prompt seventeen: never again

rate: M for Mature content

Seventeen out of one hundred.

P.S also another continuation of my ongoing series She will be mine! Specifically the other few times those two have gotten frisky like the horny youngins they are. enjoy! this is for everyone who wanted a continuation and a glimpse of enemies to lovers/arranged marriage AU

"Life begins at the end of your comfort zone." — Neale Donald Walsch

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Never again would Lucy allow her boyfriend to touch her like that.

Well, she would, but the logical part of her was screaming nonono! and her heart was screaming yesyesyes! so she decided to listen to her logic because what they did felt too good that it was wrong.

Did that make any sense?

For her, it did.

Because who does she think she is, suddenly jumping right into bed (okay so what if they were arranged to marry within the next year?) with her boyfriend when she didn't have a single drop of experience in her. Everything that happened were things she was utterly too embarrassed to talk about or even think about so she had shoved that lewd memory to the very back of her cluttered brain.

But it kept crawling out like it was some parasite and she caught herself burning up at the thought of Natsu's large hands grabbing at her body and his hot mouth pressing kisses down her skin.

It wasn't fair that he was just so hot with the way his muscles bulged with his movements and how he would grin so wide anyone could see those sharp canines of his. Or how he was just a radiant man with abnormal body heat or how his laughter made her insides turn into mush. Or how his dark eyes would pierce right through her as if it was cupid's arrow.

Everything about him was a walking red flag for her as she shouldn't be thinking or looking at him in that way but she was.

Especially since she's had a taste of this man, she was shaking with desire whenever he was near and she could practically feel his lips on hers and their hips grinding against each other.

It helped when they had that distance between them from christmas to the new year but even at the gala, she found him irresistible and leaning into his personal bubble. She was honestly surprised that they didn't do more that night, desperate for more than a kiss but it would have to do. She kept that kiss close to her heart and would think about him while she felt the ghost of his kisses against her skin and lips.

And one magical, lucky day, the goddess heard her prayer and decided that day was going to be the day her boyfriend finally called to hang out.

She was practically a chicken with its head cut off, squealing and jumping in excitement while she rushed to get her gear together. She went through one too many outfits embarrassingly enough and settled for a comfortable legging and sweater combo with one of her favorite pink puffer jacket. This winter was a brutal one and it didn't help that they came back to a snowy wasteland after a week at a beautiful warm sunny beach.

The day was going super well that she was finally warm to the core. She felt so cold and lonely ever since her and Natsu had left Akane and she sometimes wondered to herself if this was what happened after someone lost their virginity. She couldn't find anything on it and the only logical explanation to her loneliness and missing Natsu had to be because he popped her cherry. Some kind of spell or something when intercourse happens for the first time she concluded.

She didn't think too much into it considering she was fine and very much alive. And now happy as she spent the day sledding with him and his little sister.

She couldn't ask for a better day until she spoke a bit too soon.

Natsu seemed flustered and very much out of it as he approached her again to drive her home. He stuttered and looked as if a cat had his tongue and it was unsettling to see him brush their kiss off and run off.

It only made her overthink because she was the queen of overthinking.

So, she cornered him.

In retrospect it was the coward's way of getting the upper hand but she had to know what he was feeling because she's been feeling some type of way for a while too.

Could he possibly be thinking the same thing as she was?

And then it was like world war III with them as they began their screaming match. He started it by raising his voice and then they were bouncing back and forth like they were known for and it made her insides boil with the way he was dismissing her and the whole reason why they were yelling at each other in the first place. It was always the same bullshit with the way he calls her names and vice versa.

But it was such a sensitive topic to be fighting about that she didn't understand the sudden urge to stick her tongue in his mouth. Her eyes just kept darting to his lips and they were huffing and puffing till they were both clawing for one another.

Starved from each other, they hungrily kissed and grabbed whatever they could, hands groping body parts and ripping jackets off as he unbuckled her and pulled her over onto his lap.

It was way too hot in the confined space, mouths greedily sucking and nipping as they panted harshly. Even with the heat off, it felt like a thousand degrees inside the car as they kissed over and over again. He knocked off her earmuffs by accident and the fluffy muffs fell next to her, dropping against her vacant seat as they kept meeting halfway to smack lips.

"Lucy," he said in between breaths. "I want to have you in this car. Right now." His words sent shivers down her spine as her face grew hot. "But I need to know if you're alright with it. If you want this, too."

And she did. More than anything in the world as he kept pressing his lips against hers and the feeling of warmth surrounded their very being. She wanted his lips on hers at all times and wanted to feel his hands brush against her skin. She missed the way he felt and tasted and it was as if it was some type of poison he was laced with as she couldn't physically rip herself away from this smothering man who would be the very reason for her death.

"Yes," she moaned as he pulled on her bottom lip. "Yes, I do. I want it. I want you."

And that was all she had to say as his hands slipped underneath her sweater and he was helping her take it off.

It was like torture taking the clothes off, one layer after the other being peeled off in the small space they had. He decided to say fuck it with stripping down as the only goal was to bump uglies and he merely only took his ridiculous hoodie off since he was sweating bullets and stripped his girlfriend bare.

She had more to offer as she had taken the last bit of her clothing off, bra flung somewhere behind the seats as Natsu fumbled with his pants.

This time wasn't as sweet and gentle as her first but she couldn't care about the situation as the familiar throbbing ached between her legs.

She needed him inside of her and she couldn't wait any longer as their heavy breaths mingled and he kissed down her neck and chest. She whined as he sucked on her nipple, her back arched and leaning against the steering wheel as Natsu lifted his hips to pull his pants down just down to his knees. Once he made himself comfortable, he pulled his cock out from behind his boxers and his lips found hers once more.

He swallowed her moans and moved her accordingly, adjusting himself against her heated core where he felt his tip grow slick with her juices.

Lucy wasted no time as she kissed him deeply, hovering her hips over his shaft before she was sinking down and her entire body jolted with the sensation of him stretching her out.

She didn't know if she would ever get used to the way Natsu filled her so deliciously but she could only moan out loud, her head tossed back while her fingers dug into his shoulders. She was glad he didn't take his shirt off since she had things to tug and claw at but nothing could help with how stuffed she was.

She swore Natsu felt bigger today and she panted harshly as she looked at his own twisted face.

"Fuck," his voice was wobbly and she watched his Adam's apple bob. "You're so tight."

She felt her inner flame ignite at his words and something like a purr rumble inside of her chest while she adjusted to his size. She looked at him through her lashes, eyes fluttering while she watched him struggle to keep himself composed.

She liked seeing the almighty Dragneel submit to his desires as sweat outlined his body and his jaw pop. It was a bit exciting for her that her nipples perked up and she was leaning back against the steering wheel, his eyes dragging down to pin against her bare chest. His hands moved from her waist up her sides, dipping down against each and every curve before he was groping her mounds. He leaned in to press kisses against her skin and suck like a newborn, tongue flicking and sliding across her nubs while she moaned.

She was first to roll her hips this time, testing out the new position. Her entire body trembled with how he slid out and back inside of her with ease, a low moan falling out of Natsu's own lips at the sensation.

Lucy decided she liked this position as it gave her free range and speed of their movements and she pulled herself closer to his chest, kissing him square on the mouth while using his shoulder to push herself up. She bounced against his lap and they were both moaning into each other's hungry mouths, tongues slipping and sliding while hands gripped at whatever they could hold.

He slid his hands back down to her hips and took a handful of her sides, groping them as he helped her move faster. She cried out as he slammed her down and her spine straightened, the tingle rushing through her body as if it was fire.

One of her hands slid upwards behind his head, fingers curling against the hair he had as she tugged while the other continued to winkle his shoulder sleeves.

"You are so beautiful," Natsu growled as he quickened the pace, his own hips thrusting to meet hers halfway. "I love watching you take my cock, Luce."

Her mouth fell open in a silent cry and embarrassment but the feeling of him slamming into her over and over again was enough to push her self conscious away. She knew she was beet red from how hot it was, sweat dripping down their bodies as the car windows began to fog from their heavy pants.

Never again did she decide after that night that she wouldn't dare to touch him till they were to be wed.

She wanted to take things slow and enjoy their time together instead of jumping into the sack every chance they did. It's not like Natsu seemed to care too much but was all down for anything and everything. He was taking a lot of her firsts and she didn't know how to feel about it. About him. About the first time they were intimate or the first time he kissed her or the first time they had car sex (which was wow!) or anything else in between.

He even declared to her that from then on, he was going to do what he wanted and if that meant he wanted to smother her in kisses then so be it.

Now that was something she couldn't complain about. She really wanted Natsu to kiss her and hold her hand and treat her like she really was his girlfriend.

Which she was. Now it felt and looked more real.

She was falling for her boyfriend more and more each day as she saw the full effects of his actions. The constant reassurance, the gentle hand holding, the sweet kisses, and even the way his hand burned through her clothing as he guided her to places. It was addicting.

It wasn't until a couple days later where he asked her to be her valentine that they would become intimate once more. She didn't know how it ventured into such a topic but he had bothered her about that goddamn baby making nightie and she had become flustered. She even offered her mother's catalog and for him to say he already had one picked out made it even worse!

How could she even think about a baby making nightie when all she's thinking about is baby making. It's not like they even wear clothes during the deed so why did it matter what she wore?

Sitting in the passenger seat while Natsu drove to some place he said he knew where he could fill her, she could only squirm in her seat. It didn't help her poor heart that pounded against her chest.

She didn't know where they were but when they had come to a stop somewhere random with just a cabin in the snowy woods, the nerves inside of her were tingling with fear and excitement.

She didn't question him at all as they came to this place where it seemed like he knew where everything was. He fished out some keys underneath a tree and started a fire for them while she had gotten comfortable. Natsu had laid out a nice spot right in front of the fire, magically obtaining a bottle of wine from wherever, and the two sat while talking about nonsense.

She was grateful for how easy it was to talk to Natsu when it came to situations like this. He put her mind at ease with how animated he was when he spoke about this or that and she found herself giggling and leaning in while he poured her another glass of wine.

Then it became a kiss or two in between conversation and she was stripping while he was too. The natural buzz of the aged juice had them warm before they were exploring each other's naked bodies and she was withering away from the flames that licked her skin hot.

Her back arched off the floor as Natsu sucked on her breasts and she moaned out for him when he fondled her folds. The sensations were out of this world as her body trembled in his hold and she cried out when he penetrated her with his thick fingers, pumping in and out while coated in her honey.

He spoke sweet nothings in her ear, coaxing her to her climax. He had his way around words and she didn't realize how much she really liked the way he sang in her ear till she was screaming his name and pulsing wildly around his fingers.

He educated her on her own body and how things work with just a flick of his tongue or a curl of his finger. She didn't think such things were even necessary but in more ways than one, she felt as if Natsu knew her body more than she did.

Lucy cried out as she felt his warm appendage slide up her folds and her hips bucked as he nudged her swollen clitoris with it. She was utterly stunned at the way he made her feel so good with his tongue on her private part. She never thought it would feel this good but her entire body was flushed as he brought her to yet another orgasm. Her body was sleek with sweat and her legs trembled on either side of his head while he lapped her juices up, forcing her to nirvana with his fingers curled inside and his tongue swirling around her clit.

He was good. Too good. With years of experience under his belt and the knowledge of a sex addict, she was in trouble.

She wasn't even supposed to be here right now or have Natsu between her legs sending her off to heaven but she had a difficult time saying no to this heir.

After receiving two mind blowing orgasms, she was beyond exhausted as her chest heaved up and down. Her breathing was heavy and her eyes fluttered as she watched him nestle between her legs.

One day, she would be experienced and bold enough to pleasure him like he did her but for now, she could only allow him so much access that it didn't send him into overdrive. But he didn't seem to mind so much as his eyes darkened and his chin dripped of her wetness and she especially didn't mind when he would sink himself deep inside of her as if he belonged.

Her throaty moan with his own groan was music to her ears as the crackle of the fire echoed in the log cabin.

She couldn't get enough of him.

"More," she begged, eyes squeezed shut as she gripped at the blanket under her. "Please."

"You know I love to hear you beg, princess," he purred right back, sitting up on his knees while his hand found home on her hips. He dug his fingers in, getting a nice grip before he was thrusting into her with such force it pushed the couple back.

She loved how he listened and how good he made her feel. She loved how he would stretch her out and hit that certain spot inside of her that had her shrieking and she especially loved how twisted Natsu's face would get as he pounded into her.

She wrapped her arms and legs around his body, latching on like some kind of animal while the slap of their hips filled the silence. Her moans and gasps did the rest along with Natsu's animalistic growls and purrs.

"Lucy," his voice was so hoarse it made her whimper and look up at him with teary eyes. "I want to try something. Could you turn around?"

She slowly nodded her head, whimpering as he slid himself out of her and he gave her room to adjust accordingly.

Lucy wasn't a dumb girl, she knew what sex was and what positions there were. Cana, Levy, and her went through sex education while growing up and of course with how Cana was, they've even watched a couple of lewd videos that would prove to be more educating than those simple classes.

Like she said, she just didn't know it would feel this good.

Natsu was gentle with her, caressing her behind with such care that she felt her face flame up with the way he spread her legs. She was glad he couldn't see her reaction because she was feeling too exposed and too embarrassed with how she was on all fours, hips perched up, and legs spread.

She could feel how he rubbed himself against her, a slight gasp escaping as he nudged her entrance with his glistening tip. She mewled while he sank himself back into her and it was a whole different feeling from how he took her in missionary as he felt so much bigger and deeper. Her back bowed with it, a strangled gasp spilling out as his hips pressed against her behind.

The sensation was almost too much for her and she felt like a dog with how harshly she panted.

"Okay?" He asked and she could only nod, turning over her shoulder to take a glance.

"Okay."

He gave her a grin and her heart did all sorts of skipping before he was pulling out to push back to give her long, slow strokes. Every time he sank back in, she felt every inch of his thick rod penetrating her tight hole. She couldn't help but moan loudly, her head shoved down into her forearms to mask some of her excitement. She whimpered as he picked up the pace, her legs trembling.

"Let me hear you," he murmured, his hand sliding up her sleek back and down to circle her roundness. "I want to know how good I make you feel."

Her head snapped up and she cried out as Natsu forced himself deeper inside of her and moan after moan spilled out of her lips. She was bouncing back from the force of his hips and his own grunts overpowered her sounds.

"More," she pushed her hips back, desperate for more friction. "Faster."

He was purring as she begged him, his hands coming down to grasp her forearms, yanking her upright. It gave him the chance to start pounding into her from behind and her choked gasps got caught in her throat. She was screaming wildly with how he would thrust into her and her entire body trembled with how fast he was moving.

"Harder, please!"

"Fuck, Lucy," he groaned out, reaching around to grab one of her tits while he jack-hammered into her core. "You feel amazing."

She knew she was going to break anytime soon if his hips didn't indicate that itself. He was jerking them further and further away from the fire, her knees digging into the wooden flood that only had a thin blanket covering it.

Before she knew it, she was orgasming all over again and his hot seed spattered up her back.

Lucy was fully convinced Natsu was the devil himself. With the way he looked at her was enough for the gravitational pull to activate and she was swooned by his smile alone. She was becoming more and more attached each and every day and nothing could stop her emotions from soaring as they continued to spend time together.

She was actually warming up to the idea of being Natsu's betrothed and even found herself missing him.

Especially when she had grown sick and was all alone in her bed crying her eyes out. It was a weak moment for her and the only thing she could think about was Natsu so she called him sobbing and he was at her door not too long after.

But the craziest part was when he was pulling items out of this plastic bag and held out a pregnancy test towards her.

As if her emotions weren't haywire enough she was going through a meltdown while thinking about the inevitable. How could she be so stupid and careless to think they wouldn't get pregnant with how they were going? Granted, Natsu has been smart enough to pull out at the last minute but she's taken sex education and knew even if he did it didn't matter.

The relief she had felt when she saw Natsu hold up the pregnancy test with one line bled through was heavenly.

Not till her stupid boyfriend opened his mouth.

"Oh thank fucking God." He sighed out loud, hand pressed to his chest while she glared at him. "What? You didn't want a baby either!"

"Oh, shut up!" She scowled, shoving past him to head back into her bedroom. Natsu followed close behind, trying to get himself back in her good graces but she just ignored him. "I think we should just be abstinent till our wedding day."

"No way!" He gawked at her, slightly offended at the idea as he placed his hand on his chest. "With a body like that?" His eyes darted down her nightie clad body and she hugged herself, face flushing at his insinuation. "You're selfish to think you can keep that away from me! Besides, the sex is great and you can't deny it."

Her face flamed up at his words and she pressed her hands up to her cheeks, jaw slacked.

"W—what?! How could you say those things so easily?!"

"It's the truth!"

"So you rather risk the chance and get me pregnant?!"

"We can be safe!" He declared, finger held up high. "—er. Safer." He emphasized and it took everything out of her to not strangle him then and there. "Listen, all I'm saying is that there is no chance we could last till the wedding."

"Says you!" She planted her hands on her hips, glaring at him through her embarrassment. "Speak for yourself! I am perfectly fine with abstinence." She huffed, tipping her chin up in a pout.

"Don't be ridiculous," he scowled, crossing his own arms across his chest. "You honestly can't say you could."

"Are you challenging me?" She turned to look at him, fire burning beneath those chocolate orbs.

"Oh, no, princess," his lips curved to a smirk as he leaned in closer and she reeled back from him, baffled. "I wouldn't challenge you to something like that. I definitely know I can't hold out that long. Not especially with how sexy you are and how I can just hear you begging me for—"

"Enough!" She screeched, arms flailing and heart thundering. "You are just so—! Ugh!" She shouted out, walking in circles and pacing back and forth to calm herself down. "And how are you so sure the sex is good? I certainly don't have any experience to back this claim up! For all I know, you could just be talking out of your ass to make sure you're getting laid!"

Natsu scoffed, one of his eyebrows raising as he gave her a look. "If the sex wasn't good, I wouldn't be saying it was. You think I'm that desperate for a lay?"

Lucy opened her mouth to respond but Natsu growled.

"Don't answer that."

The blonde simply rolled her eyes and huffed, crossing her own arms while popping her hip out. She was about to go off on him once more, lips parting but she found her voice caught in her throat with the way he was eyeing her down.

Like a hungry animal ready to pounce on their prey.

It made her shiver at his heated gaze and her nipples perked at the sight, a deep scowl mirroring her face. "Stop looking at me like that!"

"How could I not when you look so good in that nightie?"

Looking down to see she was indeed in her nightie, her face flared up at the simple thought of her flaunting herself in such a thin material. She completely forgot that this was what she was wearing and this whole time she was fighting with Natsu about their sex lives, she was just giving him more reason to refuse her offer.

But why did she want to as well? Just the way he looked at her made her knees buck and she bit down on her bottom lip to soothe her mental battle.

A growl rolled through the room and she snapped her head up to look at her boyfriend with wide eyes. His eyes darkened and he had straightened himself, broad shoulders squared and strong. His biceps bulged with the way his arms were crossed and she swallowed thickly at the sight of him.

Why did he have to be so sexy? How is he so charming when he wasn't even doing anything but looking at her?

Lucy shivered once more and her entire body stiffened up as Natsu took a step towards her. She reactively took one back, matching him as he stride towards her. It wasn't until her back bumped against her wall that she yelped out, her head twisting left and right to see if she could escape but Natsu was closing on her way too strong.

She curled herself in and whimpered as he leaned into her personal bubble, his body heat rolling off as if he was some kind of furnace.

Or in his words: a fire breathing dragon.

As ridiculous as it seems, she couldn't describe Natsu any other way. He was literally a dragon in a human body and if his heat didn't show it, his sharp gaze definitely did.

"What's wrong, princess?" He purred at her and she scowled, trying her best to glare at him through her rising arousal. "You look flustered."

"Y—you're cornering me!" She squeaked. "Stop it!"

"Stop what?"

"Stop—stop looking at me like that! And—and cornering me!" She couldn't help but squeeze her thighs together, feeling her heart pound against her ribcage. "You know what you're doing!"

"I have no idea what you mean," He played dumb, his wicked grin growing by the second.

Lucy swears up and down that Natsu Dragneel is the devil himself. She doesn't know how she always ends up putty in his arms with his heated gaze and lewd words. She didn't even think such things were possible but with Natsu's feral expressions, she most definitely knew it was now.

She didn't even know how she ended up naked again that night with him so deep inside of her that she was in a whole other world. She didn't even know why she kept entertaining this god awful idea of Natsu stretching her out and kissing her like this wasn't wrong but she seemed to forget the whole point when she was past that point.

All she knew was that Natsu made her feel reallyreally good and she didn't want it to stop.

Never again did she want him to stop. She wanted more. More kisses. More hugs. More touches. More intimate moments. More romance… More of him.

Because she was his.

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Fin.