• Your husband is never home. You always sleep in an empty bed. Damian's pets begin to keep you company at night.

• You don't like to sleep anymore. Alfred begins to brew you tea in the evenings. You fall asleep in the drawing room

• You don't drink Alfred's tea anymore. Instead you spend your nights starring at the ceiling the canopy.

• You sleep in your husbands childhood bed. You sleep in your husbands childhood room. The poster on the wall will always be there.

• You sleep in your father-in-law's childhood bed. You sleep in your father-in-law's childhood room. There are still stars in the ceiling. The mattress are still damp with the tears.

• One night your husband doesn't come home. They tell you he is fine. You don't believe them. He comes back two months later. He never tells you where he was.

• You begin to drink Alfred's tea again. You wait patiently at night as he prepares it. You pretend you don't see how he lace the cup with sleeping aids.

• Most nights you don't make it to your bed. You already wake up in your own bed that aren't your bed.

• You kiss your husband. He always smell of blood.