Edward Cullen's POV
Too much about keep fighting!
My tired mind and body, both gave up!
I realized I'd go crazy unless I made peace with the fact!
The fact was... I... loved her.
Yes, I was in love with her.
I wasn't sure how exactly that happened, but it happened!
And that one confession to self changed every fucking thing!
Suddenly I realized that Isabella didn't have to compete for a place in my heart that was reserved for Angela...
Yes, Angela would also have a special place in my heart... But Isabella also held a special place that nobody could replace... She had brought in so much positivity and light in my life... Yeah, I loved her!
Yes, I might have promised myself once that I'd never love anyone else... But I did... And there was nothing I could do about...
Yes, Angela might still be around today if I was more cautious... But I wasn't... And she was no longer here... And that was the fact!
The best thing for me would be to just accept that fact and learn to live with it!
Because if I didn't accept it, I was going to hurt everyone... Especially Isabella and myself...
I knew I had already hurt her... Or maybe pissed her off!
But I promised myself that it was the last time I ever acted like that with her!
I was going to talk to her and apologize for my behavior...
I would tell her that this was the first and last time I ever hurt her because I didn't really know how to deal with my past...
I would tell her that I loved her!
I would tell her that I wanted 'more'!
But... Would she want the same?
Ummm... I wasn't really sure about that...
I guess I needed to talk to her to figure that out!