seriously, and you ain't really one to mix work with other pleasures..it's just odd of you that's all."
I glanced back at him and huffed. " psh, even superman has his days...today just happens to not be mine."
a concerned look came from Trevor " you're not in any type of trouble are ya? own anyone money or...made a bet with the wrong type of people...cause if that's the case i have your back man, no problem"
I felt a snicker rise to the surface and I placed my hand on his shoulder. " as much as I appreciate the offer, I'm pretty sure your wife wouldn't like that...and besides, I ain't in any trouble. But thanks for the offer bud.
he grinned and we both went our own ways after exchanging a few words.
it was getting late and the club started to flow with more people by the second.
I thought back to the run in I had with the New band member of the bar...her sent lingered and I was longing to meet up with her again, but since our accidental introduction I haven't seen hide nor hair of her...yet I could smell her near... actually I smelled her scent... everywhere
it lingered in the air like smoke, only this scent didn't smell of perfumes or lotions... it was a particular musk...a sweetness that laid in the back of my throat..
a tap on my shoulder broke me out of my lustful spell...I glanced back and I melted into two twin pools of liquid honey.
the one and only person I tried finding throughout the whole entire day found me instead and ...I was frozen
She was wearing a black silky dress that hugged her every curve, it slit on the side so her legs were free, and my goodness those legs...her legs were long, toned and covered in a sheen of lace... seductive enough to bring Satan to his knees...
her lips were moving but...I couldn't take my eyes off her face...her big gorgeous eyes, her full lips, the pink hue of her blush..the shape of her cheekbones...I suddenly felt overheated and ...in a state of arousment.
I quickly moved back a little bit considering she was awfully close and her smell was driving me insane.
" I'm sorry I startled ya, I was wondering if you'd like to have a drink with me before I go on stage."
I raised a curious brow. " you want me...to have a drink...with you?" I sounded like a babbling idiot...
she chuckled a lil bit " well...yeah why not?
I swallowed deeply trying to gather my wit's.
" uh...okay sure just um...give me a second "
She smiled and nodded happily, and walked over towards the bar...I watched her walk away...stuck in a physical state I've never been in before...I couldn't control my thoughts, my body was on fire...and my hands ..
I looked down at my hands, they were shaking
.
A bead of sweat ran down my face and I felt
my heart pounding
I felt extreme hunger....but not for food...no this hunger was for the devil woman and I wasn't even sure why.
I got up and excused myself to the men's room, running cold water over my face to try and bring down my body temperature...
I looked up in the mirror..." you can't do this...you need to stop acting like a horny teenager and regain your damn composure. she's just a woman...she's just a woman..." I closed my eyes and repeatedly said those words.
but all my male pride went away when I arrived at the bar.
She smiled up at me and I gave a little smile back before pulling out a stool and sitting down.
" so, Kagome...what do I owe the pleasure?" I said
she shrugged. " this is gonna sound very weird and maybe even a little Corny but...you seem familiar to me...I don't know why...but a part of me feels... connected to you."
connection...to me?..then realization hit me, earlier when I helped her up a vision of the past colored my line of sight.
I saw her ...but a different version of her, with me from a long long time ago...*
" we barely know each other." I stated matter-of- fact. " yet, you say you feel connected to me...why me? There are dozens of other people in this club...why are you only comfortable around me?". I asked, more or less wanting to see her reasoning within her eyes.
she looked up at me, her cheeks a bit tinted in red. " because...for some reason to me...you ain't everyone else...".
I couldn't help the shocked expression I'm sure I gave. She grinned and downed her drink.
" thanks Inuyasha...I don't feel as rattled now"
I blinked and realized my drink was still full and not touched. I went to down my shot and when I looked back up she was getting ready to leave the bar..
" woooow wow...wait a minute,where are you goin'?"
I wasn't thinking when I grabbed onto her hand
a swoosh of air fanned out all around me and yet a shocking new vision took it's place
~ I saw myself running through a forest zig zaggin through the trees.
I seem... panicked for some reason...a dark aura is forming around me...and I hear someone screaming out my name...a blood curling scream...I see my face scrunch up in anger and then I see myself stop in mid stride, frozen...cold and so very lost
I look in the direction my other self is, and see a body... laying on the cold damp ground covered in blood. parts of the body were torn and pieces of it were scattered throughout the area.
i saw my other self walk closer to the lifeless body...I watched as my other self fell on my knees and gathered the person up in my arm..
the more I looked at the body the more I noticed the resemblance...this version of my past self lost someone very important to him...this person resembled Kagome...~
I heard a voice slowly faded back to reality. " hey are you okay? you're kinda hurting my hand"
I looked down and realized I was dead griping Kagome's hand.
I let go and apologized.
" you sure you're alright... your face is pale"
I shook the pictures outta my head and cleared my throat. " yeah...yeah, I'm fine, sorry I just kinda zonked out "
" well if you're sure...I'm gonna go get ready to play...my time is about to start "
I nodded as I watched her slowly drift away into the crowd.
" I need to get out of here..." I said to myself
i got up and decided to walk back to my original spot ...my intentions were to grab my jacket, smoke's and get the hell out of there so I could get some air...until a familiar yet not familiar melody came from the back.
I stopped where I was and glanced back.
"If you are filled with sadness
You can lean on me
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
Just like the way it is...
Come my way, alone in this darkness
Come close to me now I'll shine some light
I'll be with you, I'll be with you
I'll stay beside you
So come my way"
" I don't understand what's going on or why I'm reacting this way...what have you done to me...and why can't I get my mind off you...just who are you Kagome?" I said to myself
our eyes connected again and a warmth embraced me...she smiled down at me as she sang...and I felt my heart pound.
I turned back and shook my head...I put on my coat and I decided to leave...my shift wasn't over but I needed to get away from her and put as much distance between as possible..
I didn't trust myself right now...and for good reason
my body was calling out to clam her...to take her and make her my own...and I refused to listen to that deep dark demonic side of me...a part of me I thought was locked away...but something about Kagome... brought out an animalistic side of me I thought was dead and gone.
" everything about you makes me want you more...how could the gawds be so cruel..." I snarled. " creating such a captivating creature such as the devil woman."
