Disclaimer: Spy x Family doesn't belong to me but it belongs to Endo-Sama. And Have you ever belonged to the English group S-Club 7.
I decided to do this song fic using the song in universe having Damian and Anya dancing it. If you wish, you can hear it while reading and imagine it.
Enjoy it.
Have you ever
Breaking news!
We have new information for you about the Chairman of the National Unity Party who was arrested by the secret police after they discovered he was planning a new war against Westalia. More of that after the break.
Damian Desmond was devastated, his father meant everything to him but the worst thing was watching how all his so-called friends at Eden stopped talking to him.
The only people that were still talking to him were Emile and Ewen, but also Becky and Anya.
He was surprised how Anya and Becky were sitting in front of him and his best friends.
"Why are you here?" Asked Emile, a little too aggressive.
"I came to show my support to the Sy-on Boy" said Anya making Damian blushing.
"Emile and Ewen relax, Anya and Becky are friends" he said locking his eyes with Anya and thought knowing she will read it "Thank you"
She smiled slightly and they ate in silence.
They were sixteen and Damian and Anya were Imperial Students, that's how Twilight managed to get in contact with Donovan Desmond and get the Intel he needed to put him in jail.
The mission was completed so there's no need to talk to him but she couldn't do that. She feels the need to keep talking to him.
Like her father keeping the Forger family even after the end of the mission. She liked to be with him and she still defended him from bullies and she grew closer to him in the past few years and she even considered being in love with him.
One day Anya was in the room only available for the imperial students, she was taking a cup of tea and reading a book. She got better at school as she grew older and that's how she managed to get there.
Damian walked to her and she looked up when he sat in front of her.
"Hey Forger" he said looking at her "Would you tell me the truth if I ever ask you to?" She nodded, putting her book away "good... So... Did you approach me with the excuse to get closer to my father?"
"And why are you asking that?"
"You told me about your family and at first I couldn't believe it, then you showed me how you could read minds and I thought "what if she was telling the truth about that too?" So I want to know now... Was your father that spy?"
She could have told a lie but she was a terrible liar when it comes to him so she decided to tell the truth "Yes, I started to get closer to you because of his mission and yes, he was that spy that let out the information about your father" she said looking at him, she was dead serious and Damian could tell she was honest.
"Thank you" he stood up and left the room, Anya looked at him then looked down. She cursed her honestly but, again, she couldn't lie to him.
The rest of the year he didn't speak to her or anyone except for his best friends. She could tell his eyes lost that spark they had before, and she realized how much she missed him.
Even at home her parents seemed to worry about her quiet attitude, Loid even returned to the school in disguise to spy on her and noticed she and Damian weren't talking.
At the end of the year Mr. Henderson announced that the principal approved Becky's band to play at the party. All of them were excited so Anya decided to do something bold but not reckless like she used to do. It was something she had planned for quite some time. She wrote a song.
"Anya, are you sure you want me to sing it?" Asked Becky "I mean I'm a sucker for romance and drama but you should tell this yourself"
"Becky... He doesn't want to talk to me, he even asked our teacher to not put us in the same groups to work on the assignments" she gave her the puppy eyes "please?"
The black-hearted girl signed and nodded taking the paper "ok I will do it but you owe me at least a month worth of ice creams"
"Yes! Whatever you want" she smiled and hugged her "thank you!"
"I can't wait to see you dance with him" she winked at her and left Anya blushing thinking about you.
As the day was approaching, Anya was busy with exams and finding the perfect dress until she decided to use a dress like the one she used at her first grade party.
She learned how to use heels and how to dance with them, thanks to her mother. On that day she looked stunning.
Yor helped her putting on some light makeup, her long pink hair was tied in a bun.
"You look like a princess!" Said Yor with tears in her eyes and she took a couple of photos of her with and without Loid.
"Have a good night" said Loid kissing her cheek and so did Yor then she went downstairs to get in Becky's limousine and they headed to the school.
Becky freaked out at her dress and her general look "Anya you look stunning! I can't wait for Damian to look at you" she blushed deeply. She never thought she could be embarrassed thinking about whether Damian or any boy liked or not her outfit but now she hoped he found her attractive.
The rest of the ride had them chatting about the party and Anya told her about a new Bondman show but with his apprentice which was ignored by Becky until Anya mentioned that his voice actor will be Jonathan Jones, her favorite actor.
When they arrived all eyes were on her. Anya and Becky became very popular, Anya because of her improvement in her grades and Becky because of her singing abilities, she didn't reach the status of an imperial student yet because she didn't like classical music.
Damian's jaw dropped when he saw Anya and she had to admit she felt satisfied by his reaction. She learned how to control her power so now she wasn't overwhelmed by big groups of people and she can even avoid reading someone's mind if she wanted to.
The night went by pretty smoothly, Anya and Damian danced with others but their eyes always found at some point, she even dared to read his mind and discovered he was jealous of her dance partners which made her smirked a little.
"Now for the final set of the night, please welcome Becky Blackbell's band, Love at Midnight"
The band started to play their usual first song to open their shows. Then after a couple of songs, Becky spoke "Now a song written by my best friend, Anya Forger" she said winking at Anya.
Then a slow music started to play. A keyboard and guitar.
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
And suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just want to change the way the world goes round, tell me
When Becky started to sing Damian's eyes were wide open as he heard the lyrics and his eyes were on Anya, making her blushing deeply.
Mr. Henderson watched this with tearing eyes, he was impressed by Anya's capacity to write nice songs and because he noticed they weren't as close as they used too.
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, baby
That made her blush harder and he was blushing as well as he thought "Is she… in love with me?" His eyes went instinctively to hers and she nodded as she read his mind.
"Mr. Desmond, if you allow me to give you a piece of advice… you should consider asking that young lady a dance. Trust me… you will regret if you don't confess your feelings sooner"
Damian took a deep breath and walked towards her and offered his hand "will you dance with me?" She nodded and held his hand.
Becky, who was on the stage, had teary eyes watching this.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost, the day I let you go
"Sy-on boy…" she said as they danced "I should have followed you that day… I realized too late my feelings for you"
"I had been in love since a long time ago and I had been dying ever since I left you that day, but my pride kept me from talking to you"
Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
And now I've finally realized
It was forever that I've found (forever that I've found)
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round, tell me
They continued to dance, listening to the lyrics and he just held her closer. Her head on his chest, all the girls knew a while ago that his heart belonged to Anya but now they were kind of officially confessing their feelings out loud.
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know), 'cause I loved and lost, the day I let you go
They loved each others and she used music to do so she placed her hand on his chest "I might've got closer to you because of a mission but I continued to be this close because I cared for you" she looked at him "I confessed I could read minds only to you, because I trusted you"
I really want to hear you say, that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone (moment's gone), I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round, tell me
"You know… I feel like I lost something important that day, I lost not only someone I had a crush on, I lost the second most important person in my life… being the first person…"
"Your dad" she said matter-of-factly, making him smirking.
"Exactly smarty" he laughed softly "whatever… I want to keep you in my life and I know you stayed by my side even after my father was sent to prison and I'm happy to have you next to me"
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know), 'cause I loved and lost, the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go
After the song was done, everyone clapped at the band and Anya smiled as the band played a new song and she decided to kiss him gently.
"What about if we continue this conversation tomorrow with an ice cream?" She asked, smirking.
"I would love to," he smirked back.
The rest of the party went better for them, dancing and having a good time.
Now everyone knows they will be a thing next year, in their last year of high school.
OOooOOooOO
I hope you liked this one. It's out of my normal Loid/ Yor themed fanfics but I felt this song fixed to these too.