Kagome fled down the stairs as fast as her legs could take her... upset and hurt.
what stopped her in her tracks was the painful scream that echoed through the whole apartment complex. It was him screaming out in pure agony.
she stopped, contemplating rather or not to flee or turn back and aid him.
she didn't know why... considering the outcome of the situation, she still felt drawn to him.
there was a familiarity about him..
she huffed, and turned around to head back to his room.
but nothing could compare her for what she was about to witness
My body felt like it was being torn underneath the surface. My stomach was clenching.
My body was on fire, inside my veins i could swear ran liquid lava bubbling from one vessel to the next.
not only was i in pain...but a voice awoken inside and i could hear his tormenting sickening thoughts.
Impure, Blood thirsty, Lustful, greedy thoughts.
~ have you been so lax with life that you forgot about me? Poor fool...you had me tucked away like an old forgotten magazine..years of betrayal and years of neglect...how could you just lock me away...Don't you know Inuyasha we're stronger together...i am your strength,your power and your darkest desires ~
His demonic chuckling continued to cackle inside of my brain..Both of my hands flew to my head and i held it tight hoping the pressure would make it go away...
~ what's the matter? it hurts doesn't it...the blood that's coursing through you right now awakening every cell and molecule, transforming you into what you truly are. You may have shut me out...but i was never truly gone...i could never be GONE..cause I'll always be part of you~
I ended up pushing myself up against the door, and in front of me was my bathroom mirror and i watched in complete horror as my body metamorphosis into someone i didn't know...my face was no longer my own...my eyes were as red as blood and my nails were razor sharp. Scars appeared on my face and my body strengthened...my muscles were more defined.
~ this is who you truly are~
I shook my head " NO...this isn't who i am...This isn't me". My voice shook
I refuse to believe that the monster in the mirror looking back at me is who i really am.*
I turned my head away from my reflection when a soft knock was heard.
I wasn't able to make it to the door before the door knob twisted and slowly opened.
My eyes widened as Kagome stood there staring in complete shock and fear.
I couldn't speak...i couldn't move the only thing I was capable of doing was to watch, as utter fear paled her fleshy pink cheeks.
I could smell it...it cocooned her...she was shaking, yet she didn't run away.
~ look at her...i dare say...shes truly terrified ~
the demonic voice chuckled deeply.
~GOOD!~
No... please leave her alone...she hasn't done anything...i begged the monster from within my head and the only response got was.
~ SHES THE REASON FOR EVERYTHING ~
I didn't know what to do, my feet were frozen and I was too scared to scream...
what stood before me wasn't the same person who stood before me before i left.
they looked similar but were very different and the Aura around this person was magnified.
this aura was dark.
but what she couldn't get her mind off of was the fact that his shirt became ripped, and his body was rippling with god-like fractures. She was scared and turned on all at the same time...
She shook her head and slowly approached him.
He growled and snarled at her ... moving himself away the closer she got.
" Inuyasha..." her voice trembles.
Her presence just made him hurt more...she was the reason he was going through all this..He hungered for her in ways no other woman has ever made him hunger, her flush cheeks and the smell of her scent was arousing to him..his eyes couldn't help but feast themselves along her voluptuous curves and heaving breast.
she was a temptress, a wicked devil woman who brought out the beast in him.
" Kagome...please leave...I don't trust myself to not harm you...please" I said between gasps " I don't wanna hurt you ". I could feel myself start to slip, the beast was starting to consume me and my sight was starting to waver.
" what's wrong with you? more importantly...what exactly ARE you?"
~ what do you say inuyasha, how about we show her what we are~
* no...please gawd no...don't hurt her l...*
I could no longer hear her voice or see her face... everything became blurry before it all became black...i was trapped into the darkness just floating there..
~ now you're gonna see what it feels like being locked away...take a seat...and enjoy the show half demon...~
In the darkness a small personalized circle appeared. I was seeing through the demons eyes directly at Kagome.
" That's better.".he chuckled
Kagome was coming towards me...and my eyes began to burn.
" You wanna know what i am? that's a trickly question girl." the demon replied
" but...i can guarantee i ain't human"
she looked confused. I sat back and watched as this horrible conversation continued.
" then...are you a vampire? "
The demon threw back its head and laughed. " now that's an understatement...a vampire you say...tell me girl...do i look like a vampire to you?"
she took a look at my eyes, fangs and claws .and shrugged. " I mean...kinda" she said without fear
i need to find a way to get out of here otherwise shes gonna end up dead*
I watched my body stride up closely to her, she backed up until her back was up against the wall.. he placed both my hands on each side of her head and lowered his face close to her ear and whispered.
" The Inuyasha you once knew ...is gone ... you woke me up from my internal slumber... wicked woman...you made that weakling lose his composure. And brought forth this beast before you..yet you have the gall to question who i am.
The question you should be asking yourself...is who are you...to awaken something as forthcoming as I." his breath shot shivers down Kagome's spine...
I watched in complete horror..she was enjoying this...how stupid could she possibly be...
I watched as she raised her hand to cup the demons cheeks...and i surprisingly felt the warmth.
" I dunno what I did or...why my presents awoken a part of you that I'm sure you never wanted to let free... I'm sorry that I'm the reason for your pain... I'm sorry that being around you causes confliction. I don't really know you Inuyasha...but when I'm with you, near you, or hear your name.. I feel strangely connected to you...like I'm bound to you by a string of fate somehow. The day we ran into each other late for work ... visions overtook my sight... I was seeing a whole different era a whole different time...and within those visions I also saw you...and a person who... resembled me but...it couldn't have been me...right? "
she felt it too...the strange connection that her and I had for each other...the visions, the attraction...if she felt the same way then...could it be possible that we were meant to meet each other. That perhaps we were more connected in our last lives and parts of those memories were embedded in our souls.
her eyes filled up with tears but she continues to speak.
" We've only ever met at work yet...I feel like I've known you for an entire lifetime. I...dunno what you are...but I know in my heart it doesn't matter... I think a part of me always knew that you weren't...human. You resemble a vampire thirsting for blood...to warm up your soul...but you ain't a vampire...yet, you said you crave me, thirst for me...so what exactly can i do to help take away your pain?...if it's my blood you need ..take it... I have plenty of it to spare..let me help you, just please...come back to your scenes..come back to the Inuyasha I know "
tears slipped down her cheeks and I could feel my heart thump. Why's she doing this...why is she offering to save someone like me...i was a monster. Guilt over shadowed me..
" psh..you silly woman...it isn't your blood we crave... it's your body..." the demon's hand went down and ran his hand lightly up her skirt along her silky thighs, he went up higher and squeezed her hip. She left out a soft moan...
" If that's what it takes to bring Inuyasha back...then I'll willingly give myself to you...I won't run...ill protect Inuyasha...in any way I can... I'll do anything...even if that means giving myself to you." she felt defeated and sickened.
The demon rose up and narrowed his eyes down at her. " Do you have any idea what you're offering, you're giving me permission to take you for the Price of saving a half demon you barely know or have feelings for... sailing yourself to the devil to save a nobody...how disgustingly touching.." he rumbled.
she ran her hand along the chiseled chest, ran her finger tips over each muscle... mesmerizing it in case she happens to not make it out alive after all of this.
she looked at the demon in the eyes and tilted her head slightly to the side. " Before i do this...may i see Inuyasha for a few seconds..."
the demon raised a questioning brow. " why?"
she smiled sweetly. " to reassure him.. he isn't a nobody to me...that regardless of how little I know him...that his more to me then just a guy I'm attracted to..more to me then a companion i work at the night club with...that his beautiful just the way he is..fangs and all. "
The demon had a shocked expression on his face..he huffed out and nodded. But before i knew it I was being freed from the darkness and was brought back to reality just to see her looking up at me with big huge eyes.
" Inuyasha...is that you."
" DAMNIT, WHY DIDN'T YOU LEAVE...YOU WOULD'VE BEEN SAFER." I was angry, worried and scared for her safety.
" I... I couldn't " she whispered
" Why the hell not...if i was in your position i would've left and wouldn't have looked back"
So...if the situation was reversed...he wouldn't have come back. Hearing him say this broke her heart.
" So, you're saying if it was me...you would've just kept running..." her voice was low.
I regretted it as soon as the words flew from my mouth..i didn't mean anything by it...my brain wasn't functioning on full potential at the moment due to everything that was going on...
" Kagome... im sorry... I didn't mean for that to come out how it sounds..." he felt the pain start in his stomach again...and the fire relighted in his veins...the demon was coming back...
the pain was indescribable..." Listen to me.." hissing in pain." I'm gonna be forced back...but please.. protect your innocence.. don't give yourself to the other part of me..please. " I begged her. " regardless of how I feel about you... I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I selfishly forced myself on you...your much to important...*I want you..yes it's true, But I want you as a man...not a beast*
" It's the only way to save you.. I don't wanna watch you... disappear. " voice cracked
I laid my head against hers. " I'm never truly GONE...but with you here...around me..right now I cant continue myself..or him from unleashing hell... listen close Devil woman...you do something to me... something new, raw and I'd be lying if i didn't say it was addicting...that I wasn't' under your crafty spell...you said you had a message for me...but I heard you loud and clear. And i have a message for you too". My lips captured hers in a deep tenderizing kiss.. I put my Shakey hand behind her nap and pushed her closer... diving in deeper, tasting her longer...when I pulled back both of us tried to catch our breath
I could feel the heat beneath my gaze. " You ain't nobody to me as well Kagome. " i dropped my head trying to compose myself before he took control again. " Now please...GO!.