prompt ten : obsession
rate: M for Mature content
ten out of one hundred.
P.S this is a continuation of the au in chapter five (enemy to lovers) for those who loved the storyline. Credits to Erialhm0 for the inspiration!
"Obsession is the single most wasteful human activity, because with an obsession you keep coming back and back and back to the same question and never get an answer." —Norman Mailer
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He didn't know how it really started but found himself wishing it'd never end.
After that one fateful day where he had spent a passionate evening in the abandoned side of the school fucking his enemy, he found himself going back almost every day just to see if his luck would turn out like it did that one day.
He just happened to be walking by after smoking in one of the rooms and saw the golden head of hers walking by so he went with the thoughts of snooping and then the next thing he knew she had slapped him and it angered him so much the most logical thing he could think of was to assault her lips. Obviously it was the most logical thing to do considering it wasn't just her lips he assaulted but her bottom lips as well and every other part of her body.
He's never had sex with someone who made him feel so good and it shocked him to the core to come to terms with the fact it came from her. He never really thought that he would have sex with Lucy Heartfillia but here he was on a random Thursday afternoon, balls deep inside of her while she screamed his name.
He was just joking about seeing her the next day and he truly thought nothing of it. He kind of thought that maybe they were finally getting somewhere with their strained relationship but when he saw her the next day at school and her bitch attitude was back on full blast, it reminded him of why he had such a strong hatred for miss queen bitch.
But all fucking day he could only think about how that filthy mouth of hers moaned so sweetly into his ear and how every time she angrily screamed his name it would make him shudder at the memory of her climaxing.
It was addictive.
So he followed her to the storage closet during last period when she was packing the cones and soccer balls away and it became this entire thing where she screamed obscenities at him till her mouth was on his and his hands were in her hair.
The kiss was as angry as they were, tongues tangling and hands bruising against skin as they clawed at one another.
Lucy was first to push him away, cheeks flushed and a dizzy look on her face as she sputtered out so adorably.
He was just half-joking again but said he'd see her in 'their' room and high-tailed it out of there as if he saw a ghost because his heart was racing and his lips were hot.
At first he didn't think she'd show but she did and thank Mavis she did because it was even better the second time and he fucked her so hard for the bullshit she said all day.
He found out he liked her screaming his name but only when his hips were connected with hers.
Then he was gone before they could say anything else and it was becoming an everyday type of thing.
She would be a raging cunt during the day and by the time the last bell rang for dismissal, she was a withering flower under his naked sweaty body.
This went on for a while, four months to be exact. They never talked about it or acknowledged it. Nobody else seemed to pry or suspect anything so it showed she wasn't talking about it outside of those four walls they shared their dirty secret and he sure as hell wasn't going to tell anybody about their little affair. He felt as if this was their thing and he felt a bit giddy knowing he shared a secret with her.
He can't help but admit he did start noticing more of her though. Whenever she was near and he would hear her laugh, his heart would jump and he would find himself looking to see. Anytime he saw a glimpse of golden he was following the glint just to watch her act like she did everyday. Whenever she would smile his stomach would do this weird flip flop and he couldn't take his eyes away from her bright mesmerizing smile. Anytime he smelt the sickening sweet scent of strawberries and honey, her annoyingly pretty face would flashed through his head.
It fucking killed him how much of her he noticed.
Some days while they were back in that room, he would take his time just to feel that smooth curvy body of hers and drink her in. He would purposely lick her up and down her body in a painfully slow manner so he could burn every inch of her skin in his memories. Because he was the one making her feel this good and he was the one who started this whole thing and he was the one becoming obsessed.
She made him feel better than any drug ever did and it confused the hell out of him more than anything.
Some nights he spent staring at his ceiling and reminiscing on those moments.
Some days he wanted to ask what the hell this was. What they were. Some days he wanted to scream at her that this was wrong and how they shouldn't be doing what they were but why did it feel so right? Some days he wanted to admit he didn't hate her and wanted more but those days were rare. Some days he missed her and he would kiss her sweetly and hold her extra close as they made love.
And then some days, he was back to his and her old self and he wanted to strangle her because why the hell was she giggling and blushing at another man like he wasn't right fucking there?
"Are you even listening hot-breath?" Gray's voice snapped impatiently but he barely heard anything. "Hello?"
"Who is that?" He just asked, his eyes burning holes at the back of the student who was making Lucy laugh.
Gray turned to see who he was referring to and squinted. "Thinks that Sting from class 3C with Lucy."
"The new transfer kid from Saber?"
"Yeah," Gray turned back to look at the scowling student. "Why?"
"I just haven't seen him before," Natsu huffed, turning back to force himself to look away from the pair. "And I wanted to see what idiot would want to flirt with someone like Lucy." He scoffed, picking his pencil back up. "She sounds so fucking fake with that annoying laugh of hers."
"I don't understand this whole thing between you two," Gray sighed, tapping his pencil on the desk. "She's a nice girl, I don't know why you guys spend so much energy hating one another."
Natsu scoffed again, a bit more aggressively this time. "She's a fucking bitch who doesn't know when to keep her mouth shut. She's not a nice girl."
"Maybe because you keep terrorizing her so she feels the need to stick up for herself."
"You're just like one of those delusional brainless followers of hers just because she has a nice rack and pretty face. Get a fucking grip. She's a raging cunt and a bimbo at best."
"Whatever man," the ink-haired male sighed, turning his attention back to the shared book in between them. "Just because she's a raging cunt to you doesn't mean she is to everyone else. Anyone with a rack like hers can say whatever."
Natsu scoffed once more but didn't respond, images of Lucy flashing through his head with her on her knees and his hard cock between those massive tits of hers. It made his dick twitch and he shifted himself to suppress the feeling.
Turning his head around, he could see Sting had just left and Lucy was talking with Levy in the corner, her cheeks still painted pink as the girls giggled before they were walking in their direction.
He casted his head down to look back at his worksheet but his ears were trained on their conversation.
"I can't believe Sting asked you out," Levy said excitedly. "He is so cute."
"I didn't think he would either." Lucy giggled slightly. "I just thought he was introducing himself to me."
"He gives off such a bad boy vibe, it's hot! When is your date?"
"He said he'll pick me up tonight at six for dinner. Said he's taking me to some place called The Super Express restaurant. It just opened up!"
"How romantic! I'm excited for you, Lu!"
"Yeah… me, too. I haven't been on a date in a while."
"A date? Who would want to go on a date with you?" He was seething at this point, thoughts of murder rushing through his mind. He wanted to march right up to Sting and beat him to a bloody pulp to show him who she really belonged to.
Lucy was sneering at him and Levy had an irritated look on her own face. "Natsu, you don't have to be such an asshole all the time."
"All I'm saying is who'd want to go on a date with a bitch like Lucy?" His eyes fell on the blonde who was glaring at him. "She's loud, self-centered, and a raging cunt."
Lucy scoffed, arms tangling across her chest while she hissed angrily, "Coming from the dimwitted delinquent who reads at a second grade level."
"I'd rather be illiterate than go on a date with a bimbo like you." He gripped his pencil tight, growling.
"I'd rather jump off a building than go on a date with someone as dumb as you!"
"I'd rather fucking jump in front of a moving car than go on a date with someone as ugly as you!"
"Ugly? Who is the one who has a date and who doesn't? Uh, you! At least I have a date while your ugly sad pathetic self sits at home all alone wishing you were good looking enough to go on a date with me!" Lucy angrily shrieked, face red and body trembling as Levy stepped forward to grab her friend to start pushing her away. "Asshole!"
"Bitch!" Natsu angrily slammed his fist down on the desk, snarling aggressively while Levy and her got further away.
"Douchebag!" She called out.
"Cunt!"
Yeah, and the part he forgot to mention was that his body has now become accustomed to getting painfully hard after a screaming match with said enemy.
He really was going crazy.
Natsu couldn't sleep that night. He kept thinking how Lucy was on this date with this fucking asshole and his eyes kept looking at the time as if he was waiting for something. He was angrier the minutes went by as six came around and he thought about that idiot from 3C picking Lucy up for their date. And how she probably laughed with him all night and blushed like she was some fucking school-girl with a stupid little crush. And how he might even get to hold her delicate hands that were so baby soft and small. And how he might even get to kiss her plump soft lips that tasted like strawberry lipgloss or cherry, whichever she was feeling that night.
He was so angry he didn't even show for their usual after school activity which made him regret it because he had so many words to say to her. Which was probably for the best since he has absolutely no right to even say anything to her about this. They weren't dating or exclusive at all. They weren't even friends so who was he to get all squirrelly about a stupid date between two people.
But he was filled with pure rage as he punched his pillows and imagined a slow death for that dickwad Sting.
He even imagined all the way he'd punish Lucy for being so fucking stupid and make her beg like the slut she was being.
Maybe not a slut and not like he had any room to talk.
But it infuriated him how much he cared and he was in a snippy mood the next day at school because he didn't get a wink of sleep and he was still thinking about her with him. He had dark circles under his eyes and he didn't even have his tie on properly as he dumped his bag on the desk and slammed his head against the leather.
"You look like shit, what the hell happened?" Gray asked as he turned to look at his best friend, the clear look of shock on his pale face.
"I couldn't sleep."
"Bummer," Gray said half-heartedly. "You look like a train wreck."
"He always looks like one, Gray, no need to remind him. The mirror already does that for him."
Natsu narrowed his eyes at the voice that haunts his dreams and he turned to see the she-devil in person, the smug smirk on her pretty glossy lips and her hip popped out to the side. She looked so pretty all the time, his eyes lingered a little longer on her chest at the regret he couldn't have his face shoved in between them yesterday.
"Fuck off, Lucy. I'm not in the mood for your insufferable comments today."
"Were you up all night crying about how ugly you are?" She cooed mockingly, fisting her hands to bring to her cheeks to rock back and forth. "It's okay, Natsu, I'm sure there's some poor girl out there who is willing to settle for you. As long as she's blind and deaf, she'll look past all your ugly." She snickered, crossing her arms across her chest to push against her massive mounds which uplifted her cleavage even more.
It made him growl in instinct and he stood from his seat, towering over the blonde whose smile visibly dropped as her head tilted up with his build.
"Shut your fucking mouth before I shut it for you, Heartfillia."
It felt like the air had suddenly shifted and the heaviness that followed his words made her shiver just a bit. He watched how she blinked up at him and he swears she blushed just a tad bit but he was sleep deprived so how would he know? She swallowed pretty hard which made him watch her throat bob and he resisted the urge to grab her and assault her lips.
"Alright guys, let's just settle down and go find our seats. It's not a big deal." Gray said awkwardly, trying to break apart the conversation as he stood from his seat to step between the two.
His eyes burned holes into her own wide ones and he was surprised to see a flash of lust and desire swirl around those chocolate orbs.
He snarled at her reaction and took a step back, ripping his eyes away from hers as he snatched his bag from the table before he was storming out. He ignored Gray calling out for him and he shoved past the other students who were coming in. He was fucking pissed at himself for reacting so negatively and he hated how he cared so much.
He was sleep deprived, angry, and honestly a bit horny.
He came stomping into 'their' room and slammed the door shut, throwing his bag across the room where it slammed against a stack of chairs that wobbled. He kicked an empty desk and it tumbled across the floor, the metal hitting the floor with a loud crash as puffs of dust exploded into the air. He let out a frustrated groan and fisted his hair, tugging at the ends as he felt his body shake with emotion.
Grabbing the chair that laid against the wall, he dragged it to the desk he and Lucy usually fuck on and he sat down before slamming his head down into it.
He didn't realize he had fallen asleep until he cracked open his eyes and saw the sun lower in the sky and he heard the sound of a door opening.
His vision was hazy and his head felt heavy as he tried to lift his head off the table, a line of drool dripping down his chin. He slurped up the rest and wiped at his mouth as he blinked slowly, taking in his surroundings. He lifted his head at the voice but he was distorted from his slumber as he blinked stupidly at the figure in front of him.
Until he saw the bright yellow locks and the strong scent of strawberries and honey fill his nostrils.
"Are you even listening?" She planted her hands on her hips, a frown on her lips. "You practically missed the whole day. It's already halfway through lunch B."
"Huh?" He just said and she sighed, shaking her head.
"It's almost one in the afternoon. You've been gone for five hours. Is this where you've been hiding?"
"How'd you find me?" He ignored her question, his eyes darting around the room.
"Gray asked me to help look for you. He's worried if Erza finds out you ditched class she's going to kick his ass for letting you."
He just stared at the blonde who stood in front of him, the desk separating them. It felt like there was a whole ocean between them as he yearned for her touch and he couldn't hear anything she was saying but see how her lips moved with each word she produced.
He… missed her. Weird. Especially after flaking on her yesterday, he felt like it's been so long since he held her.
"You didn't show yesterday."
His eyes blinked up to look at her, her face twisted in a slight scowl but disappointment flashed across.
He stared for a second longer before he felt the corner of his lip pull into a smirk. "Miss me?"
Her scowl deepened but the color of her cheeks tinted pink and it made his chest feel warm.
"No," She huffed, her arms wrapping around her figure. "I'm just saying."
"It's okay if you did," his lips couldn't help but stretch into a grin.
"I didn't." She turned herself away, tipping her chin up.
"Come here." He called out for her and he could see her side eye him, her body swaying as if she was going to. "Come here." He repeated and she hesitated for a second longer before she was walking around the desk towards him.
When she stood in front of him, he reached forward and grabbed her arms, untangling them as he pulled her onto his lap. She sat without a fight and straddled his hips, a blush decorating her cheeks while she refused to look at him. His arms held her against his, hands gently holding her hips as he took her in.
Her scent was intoxicating as he inhaled and he could feel his dick come to life as he felt her straddle him.
"You should really come back to class. Gray has been up my ass all day about you." She grumbled, fiddling with the ends of his scarf that laid in between them.
Natsu chuckled lightly and he reached his hand up to cup her face, forcing her to look at him. "Shut up."
He pressed his lips against her softly, feeling the warmth of her lips against his own. It was gentle and warm, as if it was a mere greeting. The next one was a bit more eager as he pressed his lips harder against hers, pulling her closer to feel more of her. The one after was needy and hot, tongues sliding and breaths growing heavy as they consumed one another.
Buttons were being popped open and hands were gripping at flesh, soft moans slipping out.
She practically ripped his belt off as she unzipped his pants. He helped her pull his stiff member out as their lips never left one another, hands working in a frenzy.
He slid her panties to the side, ripping his mouth away from hers as he grabbed her by the hips to help her line her entrance to his throbbing tip. She gripped him by the shoulders, her eyes low with lust as she bit down on her bottom lip. She was already so wet and ready for him as she slowly sank down on his cock, a low throaty moan rumbling from her mouth. She tossed her head back as she took him in and he groaned with her, his hands gripping at her hips tightly.
"Fuck, you feel so good."
He gave her a second to adjust to his size before she was rolling her hips against his, moaning with the motion. His other hand found itself sliding up her stomach, pushing past her bra to have her breasts bounce out and he leaned in to suck while she rode him. He was groaning against her chest as she bounced up and down and he reached up to fist her hair, yanking it back for her to expose her throat to him.
He leaned in and nipped at her throat, leaving open mouth kisses as she moaned out.
He licked down her chest and bit down on her breast causing her to yelp and he used his hand to grip her hip tighter, slamming her down onto him. He licked at the bite to soothe the pain, sucking on her skin to leave a trail of love marks that painted her skin bright red.
He finally let go of her hair to bring his other hand to grab her waist, helping her ride as he repeatedly slammed down against his hip.
Her moans were loud and hasty, her voice shaking with need while she looked right at him. Her scrunched up face was so beautiful as her face glowed from the pleasure and sweat, her glossy eyes never leaving his own hooded ones.
"Lucy, I'm close." He gritted his teeth, fingers bruising against her hips as his thrusts became sloppy and needy.
"M—me too." She panted before a cry flew out of her lips from the way Natsu slammed into her.
They were at it for a couple more minutes, desperately chasing their high as they grinded against each other and Lucy's whole body shook as she reached her orgasm. Natsu let out a deep moan as he threw his head back, spilling his seed inside her pulsing coven.
They were both out of breath as she leaned against his chest, catching her breath while his own huffed in and out deeply.
She slowly peeled herself away from him after a while and she waddled awkwardly as their fluids dripped down her thighs.
"I have a handkerchief in my bag. Let me get it." He tucked himself back in his pants, zipping up the zipper while he stood up. He buckled his belt on his way to grab the bag he threw earlier and came back to dig into the thing before pulling out the cloth. He walked over to her and placed it in the hand she held out.
His eyes flickered down to her bare chest where the many marks of his hungry lips painted her pale skin all sorts of red.
"Hope Sting doesn't find offense I'm marking up his girl." His words slipped out before he could catch himself.
He watched how her entire body froze before she quickly recovered and went back to her clean up.
"I'm not his girl." She muttered and he raised an interested brow. "We just went on one date."
"How was that?"
"Why do you care?" She asked, making him ask the same thing.
"I don't," he replied smoothly, his eyes narrowing to glare at the ground. A silence mushroomed itself between them and Natsu never felt so far from her. "He's an asshat. Don't waste your time on some kid like him."
"I thought you didn't care?" She snorted slightly, looking up at him as she held the used handkerchief towards him.
Natsu grabbed it from her hands, his eyebrows pinching together. "I don't. I'm just saying."
"Not like it's any of your business who I am seeing," she started to fix up her shirt, adjusting her bra back on while he tried his best not to watch. "We have a second date this weekend."
Natsu felt his anger build up again and his face twisted into annoyance. "I know you're desperate but don't fucking snoop that low. Have some respect for yourself."
"Who are you to judge and tell me what to do when it comes to my love life?" She growled, glaring daggers at his scowling face.
"So what? You're that desperate for someone to love you and show you an ounce of affection that you're willing to go on dates with sleazy bastards like him?"
Her face grew red with anger as she clenched her fists, eyes burning with rage as he glared right back. "What the fuck is your problem? Why is it any of your business who I am going on dates with? And to judge me for it? Nobody asked for your opinion."
"You're just too delusional to see properly what kind of guy Sting is. He doesn't want to date you. He just wants to fuck you!"
"Like how you are?"
The air suddenly got heavy and everything stilled as Natsu reeled back from surprise. This was the first time any of them even mentioned anything about their little arrangement and it was shocking to hear about it. He didn't think she would even compare him to someone like Sting and it pissed him off anymore. He would never be like him.
Lucy took his silence as an answer and she laughed mockingly, her arms crossing across her chest. "For someone who is so sensitive about the topic of Sting just trying to use me for sex, maybe it's your own insecurities leaking out of that sad excuse of a brain." She tapped the side of her head with her finger making him shake with rage. "How about you worry about your own non-existent love life before coming for mine?"
She whirled around to storm out and he could only watch in pure anger as she slammed the door shut behind her.
He was back where he was before any of this happened and he grabbed the desk near him and threw it against the wall, the wall crumbling behind the heavy metal that crashed onto the floor while he let out a frustrated roar.
How did it end up like this?
He skipped class that rest of the week. He was angry and upset and he didn't even know why. He pretended to be sick and laid in bed all day, moping, drinking, and doing at least five hundred push ups a day. He ignored all the phone calls from Gray and the rest of his friends and he isolated himself away from the world.
And oddly enough, all he could think about was Lucy and Sting and he wondered how that date went. He wondered if Sting saw those marks on her chest and wondered what he felt at the sight of his girl painted in marks from another man. He wondered if Lucy would even let him go as far as she allowed him to go and he wondered if she thought about him when she was with Sting.
It was pathetic. Natsu felt crazy and like a sore loser because why was he so fucking jealous over some guy? Because of Lucy?
Stupid, annoying, dumb, pretty Lucy.
His Lucy. Not Sting's or anybody else's. His. Natsu Dragneel.
Why did it take him so long to see this?
"Natsu, where have you been all of last week? You missed two tests and you have a bunch of missing homework." Erza rambled but he wasn't even listening because his eyes were glued to the door.
He hasn't seen her in so long and she was haunting him all week so he naturally missed her. He spent all weekend thinking about what to say and coming to conclusions about his obsession with the blonde so he decided to take the shot. If she rejected him then he would force himself to move on but if not, he wouldn't have to pretend any more that he had an unhealthy attraction for her. He left a note in her locker asking her to meet him during lunch in 'their' room and he was nervous if she would show or not. They've been at a weird place for a week now.
Feeling the way his desk shook and the air from the roll up stack of papers in her hands, Natsu flinched and forced himself to look up at his red-headed friend who was shooting daggers his way. "Do you hear me?"
"Yes, ma'am." He saluted her, offering a wry smile. "I'll visit the teachers lounge after class and get my needed work for the last week. Thanks."
"Good," she nodded approvingly. "I'll see you two later." She looked over at Gray who offered a wave before she was off to go to her own class.
"What the hell is she doing here anyways?" Natsu scrunched his face up to look at his best friend who shrugged.
"She heard you were out last week so she made it her responsibility to get you caught up."
Hearing the bell ring, he whipped his head over to see if Lucy had come in and frowned when her seat was still empty. Lucy never runs late nor does she ever miss school.
He hoped she was alright.
Natsu only shared a couple classes with Lucy. His homeroom, first, and last period. They did share Lunch B together too so there was more time in between to bump into each other.
He was jittery all morning because she never came to homeroom or first period. He didn't see her around either so he wondered if she even came to school and it made him worry. The lunch bell just rang and he was on his way to 'their' room when he saw that blonde douchebag from class 3C hanging around some kids. He didn't realize he was walking right up to him till he was standing in front of him.
Sting looked right at him, confusion on his face. "Uh, can I help you?"
Natsu opened his mouth to say something but decided against it as he clamped it shut. Sting and his friends stared at him as if he had two heads and the rosy-haired student growled and just whirled around, storming off.
That was too close. He almost made himself look like an idiot and he was anxious to get to 'their' room, now. He wanted to see if Lucy ever saw his note or came to school. If she was alright. If she missed him as much as he missed her.
Opening the door to the empty room, his heart sank to his stomach as he walked in. The desk he threw wasn't on the floor where he threw it last week but upright and the debris from the wall was cleaned up though the hole was still indented in. He made his way over to the chair and sat down on it, deciding to wait it out as lunch just started not more than ten minutes ago so she might come.
He waited and waited and it made his stomach twist in an uncomfortable knot the longer the time went on. He spiraled but he kept assuring himself that maybe she just called in sick today so she didn't see his note. Maybe she had something to do during lunch and couldn't meet him. Or maybe she was with her new boyfriend and decided not to meet him.
He felt like he was becoming angry more often and it was fucking suffocating.
He left after forty minutes of sitting around staring at the wall.
Maybe she didn't want to see him anymore.
He didn't know how to feel but anger.
Natsu didn't know why he was going to 'their' room after the dismissal bell rang throughout the halls when he hadn't seen Lucy all day. Maybe it was the comfort of the room itself that made him want to go or the fact he hadn't been there in so long so he missed it. He barely spoke or ate today as his running thoughts just kept pinning itself against Lucy. If she was alright. If she was mad at him. If she didn't want to see him anymore. If she was sick. If she was just busy today. If she meant to blow him off.
He felt crazy. He's never felt like this before and he wouldn't think it would be her of all people.
He eventually came to the conclusion that Lucy never came to school today but he still wanted to sit and reminisce. He dragged himself to the room and opened the door, sighing out loud while he stepped in the empty room. But it wasn't empty and the one girl who was embedded into his mind all week was.
She was asleep on the desk, face buried into her arms as she slept peacefully. She must have been here for a while since she had fallen asleep and he could see how she had her bag hung on the back of her chair.
He didn't know whether to wake her or not as he gently closed the door and walked in. He approached her sleeping body, eyes locked on her adorable sleeping face and he was able to finally look at her without being creepy about it. He took a seat on the chair that laid out nearby and he leaned back against his seat, eyes glued on her sleeping figure.
How could he be so stupid this entire time? How could he mistake hatred for love for this girl he always had a thing for? Just to see her give him any ounce of attention, he was terrorizing her and poking fun so she would react. Why did it take her to go on a date for him to realize that? How dense was he?
He didn't know how long he sat there staring at her and thinking about her until the last bell for dismissal rang and it jolted her awake.
She slowly stirred and rubbed her eyes, her head lifting up as she blinked sleepily until she focused on his figure that sat on the other side of the desk. Her cheeks flushed crimson and he found her cute, a small smile curling on his lips.
"Hey," he said softly, making sure he didn't startle her. "Have a good nap?"
"What time is it?"
"It's three o'clock. Schools out."
Her eyes widened as she looked frantic, her hands patting at her sides while she fished out her cellphone. She confirmed the time and slapped her hand against her forehead, a groan flying out. "I didn't mean to fall asleep. I can't believe I slept through the entire day. I missed my math quiz!"
"What are you even doing here? Do you usually fall asleep here?" He quirked a brow while he remained still, his ankle leaning against his knee while he sat slouched in his seat.
"No, I—" her eyes flickered over at him before she was looking back down at her phone, typing a message to one of her friends. "I came to school late because I had a doctor's appointment this morning and I found your letter in my locker but by the time I came, you were gone or weren't here yet so I waited for you and I guess I just fell asleep." She sighed out in disappointment. "I can't believe I missed my math quiz. I stayed up all night studying for it."
Natsu felt some sense of relief and joy to think she had actually come and even waited for him. It made him think that maybe there was hope in this fucked up situation.
"I didn't see you this morning or during gym class so I assumed you never came to school."
"Then what are you doing here?" She eyed him suspiciously while she placed her phone down flat on the surface. "Do you usually come here?"
"Sometimes." He offered a pinched smile. "I like to come here when I want to get away."
A silence had sliced through them again and Natsu relaxed a lot more in his seat, drinking in the sight of Lucy Heartfillia looking flustered.
"What did you want to talk about?" She quickly approached the topic, scooting up on her seat to lay her hands on the desk.
Natsu watched in slight interest before his eyes were back on her face once more. "How did your date go with Sting?"
"Is that really why you asked me to come meet you?" She quirked a brow and he pressed his lips into a tight line. "Why do you care so much anyways?"
"I don't." He lied.
"I would believe you if you didn't keep asking." She huffed, crossing her arms across her chest to lean back into her seat. "So, what's the real reason?"
Natsu was silent, battling his inner dialog of one devil and one angel. He just didn't know why it was so difficult for him to voice out his feelings because he usually wasn't shy about letting everyone know what he felt but what was it about this particular moment that made him feel so flustered?
He didn't say anything and he hoped she couldn't see his hesitation. He merely just stood from his seat, placing a hand on top of the desk to support his weight as he leaned in and kissed her. It felt so natural that he didn't worry about anything else but was surprised when she had pulled away from him first.
"I…" her face was flushed as she looked away from him, eyes casted downwards. "I don't think we should keep doing this anymore."
He felt his heart drop to his stomach as he watched her fiddle with her fingers in an anxious manner.
"Sting and I are going steady and I already have a third date this coming weekend. I just don't want to mess anything up."
Anger flashed through his body at the mention of him and he clenched his fist, his face scrunching up. "Seriously? You're going to pick him over me?"
Now her face was scrunching up but more in confusion as she lifted her chin to look back up at him. "Pick him over you?" She echoed.
"How stupid can you really be?" He spat out harsher than he intended and she reeled back from him. "I kept telling you he's not good for you and you're over here being dumb!"
"And how do you know what's good for me?" She now stood from her seat, trying to stand up to him but he was much taller. "You and I are nothing, Natsu. All we do is sneak away everyday after school to have sex." He was trembling with rage at this point. "Meaningless, unethical, pointless sex that gets us both off. We don't even like each other. You bully me all day and make me feel like shit half the time and the only time we get along is when we're fucking each other!"
Grabbing her by the arm, his grip was tight and searing hot as he yanked her towards him. She fought him as she began to thrash against his hold, trying to push him back as he pushed her forward. "Natsu, stop it!" She shrieked as he began to overpower her and force her to take steps back. "Stop it!"
"For someone who always claims how much smarter she is than I am, you're pretty fucking stupid." He hissed out, shoving her against the wall where she continued to fight him off. "You've always been a stupid fucking bitch, Lucy, but I didn't think you were this stupid."
"Get off of me!" She screamed, her own face growing red as he pinned her against the wall. "I mean it!"
He grabbed her arms in one hand and pinned them above her, shoving his knee in between her legs to hold her still. He used his free hand to grab her by the chin, forcing her to look at him where she let a small gasp slip out. "You're mine." He growled, noses bumping one another as her eyes widened. "You're not going to fucking sit here and tell me that this is over. It's over when I say it is and I sure as hell won't lose to that fucking loser Sting." Venom laced words poured out of his mouth and she shivered as his hot breath fanned across her face. "I never thought that this was just meaningless sex. I never thought of you as just a body to hump. I would never think of you as someone who can just get me off. This isn't what you fucking say it is. It's more than that."
"Y—you don't mean that." Her voice trembled but she was fighting to keep her wary eyes on him. "You don't even like me."
He scoffed, his hand wrapping around her face as her cheeks puffed out and she whimpered as his grip tightened. "You don't know what the fuck you're talking about." He growled before he crushed his lips on hers.
She tried to push him off at first, wiggling around but her senses got to the best of her and she slowly began to melt into his kiss. She kissed him back while her own body began to relax. He let his hand slip away from her face and he cupped the back of her head to tilt it, giving him better access to her mouth as he slid his tongue between her lips. She moaned against his mouth, her own tongue coming out to play. His grip on her wrists loosened up and he dropped her hands for them to wrap around his shoulder, his body flush against her own. He hiked up her leg to his waist to indicate for her to wrap them around and she took the hint as he lifted her up, securely pressing her against the wall while her hands tangled themselves in his locks.
Natsu grinded his groin against her own, earning a throaty moan from the blonde. "You still think I hate you?" He growled against her ear as she shuddered. "When you make my cock this fucking hard?" He dug his hips into hers again and she moaned out a response. "You drive me fucking crazy with that smart mouth of yours. Makes me want to fill it and shut you up," He was fumbling with his belt, lips trailing down her throat and jawline, sucking on her pulse where she panted harshly. "For once in your life, shut the fuck up and think." He pushed her panties to the side before harshly thrusting himself inside of her.
Her dripping cunt squeezed him so tight he groaned out with her, her entire body tensing up in his hold. "Fuck, and you feel so fucking good. So wet for me." He moved his hand up to grip her face again, forcing her to look at him with glossy eyes. "Isn't that right?"
She looked as if she was struggling to admit to his words as she stared right at him, her mouth hung open as he dug into her. Her silence irritated him as he pulled out of her to slam himself back in, earning a loud cry from her sealed lips.
"Tell me, Lucy," he kept thrusting in and out of her as he pressed her body against the wall, his grip on her thighs bruising as he held her up. "Tell me who you fucking belong to."
She could hardly breathe as he didn't give her a chance to collect herself, nails digging into his shoulder to form crescent moon shapes into his skin while her voice grew frantic. Her eyes were low and watery with the words just at the tip of her tongue.
"Fucking tell me!" He shouted as he slammed her hips down, forcing himself deep inside of her core that had her screaming.
"You!" She sobbed, her head being thrown back with a thud as he kept rocking against her. "It's always been you!" She wrapped her arms around him, pulling him closer as he licked at her exposed throat.
"And don't you fucking forget it." He growled and she whimpered when he pulled himself out of her. Their fluids dripped down her thighs and he dropped her legs, pinning her against the wall so she didn't just collapse. "Get on your knees and taste yourself on my cock."
Lucy did what she was told, dropping to her knees in an instant as she looked up at him with those wide brown eyes of hers. Her hands wrapped around his hard length in seconds and he watched how she stuck her tongue out, dragging it up the underside of his cock while never breaking eye contact. He shuddered at the feel of her hot tongue against his glistening member and his hand found purchase in her hair, guiding her mouth closer to him.
"That's it, sweetheart," he panted, fisting at her hair as she began to swallow his tip. "Taste how sweet you are when your juices are all over my cock."
She moaned against his length that sent vibrations down his groin and he groaned out with her when she started to go down on him further. His eyes rolled back while he tipped his head to stare up at the ceiling, his Adam's apple bobbing in his throat. She was taking him all in and it made his knees weak, the rhythm of her bobbing getting him to grow harder.
"Fuck, Lucy," he hissed, his hands tightening around her hair. "You're so good at this. You're such a good girl. I love watching you take my cock in your mouth like it fucking belongs," he growled, shoving her down further making her choke and look up at him with wide watery eyes. "Feel how hard you make me? How crazy you make me?" She merely nodded with tears and drool streaming down her eyes and chin and Natsu pulled her away to allow her to inhale deeply and cough. "Stand up and turn around."
With wobbly knees, Lucy stood and turned around, facing the wall with her hands holding her up as she struggled to catch her breath. She felt Natsu kick at her legs and force them apart, his hand pushing her body forward while she popped up her hips towards him. The agonizing feeling of him pulling her panties down her legs made her quiver, her pussy throbbing to be filled by him. He was so slow with his movements making her push her hips back when she felt his heat.
"You want this cock?" He taunted, his grip around his hard member pulsing.
She nodded her head, bottom lip sucked in between her teeth.
"Tell me." He growled, slapping her wet entrance with his tip.
She whimpered out and looked over her shoulder to look down at his member before dragging them up to look at his face. "I—I want it."
"Want what where?" He teased her lips, sliding his length up and down against her dripping folds. "Use your words."
Her knees trembled as he continued to tease her and she whimpered again, her heart pounding against her ribcage. "I want your cock inside of me, Natsu." She breathed out, her eyes locking with his dark lust-filled ones. "Please." He let out a low groan before he grabbed her waist, perched her up high, and shoved himself deep inside of her. Her body automatically arched as she screamed at the intrusion, her nails digging into the wall. "Natsu!"
His hands were on her hips, pulling her back as he pushed in, her asscheeks rippling as his own hips bounced against it. He felt her squeeze him tight and he groaned, the lewd sounds of her sobs and her wetness squelching in the empty room. She was dripping down her own thighs and his entire length, the wetness coating his balls that were surely wetting his pants, too. "God, your pussy feels amazing," he leaned in to press himself against her back, one arm wrapping around her waist to keep her up. "This is my fucking pussy, you feel how it wraps itself around me so perfectly? Like you're fucking made for me." he growled into her ear and she shuddered, whimpering out in response. "Tell me who you belong to." The familiar feel of her pussy tightening around his shaft made him want to burst right then and there, his thrusts becoming sloppy and needy.
"Y—You…" she gasped as he pushed his hips right against her ass, stopping his movements. Her back arched as he moved his other hand to grab her by the throat, pulling her head back so she could see him.
"Who?"
"You!" She gasped out as he grinded inside of her. "Natsu Dragneel..!"
"Cum for me, Lucy," he leaned in to grunt against her ear, her moans growing loud as he went back to thrusting inside of her. "Cum all over this cock because this cock only belongs to you." He kissed her hotly, forcing his tongue in her mouth where she cried out.
She pulsed wildly against his length and he groaned against her mouth, his tongue sliding against the roof of her mouth as she came undone. Her entire body shook as he kept thrusting into her, reaching his own climax as she screamed his name. He spilled his seed inside of her throbbing cunt and the two were panting harshly, bodies pressed against each other as they wobbled from the lost energy.
She slowly began to sink down, making him roll himself to slide down the wall, dragging her with him as he cradled her in his arms. She tucked herself into his neck while he held her trembling figure and he fought to catch his breath, enjoying the moment of her in his arms. He was sure she could hear how wild his heart was and it was mainly because she was in his arms, making him feel all the emotions at once because he was sure of it.
"I love you." He blurted out into the heaviness of the air. He felt her grow stiff in his arms and he was thankful she wasn't looking at him because he could feel the tips of his ears burn.
The silence had returned tenfold, a heavy awkward silence mushrooming it between them and he kept still, afraid that if he moved a muscle that she would break away from him.
"I want to be the one for you." He continued, wanting to get it all out there. "I want to be the one who holds your hand when you're scared. I want to be the one who kisses you good morning and good night. I want to be the one that makes you smile and laugh. I want to be the reason why you're so excited to wake up and come to school. I want it all. The good and the bad. I want you."
He felt her shift in his arms and he loosened the once tight grip he had, allowing her to move so she was looking at him. Her cheeks were rosy pink and her eyes were wide and glossy, her swollen plump lips parted slightly.
He waited for her to speak, his eyes taking in the frazzled sight of the blonde. Her hair was messy and she had a steak of gloss across her mouth. Dried tears streaked across her face and her clothes were all sorts of creased but his heart skipped a beat at how beautiful she was.
"Do you… really mean that?" She asked softly and he refrained from rolling his eyes. "I just… you and I… Well, we never really got along so I'm just… I'm just at a loss of words."
"Lucy," he moved one of his hands to rub up and down her back while the other gripped at her thigh. "I know you and I had our differences and we were at each other's throats but I enjoyed every minute of it because that meant I got to talk to you. I know this all really started because of me and I'm sorry I dumped a bucket of water on your head the first day. I really am." He grasped her dainty hand that was fiddling with the hem of her shirt. "I think you're the most beautiful, smart, dedicated, hard-working woman in this world." He heard her inhale sharply. "I want to be the one who continues to remind you that you are."
Tears welled in her eyes and he tensed up at the sight, thoughts going at a million miles per second to figure out what to do. Was this the part where she punched him in the face and never wants to see him again?
He made an unintelligible sound as she launched herself into his chest and her hair tickled his nose while her body trembled. "Natsu, I think you're the most brash, cocky, and annoying asshole and I hate that I want you so bad. I hate that you're all I think about and hate how good you make me feel," she sobbed, fingers grabbing at his shirt tight. "I hate that you and I spent so much time and energy at each other's throats. I hate that you make me feel so warm with your laugh and I especially hate how you made me fall in love with you."
He only held her tight as she sobbed and he couldn't help but have that stupid wide grin on his face because the woman he loves, loves him back and nothing could ever change that.
"The feelings are mutual, sweetheart."
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Fin.